31: Serena – Jessie’s Words

Serena POV:

I wake with my body entangled around Diesels. It hurts, parts of my body are sore, and other parts physically hurt, I can’t help but smile.

Moving slowly out of the bed I put on the shirt and walk out of the bedroom. Grabbing a drink, I walk to the room we were in yesterday. Deciding to clean it. It was me who kissed him, I hadn’t even thought of where we were.

I spend a while picking up items, glueing a small ornament that had smashed before moving onto the carpet. I should really message my driver and Dwayne, but that drags me back to the real world.

Something I want to avoid for as long as possible.

“Diesel?”

My head shoots up hearing Jessie, I watch as she appears at the door. Great, the real world. I watch as her eyes fall on my body, a flicker of pain etched onto her face. Moving, I try to cover more of my body with the shirt.

“You shouldn’t be in here.” She stands looking at me annoyed.

“I’m cleaning, Diesel won’t mind. How are you, Jessie?” I smile at her, I can’t see any marks so they haven’t hurt her.

“You don’t know that.” She looks at me waiting, I feel like she wants me to leave. “He always keeps this door locked for a reason.”

“Look Jessie, I am in here cleaning. I was in here yesterday with Diesel after you left him.” Moving, I finish cleaning the carpet. The last thing I want is Diesel feeling guilty for what happened here, that things got a mess.

It looks perfect now though, almost anyway, the carpet needs to dry, but I washed it.

“What happened in here?” She looks around confused.

“Nothing, if you want Diesel just go wake him.” I try and smile, but I feel uncomfortable after everything.

She continues to look around, picking things up.

“Jessie don’t touch things.” I watch as she drops the small teddy into the crib. Walking over I move it and put it back in the place it was before. I understand Diesel, I know he won’t want her touching or moving things.

“So what, you think you two are together?”

I laugh. “Hell no.” I shake my head, that was too blunt, I would love to say yes, but I know Diesel and he is likely to run.

“But you fucked.” She looks at me waiting.

“Jessie, I’m not talking about it with you. If you want details, ask Diesel, it is his choice.” I don’t care if he tells her, but I would rather not.

She stands laughing. “You realise he fucked me right. He still would be had I not left.”

“I know, he told me. Again Jessie, what you two did or we do doesn’t matter.”

I go to walk out and stop. “Do you still want your job, or has your dad said you can’t do it anymore?” I hope the change in conversation works.

“My dad can’t stop me. I would like to still work with you if you don’t have an issue with that?”

“No issue Jessie. Your apartment is still yours, your job is still there. If you’re happy to stay then stay.” I smile and turn to walk out.

“You were the rebound, you realise right?”

I sigh at her words.

“Jessie, I don’t give a shit what I was to Diesel. Can we please leave this room?”

“I can see the marks, the fact he did that with you means it was nothing more than sex, someone, to use to get his anger and feelings out on.”

“Sure” Is she wanting a reaction from me? I want to laugh but I won’t.

“Do you not care that he just used you to get over me?”

“God Jessie! What is it you want, me to cry and pretend I am hurt? Me to walk out and tell Diesel he is a dick? Whatever you think will happen in your damn mind won’t. So quit, or find a new place to live and a new job.”

I take in a deep breath, I didn’t mean to shout. I watch her eyes widen, turning I see Diesel standing by the door. Did he hear?

“I was telling her to leave the room.” She smiles at Diesel smugly.

“She is fine. What do you want now Jessie?” He stands looking at her waiting.

“I came to talk. Alone.”

I nod, going to leave, Diesel shaking his head at me. Maybe I am not leaving?

“Just say it and leave Jessie, I am busy.” Diesel looks at her waiting.

“I’m sorry for what I said yesterday.” She looks at him, pleading with her eyes.

“That is all you’re sorry for?” Diesel stands waiting.

“I was angry Diesel, you told me she was killed in an accident.” I watch as she screams at him, and I really feel like I should leave.

“It had nothing to do with you Jessie. That shit isn’t an excuse for what you said.” He stands looking at her. “I don’t care about what you said, I am over it Jessie. The fact is you knew, you fucked Dwayne, lied to my damn face, and now you walk in here like you didn’t do shit!”

“You never wanted me!” She screams at him.

“I agreed. Thank god I did now and this happened because you just confirmed everything I feared Jessie. Go back, Dwayne.” He steps away from the door waiting for her to leave.

“I thought you loved Eva and Esmae, clearly not if you’re going to fuck that!” She points at me.

I fight back words, trying not to make things worse. “You knew, you knew her dad killed them, and you wanted her! Way to walk over your partner and baby girl’s grave Diesel. Fucking the family that killed them!”

I stare at Jessie shocked, what the hell has happened to her? This is a side I have never seen.

“Serena isn’t her father. Whatever your issue is Jessie just damn say it because if you keep going on about Eva I swear you will never see me or hear my voice again.” His words sound vicious but I can see he is hurt.

“I tried for years! Fucking years Diesel. You pushed me away like I was nothing. You would rather push me away and let someone in whose father killed your baby! Finding out fucking hurt Diesel, maybe I went about it wrong, but I wanted you to hurt! I’m sorry, please Diesel, give me a chance.”

I hear his laugh and stare at him.

“No, I gave you a chance and rather than talking to me, you fucked Dwayne and threw shit at me making me feel like an asshole. You confirmed I was right when I pushed you away. Leave Jessie, I don’t want to fall out with you, but I will. I will never speak to you if you don’t just leave now.”

I watch as she nods, walking to the door, stopping she looks at me and laughs.

“Give it a week. He will be over me by using you then you’re nothing more than a number to him. Just someone to numb the feelings.”

“Really? Let me guess Jessie, you two fucked in the bedroom, on the couch. Right? A quick fuck, because he told himself to try, right?” She looks at me confused. “We fucked in here, for hours. It wasn’t him telling himself to try, he wanted to fuck me, hence he had me in here screaming for hours in pleasure. Even fucking squirting right where you’re standing now. I don’t care if I am just someone to use for a while, it was worth it.” I watch her eyes widen.

She looks at Diesel hurt and storms out.

Shit, I tried not to.

“Sorry.” What the fuck did I just do!

“Don’t apologise, hell her face was worth it.” He laughs slightly but looks awkward now. “Thanks as well, for sorting in here while I slept.”

Nodding I walk out. “It’s fine, it gave me something to do while you were sleeping. Plus, I am waiting for someone to drop me off some clothes.” I thought they would have brought them by now, but apparently now.

“We need to talk.” He looks at me waiting as we reach the kitchen.

“We don’t, so don’t worry Diesel. It was sex, nothing more don’t worry. I’m not going to go screaming and crying expecting marriage. It was a one-off.”

“What if I didn’t want it to be a one-time thing?” He questions.

“Then let me know when you want me, you know I won’t be letting anyone near me Diesel, not until I know I can trust them and that they aren’t there just to get the city. So anytime you’re bored and want a fuck let me know.” I know he will, not often but sometimes he may reach out.

“Serena I don’t mean just as a fucking hook-up when I feel like it. I wouldn’t have done it last night if that was all it was. I’m not saying tell the world we’re together, but something?” He looks at me, clearly struggling to word things.

“Okay Diesel, how about for now just fun. We aren’t exclusive, but we also are. If we plan to fuck someone we at least let the other person know. Then if in a few weeks or months, we feel like it could be more, we try?” I know he will want his freedom. He is used to it.

“Or we just try. Make it simple Serena, we agree to date, exclusive, I’m not saying we move in together, but try and date.” He stands waiting.

“Okay, but what about Jessie?” I need to know it won’t cause more drama.

“Jessie was nothing. You were right, I for some reason told myself to try. I told myself I pushed her away through fear. Did I feel something for her, yeah, but it is nothing compared to how I feel about you.”

I laugh slightly. “I meant won’t it cause more drama if we’re actually in a relationship, I didn’t need you to reassure me Jessie was gone.” I didn’t.

“Drama or not, I want to. So do you agree?” He stands ahead of me smiling, how the hell can I say no? Even if I wanted to, which I don’t. I feel my head nodding.

“I should get back, I was only meant to call in.” Not stay all day and night.

“You will get some amazing looks walking in like that.” His eyes scan my body and I laugh.

“Someone should have been here by now with some clothes.” I don’t get what is going on and why it is taking so long.

“Call Dwayne, you can’t avoid talking to him because of me Serena, I saw him last night, don’t worry I don’t plan to hurt him.” Diesel explains.

I feel my eyes rolling, of course, he knows. Taking out my phone I hit the button.

“Serena?” He sounds surprised to hear from me.

“Have you seen Rachel or Shaun?”

“Yeah, they are sat here why?” So they haven’t even fucking moved.

“Because I messaged, asked them to bring me some clothes and to come get me. I have been waiting to come to work, which is hard when I have no clothes.” I hear him laugh.

“I will get them to move and sort it now. Just an update, I am trying to track Jake, when he finally stops in a location I can let you know.”

