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Summary
When Kade Miller decided to traverse the continent from west to east to holiday on Queensland’s sunny Gold Coast, all he craved was sun, sand, surf and all night partying. Instead he found himself a person of interest in a 25 year old cold case investigation, despite being his first trip to this state.
Chapter 1
It has been six weeks since I was rocked in a way Iโve never felt before. Six weeks of existing in a fog. Time off work and some medication only numbed the reality, but in the end, nothing changes.
Every time I close my eyes I see mumโs tear-streaked face telling me how dad collapsed at work and could not be revived. A massive heart attack they said. Apparently he was dead before he hit the ground, they said. Why I needed to know that detail still escapes me. It certainly doesnโt make it any easier.
That was six weeks ago and dadโs unexpected passing is still no easier to accept. For a man of sixty years of age, dad was fit and healthy, a non-smoker and a modest drinker. He exercised regularly. He watched his diet. He certainly didnโt fit the Heart Foundationโs high risk profile and yet, we still lost him.
As an only child growing up near the coast in Western Australia, my dad did everything with me. He taught me everything I know; how to swim, how to surf, how to kick a football.
He taught me how to bowl a cricket ball. He taught me how to skip rocks on a lake, how to bait a hook and ride a bike. Dad taught me how to shake hands like a man and not be embarrassed to show emotion.
As clichรฉ as it sounds, dad was my hero. I wanted to be like him. His paternal influences moulded me into who I am today.
He was the one who drove me to my sporting games on the weekends and the many hours of weekly practice sessions. He was the one who gave me encouragement, even though I knew Iโd played a shocker.
And just like that, he is gone. My dad is gone and I will never see him again. I never got to say goodbye. I will never hear his hearty laugh after one of his corny dad jokes. I will never feel his warm welcome embrace, or hear his sound words of advice shared from a lifetime of experiences.
But most of all, I will never again feel that special father-son bond, that friendship I had with my โold manโ. I love my mum with all my heart, but dad, he was my best friend and his passing has left a gaping void in my life.
Everyone copes with tragedy differently. Some have the ability to move on rather quickly, some struggle to accept the harsh reality of it, while others plunge deep down into a dark space. Me, Iโm probably somewhere between struggling to accept and that dreaded dark space. I canโt imagine my life without my old man being here.
When my mate, Mitch first suggested taking a getaway to the Gold Coast to help me cope with everything, I wasnโt interested. A holiday was the last thing I wanted. But with time, the more Mitch sold me on the trip, the more interested I became.
Mitch, or Ben Mitchell as named by his parents, is a good mate. We go back as far as year seven in high school. Heโs my brother from another mother. We think alike and have each otherโs backs. Loyal friends like him are rare as rocking horse shit.
Eventually, and with some strong encouragement from mum, I caved. The lure of the sun, sand, surf, clubs, bars, and fit girls in bikinis won out. Who wouldnโt want that, right? It may just be the distraction I need. Nothing will bring dad back, so itโs all about learning how to continue living while coping and adjusting.
After shuffling my way from the cheap seats back in row 35 to the front external stairs, the male flight attendant smiled and said, โThank you. Hope you enjoyed your flight.โ
I lifted my chin to his well-rehearsed, yet banal valediction. Unless youโre in the pointy end, does anyone ever enjoy their flight, particularly on a budget carrierโฆ? Does anyone ever say they had fun sitting wedged shoulder-to-shoulder in what can best be described as a scaled down version of a seat?
Regardless, after a long 4ยฝ hour flight, we finally arrived at the Gold Coast. As I descended the steep stairs to the tarmac below, I welcomed the 32 degree sunshine on my skin and the fresh air filling my lungs. I started to sense something I havenโt felt in a long time; a tinge of excitement and heightened expectation over what the next ten days holds for us.
โThis is gunna be great, Kadeโฆโ Mitch said, moving in step beside me as we strolled the tarmac. โThisโll be just what the doctor ordered, buddyโฆโ
His smile and comments as we strolled reassured, but then, so they should. After all, it was his idea for us to traverse the country for an escape from a month I would prefer to forget.
We followed the procession of passengers ambling across the tarmac into the terminal. Wind on the ground was strong but warm, carrying the heavy stench of aviation fuel.
Even after the short trek from the plane, the cool air conditioning was a welcome relief to Queenslandโs February heat.
Like herded sheep, we followed signs directing us through the terminal to the luggage carousels. Mitch grabbed our suitcases while I collected our pre-booked hire car.
A signature on some paperwork and a swipe of a credit card later and we were on our way to our accommodation in Broadbeach, on Queenslandโs sunny Gold Coast.
A slow-moving elevator, wallpapered in local tourist attractions, carried us to the 12th floor. A snaking internal corridor led us to a nondescript door with a small number 8.
As I turned the worn key and shouldered open the heavy door, my anticipation levels spiked over what to expect on the other side.
Natural light flooded into our apartment, courtesy of north-east facing ceiling-to-floor picture windows and glass patio sliding doors. The expectation of a stunning sea-side vista from the balcony lured me through the coastal themed apartment, decorated with marine life, shells, anchors, ropes, and various coastal paintings.
Passing through the spacious living room, I continued out onto the large coast-facing balcony and leaned on the hand rail to take it all in.
The tension in my shoulders left me in waves. I couldnโt contain my smile. White sands and rolling waves as far as the eye could see, all framed by the picture-perfect, cloudless blue sky. Even from twelve floors up I could taste the salt in the gentle breeze. The outlook was mesmerizing from our little beach-side perch; it had an instant calming about it.
โHow good is thisโฆ?โ I asked, albeit rhetorically, as I continued to take in the view.
Mitch followed me through and leaned his elbows on the hand rails. โThis is gunna be hard to take for two weeks, broโฆโ he said. โIโm glad we upgradedโฆThis is more than worth it.โ
When given a choice between two single beds in a one bedroom apartment on the 3rd floor, with views to the hinterlands, or a spacious, light-filled, two-bedroom, two bathroom suite on the 12th floor with uninterrupted coastal views, the upgrade option was always a no-brainer.
Two slow elevator rides down to the basement carpark and back, to empty the hire car of luggage and the supplies we stopped off for on our way, completed our move in.
I checked my watch. โWhat do ya reckon broโฆBeer oโclockโฆ?โ
โYou bettchaโฆโ Mitch said.
Mitch did the first fridge run, handing me an inviting Corona on his return to our balcony.
โCheersโฆโ he lifted his beer.
โCheers, mateโฆโ
Reclining on the balcony with my legs resting up on the hand rails, sipping on a cold beer was just the distraction I needed. While he is never far from my thoughts, right at that moment, losing my dad is the furthest thing from my conscious mind.
โHowโs the serenityโฆ?โ Mitch quipped, with a knowing grin after intentionally quoting Daryl Kerrigan in The Castle.
โSo much serenityโฆโ I said, finishing the popular line from the iconic Aussie movie.
The beers were going down so well that before we knew it, the empties gathering beside our chairs numbered four each. Time seemed to stand still. Right at that moment, nothing else mattered.
My peaceful trance-like state was broken when Mitch checked his watch. โNews time…โ he announced. He lowered his feet from the rail and moved inside.
I raised my stubbie. โEnjoy,โ I said. I wasnโt moving. The outlook was too peaceful. Board riders along the coast were navigating a modest swell. Hordes of beachgoers were still enjoying an escape from the summer heat, despite the late afternoon shadows creeping across the sand.
If the Queensland coast had any fault, it would be the premature end to each day by its early sunset. Back home, 6.20pm is still early afternoon, but here, it is approaching the onset of dusk, moving into night.
Chapter 2
โHey Kadoโฆ Get in here, mateโฆ Quickโฆ Check this outโฆโ
The excitement in Mitchโs booming voice shattered my โserenityโ. I dropped my legs and moved in through the oversized glass sliding doors.
Mitch was reclining on the flora-themed bamboo two-seater with his feet on the coffee table when I entered. He was taking a photo of the wall mounted flat screen with his phone.
โWhatโs up?โ
He flicked a finger at the TV. โCheck this guy outโฆโ
I did as he asked. A head shot photo of an old bloke filled the TV screen. The caption, โGraham Evans dead at 59โ filled a banner at the bottom of the screen.
โWhat about himโฆ?โ I shrugged.
โDonโt you see itโฆ.?โ Mitchโs assessing glare was like I missed the punchline to an obvious joke.
โSee whatโฆ?โ I glanced back at the TV as the image left the screen and returned to a field journalist filing a report. โI donโt get it,โ I said then took a swig from my beer.
โMateโฆ Thatโs you in 30 yearsโฆ Have a look at him.โ Mitch brought up the photo he took. He showed me his phone screen. โThat guy looks like you in 30 yearsโฆโ
It was just a photo of an old guy to me. I shrugged my indifference as I tried to listen to the news report to learn why this guyโs passing was so newsworthy. Mitch drowned out the reporter.
โIf I didnโt know your family…โ Mitch began. โIf Iโd never met your dad before heโฆโ Mitch paused. โWell. Iโd swear that this bloke could be your dad. Itโs uncanny.โ
โIt said he was 59โฆ I hope I donโt look that old at 59, mateโฆ He mustโve had a hard life, or something.โ
Mitch smiled as he glanced at his photo. โIโm Snap Chattinโ this, bro. This is gold.โ
All I could do was shake my head. โSorry mateโฆ I just donโt see it. Maybe you should go easy on the brews, or somethingโฆโ
Mitch gestured at the TV. โYou know what that photo looked likeโฆ? That photo of the old bloke there was like they used one of those ageing apps on a current photo of you.โ
โSeriously, mateโฆ You gotta get over this.โ
Mitchโs Snapchat tone sounded. He checked his phone. โHere ya goโฆ I sent a Snapchat of this old guy out with the caption, โDoes he look like anyone we knowโโฆ Dougie Barnes just replied saying, โlooks like Kado in 40 yearsโฆโโ. Mitch held out โI told you soโ hands.