“Good, no one goes or makes a move until I know.” I want to be the one.

“Sure, I will let these two know you’re waiting.” He hangs up, moving I sit and watch as Diesel makes a drink before handing it to me.

“Issues?” He looks at me.

“Yeah, they are sitting doing nothing. Rachel is there for this reason, to grab clothes and shit, Shaun is a backup driver, but I don’t see why I am paying them to ignore me.” I laugh, I will ignore it this time.

The room falls quiet again as neither of us talk.

32: Diesel – Playing Hard

Diesel POV:

“So tonight, a date? A real one, not one where I have my cock in some woman’s mouth under the table, or I purely trying to seduce and taunt you.”

She laughs at my words.

“Sounds like a plan Diesel. Message me when you know you’re free.”

“So, how long do you think they will be?” I step closer, watching as her body shakes.

“Erm, I don’t know.”

I watch as her teeth graze against her lip, her breathing quickening.

“Mmmm.” I step forward again watching as she moves, her back against the wall. I wrap my arms around her. My lips reach hers as we kiss. I feel her move, her hands pushing me back so I fall onto the sofa.

“Strip.”

I laugh at her word.

“I wasn’t joking, strip.” Her words are firm, and I watch as she unbuttons my shirt that she has been using to hide her own body. Moving I strip slowly, and walk to her.

As I reach for her, she smiles and pushes me back. Giving in, I let my body fall onto the sofa. I will let her take control, for the start anyway.

I watch as she moves to straddle me. Her mouth teases my body. I expected her to go straight for sex, instead, her mouth teases along my body. Slowly reaching my shaft, I feel her tongue glide over the tip, my head falling back in pleasure.

“Don’t tease. Fuck don’t tease!” I will lose my sanity if she does. I feel her mouth wrap around my cock, her mouth works slowly, purposely teasing. Now and then she releases my cock, her tongue swirling around my balls before she sucks on them.

My hips thrust up as she keeps going, my hands fighting against taking control. She teases me, and it feels like she is trying to make me force her. I close my eyes, my head falling back as I enjoy the feel of her mouth.

“Okay, I’m bored.” I groan slightly and feel her move, opening my eyes I see her kneeling on the floor. Her smile is wicked as she waits.

Moving I sit up, my legs on either side of her. Her breasts rise and fall with every breath she takes, and fuck they look delicious.

“Do it. I dare you.” Her words tempt me, and I watch as she opens her mouth waiting.

“Don’t beg for what you won’t like.” I laugh slightly, a worry building within me. Hell, we haven’t spoken about shit like this. How do I know she will enjoy it, and be okay with it? Usually, it is just sex, nothing heavy. If less it is my submissive or brat but we talk before it all.

I watch as she yawns, her eyes glancing at the clock. “I’m bored, and you’re running out of time.”

Moving, I grip her hair, pulling her head back as I kiss her. She whimpers against my lips as I do. Moving back I smile.

“Play, with yourself. I want to see your dripping.” I watch as she obeys, her hand sliding between her legs, her breathing quickening. I pull her head to me, her mouth opening and giving way to my shaft. I feel her suck against me as I move her head. The sound of her gagging has me smiling, but it isn’t enough.

I want to see her, and I can’t here. Groaning I pull her head back. “I want to see more, we’re moving. Walking to the door I slide the deadbolt across. Fuck Jessie and Rooster walking in and stopping us. Hell if they are in trouble they can wait.

Grasping her hair I push her in front of me and lead her through. Getting to a room, I kick the door open and push her inside.

Her gasp is perfect and matches the shocked look she has.

“Nothing will be used, except the mirrors.” My words are quiet as I pull her through. Sitting on the love couch, I watch her kneel at my feet.

“Now play.” My words are stern as I keep my hand tangled in her hair. I watch her in the mirrors, she looks perfect. I pull her head to me, and her mouth opens and welcomes my cock. Instantly her mouth begins to suck as I pull her closer.

My head falls back in pleasure, my eyes on the mirror on the ceiling, the reflection perfect as I watch her fingers move, her hips grinding against them. My eyes stay fixed, watching her fuck her fingers as her mouth teases me.

My hands not letting her have a break. Her moans are constant against my cock as I pull her head closer.

“Faster kitten, I want you soaked.” I watch as her hips speed up, her fingers still moving along with them. I release her hair, leaning forward which forces my cock deeper into her mouth. My hands grasp her ass.

My eyes stay watching in the mirror, pulling her lips apart I tut.

“You’re bearly even dripping. Let me help.” My hands release her before I swing my palm against her ass. Her scream gets tangled around my cock, as her hips buck slightly. Moving, I raise my hand again, swinging harder, this time instantly following the slap with my other hand. I keep going, giving her no break.

I feel the sting against my hands and watch as she orgasms.

“Better.” I move back, grasping her hair I pull her head back. “Stay.” I release her and walk to the other side of the room. Opening the drawer I take out the toy and walk back to her. Her fingers still teasing against her core.

“Swap your fingers for the toy.” I watch as her hand takes the toy and pushes the suction cup against the floor. “Now ride the fuck out of it, and keep your hands busy, on you.” I sit again, pulling her back to me. My eyes watch her in the mirror. Her hips move fast and hard against the toy. One of her hands grasps her breast, her fingers twisting her nipples.

I watch as another orgasm explodes within her.

“Open, you can take it deeper.” The words I almost instantly regret as she does. Only I feel her throat constrict around my cock as she swallows.

Her eyes light up and a wicked look crosses her face. She does it again, my head shaking. It is useless though. Her hips keep moving. Her mouth sucks and pushes my cock deeper. She swallows again, my hips thrust hard. Grasping her hair I keep still, my hips moving, smiling as I hear her gagging.

I barely get time to calm down before she swallows again before I can even think she does it again.

“Fuck.” I groan, my hips still moving.

I feel her throat constrict around my cock again.

“Fuck, no!” I groan, but it is useless, I can barely remember to thrust, or to pull her to me. She swallows again and keeps going. “Princess.” My word is broken. “Fuck, stop!” I feel my release flood out of me.

“Fuck, fuck. Yes, kitten. Shit!” I groan as I feel her swallowing my juices down instantly, still ensuring her throat squeezes against my cock.

My eyes watch as she moves, her head pulling away from me.

“You need to leave.” The words escape my mouth before I can stop them and her smile widens. “I mean it, or we’re not leaving the room for weeks. You have shit to sort in the city, and right now you look like you need to be tied down and fucked, in every way possible.” I keep my eyes fixed on her.

“Don’t worry Diesel. I am going, we will see each other tonight. In this room.” She licks her lips at me.

“No, we need to talk. Sort shit, before I lose control and do something you hate. Get showered, get the clothes and get to work. I need time to calm down.” I lean forward and kiss her, I feel something sharp against my neck.

“We could just keep playing.” She bites against my lip, the feeling of something sharp scratching down my neck.

“You won’t survive, now run.”

I hear her slight laugh and watch as she places the dagger down.

“So, a date, somewhere public, so I can’t taunt you?” She stands and looks at me.

“Yes, then after we talk, taunt away but don’t cry when you’re punished.”

She laughs, turns and walks out, stopping at the door she looks back at me.

“You think this will scare me Diesel? It just makes me want to taunt you so I get it.” She grins and disappears out of the door. My head falls back, I have so much to sort, to make sure I don’t do anything that hurts her. What happened in her past will have left marks mentally, I need to know what to avoid.

Right now though, I need to avoid her as I don’t want to stop, I want to keep her down here with me for life.

33: Serena – Accusing Words

Serena’s POV:

I get showered and look outside, finally, they have come. Walking to the door with a towel wrapped around me I hold out my hand waiting for the bag.

“Sorry.” I don’t bother answering, they get paid yet they may do an hour’s work a day but still get paid for the whole day. They for some reason couldn’t prise themselves away from their tasks for ten minutes.

Getting dressed I walk back out. Dwayne stood by the car.

“You have people to see today, payments to collect and such.” He holds out the papers.

“Let’s get them sorted quickly, I am busy tonight.” I climb into the car, Dwayne following.

“Diesel?” He smiles at me, and all I do is nod.

“Have you spoken to Jessie?” I want to know what the hell is going on with her.

“No, she went quiet again. We are meant to be meeting for lunch today.”

“Okay, watch her Dwayne, she is acting weird as hell and I can’t put my finger on why. Let her know she has her job still and her place when you finally speak to her.” I won’t remove them from her.

She needs her freedom, and if she gives Dwayne a chance, a real chance he will be good for her.

“So, you and Diesel, is it fun or serious?” He quizzes me.

“Both Dwayne, it is Diesel so tonight it could be nothing at all.” I won’t hold onto hope just to watch it be burned to ashes. “Anyway, enough personal life, let’s get work done.”

I spend most of my day away from the office, chasing down people who refuse to pay. I avoid the messages from Diesel, if I reply I will get lost and nothing will be accomplished. His texts are clearly taunting and teasing me.