โDo you know what his claim to fame isโฆ?โ I asked, lifting my chin at the TV.
โNo I donโt, actually. I was too busy taking a photo.โ
Mitchโs Snapchat tone sounded again. He checked his phone. His grin was enough for me. โGibbo just said the same thing as Barnsey, broโฆ How can you not see it, when we all can?โ
โHis name was Evansโฆโ I recalled. โHe canโt even be a distant relative of dadโs, can he? Weโre the Millers.โ
โIโve heard of doppelgangers, but not future doppelgangers, broโฆโ Mitch said. He found all this strangely humorous.
Mitchโs Snap chat tone went off again. He checked his phone and grinned.
I raised a hand. โI donโt want to knowโฆ OK. I get it. You all think he looks like an old version of me. Point made, OK.โ
Mitch continued to study his phone.
โIโm off for a shower, broโฆ Have a think about what you feel like for dinner.โ I didnโt wait for a response.
With the showers out of the way and a meat loverโs pizza courtesy of Uber Eats, we were ready to check out the well-documented Surferโs Paradise nightlife.
Neither Mitch nor I had been to the Gold Coast before. In fact, the furthest east I have ventured was on a family holiday to Adelaide when I was 12 and then to Torquay in Victoria a few years later. So being โGold Coast virginsโ we relied on the various marketing brochures and tourist books provided in our suite, to guide us.
If we are to believe the Queensland tourism propaganda, Surferโs Paradise, colloquially known as โSurfersโ, โis one of Australiaโs most pristine beaches that attracts surfers, swimmers, and joggers around the world. Here, you can find both locals and tourists participating in different activities including beach volleyball, surfing, sand castle building and swimming.โ
While these printed marketing pitches got our tourist juices flowing, what really piqued our attention was when we read, โSurfersโ is now known as Australiaโs nightlife capital with stylish pubs, lounge bars, and clubs. Surfer Paradise after-dark entertainment districts features a mix of DJs, solo acts, live bands, and even guest appearance of international artists.โ
We didnโt have to read any further. We were sold. I slammed the marketing book shut and โdropped the microphoneโ. Surfersโ it was and it was only a casual 10 minute walk, or a 20 minute stagger back home to our suite.
Mitch moved out to the balcony and leaned on his elbows, glancing north along the beach. โDo ya reckon thatโs surfersโ up there with all the lightsโฆ?โ Mitch said. He gestured towards the floodlit sands, in the distance.
โItโd have to be, wouldnโt it, judging by all of themโฆ?โ I said lifting my chin to the sands below our apartment.
On the beach below was a procession of people strolling in that direction like the proverbial moths to a light. So we adopted the โwhen in Romeโฆโ philosophy and did the same; a beach walk to Surfersโ in the balmy evening, serenaded by rolling waves and a gentle breeze. How perfect is this?
Tourists like us strolled the beach like a line of worker ants spread out along the sand. High-rise apartment buildings jutted up to line the wide sands of the surf beach. Think Miami coast line, or Waikiki in Hawaii.
The beach area at Surfersโ was brightly floodlit. About 50 or so people, not many over 30, gathered in groups on the sand. Each person held a drink of choice. It was pleasing to see the alcohol consumption laws were relaxed over here in Queensland.
We scuffed our way up the dry sand, weaving through the beach revellers. I said to Mitch, โthis is gunna be awesome, mate.โ
Mitch didnโt reply. He didnโt have to. I knew from the frozen grin across his face, he agreed.
The dress code among the girls was โless is bestโ, which suited the balmy evening conditions and of course, us. Butt-cheek revealing cut-off denim short-shorts, short summer dresses and skimpy bikinis only just satisfying public decency requirements, plunging, cleavage-bulging necklines and body hugging little dresses were everywhere. It was a blokeโs smorgasbord.
The only thing that interested us more than this favourable scenery at this point was the strong lure for another cold beer. Surfersโ is apparently filled with an abundance of bars to choose from, so it was time to check it out.
We made our way up the beach towards the road, passing under the iconic arched Surfersโ Paradise signโthe gateway to Surferโs beach.
After navigating the slow moving stream of vehicles cruising the coastal road, we entered the Cavill Avenue pedestrian mall in search of a bar.
Towering palm trees illuminated by up-lights, ran down the centre of the mall. Shops and eateries lined its sides. Wafting food smells filled the air from the heavily patronized alfresco restaurants and eateries.
It was the epitome of โtouristyโ. There were people everywhere. The place had a life of its own and the stream of people flowing through it was its blood supply.
Our focus was on something of a more liquid dietary requirement at this time. We found a first-floor bar called The Sand Bar. The attraction was the large balcony overlooking the flood lit sands of Surferโs beach, across the road.
The main bar area inside was standing room only. In the corner of the room, a piano man tinkled out modern tunes, only just audible over the hen-house chatter and laughter.
โThisโll do us, broโฆ Whatcha reckon?โ Mitch said.
โIโll get the first round.โ I said. I flicked a finger towards the alfresco the balcony. โSee if you can get us somewhere out there to lean.โ
It took longer to get served than my limited patience would normally tolerate, but I was on holiday; plus the female scenery made the wait worthwhile.
When I eventually reached the front of the six-person deep queue, the well-endowed blonde barmaid with a tight black singlet top I had been watching work, gave me the, โwhat can I get youโ point. She was all business.
While my beers were poured I leaned my elbows on the bar checking out the like-minded people crammed around me.
To my left, an out-of-place old guy with thinning white-grey hair and a white moustache sat on his own at the end of the bar, where it returned back to the wall. He wore a dark suit with a loosened tie. He stared at me over the top of his glass, as he took a sip.
When he lowered his drink he continued to check me out. Presumably he was the bar owner, or something. Why else would an old bloke in his 60s be sitting alone in a crowded bar of twenty-five to thirty-five years olds watching people drink. Regardless of why he was there though, his constant leering was a little uncomfortable.
With our first round finally in hand, I carefully navigated the packed room towards the beach-side balcony, using my elbows to fend off the occasional incoming body along the way. I am pleased to say that not a drop of the precious liquid was spilt.
Before stepping out onto the balcony, I checked over my shoulder. The old bloke was still watching me. Hopefully he noticed my disapproving head shake as I stepped outside.
Chapter 3
The humidity was noticeably higher stepping out from the barโs climate controlled comfort. The atmosphere out on the balcony was alive; it had a pulse.๏ปฟ
Next I had to try and find Mitch among the masses of people, whose combined presence must surely have tested the balconyโs engineering limitations.
As I scanned, I heard Mitch call from my right. His head poked out through the line of people leaning against the outer balcony rail. He raised a hand to me.
โHow did you manage this pole positionโฆ?โ I asked, handing him his beer.
โThree girls stepped away from the handrail just as I walked along looking for a spotโฆ Quite fit looking, too, I must sayโฆโ
โFrom what Iโve seen so far, Broโฆ Theyโre all fit up here.โ
We were three rounds in when Mitch asked, โdo ya wanna go somewhere else, or do you want anotherโฆ?โ
โI reckon we can go one more.โ
Mitch downed his glass then gestured to mine. I drained mine and handed him my empty.
While waiting for Mitch to return, I took the opportunity to check out those easier on the eye. My crowd scanning locked onto the old guy from the bar. He had now moved out to the balcony, where he leaned a shoulder against the open bi-fold doorway, smoking a cigarette.
He twisted his mouth sideways sending the smoke skyward, all the time staring in my direction. The next time I looked back, the old guy was stamping out his cigarette before returning his fixed glare to me.
Bar owner or not, this is getting creepy. Iโd had just enough beers to affect my โconsequencesโ care factor. Do I go over and find out what this blokeโs problem is? Or do I just go over and sit him on his arse? I gave him my best, โwhat the fuck are you looking atโ, glare. But all that achieved was a hit to my ego when the old guy didnโt flinch. He continued to check me out.
While I pondered my options about how to handle this old bloke, Mitch emerged from the bar and handed me my drink. โI thought it was time for an upgrade,โ Mitch said. โBourbon and rocks.โ
It was my favourite go-to after having a fill on the beers. I took a sip then leaned on the hand rail.
โYou OK, Bro…?โ Mitch asked. Concern lines filled his face. โToo early for the bourbonโฆ?โ
โNo. No, good drink choice mate. Itโs justโฆโ I checked over my shoulder at the old guy still watching me. โSee that old prick over by the doorโฆโ
Mitch sipped his bourbon as he casually glanced back to the door. โAha. What about him?โ
โHeโs been staring at me all night. You knowโฆin a creepy way. He just stares. First at the bar, now out here on the balcony. Iโve just about had a gut full, broโฆโ
โI donโt think youโll have to wait long to find out what he wantsโฆ heโs coming this way.โ
I glanced over my shoulder. The old man lifted his chin at me in a muted greeting. I ignored it and returned my focus to the beach revellers below. โIf he puts the word on me, mateโฆIโm gunna smash him.โ
โExcuse meโฆโ the old man said.
I ignored him. My jaw tightened.
โExcuse meโฆIโm sorry to bother youโฆโ he tried again.
After giving Mitch my โsee what I meanโ glare, I glanced over my shoulder at the old guy, giving him the silent โfuck offโ, then turned back to leaning on my elbows watching the beach activity.