While I would love to taunt back, I can’t afford to lose another day.

Sitting in front of Mr Jones I wait, his eyes assessing me. Is he deciding if it is worth fighting for? I hope not, I want my energy for tonight.

“No Diesel?”

My eyes flicker to him hearing his words.

“Sorry, word travels fast, why don’t you just let him deal with this?”

“Are you fucking joking?” I shout and everyone looks at me. “One, who I fuck has nothing to do with anyone, so no one should be told! Two, the city is mine, nothing to do with Diesel, so you deal with me.”

I now understand all the weird looks throughout today. Someone has told everyone about me and Diesel. Mr Jones is stupid enough to comment on it.

“You say it has nothing to do with Diesel, but if you are serious, he has the whole city to win.” He winks at me. “How about we make a deal Princess? I pay after you give me what Diesel gets.”

“If you bring me and Diesel into this once more, consider your wife’s location shared with those she scammed.”

My words silence him.

“Fine, but open your eyes, princess, Diesel doesn’t want you, he wants to city, he wants revenge.”

“How do you know?” No one knew about Diesel’s past, but now everyone does.

“News travels fast, here, enjoy your money. No doubt the next face I will see is Diesel’s as he just fooled you. Sex, I’m shocked that sex was all it took.” He laughs.

Standing I storm out, who the hell would tell people?

“Are you okay?” Dwayne looks at me.

“I’m fine, just running late.” I need to get ready to meet Diesel. The words, however, stay in my mind, is it a plan, does Diesel just want the city? I try and push the thought out as I get ready. Walking out to the car I climb in it.

I am nervous, and I don’t know why. Hell, we fucked, repeatedly for hours. Why am I now so nervous? Stopping at the building I walk in, a woman showing me the way. Each table has drapes, some are open, others closed.

I follow her to the table where Diesel is, his smile widens as he winks.

I feel like he chose this place for a reason.

“Hello, Queen.” He stands watching as I sit.

“Behave Diesel, let’s talk.”

He chuckles at me. “Did you enjoy my messages? I thought you would, but I never got a reply, so maybe not?” His head tilts slightly.

“Oh, I did. Then I ignored them to stop myself from replying and getting distracted.”

“Okay Kitty, let’s get back to that later, pick your food, and let’s talk.”

He sounds so different, shit it is a turn-on, I want to climb over the table but I won’t.

We order food, and then sitting eating we discuss everything. He seems shocked by how much I have done and enjoyed. I sensed today he was worried he would hurt me or freak me out.

“Mmmm. I can see it.” I glance at him.

“See what?”

“Oh, you will see. Now I know what you’re happy with, and not happy with, playing will be a hell of a lot more fun.”

I nod, not disagreeing.

“I have something for you, take a trip to the bathroom.” He holds out a small bag, taking it I walk through and lock the door.

Opening the bag I laugh. A love egg, and of course the control is missing. Moving I insert it, washing my hands I walk back out. As I get into Diesel’s line of sight the vibrations begin. I bite the inside of my cheek as I walk to him.

Sitting at the table I smile.

“Now, back to my messages, did you enjoy them?” His words taunt and I nod.

“How about the video?” He looks at me waiting for an answer.

“I watched for five seconds, noticed what it was and stopped. I was with Dwayne at the time.” I was not going to watch it with Dwayne there in earshot.

“Play it now, watch it now.”

My eyes flicker to his hearing his words.

“You watch it kitty, and I will play with this.” His hand holds out the control for the love egg.

Taking out my phone I open the video and watch, my breathing hitching instantly, the wetness growing between my legs.

“I spent most of the day with my cock in my hand thanks to you and your taunting.” His words are not quiet, and I can hear his loud breathing on the video. My eyes watch as his hand moves over his cock, faster and harder chasing his release.

My moans get louder, his eyes fixed on my face.

“Do you want the curtains closed?” His words tease me.

“No, let them look.” My hand grasps against the tablecloth as I get closer to the orgasm, my eyes not moving from the video. I wish right now he was fucking me.

“Are you not worried they will look, and see something?” He leans forward.

“Right now I would be happy for you to strip me and fuck me on the table, stop teasing, the setting is too low!” I need more.

“What is it worth Kitty, what is me pressing the speed button worth to you?” His fingers stroke down my chest.

“Everything, I will give you everything.” Panting I lean forward.

“Shit.” He laughs. “So all someone needs to do is push you to the edge of an orgasm and boom, you hand over everything, city and all?” He chuckles, but my body freezes.

Mr Jones’s words in my head. Am I a fool?

“What does that mean Diesel?”

He looks at me confused.

“What is your plan Diesel? Seduce me with sex, and take the city. Fuck me into submission and claim it?”

“Whoah, it was a joke!” The vibrations stop.

“So this isn’t you trying to get revenge?” I need to be sure.

“Fuck you! I’m gone.” He stands up.

“Diesel, I was just asking.” I didn’t mean it.

“No, asking is one thing, what you did was accuse. Not even twenty-four hours. It isn’t worth the shit.” I watch as he storms out.

I didn’t mean it. I feel my anger rise, standing I walk out, Dwayne looking at me confused.

“Diesel’s place.” I sit in the car, Dwayne trying to stop smirking, and clearly failing.

Stopping at Diesel’s I knock, hearing him shout at me to fuck off.

“Break it down.” I look at Dwayne.

“Serena, are you sure?” He looks at me like I am crazy.

“Break the fucking door, Dwayne.”

There is no way I am letting Diesel run this quickly. Not a chance. I watch as he gets out the battering ram. I stand back slightly watching as he hits the door, it flies open, and Diesel stands staring at me shocked.

“Yes, I just fucking got him to do it, now what?” I step in and face him, screw him and his running.

34: Diesel – Dirty Game

Diesel’s POV:

Her words hurt, after everything somewhere inside of her she thinks I have a plan?

I stare at her, seeing the door broken behind her.

“So now I can’t even walk away without you breaking down my damn door?” This is going too far.

“You wouldn’t listen! Diesel I didn’t mean it, just Fred’s words were in my head all day, then you said that and I forgot, I forgot it was you, I forgot I knew you and knew you wouldn’t do that.”

“Just leave.” I can’t exactly throw her out, I no longer have a fucking door.

“No, not until you listen. Everyone knows Diesel, how?”

“So what, you now think I mentioned a plan, and what? Last night after we fucked I messaged saying it worked? I haven’t told anyone shit Serena, I didn’t even leave the house today! Just go, I came home to avoid you.” Hell, even I don’t know how people already know.

“No.” She stands firm, her hands on her hips and she looks hot in a bad mood. I shake my head quickly to clear my thoughts.

“Fine, then you stay here I will find another room to lock myself in.”

Turning, I head to my dungeon, I instantly close and lock the door. Putting both deadbolts on and activating the pin. She can’t break down this door easily.

“Diesel, stop being a prick!”

I hear her words from the other side of the door, turning on the music I set it to full, it does a great job of drowning out her words and any bangs from them trying to open the door.

I sit back, my head back as I close my eyes. I know she will give up and leave soon. I don’t want this drama, it is almost like the same drama with Jessie. Only worse, because Jessie can’t break down my fucking doors.

I feel my phone vibrate and look.

Last chance Diesel, don’t sulk when your door is sawn in two.

I glance up.

“Shit!” I rush to the door and unlock everything. It isn’t a simple door, it is electronic, with fingerprints and everything.

Swinging it open, I see Dwayne.

“LEAVE IT! It’s open, put that shit away!” I watch as he chuckles and steps back. “You should be on my side, not agreeing to cut down my fucking doors!”

“It isn’t often I get to use my tools, Diesel, how could I say no?”

I feel my eyes roll and look at Serena.

“You have 60 seconds, then you walk out of here and don’t come back.” I step back and sit down watching as she steps into the room. She stands quietly. “That is about fifteen seconds gone, you’re running out of time.”

“I know you weren’t fucking me to get in Diesel. Can you blame me for having doubt though? My dad killed someone you love, for a shitty reason.”

I sit counting in my head, waiting.

“Every guy, even the nicest fucking guys had a plan when they wanted to date me. What was your plan Diesel, are you really saying you won’t want to take over the city, help run it? Create your own rules?”

“One, I’m not a fucking nice guy so don’t compare me to them. Two, you never asked how it would work or what I planned. Now leave, I listened and your minute is up.” I can see she is sorry, I close my eyes slightly. Every little thing is an excuse now to run, everything.

“No! I won’t, not until you listen.”

“I just did, for a minute,” I state.

“Really listen, not sat there counting down the seconds until you can tell me to fuck off!”

“I didn’t count down all the seconds princess.” I didn’t, hence she had about three fucking minutes.

“Fuck you Diesel!” She screams at me.

“Already did, multiple times.” My eyes skim across her body, finally taking her in. I didn’t look earlier, but the dress is perfect, short, and low cut. She was clearly dressed for fun. I see her eyes on my body, my cock hardening, This is making me tell her to leave harder. There’s an angry burst in her eyes yet surrounding it is need, pure need.

Which is fucked up because it makes me want to give in.

“Will you please just listen, really listen! Then I will walk out of whatever door you have left and never speak to you again. Ever.”

Her words stab me, I don’t want that. Groaning I move slightly, my hands sliding into my pockets. I stop feeling the remote, oh shit, I forgot about that.

“Go ahead.” I smile at her, watching as she opens her mouth to talk, my finger pressing the button watching her eyes widen. Fuck she still has the toy inside her.

“Pack it in Diesel, now!” She looks at me and is flustered.

“Me? I didn’t do anything. Did I do anything?” I look towards Dwayne and the other guy.

“You know what I am saying, Diesel.” She stands looking at me, I turn off the vibrations and see her body relax.

“I am sorry, for everything I accused you of without…” Her words are cut out as I press the button, this time the vibrations are higher.

“Diesel, enough, seriously!”

Dwayne and her guard look at her confused and I fight back the laughter. I now wonder though, how far will she go before telling them to leave? Will she stand there and try to hide her orgasm? A plan forms in my mind.

“Me? Oh, I’m not doing anything, yet. I’m simply listening.” I hit the button, watching her eyes widen. Is she really not going to tell them to leave, or has she forgotten they are standing watching?

“So, plead your case, I am listening.” I see her body shaking slightly, hell, one more push of the button and she will be finished, she will undo in front of us.

“Serena, you’re quiet?” Dwayne questions and I see her eyes, she had forgotten they were here. Hitting the button I watch her. She is lucky he is stood behind her, fuck she looks hot. I watch her fight back the moans of pleasure, her hands grasped together. I see her nails digging into the skin.

Blood forming around them.

“Serena?” Dwayne taps her and I can’t help but smile, but, I’m not done yet. Standing I begin to walk towards her, my hand reaches out to pick up the dagger.

“Maybe I should just make you scream as payback for accusing me.” I see her eyes light up, she is fucking crazy.

I see her guard moving towards me, moving, I swing and hit him. It’s his own fault. I move quickly before Dwayne can stop me, her body now pinned against the wall, the dagger pressing into her neck slightly.

There is such a fire in her eyes right now. I feel the gun against my head and roll my eyes.

“Diesel, don’t.” I hear Dwayne and fight back the laugh.

“You might want to leave before this gets messy Dwayne.

“Do it, go on.” Serena finally speaks, her body pushing against the knife more, I see blood gather around it.

“Say the word, Serena.” I hear him pull back the hammer.

“Yeah, say it princess, beg for it.” Hell, it is taking everything right now to stick to this plan as I just want to rip her clothes off and fuck her.

“Please Diesel, no.” Her words are mocking and I almost laugh. “If you’re going to threaten me Diesel, I won’t beg for it.” Her words are loud and I nod.

My head lowers to her ear.

“Serena, say the word.” Dwayne still holds the gun against me.

My lips brush against her ear. “If only he knew that gun just adds to excitement princess. Now beg, because if you don’t I walk away, how much do you want fucking?” I make sure my voice is quiet so only she can hear.

I know she won’t, not with them here.

“Please.”

Her word makes me laugh.

“Do it! Make me fucking scream, I promise not to hold them back. After all this though it better be fucking epic. If it is anything but I will be disappointed in you Diesel.”

I smile at her words.

“Or maybe Diesel, I should just tell him to shoot you. Maybe, I am bored. Ready for the next thing that is exciting in my life. Hell, maybe Diesel you aren’t great or all that you think you are. Maybe, just maybe I want to fucked by Dwayne.”

I move fast, my mouth against hers. Her moans are quiet as she pulls me to her.

“Just wait, I’m not going to stop fucking you now until I know that was a lie.”

“Seriously? What the fuck I actually thought you were going to stab her.” I hear Dwayne and ignore him, my hand ripping her top open.

“That dagger better be used, or I don’t want anything.” Her words taunt.

“You two, seriously! What the fuck, I was about to shoot you! You have some fucked up ideas for sex.” I hear the door close, but don’t bother looking.

“You deserve a punishment first, don’t you slut?” My words are like a punishment already.

“Good, it better be worth the wait.” Her words taunt me, and I barely even remember the argument from before now.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I look at her as she stands, her arms stretched above her head. Standing behind her I hold a flogger in each hand.

I begin to swing them, the movements changing often and it is almost like art. Sometimes I simply swing one, straight across, I use two, moving them so they swing differently each time.

Her moans stay quiet as I begin soft, slowly building up speed and intensity. I watch her face in the mirrors, waiting for the moment she is about to slip over the edge, and I stop. I hear her groan of protest and watch as her body calms before I begin again.

I don’t plan to stop for a while yet, each time she is about to orgasm from the sensations of the floggers I stop. Each time it feels more and more like a punishment not just for her but for me as well.

The last few swings are harder, each one making her scream her release, the orgasm intense. I continue to swing the floggers as the orgasm passes, her screams of pleasure turning to small whimpers.

Placing down the floggers I walk in front of her, lifting the blindfold I smile seeing her face.

“I was going to keep going and fuck you for hours, but that would be far more pleasure than you deserve.”

“Could just do the same, fuck me and stop when I am ready to orgasm,”

I laugh at her words as I untie her hands.

“No, because we need to talk.” Pulling her to the bed we lie down, rolling her onto her stomach I straddle her. My hands rubbing in the cream across her ass. Slowly massaging it into her.

“It feels like you’re giving me a butt massage, but also like you’re kneading dough.” Her words are quiet and I have to laugh.

My hands push deeper against her butt cheeks as I squeeze them gently.

“I never mentioned us to anyone, I would have rather no one know for ages Serena. I know once people know it means they will assume I am taking over and will bombard me. Which then means I have to get involved, not making choices but I then have to come to you and tell you what people are asking, planning and everything else.”

Her quiet hmm sound notifies me that she is still awake and listening.

“I like you, Serena, otherwise we would have fucked and I left. I didn’t, and it took a lot not to climb out of bed that night and leave and wait for you to go home and leave my place. The city to me is just noise. It is a responsibility I don’t want. If fucking you meant I had the city I wouldn’t be fucking you right now.”

I wouldn’t, I don’t want to deal with city drama, in time sure but not yet.

“You’re not fucking me right now.”

Her words have my swinging my hand against her ass hear quiet yelp makes me chuckle.

“Harder please.”

I groan hearing her words.

“No, later maybe, right now though no.” Turning her I look into her eyes. “I’m sorry for walking away, not giving you a chance to explain. That was fucked up. You did accuse me, but I can understand why. I can promise you this though, I would never fuck a woman to gain revenge.”

“It was just the fact that you mentioned how easily I would give up the city. I panicked.”

“It was a joke, Serena. You gave in quickly to pleasure, I know though if it were the city you wouldn’t. I didn’t even think when I said it, I was just trying to make a joke and clearly failed.”

She laughs and smiles. “It’s fine, I broke your door as payback.” She wiggles beneath me.

“While it was funny as hell, it was crazy. So I want you to promise me if I walk away again you don’t fucking do it! I don’t care why I walk away Serena, breaking down my door and forcing me to listen to you is fucked up.”

“You left me on that edge.”

What? I stare at her confused.

“You had been playing with the toy, I was about to orgasm when you hit the button and it stopped. Part of me wanted you to finish what you had started so I didn’t even think about how crazy I looked chasing you and telling them to break your door down.”

Rolling off her I admit defeat. “We have a lot to sort, if we put everything off it is going to cause issues.”

“Like Jessie.” Her voice is quiet. Turning, I look at her. “Come on Diesel, we both know she is the one who told people. Normally I would get involved if someone spoke about me and told people about my life, it is Jessie though. She is your family, so I won’t even threaten her, but she needs to know she can’t go telling people about us two, or about what happened to Eva.”

“Who knows?” No one knew. She looks at me realising I had no idea.

“Mr Jones, Fred. He knows, and the only person who knows that is Jessie as well.”

I nod, I hurt Jessie repeatedly so can I blame her for telling the whole city my secrets? I stay laid with my eyes fixed on the ceiling. Everything is changing too quick and is a mess. Yet, Jessie’s words held truth.

What sort of man am I to even think about Serena in that way knowing what her father had done? Eva and Esmae are gone, and that is down to her father. How will it work? I close my eyes. I visit the graves often, if I ever had a child with Serena, how would I explain that their grandad had killed their older sister?

I didn’t think through much at all, and now I am, I am realising just how true Jessie’s words are. Perhaps they aren’t, and this is just my mind trying to find a new reason to run.

35: Serena – Taunt Him

Serena’s POV:

The room falls quiet, and I feel slightly disappointed. I had told him to use the knife, but apparently, he didn’t, which took the fun out of my plan.

Moving, I walk around the room naked, looking at the items, my fingers running through the strands of leather on the end of the floggers. I feel his eyes on me as I look through his items. I can’t help but wonder if he is watching me intrigued and wondering what I plan to do.