Mitch turned and fronted the old guy. โWhatโs your problem blokeโฆ?โ he blurted. Mitchโs six feet five inch frame towered over the much smaller, creepy old man.
The old guy held up his hands. โI donโt have any problemโฆI was just wondering if you boys were locals, or visitors to the regionโฆโ
I scoffed, shaking my head in annoyance. โThatโs originalโฆ. I bet that line has โem queuing up to give you head jobs in the toilets, granddadโฆ Itโs right up there with pearls like, โdo you come here oftenโ.
โWhatโฆ?โ
I pivoted around and eyeballed the old guy. He had the stench of a full ashtray. He stared back at me through bloodshot eyes. โWeโre not gay, mate,โ I blurted, glaring into his deep set eyes. โSo fuck offโฆ!โ I flicked my hand toward the doorway then returned to leaning on my elbows.
โNo. No. No. No. Youโve got it all wrong,โ the old guy said to my back. โIโm not propositioning youโฆโ he said. I didnโt respond, but I fired off a frustrated glare to Mitch.
The old guy touched my shoulder. โExcuse me. Can I talk to you for a minute?โ
The hand on my shoulder was only light, but I didnโt want him touching me. I spun around and faced him ready to escalate this further. As I did so he flipped open a badge. โMy name is Brent Dawesโฆ Iโm a Detective here on the Coastโฆโ he said.
I didnโt respond. If I was supposed to be impressed, I wasnโt. I shrugged and turned my back and leaned on the hand rails. My patience was melting quicker than the ice in my drink.
โYou look familiar. I was wondering if youโre from around hereโฆโ
โNuhโฆโ I said, keeping a disinterested back to the old guy.
โAre you from Queenslandโฆ?โ
Mitch fronted the old guy. โLook mateโฆ I donโt care if youโre a cop, or notโฆ Weโve done nothinโ wrong here, so itโs none of ya business where weโre fromโฆ OK! Time you were gone. It must be passed your bedtime grandpaโฆโ
โLookโฆ I didnโt mean to upset you. I was just wondering if your friendโs name is Jayden?โ he said to Mitch.
Jaydenโฆ Who the fuck is Jaydenโฆ? I didnโt dignify his question with an answer, hoping he would go away before I did something Iโd regret.
โLookโฆ I was wondering if your name is Jayden Evans,โ he tried again.
I turned to face the old man. I gave him the best disinterested glare I could muster. โIf youโre talking to meโฆNo. Sorry. Wrong bloke,โ I said.
โYouโre not Jayden Evansโฆ?โ
โThatโs what I just said… I donโt know any Jayden Evansโฆโ
โAre you from Queensland?โ
โNo.โ
The cop shook a confused head.
โLookโฆ Whatโs this about?โ Mitch asked.
โA three year old boy went missing from the front yard of his home just south of hereโฆ and has never been seen sinceโฆโ the old cop said.
โThatโs tragic, but whatโs that got to do with me?โ I asked
โTell me thisโฆโ the old cop said. โHow old are you?โ
โTwenty-eight.โ I probably fired off my answer too quick, rather than waiting to consider the relevance. Thinning patience can do that.
โThat three year old kid went missing twenty-five years agoโฆ His name is Jayden Evans. Today is his birthdayโฆ Heโd turn twenty-eightโฆโ
โI still donโt understand what this has to do with me.โ
Mitchโs face tightened. โEvansโฆ?โ he frowned as he nudged my arm. โThe old man on the news tonightโฆ Wasnโt his name someone Evansโฆ?โ
The cop nodded. โYouโre correct. Graham Evans was his name. That was Jaydenโs father. He passed away yesterday. His funeral is the day after tomorrow. The poor bloke went to his grave never knowing what happened to his beloved son. Never knew if his boy was alive or deadโฆ Twenty-five years he carried the burden of wondering what happened to his boyโฆโ
โThatโs pretty sadโฆ Truly, but whatโs that got to do with me?โ I asked.
โWeโve had computer generated photos prepared estimating what Jayden would look like todayโฆ And I gotta sayโฆ The photos look remarkably like you.โ
โLet me see if I understand you correctlyโฆโ I said, oozing with sarcasm. โAre you saying that I look like a missing three year old boy whose photo you have digitally agedโฆ?โ
The cop pulled a packet of Marlboros from inside his suit. โI amโฆโ the cop said. He extended the open packet to me. I shook my head. He did the same to Mitch with the same response. โDo you mindโฆ?โ he asked lifting the cigarette packet to me.
I waved the back of my hand at him. โFree countryโฆโ
The cop lit up his durry and dragged in a lung full of smoke. Twisting his mouth to the side, he jetted the smoke skyward.
โIโm sorry to burst your bubble, mate,โ I said, briefly watching the dissipating plume. โBut I was born and raised in WAโฆโ
โI can vouch for thatโฆโ Mitch said. โWe went to school together.โ
โFor what itโs worth, this is the first time I have ever been to Queensland, OK,โ I added in an attempt to further dissuade his interest in me.
The cop held a silent, but assessing glare at me. He nodded slowly. His cigarette glowed in the darkness, as he dragged in another lung full. His puzzled eyes flicked between Mitch and me as he exhaled the smoke skyward. โOK. OK,โ he nodded, clearly unconvinced. โSorry to bother youโฆ Itโs just that the resemblance is remarkable.โ
โResemblance to a computer generated imageโฆโ I said cynically. โIf this kid is alive todayโฆ he could be baldโฆ He could be fat. He could have a full Ned Kelly beard. He could have all of the above, or any number of other characteristics that differ from your computer generated guess of what he looks like todayโฆโ
โYou may be rightโฆ Do you mind if I ask your nameโฆ?โ
โWell, I can tell you itโs not Jayden Evans. OKโฆโ
The cop slipped a card from his shirt pocket and held it out between extended fingers. โLookโฆ I hear what you are saying. This is my card. If you ever want to talk about anythingโฆ Give me a call anytime day or nightโฆโ
I didnโt even look at the card. โTalk to you about whatโฆ?โ
โAnything.โ
โI donโt have anything to talk to you about, mateโฆ Iโm here on holidaysโฆ OK. Thatโs it.โ
The cop pushed the card towards me. โIt canโt hurt, can itโฆ?โ
With a deliberate over emphasized roll of my eyes I snatched the card, using all my restraint not to flick it over the balcony to the road below. โIโm not your guyโฆโ
โOK. I appreciate your time, anyway.โ The cop pointed to our glasses. โCan I get you guys another round, for your troublesโฆ?โ
โNo, weโre good. Weโre about to hit a club,โ I said.
The cop nodded and lifted a hand. I watched him disappear through the crowd and into the bar.
โThank fuck heโs gone, broโฆโ I blurted.
โYou realize that cop was talking about the old guy on the news tonightโฆ the one who I said looked like you in 30 yearsโฆโ
I leaned my elbows on the hand rail. โYeahโฆ I got the connection. Pretty weird isnโt it?โ
Chapter 4
We waved goodbye to The Sand Bar $100 lighter and ventured out into the mall. The thumping bass from a nearby club led us around the corner to a club called Sinners. Sounded promising, if its name is anything to go by.๏ปฟ
While we considered our club options, of which there were many in this street, three fit girls in short skirts and spike heels strolled by and into Sinners. โThisโll do just fineโฆโ I said, while watching the girls ascended the three front steps.
We followed them in through the front doors. A massive islander with no neck, dressed in bouncer-black demanded photo ID, which he scanned. Next stop was the fit girl at the entry who relieved us of $30 each and provided a Fluoro yellow wrist band.
Once inside, the psychedelic Techno beat grabbed a hold of us. I began a trance-like nodding to the vibe. The place was thumping. Bodies jumped and writhed in unison. Purple fluorescent lights strobed across the dark dance floor and ricocheted off the walls.
The carpet squelched under foot as I moved to join the massive queue around the bar. Each step peeled from the carpet like I was wearing Velcro soles. A mouldy damp stench wafted up from the sodden floor. I hate to think what was soaking in this carpet.
The jostle for front position at the bar was like being at a chaotic food drop in a starving third-world country โ every man, or woman for themselves.
Once I reached the front I leaned on the bar. It was reminiscent of standing front row at a rock concert with the surging crowd pushing forward from behind. It was out of control.
The over-worked girls behind the bar really didnโt want to be there, or thatโs what their expressions screamed. Two beers relieved me of twenty-eight bucks.
I returned to Mitch and handed him his drink. โEnjoy that bro. Itโs liquid gold in here.โ Mitch accepted his drink then opened a hand to reveal two jozzas. I checked over my shoulders. โAwesomeโฆ Where did you get those?โ I said.
Mitch lifted his chin towards the toilets in the rear corner. โSome bloke over there. You name itโฆ Heโs got it,โ Mitch said.
โHow muchโฆ?โ
โCoupla Lobstersโฆโ
โCool. Smokerโs roomโฆ?โ I suggested.
โThis wayโฆโ Mitch gestured to our right.
While I am not, and never have been a cigarette smoker, I donโt mind the occasional toke. Some will argue thatโs a distinction without a difference, but I beg to differ. There is no carcinogenic tobacco in my joints.
It was evident that very little of the dense second-hand smoke in the smokersโ room was from cigarettes. We slipped into a couple of lounge chairs and sparked up our sticks.
The considerably lower noise levels made it easier for conversations. We were planning the next couple of days when an easy-on-the-eye, well-tanned, leggy girl in a short lemon coloured dress approached us.
โExcuse meโฆ Iโm so sorry to bother youโฆโ she said, bending forward to be heard over the chatter.