He won’t know, not even I know yet what I plan to do. What should I do?

“See anything interesting?”

His words make me smile.

“Oh, a lot.”

“Show me then.” He taunts me with his words.

Picking up the pinwheel, I turn and face him. I roll it along my hand watching the small imprints appear. Placing it back down, I walk towards him more, his eyes full of amusement. Picking up the buttplug I toy with it in my hands.

“I wonder.” My words are low and sultry.

“Mmm?”

“Do you like these?” I hold up the buttplug and he goes to answer before stopping.

“I’m not answering a question so open as that. I could say no, and you mean one thing, I could say yes and you mean something entirely different.”

I pout slightly and he laughs, placing it down I walk closer to him. Picking up the feather duster I stroke it along my arm, then slowly down my neck.

His eyes stay on the feather as I pull it to my breasts. My other hand grabs the dagger, holding it behind my back, I keep moving the feather. His eyes never leave it. Which is perfect, he has no idea what I am planning. I smile.

Straddling him, I stroke the feather down his body. He doesn’t protest in any way. Moving, I push down against his cock, feeling it pushing inside me.

His face is full of amusement as he watches me, my hips move slowly, the feather still stroking down his body. His eyes stay fixed on mine.

Moving, I place the dagger against his neck, his eyes widening. Moaning, I grasp it tighter as I feel his cock twitch slightly from pleasure inside of me. My hips begin rocking against him, speeding up and pushing harder.

The dagger slowly drags down his body, I watch as it scratches him, every now and then a few specks of blood show up. I like this, the control. The fact he is letting me have power, and he is fine with the roles switched makes me feel better.

I watch as he picks up the feather, stroking it down the valley of my breasts before teasing my nipples with it. His hips now move with mine, my control slipping away as I get lost in pleasure.

Moving, I dig the dagger into him more, trying to get him to give me more. The pleasure burns through me as I get closer to the edge.

A small scream escapes as I feel everything move, my body suddenly below his, and the dagger now against my neck. His mouth is against mine, stealing a kiss while his hips thrust deep and hard.

His voice is rough and rugged. “Now you will regret picking up that dagger.” His nails dig into my hips as he thrusts deep and hard, his teeth biting against my lip and I feel the knife slide along my body.

It is all I need, the orgasm washing through me and I swear I black out from the pleasure, As I finally come back to reality I see him leaning over me. My stomach flips, and drops because fuck his eyes are wild, hot but wild.

Something screams at me he isn’t finished, as his lips press against mine, I hear his chuckle.

His fingers slowly tangle into my hair, pulling my head back, a squeak escapes my mouth as I try to close my legs, his body still very much settled between them.

“Don’t relax.” I feel his fingers push into my sex. “That was me playing along, now the real game begins.” His fingers push harder and deeper inside me, his mouth biting my neck making me scream, my back arching to get more. “Do you want it kitten? Or shall I step back?”

His question sounds more like a dare. Call me crazy, but I don’t like backing down.

“Go ahead, play your game, Sir. Just don’t cry when I take it with ease and don’t beg you to stop, if anything, I will be asking if you have started yet and begging for more.” I’m silenced by his mouth pressing against mine, and his tongue strokes along the bridge of my mouth.

“You may need to get a stand-in for a few, don’t want the city to burn down while I have you tied up in here screaming a perfect cocktail of pleasure and pain.” His words send shivers down my body, but I want it all, everything.

He wasn’t wrong, when I wake my body hurts, and it is clear a lot happened last night, or maybe today. Hell, I don’t even know what day it is. All I know is for hours he pushed me, and for hours I taunted him like it was nothing.

Eventually, we both gave in and passed out in each other’s arms, but it has been ages, and we haven’t left this room, I remember watching the sunrise as I fought against the restraints, teasing him about how sex was more exciting alone.

That was the moment I saw him shift, his whole body, everything, and for a moment I thought I was dead, but there was still lust deep within his eyes. I won’t say I regret pushing him that far, but maybe it was too much too soon.

I push my body against him, not caring about my stomach protesting over not having food in nearly twenty-four hours, instead, I close my eyes and drift back to sleep.

36: Diesel – Back To The Real World

Diesel’s POV:

Waking the bed is empty, I roll over to see a note on the side from Serena. Picking it up, I read it, relaxing slightly knowing she hasn’t run off. She has the city to run and I can’t expect her to be here all the time.

To be honest, I should be at work. Getting showered and dressed I walk out to my bike, and I know I need to go to the club, I haven’t been there in days.

Kicking the bike to life I go straight to the club, walking in I don’t miss the shocked looks or the fact people avert their eyes quickly. I see Rooster sitting alone.

Walking over, he looks up and is genuinely shocked to see me.

“You’re alive?” He laughs slightly.

“Why wouldn’t I be? I fucked her, didn’t sign my life away.” What is so wrong with everyone?

“Yeah, I meant the fact word got around she had Dwayne and another guy breaking down your door. You pissed her off quickly, clearly.” While he is laughing I can see the concern.

“We’re fine, she pissed me off, I ignored her, and then we had some fun.” My shoulders shrug as I finish talking.

“I’m sorry. Jessie, I don’t even know what the fuck has happened to her. What she said, and did.” His head lowers.

“Rooster, no matter what Jessie does, we’re friends, she is still someone I will watch out for. Don’t worry about the fallout from it. She has Dwayne, she will be happy.” She just needs to accept that.

“No, she doesn’t, have you not spoken to him?”

My eyes roll. “Not exactly, I will though, is she still living in Serena’s building?” If she is and is still working there then there is a chance Dwayne will get her attention again.

“She doesn’t plan to move out, or change jobs, I tried. Maybe see her Diesel. I know what she said was heartless, and fucked up, but I saw her this morning, I think she has realised she messed up.”

I don’t know, right now I feel like staying away from her is the best, but that could also make her worse. I know Jessie, less attention means she acts more crazy.

“I understand if you don’t Diesel. She has caused so much shit. Spent years fighting for your attention, to have you. Then when you agree she just turns into, I don’t even know who to compare that shit to.” He is hurting.

As much as I don’t want to see Jessie, I know seeing her and letting him know we talked will put his mind at ease.

“I called in just to say a quick hi Rooster. I am going to work, finish off the car there and then I will call around to Jessie. I get what she meant though, part of me agrees with her.” Even if it is only a small part.

“What? That’s bullshit Diesel! She is an entirely different person to her father. You aren’t hurting them by moving on with someone, even if she is related to the person who took them from you. Don’t let Jessie get into your head and push Serena out!”

I wish I could say I haven’t, but she is and I can’t help but wonder if she is right. Saying bye I leave and go to the garage. I spend hours fixing up the car, it is meant to be collected tomorrow, but Serena and Jessie and all that drama just messed up my work times.

I can get it finished in time though, provided no one distracts me. That is one reason my phone is muted, if Serena does message, I am done for the day. I find hours slipping by as I work, after finishing the car I begin to clean up.

Grabbing a pen and paper I write a note, sticking it on the door outside, I apologise to anyone who came by while it was shut and explain usual business hours are activated again. Or, so I hope. Walking out I get on the bike.

What do I say to Jessie? I don’t even know, but if it makes Rooster feel better that is all that matters. Stopping outside the building I look at it. While I need to see Jessie, I also need to speak to Dwayne. Walking in I ignore everyone, I know where Dwayne will be.

As I get outside Serena’s office, sure enough, Dwayne is standing there.

“She’s in a meeting.” His words are quiet.

“Didn’t want her, but thanks for offering.” I laugh and he simply nods.

“Then what do you want Diesel?” He stands waiting by the door.

“To talk, get another guy to stand here for ten minutes.” I walk off, and through to a room that is empty. A few moments later Dwayne walks through and sits down with a drink.

“You just walk in here like it is your place. Choose a room and sit in it?”

“I don’t own this place, but I needed to talk to you Dwayne and I know you won’t leave this floor while Serena is here.” He is dedicated to his job.

“Whatever, what do you want?” He looks annoyed. Maybe I shouldn’t have used him to get to Serena?

“What’s going on with Jessie?”

I hear his laugh. “Like I fucking know. Ask her Diesel. You have more chance of finding out what she is fucking about than I am!”

“Or just tell me what happened so I’m not so confused.” I thought he fucked her off? Was I wrong?

“Look, we were dating, then she pretty much walked off when you gave her a chance. Then she turned back up, fucked me and acted like we were back together. Then she broke things off again, telling me she made a mistake walking away from you.”

I go to speak and he continues.

“Then you refused her, so she came back to me and I told her to get fucked. I’m not just someone she can pick up and throw away as she pleases. If she finally decides she really wants me, and not you fine. Right now though she is to stay the hell away from me.”

“I’m going to go see her and talk to her for Rooster anyway.” I have to, especially if she is fucking around with Dwayne, that causes shit for Serena, then me.

“Well, now you know I didn’t use her, and she used me you can get the thought of beating the shit out of me out of your mind.”

His words are sour and I have to laugh. “I wouldn’t even bother wasting my time Dwayne. Not anymore, not if she is going to act like this. I promise regardless of you and Jessie and what happens there I won’t hit you.”

His head tilts slightly.

“Shit, Diesel got a heart, and gave it to Serena.”

My brows pull together in confusion.

“Come on, you just chose Serena over Jessie! You just told me if I fuck Jessie over so what, I know that is because I work for Serena, and watch her, as if it was Luke or someone else out there they would be dead.”

Maybe he is right? He keeps Serena safe, and somehow my priorities have shifted. They shifted quickly. Shit.

I hear his laugh. “Don’t worry Diesel, it was about to happen at some point. Now go have fun with Jessie, as you taught her how to use people well.” His words sting and I watch him leave. Did I teach her?

I want to say I didn’t, but looking back, all the women, the different ones she saw me with. Maybe I did?

Stepping into the lift it goes up, as I get out of the lift I knock on her door. A moment later I hear her heels across the floor. Well, she is in that is something.

I watch as the door opens. Jessie stood in front of me, nothing but lingerie and heels on.

“Why would you answer the fucking door like this?” I stare at her shocked.

“I was expecting company. Maybe come back later.” She crosses her arms.

“Or cancel your company, as we need to talk and now.” I step around her, sitting I wait.

“Better option Diesel, I don’t cancel, and I fuck him with you here watching, how long until you stop him?” Great, she is back to being like that.

“I don’t care who fucks you, Jessie. The fact I have kept my eyes on yours and they haven’t even tried looking down says something. Cancel your plans, get dressed, now!”

Sitting, I watch her grasp her phone. Clearly in a mood, sending a message she sits down and looks at me.

“Get dressed.”

“Why? Afraid you will want to touch or look?” She moves forward more.

“No, but I respect Serena enough to not want to sit here with you practically naked.”

“Whatever Diesel, I’m not getting dressed, so either speak or leave.”

“Fine, what you said was fucked up. Which I’m sure you’re aware of. Either way though, I forgive you, it’s done and over with Jessie. Stop acting like this, your dad is worried sick. Dwayne is clearly fucking hurt over you using him to get to me. Keep going, and I will tell Serena to remove you from her business. Then you will be living back home with your dad.” Blunt but I will.

“You hate me.”

Her words shock me. “No, you fucking ripped my heart out in a way I never knew existed purely using words Jessie. It hurt, but I don’t hate you.” How can I? I did the same, sure I never spoke to women like she spoke to me, or let them believe it was anything more than sex, but I used them.

“Dwayne does.”

“Do you not pay attention, Jessie? Dwayne fucking likes you. He let you back after you fucked me! Maybe if you pay more attention to him, and not you and the benefit you get from him, you will see?”

She nods, now crying. I don’t know what to say. Instead, I wrap my arms around her.

“Look, Dwayne likes you. Stop all the shit with random guys. Show him you know you want him, and he will be there waiting. Just don’t fuck him around again.” I say nothing else as she stays cuddled against me. Hopefully, this is the end of her drama.

37: Serena -Downtime

Serena POV:

Diesel distracted me, far too much. I know people think I have gone weak. I can see it on their faces when I talk to them. They are waiting for the moment Diesel walks in and takes over.

He won’t be, so they need to remember that.

“Can we come to some sort of deal?” Mr Alesonjo requests.

“Is the deal one where you pay me what is earned today? Otherwise, the answer is no.” I watch as he laughs.

“Your dad would at least have heard me out Princess.”

I grind my teeth at his words.

“I am not a princess and certainly nothing like my father. This is my city now Mr Alesonjo, so it is my rules or leave.” I sit up trying to show how determined I am.

“Can you afford to lose me, Miss Pierce?” His head tilts and I know what he means, and I can’t, but I am willing to.

“Mr Alesonjo, you forget plenty of people like you are out there. Those who would jump at the chance to replace you. Things might be messy for a while, but they will quickly fix themselves. You are paid a lot for the job I request you do Mr Alesonjo, you asked for money to pay off some debt, if you can’t pay it today, I will take that as you been a liability.”

I watch as he nods, realising his mistake.

“I have already spoken to Mr Sateude, he is willing to do the job for the same money. Actually, he pitched that he would be better at it and cleaner.” I have my backups he needs to realise this.

“Okay, you want the money okay? I can give you half today, give me another twenty-four hours to get the rest.” He looks at me waiting and while I want to refuse I will give him the chance.

“Here is the deal Mr Alesonjo, you give me the half now. If by this time tomorrow, you don’t have the rest, you disappear, I keep the half you pay me, and you realise you lost your place in this city and there is no way for you to get a space back in here.”

I watch his hand reach out. “Deal.”

Shaking his hand, I say goodbye and watch as he leaves. I need to speak to Diesel. We need to sort things, like time, I can’t just disappear for days even if it was amazing.

I call through Dwayne, explaining to ensure they had the car ready. Diesel first then Jessie. If I see Diesel first I won’t lose all night to him.

“Diesel isn’t home Serena, he is upstairs talking to Jessie.” Dwayne smiles at me.

“Well, that makes this easier then, I will go speak to them both.” Walking to the lift I swipe my card and wait a moment later I step out of the lift, walk to the door and push it open.

I know Diesel will be fine, but I have a feeling Jessie will cause an argument with me. I need to though, she needs to know to stop telling people about my life.

As I look through the door I see Jessie on the floor, in nothing but lingerie crying, with Diesel standing over her.

“Don’t touch me again! I told you Jessie, and then you try fucking kiss me.” He turns and storms towards me stopping as he sees me. “It isn’t what you think.” His words are loud, and I laugh. His eyes widen as I do.

“Calm it Diesel, I don’t know what it was but I heard you and that is enough for me. We need to talk, but I need to talk to Jessie so wait downstairs.” I watch as he nods and walks past me.

He looks angry, what the hell happened? I turn and look at Jessie, her hands tying the robe around her.

“Look, you can stay living here Jessie. You can keep your job, but a few things. One, you stop fucking about with Dwayne, he doesn’t deserve it. Two, you keep your mouth shut about my life or I will despite you being close to Diesel have to make you.”

“You wouldn’t.” She stands defiantly.

“I will, but in a way that destroys what little life you have. I will make sure everyone knows not to hire you. Everyone will know to refuse you a place to stay. Then you’re stuck with Daddy. I like you Jessie, but if you keep fucking us around you lose the job and this place.” Turning I walk out, not giving her a chance to reply.

She doesn’t need to reply, just think about it and realise how crazy and foolish she is if she keeps going. Getting downstairs I see Diesel sitting leaning back in a chair, his head leaning back. Everything is quiet, and most have gone home now or to their respective areas to watch over.

Straddling him, his eyes open and I can’t help but smile.

“Sorry.”

His word shocks me and I almost laugh but he continues.

“I shouldn’t have sat there with her after she refused to put clothes on. I wanted to sort it out, her dad is worried. I shouldn’t have cuddled her, but for some reason she listened, she was crying then when I cuddled her a moment later she jumped onto my lap and kissed me. I think I hurt her.”

“Diesel you didn’t hurt her.” She doesn’t know what the hell she wants clearly.

“No I mean it, I freaked and pushed her off me she fell to the floor. I should apologise.”

“Don’t you dare, Diesel. You apologise she knows she has another weakness to use. Now, no more Jessie, we need to talk.” I feel his hands run along my back.

“I thought Jessie was what you wanted to talk to me about?” He looks at me waiting.

“No, while this is great Diesel, I can’t just disappear for days. So, we need a plan so we don’t just stay in your place or mine fucking all day and night. Things started falling apart and I wasn’t even gone that much.”

“So what is your plan?” He pulls me closer.

“I don’t know, crazy but in my mind I thought Jessie could be my stand-in, she would do fucking amazing. That doesn’t work now though as she is crazy and all over the place. So, for now, we do us, but I need to be up and in the office on time every morning. If not on time I need to at least be in for five hours a day.”

That way I can ensure people know I am still here and still own this city.

“Okay, I will make you a deal. No matter how crazy this all gets, or how much I am enjoying your time, I shall make sure to kick you out of bed and room by ten AM. Agree?”

“Sounds like a plan for me.” Leaning forward my lips find his, his hands pulling me closer. I still feel like I am going to lose myself in Diesel, but it is worth it in so many ways.

38: Diesel – Bad News

Diesel POV:

A week has passed and I have done well. I have to ensure I don’t keep Serena up all night screaming in pleasure, well almost not. I may have slipped one or two nights.

I still managed to ensure she was up and back at the offices, however. Rooster said Jessie is talking to him more, which is a relief, clearly something I said the other day worked. Or did it? I still feel like I should apologise for pushing her so hard, I just freaked.

I hear the phone and hit the answer button.

“Yes?” I act indifferent, although I know it is Serena.

“You’re late!” She sounds annoyed.