โThatโs not a problem. You can bother me any time,โ I said. It was hard not check out the generous cleavage she displayed.
โIโm just here with my friends over there,โ she gestured to three girls back behind her. โI have gotta askโฆ You wouldnโt happen to be from Robina, would youโฆ You knowโฆ When you were a kidโฆ?โ
I couldnโt tell if that was a pick up line, or a genuine question. I so much hoped for the former. โNo. Iโm sorry. Iโm not.โ Part of me suddenly wished I was from Robina.
โSo you never lived in Woodlands Drive, as a kid thenโฆ.?โ She said as a question.
โNo, sorry. I donโt even know where Robina is.โ
โAh, thatโs OK. Itโs south-west of here.โ She gestured generally to her left.
โCan I ask why you asked me thatโฆ?โ
โI grew up on Woodlands Drive in Robina and I thought you may have been a neighbour of mine, back when we were kidsโฆโ
โNo, sorry. But part of me now wished I did, if it meant I wouldโve had you as my neighbour.โ Her smile was pleasant, but more importantly, she didnโt find my flattery creepy. โDid you move away, or somethingโฆ?โ I asked.
โNo. No. Iโm really boring. I still live with my parentsโฆ The reason I asked was because a few years backโโ
โBelieve me, you are far from boringโฆโ I said.
โโฆwhen I was just a kidโฆโ she paused to smile as my comment resonated. โA neighbour of mine was kidnapped from his front yard. I didnโt actually know him, but my parents have talked about it for ever. Iโve seen photos and stuff, and I just thought you looked a little bit like this kid, but, you knowโฆ a grown up version.โ
Again with this kidnapped kid. Mitch caught my knowing sideways glance. The grin he tried to suppress emerged out the side of his face.
โThatโs really interesting…โ I said, feigning interest. I did my best to keep her engaged. โSo, you never met this kid, then?โ
โNo. He was three when he was taken. I was only two at the time so no, I never met him. Itโs just you look a lot like the photos published by the media of him as an adult.โ
The comparison to this missing kid that keeps coming up was wearing thin. In fact, it borders on the ridiculous. If she wasnโt so hot, I wouldโve moved on long ago. But she was. โSo, the young fellowโฆ he is still missing todayโฆ?โ
โHe is. Only he wouldnโt be young now. If he was alive he would be my age.โ
โIf he was aliveโฆ.? Do you think he met with foul play?โ
โNo-one knows. There were all sorts of theories back thenโฆโ
โSoโฆ Heโd be your age, would he?โ I grinned. โAnd what age is thatโฆ?โ She smiled, baulking at the question one should never ask a woman. I extended my hand to break the awkwardness. โIโm Kade and this is Mitchโฆโ She smiled at Mitch. โIโm twenty-eightโฆโ I said, hoping she would respond in kind.
She pursed her lips and crossed her arms, contemplating my question. I gave my best reassuring smile. She accepted my handshake with a hypnotizing smile. Her hand was soft and small and fitted perfectly into mine.
โSarahโฆtwenty-seven. And thatโs Becโฆthatโs Robbie and thatโs Michelle.โ
I waved to the girls. โLovely to meet you, Sarah, from Robinaโฆโ
โLikewiseโฆโ she said.
I inhaled on what was left of my Jozza, then extended it to Sarah. She accepted it and blew lightly on the end. She inhaled deeply, holding it in her lungs as she passed it back to me.
โWeโre visitors to the Coastโฆ Youโre a local. What are the best clubs around here?โ I took another deep toke.
โWe were just talking about going to Room 181โฆ Itโs not far from here.โ
โThatโs really weirdโฆโ I said with feigned excitement. โMitch and I were just saying, why donโt we hitโฆ Room 181 next.โ
โIs that right..?โ she said, oozing cynicism.
โWell, Iโm sure thatโs what we wouldโve said, if we knew the placeโฆโ I gave my best smile.
Sarah nodded. โWhy donโt you join usโฆโ she said. โItโs mostly hip hop thoughโฆ Does that matter?โ
โNot in the slightest. Mitchโฆ?โ I said seeking his opinion. He was too busy checking out Sarahโs friends to respond. I gave him a gentle elbow.
โHuhโฆ Oh, ah, yeah, sure. Sounds good to me.โ
We finished up what was left of the spliffs and left for Room 181.
Chapter 5
The next day I woke with the mother of all hangovers. I needed a coffee before I did anything. I shuffled into the kitchen on auto pilot. Such was my craving, I settled for the instant shit they provided in the rooms, while rueing our tardiness in buying real coffee from the supermarket.๏ปฟ
While waiting for the kettle to boil, I checked my phone for messages and reviewed my drunken posts. Sarah emerged from the bedroom wearing my t-Shirtโthe other half to the track pants ensemble, I was wearing.
โMorningโฆโ she said. She ran her hands through her matted hair.
I glanced at the wall clock. โAfternoon,โ I said, admiring the view.
โI hope you donโt mind.โ She tugged down on the T-shirt hem.
I waved a hand. โOf course not. It looks better on you anyway. Coffeeโฆ? I only have instant.โ
โOh, coffee would be greatโฆ thanks.โ
We took our brews out on the outdoor setting, taking in the view. Conversation was light while our brains waited for the caffeine to kick start them awake.
Holding her cup in both hands, Sarah asked, โHow many shots did we do last night?โ
โIโve no idea. I lost count. It was a top night though, wasnโt it?โ
โIt was. What time do you reckon we got here this morningโฆ?โ
โAll I remember is the sun was up when we were walking along the beach. Did you catch the strange looks we were getting from the early morning joggers and walkersโฆ?โ
โAhโฆ I sure did. Was a little uncomfortable, but heyโฆ Iโd just had the best night Iโve had for a while,โ she said, then sipped her coffee.
โWhat is it about this kid who went missing from your street all those years ago that everyone seems to be so interested in?โ
โIt was tragic. A little boy gets stolen right out of his front yard and no-one sees anything, knows who did it, or where he is.โ
โWhy the interest after twenty-five yearsโฆ? I wouldโve thought after all this time people would forget about himโฆ you know, maybe with the passage of time, accept that he met with foul play.โ
โFor one reason or another, his case remained in the media every year.โ
โReally. Why?โ
โEvery time there was a new lead, or another suspect, it was reported on.โ
โThere mustโve been plenty of leads, or suspects if people still remember the case twenty-five years later.โ
โWhen he went missing, the community banded together searching. I think everybody hoped for that happy ending.โ
โIt is quite tragic when you take the time to think about it,โ I said. โMitch reckons his old man looks like me in 30 yearsโฆโ
โYeah, I can see that, I suppose. But I think you look more like the photos the cops have of what they estimate Jayden looks like today. Did you know Jaydenโs father passed away a couple of days agoโฆ?โ
โYeah, it was on the news.โ
โMy family knew him. Iโm going to his funeral tomorrow with mum and dad.โ
โAs freaky as that isโฆ Youโre not the first one to tell me I look like this missing kid, since I have been here.โ
โNo?โ
โYep. A cop came up to Mitch and me at a bar last night and asked me if I wasโฆwhatโs his nameโฆ? Jayden Evansโฆโ
โThatโs right.โ
โProblem isโฆI was born and bred in Western Australia. This is my first trip to Queensland, so you can imagine my surprise when people keep thinking Iโm someone else.โ
โThat would be weirdโฆโ
โMorning you twoโฆโ Mitch said as he and Sarahโs friend, Bec, shuffled into the kitchen. Like me, Mitch was dressed in his track pants and no shirt. Bec wore her clothes from last nightโa little red dress, minus the heels.
โKettleโs hot,โ I said.
By the time weโd all finished our bitter instant coffees, I suggested we head down and grab some breakfast from somewhere, or rather lunch, given it was well after 1pm.
The girls declined due to only having last nightโs clothes. Something about the walk of shame.
I offered to drive them home to Robina to get changed, but their preference for an Uber won out. It was probably the right choice given the number of shots we did last night. I doubt Iโd pass any breatho.
We parted company with the girls when the Uber turned up.
After our showers, we went in search of some food, preferably something greasy.
Old habits won out over being adventurous with meal choices. After all, thereโs nothing better after a big night on the beers than a Maccaโs hamburger. So, McDonaldโs it was for brunch.
While we dined in, chowing down on our orders of hamburgers, fries, and a Coke to wash it down, I got to thinking about this missing kid.
I wiped my mouth with a serviette and said to Mitch, โWeโve only been here five minutes and thereโs been three peopleโyou, that cop and Sarahโ who have all compared my looks to this missing kid from twenty-five years ago. Am I the only one who finds that intriguing?โ
Mitch gulped down a huge mouth full before answering. โNot at all, broโฆ I agree with you.โ
โMaybe the family really is some distant relative to dadโs family line,โ I said. โCould explain the apparent genetic similarities.โ
โMaybeโฆโ Mitch said before shovelling some fries into his mouth.
โItโs got me intrigued,โ I said. I Googled his name. โI have to find out more about this mystery kid. Why the resemblance?โ
Pages of hits returned from my search of โJayden Evansโ. โCheck this outโฆ Thereโs a Wikipedia page for this kid,โ I said. โItโs called, โDisappearance of Jayden Evansโ.
โYouโre shittinโ meโฆโ
The page had a photograph of the missing three year old boy. The 1994 photo was of average quality and did not reproduce well. โSo thatโs what you look likeโฆโ I said, thinking out loud.