“I am sorry princess, I was trying to fix a car, the car you sent in, remember.” I hear her laugh and it makes me smile.

“Well, move it, you said by ten, it is now two minutes past ten.”

“Did you really wait for it to hit ten and then instantly call me?”

“Just shh, and move it. See you soon.” She hangs up and I laugh. I was meant to be there for ten. Today I have no work, or I do but it can wait so I am spending time with her, which means I see how she works.

I wipe my hands and I know the car is fixed, so I guess I will drive it back there when I go. Clearing away the items I hear the door open, and I pray it is not an emergency as I want to see Serena.

“About to close.” I hope it isn’t something needing fixing right now.

“Diesel.”

I spin around and face Jessie, before quickly turning from her. I haven’t spoken to her or seen her since the other day. I don’t even know what to say to her because I feel like any words or actions from me causes her to think it is time to try again.

“Diesel can you talk and look at me please.” I shake my head, using anything as an excuse to avoid her.

“Really? Diesel I need to talk to you, you can’t just ignore me.” Her words are screamed, turning I look at her.

“What, Jessie? What the fuck do you want now?” She flinches at my words, and I want to apologise but whenever I try to be nice she takes it as a chance to make a move.

“You know what Diesel! Fuck you! I came here to tell you I am pregnant and we need to sort it, but sort it with my fucking dad.”

“Wait!” I watch as she turns around, but I don’t know what the fuck to say, she stands looking at me waiting.

“Yes Diesel, I’m pregnant to you! So you can stop being an ass now, you fucking pushed me!” She screams at me, and I nod. I go to apologise then stop.

“What about Dwayne? Or all the other guys you fucked? If you’re pregnant Jessie, it is highly unlikely to be mine considering we fucked once and I stopped before I came!”

She stares at me shocked.

“No, you didn’t!” She is looking at me like it is a trick.

“I did, Jessie if I am fucking a woman I use something, if less it is someone I actually would want kids with. I stopped just before with you because it was a spur-of-the-moment thing, and I didn’t think and grab something otherwise I would have used something.”

It is highly unlikely to be my baby. She almost had me pulled back in!

“That’s bullshit! I know you don’t use fuck all with Serena.”

“I would be happy if she had my kid, and how the fuck would you know what?” How would she know I don’t use something with Serena? I see pain flash in her eyes.

“Had you actually given me time Jessie, the next time we fucked you would have noticed I used something. We just never got that far thank fuck!” I am going to have to lose a friend, I can’t be Rooster’s friend while ever Jessie is around.

“The baby is your Diesel!”

“Okay, where is the proof you’re pregnant Jessie? Don’t have it, let me buy you a test.” I look at her waiting.

“Fuck you Diesel. I guess the baby will never see its daddy.” I watch her storm out, the door slamming.

I feel like she isn’t pregnant, why storm out when I asked for proof? Getting in the car I drive to Serena’s, walking in she is standing waiting.

“I know, I’m late, here.” I throw the keys at her, not missing her worried look. “I’m fine, just stressed, let’s go as I am spending today with you.” I turn and walk back out. My day is spent watching her work, and the way she takes control amazes me.

Each new place, each new person, she changes to fit it, and it is truly stunning. She goes from fierce and wild to quiet and timid in a matter of seconds when needing to.

I watch her work, watch how powerful she is, and how fucking hot she looks as she fights against the belief she is a princess, and somehow it turns me on. I can’t help but feel her ass as we walk from the building to the car each time.

She gives me a weary smile, and I know she is worried. People keep seeing me and they smile like they are saying ‘told you so’. I’m not here though to take control, I am here to watch Serena and let her sexiness turn me on and make me want to fuck her.

Yet people still see me and think I am in charge, I am far from it. Even if I married Serena, there would be no way in hell I take over what she does. She is fierce and I love that about her.

“All done.” Her words have me turn to her.

“Good, back to yours because I need to fuck you.” I pull her to me, my lips finding hers as she laughs.

“Or, I could fuck you.” She moves to straddle me, I know the driver and Dwayne can’t see or hear. The window is closed. Moving, I pull and rip her shirt, her breasts becoming free instantly.

Her body rocks on mine, making me harder. My hand tangles into her hair and I feel her unfasten my trousers, her body moving and I feel her lower herself onto my cock.

Her hips grind against me, slowly getting faster, my hands pulling her closer. I begin to move my hips, listening to her small moans of pleasure. My head shaking, I can’t do this. I keep seeing Jessie, and I need to sort it.

Moving I push Serena back and she looks at me confused.

“I can’t, I need to speak to Jessie.” There is a chance, even if it is fucking slim.

“Jessie?” She looks at me confused and I nod. “We were just fucking and you were thinking of Jessie!” She looks at me annoyed.

“No! Well, yes but not like that.” I watch as she moves.

“Fuck you Diesel!”

“What is it with everyone saying fuck you Diesel today! It isn’t what you think Serena, just let me explain.” I watch as she gets out of the car. Moving I follow her, her hand going up.

“No, we were fucking and somehow you have Jessie in your mind!”

“She’s fucking pregnant! I have ignored it all day, convinced myself there is no way it is mine, but there is a chance, and I fucked up again.”

Turning she stares at me shocked.

“You know what Diesel, this is too much fucking drama, sort shit with Jessie, then decide if you want me. I’ve had enough.” I watch her walk away, turning I see Dwayne, shit. I forgot about him.

“I don’t know, speak to her yourself. She told me today she is pregnant, I don’t know who the fucking dad is, and right now I don’t give a shit!” I walk out, my anger rising.

Why didn’t I just wait? Make another excuse to stop fucking, why the hell did I say I need to speak to Jessie? All this is too much drama and honestly, I don’t blame Serena for running. What if the baby is mine? Then what?

39: Serena – The Truth

Serena POV:

I walk off, ensuring that Diesel can’t follow.

Nothing seems to be stopping, each time I think we are free something new shows its face and rips us apart. I have a feeling while Jessie is in his life we are not going to move forward.

I escape to my office and lock the door. Felling like I just need the space from everyone. Part of me feels like I overreacted, had he told me before, or after it wouldn’t be so bad. Yet somehow even while I was straddled on his lap fucking him, Jessie came into his mind.

My head falls back, and I know I was wrong. I overreacted, and likely now Diesel has had enough of me and my wild attitude.

I know I need to speak to him, figure out the way forward. A way to separate Jessie from us, and I know that way is to remove her entirely from my world. I thought I could help her, and give her the freedom she needs, but it isn’t working.

So I guess now she can’t work for me or live here anymore. I wanted to help her, hoping that if she calmed down it would help Diesel, but it didn’t, it just brings more drama and closer.

The light knocking has me open my eyes, taking a deep breath I stand up and walk to the door, unlocking it I pull it open and see Dwayne.

“Dwayne, don’t, if this is you asking me if it is your baby, I don’t fucking know and I don’t care.” I walk in and sit down.

“Actually, I came to defend Diesel.”

I look up at him, shocked and laugh.

“Look, okay as you said it was a fucked up time but it isn’t like he was thinking of her in that way. Everyones minds slip sometimes, and when you have just had big news no matter how much you ignore it, it doesn’t disappear.”

“That all?” I don’t need Dwayne to defend Diesel.

“No! Diesel is trying Serena. Hell, most men would just act like the baby wasn’t his like there was no way at all, and ignore her. He hasn’t, don’t blame him.”

“Dwayne, I didn’t blame him.” Okay, I did, but not really.

“Just remember, it is Diesel when you decide to go all crazy and get me to break down his doors when he ignores you. I saw him, torn between following you, begging you and going to Rooster to try and find out the truth.”

“Dwayne, I have said, I don’t blame him. Stop defending him, he doesn’t need it.” He doesn’t, I know he has done nothing wrong, I have. My mind trying to process everything.

Too much too soon, and right now I feel lost, and like anything I say to Diesel will not be retaliation to Jessie’s claims.

“So what then? You were just shocked she is pregnant?”

“Look, I had tonight planned. Sure it went a bit off in the car, but after I had planned to come back here, and sit and talk to Diesel. That blew up, I was annoyed Jessie had managed to take him away at the moment I needed him.”

“You wanted him, not needed.” Dwayne laughs.

“No, I needed him. I was going to talk to him this morning but the idiot was late! Then all day I tell myself soon, soon I can talk to him in private and when we finally get a chance, he fucks off to chase Jessie.”

I scream, throwing my hands up. Okay, I need to calm down.

“Okay. Hell, I will give you space, and hide away until you get your anger out on Diesel, who deserves it not me who is just trying to be a fucking friend!” Dwayne screams back at me.

“I never wanted you as a friend, you’re a worker, that’s it!”

“Fine, I’m a worker. I will remember that next time you have issues, or I come in and we talk like friends. I will make sure to turn around and walk back out.” He looks at me hurt and I know he is a friend, no one else I have working for me is close like Dwayne.