โShow meโฆโ
I handed Mitch my phone. His eyes flicked from the screen, to me and back again several times. โI suppose thereโs some similarities thereโฆ Long bow for mine, though. I reckon you look more like his dad.โ
I accepted the phone back. โSays here he was three when he went missing from Robina on 8th of May 1994. He was playing in his front yard. His mum went inside the house to use the toilet. When she returned, she couldnโt find him. He was gone.โ
I continued reading. โIt says here that two hundred volunteers joined police and emergency workers searching overnight. Police divers searched dams and waterways. They even searched every house in the area, several times. No clues were found.โ
โDo you think itโs all legitโฆ?โ Mitch asked. โI meanโฆDo you think the family was involved? Doesnโt that sound a little unusual to you? She went inside to go to the toiletโฆ And the kid goes missing.โ
โWho knows…? But it says here, the cops cleared the family of any involvement.โ
โThatโs just tragic broโฆ Probably some fucken rock spider grabbed him.โ
I continued reading the web page. โFunny you should say that. It says here there were forty-three registered sex offenders living in the Robina area at the time this kid went missing.โ
โForty-three. Are you shittinโ me? Unbelievable. Did they suspect a paedophile grabbed him, though?โ
โAccording to this they did, at first. They had a suspect with over one hundred convictions relating to child sex offencesโฆโ
โ100โฆ What the fuck. Whatโs he doing out on the streets?โ
โGood question. This rock spider was even seen in the area on the day the kid disappeared.โ
โIt had to be him, broโฆโ
โYouโd think so, right. But apparently he had a solid alibi,โ I said. โListen to thisโฆ It says a car was sighted driving slowly passed the kidโs home more than once on the morning he disappearedโฆ A green sedan. Could they be any vaguer on the carโs description?โ
โSoโฆ No suspects?โ
โOn the contrary. It says here they interviewed a total of eight suspects, but none was ever charged.โ
โThe kid just vanished into thin air,โ Mitch said, dripping with cynicism.
โThere has been 2468 sightings of this kid since he disappearedโฆโ
โ2471โฆโ Mitch corrected. My frowning eyes questioned Mitch. โIf you add me to the two more from last night broโฆโ Mitch said with a grin. โThe cop and Sarahโฆโ
I couldnโt contain my grin. I had to give him that one. That was little bit funny. โSo it just goes to showโฆwith 2468 sightingsโฆIโm not the only one around here who looks like this missing kid.โ
โMaybe they just want it so badly, their minds mess with them. You knowโฆ they think they see the poor kid, even when itโs not him,โ Mitch said.
โTell me about it. No-one knows that more than me. Oh wowโฆโ I kept reading. โThereโs a one million dollar reward offered by the Queensland Governmentโฆ And itโs still current today,โ I said. โMaybe thatโs what motivates people on these never-ending sightings. It says here that on his birthday, every year for ten years after his disappearance, the cops made an appeal for information on his whereabouts. No wonder folks around here canโt let this go. They had an annual reminder of it.โ
I returned to the browser. โWhat was the street name Sarah said she lived inโฆ?โ
Mitch shrugged as he sipped on his watered down Coke.
โWoodlands Drive, wasnโt it?โ I said. I typed this street into Google Maps. โIโm getting sucked in, Bro. I wanna see the house this kid lived inโฆโ
โDo you have a street number?โ
โNo.โ I fired off a quick text to Sarah. Her reply was instant. Number 14. I did a โstreet viewโ of the house. Nothing special about it. White weatherboard with a white picket front fence. A rope swing hung from one of the tall trees in a large front yard. There is a driveway down the side to a garage at the rear of the block.
Mitch checked his watch. โThis is all really intriguing broโฆ but the sunโs outโฆitโs about 35 degrees out there and weโre sitting in here looking at a phoneโฆLetโs go body surf the shit out these waves.โ
I โhibernatedโ my phone. โYouโre right. Sorry bro. Iโm there.โ
chapter 6
The next morning, while enjoying a morning cup of instant coffee on the balcony, I was quietly celebrating a much clearer head, courtesy of a more subdued night.
I was lost in the ambiance when Mitch stepped onto the balcony carrying coffees and a brown paper bag.
โHeyโฆI didnโt realize you were up,โ I said glancing over my shoulder.
โCouple hours now. I couldnโt stomach that instant shit again, so I did a coffee run and these looked so good,โ he said dropping two rounds of ham and cheese toasties on the table in front of me.
โAwesome, bro.โ
I cracked the lid on the coffee and breathed in the wafting aroma. The only thing better than the smell of strong coffee in the morning, is that very first sip.
While I was chowing down of my toasties and taking in the view, Mitch dropped toast crumbs over the newspaper he was reading.
โHeyโฆ thereโs a big article in here on todayโs funeral for that missing kidโs old man,โ Mitch announced.
โYeah, thatโs right,โ I recalled. โSarah said she and her parents were going to that today.โ
Mitch read the article in silence. As he turned the page he announced, โhis unfortunate tragedy really brought him some sort of celebrity, didnโt itโฆ? I mean, this write up is like a eulogy of his life, but he was just the father of a missing kid, who was never found.โ
โCanโt imagine how that would feelโฆ Never knowing if your boy was alive or dead. Never knowing if he became fodder passed around in some sick paedophile ringโฆ or if he was a rock spiderโs victim who buried his crime.โ A chill ran down my spine. I was starting to understand the intrigue this case held over a community. โHey, what church was the funeral atโฆ?โ
Mitch turned back the page and scanned the article. โSt Patricks in Robina. The article suggests standing room onlyโฆโ Mitchโs eyes lifted from the article. โThinking of goingโฆ?โ
I glanced out over the ocean while I considered my response. โYou know whatโฆ I wouldnโt mind. Thereโs something about this missing kid that intrigues me. โWanna come withโฆ?โ
Mitch pushed himself from his chair and checked out the surf. โYou know what, bro, thereโs a pretty good swell there this morning. I think I might hire a board a catch a fewโฆโ
โCool.โ I gestured to the newspaper. โWhat time is the service today?โ
Mitch checked the paper. โUmโฆ11am.โ
St Patricks in Robina was a twenty-minute drive, with directions courtesy of Google Maps. The 18th Century Gothic style church stood proud with its towering spire, pointed arched stained glass windows, wide concrete apron with steps leading up to a pointed arched door. It was built on a corner to maximise its commanding presence.
Parked cars lined the narrow residential streets for blocks. It was after 11am by the time I found a parking space. The stroll back to the church in the twenty-eight degree temperatures and clear skies had me questioning if Mitchโs surf option wouldโve been better.
A PA system broadcast the service to over 100 mourners unable to cram inside. I took up a position at the back, near the footpath. Those gathered formed a sea of uniform black. I glanced down at my navy, Nike shorts, white surfing tee and thongs. At least my sunnies were black.
It wasnโt long before memories of dadโs funeral flooded back. I wiped a tear from my cheek as I listened about the life of someone I never knew.
Forty minutes standing in the baking sun had me questioning what I was doing there. What was I hoping to achieve? If I was being honest to myself, I didnโt really know. I didnโt know the old guy who died, so the long eulogies meant nothing to me. I checked my watch for the umpteenth time considering whether to call it.
โI didnโt expect to see you hereโฆโ Detective Brent Dawes said, as he sidled up beside me.
โHeyโฆโ I nodded. โYeah, a friend I met the other night is here, so I thought Iโd come and see if I can catch up with her. What about youโฆWhy are you here?โ
โThis case has been my life for twenty-five years. Iโve come to know the family very wellโฆโ
โYet, youโre standing out here with me.โ
He shaded his eyes as he regarded me. โGot held up at workโฆโ His tone was firm, as if forced to defend his tardiness.
Eric Claptonโs Tears in Heaven began crackling over the outdoor speakers. Mourners commenced to file out from the church. Family members, relatives and close friends trailed the coffin down the front steps. Sarah was among the early groups to emerge. They exchanged handshakes, hugs, cheek kisses and embraces.
โWhat are your plans from here?โ the cop asked.
I checked my watch, even though the time was irrelevant to me. โGot some surfing to do,โ I said.
โWhy donโt you let me buy you some lunch? Thereโs a great little cafรฉ not too far from here.โ
โThanks. Reallyโฆ But Iโve got to get back. Iโm going surfing with my mate.โ I lied.
โOKโฆ What about a coffee then. One coffee wonโt take up your afternoon.โ He regarded me while I considered his offer. โWhat do ya sayโฆ?โ
While I considered a convincing inability, Sarah approached. โI didnโt know you were comingโฆโ She said, then greeted me with a kiss on the cheek.
โWellโฆ all this talk about look-a-likesโฆ I thought Iโd see first-hand who this family is.โ Sarahโs smile was genuine as her eyes flicked to the cop. She extended him a warm smile. โThis isโฆโ I held my hand to the cop but his name escaped me.
The cop extended his hand to Sarah. โBrent Dawesโฆโ Sarah accepted his hand shake.
โSarahโฆโ she replied.
โLovely to meet you,โ he said. โHow do you two know each other?โ
Sarah and I exchanged a smirk. Saying we were each otherโs drunken conquests would not be appropriate, so I went with, โwe met in Surferโs a few nights backโฆโ
โI seeโฆโ the Cop said with a knowing smile.
โFunny story, actuallyโฆโ Sarah began, as if trying to justify our little tryst to the cop. โI thought Kade looked remarkably like the photos the cops published of an older version of Jayden. I actually asked him if he ever lived in Woodlands Drive.โ
I canโt explain why, but as the words left her mouth I experienced a strange sense of guilt, even though Iโd done nothing wrong.
โIs that rightโฆ?โ The cop said holding an โI told you soโ smirk at me. โAnd what did he sayโฆ?โ
โHe told me they were from WA, so I knew it couldnโt be him.โ
โDid you live in Woodlands Drive?โ the cop asked Sarah.
โStill do.โ
โWhat number?โ Sarah regarded Dawes before answering.
To allay her concerns over why this old guy, she has never met, asks her what number she lives at, I jabbed a thumb at Dawes. โHeโs the lead cop whoโs been investigating your missing neighbour all these yearsโฆโ I clarified.
Sarah shaded her eyes as she checked Dawes out. โOh right. I thought you looked familiar,โ she said. โI live at number 26,โ
โSo, thatโs six doors up from Jaydenโs home.โ He didnโt wait for confirmation. โDid you know Jayden, then?โ
Sarah shook a firm head. โI was too young. My parents did, though. I only know about it because my parents often speak of the case and the family.โ
The cop jabbed a sideways thumb. โWe were just going for a coffee. Why donโt you join us,โ he said to Sarah.
Sarah glanced back towards the front of the church. โOh, thank you. But I must get going. Iโm driving mum and dad to the wake at the Evansโ house.โ
โOK then. It was lovely meeting you,โ the cop said.
โLikewise,โ Sarah said. She moved in and kissed me on the cheek. โGive me a call later,โ she said quietly in my ear. I watched her move back to be with her parents.
The cop held up his keys. โWhere are you parked? Iโll drive.โ
I gestured to the corner. โIโm around there a couple blocks downโฆbut I didnโt accept your offer.โ
โYes you didโฆโ He lightly guided my arm as we commenced to walk. โYou just didnโt realize it. Iโm just here.โ He remotely unlocked the unmarked cop car, illegally parked near the corner. โIโll bring you back to your car afterwards.โ
As he opened the driverโs door, I checked over my shoulders while I considered how to refuse his offer.
โCome on, get in,โ he said over the roof of his car.
I had nothing, so I opened the passenger door and slid into the front seat.
Chapter 7
Menial small talk prevented awkward silence during the short drive to a suburban retail strip. Shops lined both sides of the street. Alfresco cafes were popular in the area.๏ปฟ
We parked in the streetโillegally of course, outside a busy cafรฉ. The cop chose an outdoor table next to the road, shaded from the sun by an extended canopy. We slid into our chairs opposite each other. A manila folder he brought with him from the car, sat on the table beside him.
I glanced around at all the lunch time activity, contemplating what I was doing there, while the cop ordered our coffees from a table waitress.
He clasped his hands and leaned on his elbows. โSoโฆSarah, eh. Not a bad sort. She seems like a nice girl.โ
His icebreaker small talk was obvious. I shrugged. โWe only just met the other night.โ The cop regarded me, a little uncomfortably for mine. โWhy am I hereโฆ?โ I asked. My bluntness was intentional.
โIโve been investigating the disappearance of Jayden Evans for twenty-five years. The last ten, or so, have been without any breakthroughs.โ
โAnd you think Iโm your breakthroughโฆ?โ
โI certainly havenโt discounted that yet…โ
โFrankly, Detective, Iโm on holidays at the moment and the last thing I want is to be sitting here with you wasting all this sunshine, while you reminisce over your twenty-five year old case.โ
โSeeโฆ Thatโs the thing. I think you do. I think you wanna know more about this missing kid. Thatโs why you went to the funeral. Thatโs why you agreed to this coffeeโฆโ
It was difficult to refute his argument. I was curious, although I had no intention of letting him know that.
He opened the folder and slipped out an A4 sized photo and slid it across the table. โThat is the computer generated prediction of what we think Jayden would look like today.โ
I lifted the page and examined the digital image. Granted, there was a similarity to me, but in reality, the manufactured image would also look like thousands of other people. The only reason none of them are sitting here is because they didnโt have the misfortune of crossing paths with a desperate detective, who for mine, was like a drowning man grabbing onto anything thrown his way.
โDonโt you see itโฆ?โ The cop said.
โSee what?โ
โThe uncanny resemblance to you.โ
โUncanny resemblance. No. No, I donโt. A little similarโฆ Maybe.โ
โA little similarโฆ?โ He said, collapsing back in his chair like heโd just received bad news. He pulled his cigarettes from his suit pocket while he regarded me. He lit us his durry and dropped the packet and lighter onto the table.
โLook hereโฆโ I said pointing to the image, โThis chin is squarer than mine. The nose is different to mine and these eyes are green. Mine are blue. And donโt get me started on that hair style. What century is that fromโฆ?โ
The waitress brought our coffees to the table while we argued the point over likeness.
His cigarette hung limp from his lips while he returned to the folder and slid out a photograph. He dragged in a lung full, then blew it sideways and said, โDo you have any photos of yourself when you were youngerโฆ?โ He said. He tapped the ash from his durry, into an ashtray.
โWhat. Here…? Are you seriouโ Do you carry around photos of a younger you in your wallet?โ
โGood point.โ He pushed a photo over to my side. โThatโs Jayden when he was threeโฆ before he went missing.โ
โI saw these on the internet.โ
โSee, thereโs my point from earlier. You have even looked up this case on the Internet. Just like me, you wanna know more.โ He dragged in another lung full.
I shook a firm head. โNot โjust like youโ, at all,โ I reassured. โMy only interest is because some people say I look like this kid, or his now deceased father. Nothing more. Do I think Iโm him?โ I said with a flick of a hand at the photo on the table. โNo. I definitely do not.โ
โWeโll agree to disagree,โ he said as he shaped the ash into a point on the edge of the ashtray.
โDo you even begin to understand how frustrating and even offensive it is to have someone like you trying to tell me I am not the person I know I amโฆ?โ
โI understand what you are saying.โ
โDo you, thoughโฆ?โ
โI do understandโฆ really.โ He flicked a finger at me. โI noticed you sugared your coffee and stirred it with your left handโฆAre you left handed?โ
I overtly checked my watch and sighed. He got my hint but chose to ignore it. โYesโฆโ I said. โThis is where you tell me this kid is also left handedโฆright?โ
The cop grinned as he removed a photo of the missing kid in happier times, painting on an easel. He slid it over to my side. I left it on the table while I glanced at it. โPaint brush in his left handโฆโ the cop pointed out.
โA lot of kids at that age are ambidextrous. They donโt know which hand they favour.โ
He slid out another image. โThatโs him in his high chair feeding himself. Spoon in his left hand.โ He slid out another photo and slid across the table. โAnd thatโs him swinging a kidโs plastic golf clubโleft handedโฆโ
โOKโฆ I get it. The kid was left handedโฆNot exactly ground breaking forensics, is itโฆ?โ
โHereโs what I haveโฆโ He pushed back a finger. โJayden would be twenty-eight now, if he is alive today. You are twenty-eight.โ He pushed back another finger. โJayden is left-handed. You are left handed.โ He pushed back a third finger. โYou bear a remarkable resemblance to the computer generated prediction of an older Jaydenโs physical appearance. He slid out another photo. โAnd you also look like the recently deceased Graham Evans. He could easily have been your father,โ he said tapping the last photo.
โI donโt know what to tell you, Detective.โ I pushed the photos back to him. โYou left out that I was born and raised in WA.โ
He gathered the photos and placed them in the folder. โIโd like to visit that furtherโฆTell me about your parentsโฆโ
โWhat, so you can expand your witch hunt to include themโฆ I donโt think so.โ
He raised a hand. โFair enough. Iโll just focus on you, then. I know your Christian nameโฆ but whatโs your surname?โ
โHow is that relevantโฆ? You know itโs not Evans.โ
โJust humour meโฆโ
With a roll of my eyes, I gave in. โMiller.โ
โKade Millerโฆโ he repeated, as if committing to memory. โWhere were you born…? What hospital?โ
โI was a bit young to rememberโฆโ
He grinned at my non-committal response. โWhere did you go to primary school?โ
โMy primary school education was from my mumโฆ Sheโs a qualified primary school teacher.โ
โDoes that mean you were home schooled..?โ
โIt does.โ
โWhy was that? Religious reasonsโฆ?โ
โShit no. Dad was an engineer working in the mines up near KarrathaโฆWe lived in the middle of nowhere in a small pop-up town for all the mine workers and their familiesโฆโ
โSoโฆwere you born up near Karrathaโฆ?โ
โLike I saidโฆ I was too young.โ
He sucked his teeth as he lifted his disposable lighter and sparked up a flame. โI didnโt ask if you remember your birthโฆโ He said studying the flickering flame. He sparked another flame. โHave you discussed where you were born, with your parentsโฆ?โ
โNot reallyโฆโ
โNot reallyโฆ? Not reallyโYes, or not reallyโNo.โ He dropped the lighter onto the cigarette packet.
โNo.โ
โBut you knew you were home schooledโฆโ
โOf courseโฆ How else do you think I learned to read and writeโฆ?โ
โWhat work do you doโฆ?โ
โCivil Engineer?โ
โLike your dadโฆโ
โCorrect.โ
โWhere did you get your degree?โ
โUWA.โ
โUWAโฆ Is thatโฆ University of Western Australiaโฆ?โ I nodded. โIs that in Perth?โ
โIt is.โ
โSo, being from Karrathaโฆ. you lived on campus thenโฆ?โ
โNo. Dad moved jobs when I was about twelve or thirteenโฆHe accepted a job in Perth. So we moved to Cottesloe, closer to his new jobโฆโ After a short pause I said, โSt Xavierโsโฆโ
โSorryโฆ Whatโs that, the name of your dadโs new company?โ
โNoโฆ Thatโs the secondary school I went to. You were going to ask it, sooner or laterโฆโ
He found humour in my sarcasm. โSt XavierโsโฆIs that a private school?โ
โIt isโฆโ
โThatโs where you met your friend, Mitchโฆ?โ he said as a question.