“Sorry, everything is a mess Dwayne, and now with Jessie’s announcement, I am at the back and I know when I speak to Diesel he is going to think it is all a game.” My head falls forwards, and I rest it against the desk. “Why couldn’t he have just shown up on time, then I could have spoken to him so fucking easily!”

“Look, he will no doubt be back soon.” I want to laugh not because of his words but his voice screams he doesn’t even believe what he is saying. “I will sit outside once you go back to your apartment I will go to mine.”

“Go now, Dwayne. I am going up anyway. I have things to get sorted.” Standing I walk out and go straight to my apartment. Walking in I go straight to the bathroom. I take out the test and take it, sitting on the toilet waiting for the time to pass by.

This should have been different. I wanted to do it with Diesel here. Yet he isn’t, I left it a few days, hoping my period would come, only it hasn’t. I know when I tell Diesel he will think it is a trap, after Jessie.

I watch as the lines appear, and I know I can’t say shit now for a while, not until Diesel figures shit out with Jessie. He wouldn’t believe me anyway. Throwing the test in the bin I walk through and climb in bed. Giving up as I know Diesel won’t be showing tonight.

I toss and turn for what feels like hours. Unable to sleep, each time I glance at the clock and only minutes have passed yet it feels like hours. I want to message Diesel, but I know right now he needs to concentrate on Jessie and finding out if the baby is his.

I must fall asleep as the next thing I remember is lips pressing against mine, opening my eyes Diesel is looking down at me.

40: Diesel – Double Hit

Diesel POV:

I walk away, knowing that she needs time to calm down, I have my own plan this week and Jessie and her announcement have messed it up.

Yet now I feel like I need to do it sooner rather than later. I reach into my pocket feeling the box, knowing that I will do it, tonight.

I just need to figure out the situation with Jessie first. Getting to Roosters I walk in, his head turns and he looks towards me.

“Didn’t expect you so soon, only just saw you.” He laughs and holds out a glass.

“You don’t know, do you?” Hell if he doesn’t know it is likely to be a lie.

“What now, seriously can I not have one fucking day?” He looks at me stressed and I wish I could take away the stress but I am just about to add to it.

“Jessie showed up this morning at the garage.” I watch as he rolls his eyes at my words, going to speak I put my hand up. “Not to try and fuck me Rooster, she is pregnant.”

“She can’t have a fucking baby! She can’t even look after herself.”

Nodding I sit down, I have to agree with him.

“I thought she would have told you?” Why hasn’t she?

“No, she is avoiding me, no doubt because of this. Why did she come to you?” He looks at me confused, and I thought he would have realised why.

“Come on Rooster, why do you think? Why the hell do you think I came to see you?”

He laughs shaking his head.

“No, there is no way the baby is yours. Even I know that, out of all the guy’s Diesel, you are at the bottom of it for being the dad. Ignore her, don’t give in to her, I swear.” He stares at me and is clearly mad.

“There’s a chance, otherwise I would have continued to ignore it. I can’t though, so I am happy to pay for whatever she needs until we know who the dad is. This is partly my fault, and I accept that.” Sitting we talk, and I know he is hurt.

We seem to be drifting apart, the worse Jessie gets the more that gap between us becomes. I leave with him promising to find out if she really is pregnant, as right now I don’t know what to believe. I don’t want to believe she would do something that messed up and lie about it but who knows?

Stopping outside the building I look up, seeing the floor where Serena lives. I need to stop running. Walking in I walk past her guards who do little anymore to stop me or ask me what I am doing. As I get to her floor I stop as I see Dwayne sitting in the corner.

“She has you working all night?” I laugh and watch as he shakes his head.

“No, I knew you could come. Some friendly advice Diesel, she needed to speak to you this morning you were late, she planned to speak to you when you got back about something, that is why she went crazy.”

“She said.”

His hand goes up to stop me from talking.

“She is pissed at that, yes, but honestly she needed to talk to you and it sounded important, she is now afraid to tell you, something about you will think she planned it. Fuck knows, just don’t go screaming at her.”

I watch as he walks off, unlocking the door I step inside, and the rooms are dark. I walk through to her bedroom, stopping by the door I see her sleeping.

She looks like an angel, moving to her I lean over her, kissing her lips. She stirs and wakes, a smile forming on her face.

“I’m sorry.” I should never have said fuck all while we were doing that.

“No, I am. I went crazy.” She shrugs her shoulders and laughs.

“Okay, so we’re both sorry, over and done with?” I wink at her and she laughs.

“Fine, now can we finish what we started in the car?” Her arms wrap around my neck and she pulls me closer to her. Groaning I nod, I guess my plan can be delayed slightly.

She gets to work quickly on stripping me, moving I help her to remove my clothes. Her hands push me over until she is straddling me. I let her take charge, but still move my hips with hers, pushing her to the limit quickly.

Moaning she leans down and kisses me. I know she wants me to keep going, but I am trying to behave. I wrap my arms around her and pull her against me.

“Should have done that earlier.” Her words are quiet and I nod. I know she is right.

“Mmm, I should have also asked you to marry me earlier but you threw a tantrum.”

I laugh, and she freezes and doesn’t reply. Rolling over until I am above her, I look at her waiting.

“Yes, that was me asking. I had it planned out but nothing goes to plan, so I figured I would just ask now.” She stays staring at me.

“We can keep it a secret. Elope somewhere and get married, no one will ever know.” I nudge her nose with mine and hear her laugh.

“I think Jessie would have something to say.”

Groaning I roll off her, back to Jessie!

“Sorry, I didn’t mean it. I would Diesel but do you really want to marry me?”

Turning I look at her.

“I wouldn’t have thought about it and sure as hell bought a ring and asked as I had.”

“You bought a ring?” She stares at me open-mouthed.

“Oh the things I could do with that mouth.” Groaning I reach past her, taking the box out of my trousers, opening it I show her the ring. “As I said, I planned to ask but everything went a mess.”

She doesn’t speak, just stares at the ring.

“Just say no, actually, don’t, I will put it away and we can pretend nothing happened.” I don’t know why it hurts so much she doesn’t want to, but it does.

Her hand reaches out stopping me.

“I will, but with conditions.”

“Really? You can’t just say yes and let us have a few hours of happiness without shit?” I narrow my eyes at her.

“Fine, yes! But…” I cover her mouth.

“No buts, just yes. Tomorrow, tell me the but’s right now shut it and let me put the ring on.” She laughs from behind my hand and I feel her smiling.

Moving, I place the ring on her finger, pulling her back to me, her head resting against my chest.

“We really do need to talk.”

“I know, and we will, just not tonight, let’s not spoil it.” I wrap my body around hers, and we cuddle and talk, although talk is more about her work and mine than any crap we don’t want to deal with right now.

We fall asleep in each other’s arms, waking early I climb from the bed. I have work to get done today, and I know I can’t steal her every day.

“Already?” Turning I smile at her and nod.

“Yes, I have work to get done. You have work as well. We will plan something for us to get time together.” Real-time, not just a few hours.

I begin walking to the bathroom, she sits up and licks her lips. “Want some shower company?” She bites her lip.

“No, stay there and behave, you can join me next time.” Walking through I get showered and afterwards, I stand getting dried, getting myself ready, I know we need to talk, and I know there is a chance she agreed to marry me but actually won’t ever set a date.

Glancing down my eyes fall on the bin, moving something out of the way I see the test. My eyes glance to the door. Did she know? Picking it up I walk back through, her smile wide. As I lift the test up her smile falls.

“I was going to talk to you yesterday before everything went crazy.”

“You knew?” I place it down and grab my shoes.

“What?” She looks at me confused.

“When was she here Serena? When did she take the test and you find out and just decided not to fucking tell me! Dwayne said you needed to speak to me.” Standing I grab my jacket.

“Diesel I swear if you walk off now, I am never speaking to you again, you proposed last night, and now you’re fucking shouting at me again! Assuming shit you don’t know.”

I laugh and face her. “So what? Jessie just let herself in here, took a test and threw it in the bin and you never saw? Don’t fucking bullshit me!” Why is Jessie in the middle of everything?

“Yeah, she just let herself into here without a key took a test and I am blind. Of course, I knew the test was there!” I watch as she walks past me and picks it up, going back into the bathroom I hear it hitting the bin.

“I get you want to help her and have her as a friend, but this isn’t working. So, you either tell me shit like this or it won’t work. I thought she was fucking lying Serena! You knew.”

“It’s mine! The fucking test is mine Diesel, and I am pregnant, but run, go on. Walk out that door, call this bullshit but don’t try getting back in as I will make sure every person in this building blocks you from coming through!”

She screams, pushing me out of the bedroom, the door slams and locks. Standing I stare at it.

Shit. I glance around, feeling like I should run. How is it even possible, Jessie said she is pregnant now Serena? I sit down on the chair, my head in my hands as I consider it.

I never actually wanted a fucking kid, I didn’t want that risk again. I was living in a bubble telling myself I would be happy with Serena having my kids. I’m not, I’m going to be waiting for that moment my life is ripped apart. What the fuck have I done?