โGood memory.โ
โWhere do you currently workโฆ?โ
โFor an Engineering company in Perth. And the name of my employer is not important to you. I donโt want you stalking me, or contacting them.โ I checked my watch. โLookโฆ Thanks for the coffee, Detective and the walk down memory laneโฆ but I think youโve got enough background from me to realize I am not your man. RegardlessโฆIโm ready to go.โ
โOK. Youโve helped me more than you probably realize…โ He scooped up his cigarettes and folder. โIโll fix up the coffees and run you back to your car.โ
Chapter 8
Each night when Mitch tuned in for his evening news fix, I remained on the balcony with a cold beer pondering the elephant in the roomโmy resemblance to a three year old kid who went missing twenty-five years ago. Itโs a dilemma that continues to occupy my waking thoughts.๏ปฟ
Could there be a distant family connection I donโt know about? That would certainly explain the genetic similarities.
Or maybe it can be explained by the theory that everybody supposedly has seven people in the world who look just like them. Maybe Jayden Evans is one of my seven.
Regardless, and contrary to what Brent Dawes hopes, I am not his missing boy. I am not Jayden Evans.
Just like the previous four nights, the growing intrigue had me booting up my phoneโs browser to continue my research on this missing kid.
YouTube videos provided replays from over 10 years of news articles. There was one with Jaydenโs distressed parents making heart wrenching pleas to return their boy.
There were news articles of a much younger Brent Dawes, complete with thick brown hair and a dark moustache. He was almost hidden behind news media microphones, while he updated the public on the latest findings.
There were You Tubes of news articles depicting lines of people searching the local bush.
I found an article where Dawes was interviewed on what would have been Jaydenโs fifth birthday. A caption read, โ730 sleeps since Gold Coast mum last hugged her little boy lost.โ
Reality hit hard when I read this. I instantly related it to my mum and how devastated she would be, if I was suddenly snatched from her life.
Imagine the tragedy of never being able to watch your child grow into an adult. Imagine never being able share the various stages of his developing years, all the while not knowing if they were alive or dead. Chills ran down my spine at the thought of it and Iโm not a parent.
Another You Tube news video from 2018 reported that Jaydenโs disappearance was only second in public interest to that of the three Beaumont children, who disappeared from a South Australia suburb in 1966 aged 9, 7 & 4. Like Jayden, they have never been found.
An incoming call from an unknown number lit up my phone. I stared at the warbling phone contemplating whether to answer it or not. Probably another off-shore call centreโฆ again, I mused. โHelloโฆโ I waited for the sub-continent accent, with a thumb paused over the end call button.
โKadeโฆ good evening. This is Brent Dawesโฆ Howโs the holiday going?โ
What the fffโฆ โHow did you get this numberโฆ?โ
โIโm a cop, mate. Thatโs what we do.โ
โNo. Really. How did you get my mobile numberโฆ?โ
โI was in the Robina area on another matter, so I took the opportunity to visit Sarah. She gave me your number.โ
โDid she justโฆ? Iโll have to have a word, or two with her. You donโt give out other peopleโs mobilesโฆโ
Dawes scoffed. โDonโt blame herโฆI told her it was very important that I contact you urgently, so she thought she was helping.โ
โSo, what do you wantโฆ?โ
โDuring our coffee, after the funeral last week, you mentioned you attended a private secondary schoolโฆโ
โThatโs right. St Xavierโs. What about itโฆ?
โDid you have the typical private school blazerโฆ?โ
โOf course. Essential part of any college uniform.โ
โWhat colour was the St Xavierโs school blazer?โ
โGreenโฆ bottle green with a gold logo embroidered on the pocket. Why are you asking thisโฆ?
After a brief pause, Dawes said, โIโm going to send you a link to a websiteโฆI want you to read it and call me straight backโฆ OK?โ
These cryptic games were wearing me thin. โCanโt you just tell me what is so important?โ
โNo. I want you to read it for yourself.โ His voice had a strange excitement to it.
โI assume this website is something to do with Jaydenโs disappearanceโฆโ
โIndirectlyโฆ Yes it is.โ
โAndโฆ Iโm assuming because you are force feeding me this websiteโฆit has something to do with me as wellโฆโ
โJust read it. I think youโll find it very interesting.โ
โIf I read itโฆ Will you leave me aloneโฆ?โ
โProbably not. LookโฆIโve just sent you a link. Have a read and get back to me tonight.โ
I ended the call and opened the link from the text message he sent. A website news article with a by-line dated 2004 opened. My chest tightened slightly when I read the headline;
โJayden Evans is Alive and Well and Living in WA- UK Psychicโ
The article was compelling reading. To be frank, I was a little stunned at this psychicโs comments, some of which were too close to home not to resonate. Clearly, this was the copโs intentions.
I re-checked the date of the article. 2004. I was thirteen in 2004.
โHey broโฆbought you another beerโฆโ Mitch said, stepping out onto the balcony.
Such was my focus on my phone I didnโt notice his approach. โOhโฆhey. Cheers mate.โ I accepted the Corona.
โYou OK, broโฆ? You look like youโve seen a ghost, or something.โ
I took a long chug. โYou could say thatโฆ Iโm reading about this psychic from the UKโฆ Back in 2004, she โโ
โPsychic. What the fuck, broโฆ You donโt believe in that shit. What are you reading that for?โ
โBack in 2004, she predicted that this missing kid, Jayden Evans, was alive and well and living in WA.โ
Mitch slid into a chair. I had his attention. โHow soโฆ?โ He sipped his beer.
โShe was a guest on one of those midday-type talk showsโฆ you know like Oprahโฆonly in the UK. She was being interviewed about the number of successful missing persons cases sheโd assisted local police in solving.โ Mitch gave a โkeep goingโ nod. โDuring a Q&A with the audience, someone from Australia asked this psychic if she knew anything about the disappearance of Jayden Evans, back in 1994.โ
โAnd did sheโฆ?โ Mitch said, leaning onto his elbows. He appeared surprisingly interested.
โMore than I expected, Iโve gotta sayโฆโ
โReallyโฆ?โ
โShe says she was aware of this case. She said she had seen Jayden. He appeared relaxed, like he was having fun with boys his own age. She said he looked to be about twelve or thirteen years old.
Mitch rubbed a hand across his mouth. โThatโs creepyโฆ.โ
โIt says here that she was able to picture Jayden alive and well in the grounds of either a religious school, or a church, she wasnโt sure which. Sheโs never been to Australia before so it wasnโt completely clear to her, but she was getting a sense that it was a school in WAโฆโ
โA religious schoolโฆ? In WAโฆ?โ Mitch repeated knowingly. He too made the connection.
โShe said the front of the building sheโd pictured had a tall spire, like a church, so thatโs why she wasnโt certain, but she felt it was a religious school rather than a church.โ
โThe admin building at Xavs had church spire,โ Mitch said.
โCorrect. She said she saw this kid sitting under a large shaded area, like a sail. He was having lunch with his friends.โ
Mitchโs mouth fell open. โThe outdoor cafรฉ seating area at Xavs is covered by a huge sun sailโฆโ
โIt gets worseโฆ She said she thought the school she saw may have been a private schoolโฆโ
โHow could she tell that?โ
โBy the uniforms on the boys.โ
โThis psychic saw that much detail?โ
I nodded a muted response. โHave a guess what uniform she described back in 2004…โ
Mitch sat upright in his chair as he treated me to a hard, but knowing stare. โNoโฆโ
I nodded my confirmation. โThe Jayden she saw was wearing a green jacket with a gold logo on the pocket.โ
โWhoa!โ Mitch said. His eyes fell heavily to the floor. โHow creepy is that?โ
โToo creepy. I donโt believe in this psychic shitโฆ but what she is describingโฆโ My words trailed off. I didnโt want to articulate it out loud.
โYou wanna hope your cop mate doesnโt get a hold of this, bro.โ
I returned serve on the hard stare. โHow do you think I got this?โ I held up my phone.
โWhatโฆ the cop sent it youโฆ?โ I nodded a silent confirmation. โWhy did he do thatโฆ?โ
โCoz he thinks Iโm himโฆโ I dropped the phone on the table. โAnd shit like this only feeds his suspicions,โ I said flicking a hand at my phone.
โI gotta say though, broโฆ If I hadnโt grown up with youโฆ Iโd be starting to wonder as well after hearing all that creepy shit,โ Mitch said.
Call it closed minded, or maybe Iโm yet to be convinced otherwise, but I donโt believe in psychic phenomena, mainly because their predictions are usually vague and can be adapted to suit most circumstances.
But the coincidences in these predictions made back in 2004 were way too close to my childhood. Could it be just thatโcoincidence, or was there more to this?
โWhat are ya gunna do?โ
I lifted my chin to the phone. โHe wants me to call him back to discuss what I just read.โ My eyes locked on to the phone on the table. It is the last thing I want to do.
โAre you going toโฆ?โ
I shrugged. โDonโt really want to.โ
โLet him sweat, bro. Weโre on holidays. I reckon we should grab a feed then hit the barsโฆโ Mitch drained what was left of his beer.
I studied what remained of my beer before taking a sip. I know I canโt unread all that, but will I be able to just park it and go out and get pissed? Iโm not so sure. There was something very creepy about this.
โYou know what, broโฆWhy donโt I just call this cop back and get it out of the way.โ
Mitch stood from his chair. โYour call, mateโฆโ He said. It was difficult to tell if he was disinterested or disappointed at everything. He pointed to my beer. โWant another?โ
โYeah, thanks.โ I watched him move back inside. My eyes fell back to the phone. โFuck itโฆโ I caved and called the cop back. It answered after one ring.
Chapter 9
โHow did you goโฆ?โ Dawes asked.๏ปฟ
โWere you sitting on itโฆ? Did it even ring at your end…?โ
Dawes chuckled down the phone. โJust keen to hear your comments.โ
โWhat can I sayโฆ? Sheโs a psychic. I donโt rate psychicsโฆโ
โDid you read the article?โ
โI did.โ
โAndโฆ?โ
โAnd, what?โ There was no way I was sharing my true thoughts with him. โI told youโฆSheโs a psychic. Most of them are fraudsโฆarenโt they?โ
โCome on, Kadeโฆโ he said like he was trying to convince me to try something for the first time. โSurely you noticed the similaritiesโฆโ
I didnโt answer. I didnโt want to answer.
โYouโre an intelligent blokeโฆโ the cop said. โI donโt need to spell it out to you. You wouldโve made the obvious connections.โ
Mitch returned and handed me a beer. I activated loudspeaker as he slid into his chair. โAll I noticed were a number of coincidencesโฆThatโs what psychics doโฆthey give vague descriptions and allow you to fill in the blanks, so it fits to your circumstances.โ
โVague descriptionsโฆ?โ The copโs tone was firm but questioning. โI suppose the green blazer was vagueโฆ.โ he said. โI suppose the detail about the gold logo on the pocket was vagueโฆ and she couldnโt have been vaguer about the school description, could sheโฆ?โ he said oozing sarcasm. โA religious private schoolโฆ in WA,โ he emphasized.
โI donโt know what to tell youโฆโ
โI Googled St Xavierโs College, Kade. The older part of the school building has a spire at the front, like a churchโฆJust like she claimed to see.โ
โAha.โ He was not getting me to say I agree with him. He never will.
โYouโre being difficult nowโฆโ he said with obvious thinning patience. โ
โAm Iโฆ.? Am I being difficultโฆ or am I prepared to look at this objectively, rather than with your closed mind?โ
โI have a closed mind, do I?โ
โYouโre looking for anything to support your theory of who I am, without considering any opposing views.โ
โIs that rightโฆ?โ
โWellโฆyou just said you Googled St Xavierโsโฆ how do you know this psychic didnโt do that? Youโve seen the school websiteโฆitโs filled with students in full dress. Thereโs photos of the cafรฉโs outdoor sail covered dining area. All this information is readily available online.โ Mitch lifted his beer to me as if to approve of my comments.
โBut was it readily available back in 2004โฆ?โ his tone was condescending.
โOf course it was. Those facilities were there when I was a student.โ
โOKโฆ then tell me thisโฆwhy did she pick St Xavierโs Collegeโฆ? She could have picked any one of the other colleges in WA. For that matterโฆwhy did she choose WAโฆ?โ
โShe didnโt actually name St Xavierโsโฆyouโve drawn that connection. But youโd have to ask her those questions, Detectiveโฆโ My patience for this bloke had all but evaporated. โWouldnโt that be part of your jobโฆ to actually find the answers to these questions before you go off half-cocked and accuse innocent people?โ
What irked me the most was, if he thinks I am Jayden then that implies my parents had something to do with this kidโs disappearance. And that to me is about as offensive as anyone can be. โI canโt believe you, as a detective who should work on hard facts, not witchcraft, is placing so much reliance on the comments of a Psychicโฆโ
โThose comments you referred to, turn out to be fairly accurateโฆโ
โBecause you want them to beโฆโ I blurted. โThatโs what they do.โ
โYou donโt think youโre Jaydenโฆ I have a strong suspicion you may beโฆ At this point weโll agree to disagree.โ
โA strong suspicion based on an aged computer generated image of a three year old boy.โ
โNot just the photo. What about his father, Grahamโฆ? You canโt deny that you look like Jaydenโs father. Hell, even Mitch identified the comparison.โ I shot Mitch a hard stare. He cowered like a dog about to be chastised. โThere is one way we can settle this,โ he said like he was discussing a wager between friends. He paused waiting for my response. I left him hanging. โGive me a DNA sampleโฆโ
Mitch firmly shook his head at me. I held up a hand. โNot happening,โ I said.
โWhy not? Itโs quick and easy. Just a saliva swab and youโre on your way.โ
โYouโre not getting my DNA, OK.โ
โI say youโre Jaydenโฆyou say youโre not. Let the DNA sample decide.โ
โI donโt need a DNA sample to tell me who I am.โ
โCome on it wonโt โ โ
โI-Said-No!โ It was time to escalate this. โIโve just about had a gut full of you and your implicationsโฆโ
โImplicationsโฆ?โ
โImplicationsโฆ If you think Iโm Jayden fuckinโ Evans, then that implies my parents were somehow involved in his abduction.โ
โIโm not implying that at all Kadeโฆโ Dawes said. โIโm actually suggesting they were involved โ somehow.โ
โWhoaโฆโ Mitch said. โDudeโฆ Thatโs harsh.โ
โIs that Mitchโฆ? Hi Mitch I didnโt know you were there.โ
I clenched my jaw as I pushed myself from away the table, leaving my phone. I leaned my hands on the balcony, staring out into the darkness while I tried to calm my racing blood pressure. My jaw ached. My temples throbbed as my knuckles whitened.
โMate, youโre colder than a mother-in-lawโs kissโฆโ Mitch said. โI have known Mr & Mrs Miller for more than fifteen years, well before Mr Miller passed away and you would never meet better people. Theyโre not even my parents and Iโm offended by your comments. I canโt begin to imagine how pissed off Kado would beโฆโ
โI understand what you โ โ
Iโd heard enough. I grabbed the phone and ended the call, dropping it onto the table. โFuck you!โ I screamed at the phone as it bounced on the table. I found myself pacing the balcony like a lifer pacing his cell.
โYou OK, broโฆ?โ
Before I could answer Mitch, the phone started ringing and vibrating on the glass table. I checked the number. โItโs that piece of shit againโฆโ I said as I shut down my phone. โI need a drink, broโฆLetโs hit the bars.โ
โI thought youโd never ask.โ
Chapter 10
The next morning we were up and about early, thanks to a clear head from an uneventful night. My buzz-kill stalker from last night destroyed any chance I had of enjoying myself. His accusatory phone call kept resonating most of the night. In the end I was unable to get the taste, so I called it early.๏ปฟ
On the upside, the forecast was for a scorcher and with only two days remaining, we took the opportunity to grab an early breakfast and hit the manicured beach.
I call it a manicured beach because in the wee hours of every morning on the Gold Coast, a tractor drags the sand to remove all rubbish, leaving a neatly swept and even sand for the new day.
There were many mornings we exchanged a drunken wave with the tractor driver, as we staggered home along the beach.
We chose a patch of neatly dragged sand within the red and yellow flags. The information board on display showed a water temperature of twenty-two degrees and a swell of one metre. It also warned of strong rips outside the safe swimming area.
With sunscreen applied and an Esky full of water and cold beers to keep us hydrated, we settled in for what promised to be a relaxing day.
By 9.30am the temperature was at twenty-eight degrees and rising fast. The gentle easterly did little to alleviate the heat. Beach umbrellas dotted the sands as hundreds of like-minded people sought respite, with others still arriving in droves.
The surf was a shore break which shortened any rides, but the glassy one metre face was ideal for body surfing. Bodies spread along each wave face like dolphins sharing a ride.
After an energetic surf session, we strolled the beach back to our patch of sand. โWhat time are the girls arriving?โ Mitch asked.
โThey said around 10-ishโฆโ
While electing to sun dry, over towel, I scanned the beach to take in the general vibe of the place. Squawking seagulls hovered over the shallows. Kids were digging holes near the waterโs edge, others were building sandcastles with their dads. People were throwing Frisbees or playing beach cricket. It was so relaxed.
It wasnโt long before Sarah and Bec arrived under the shade of stylish, wide-brimmed sun hats and over-sized sunglasses. Both girls were tall and leggy. Their suntans were natural, not bottled. Their brief G-String style black bikinis fully exposed their toned bum cheeks, leaving little to the imagination.
Our beach rendezvous was arranged the night before. By the time we received a text from Sarah last night asking if we wanted to catch up at a club, weโd already called it for the night. My reply invited the girls to join us at the beach today. They happily accepted.
โWhat happened to you boys last nightโฆ? The Gold Coast pace a little too much for you Western Australiansโฆ?โ Sarah jibed.
โHuh. Hardlyโฆโ I scoffed, making sure our rep didnโt take a hit. I lifted a handful of sand and watched it sift through my fingers. โDetective Brent Dawes is what happened…โ
โIs he still annoying you?โ
โYou have no idea. Itโs a fait accompli as far as he is concernedโฆI am Jayden Evans and nothing will convince him otherwise.โ
โThat must be so frustrating,โ Bec said.
โYou shouldโve heard the accusations he made last night about Kadoโs parents,โ Mitch said. I continued to watch the sand sift through my fingers, as Mitch explained. โFlat out says theyโre the ones who kidnapped the missing kid twenty-five years agoโฆโ Mitch added with a disapproving shake of his head.
Sarah and Becโs mouths fell open. โThat is so wrong,โ Sarah said. โNo wonder you werenโt in the mood for a sesh last night. I doubt anyone would be, after that.โ
Buoyed by the girlsโ support, I decided to update them with a general prรฉcis of my telephone call with Dawes from last night.
It was particularly reassuring when both girls agreed that by relying so heavily on a psychic, the cop was snatching at any evidence he could locate to suit his cause. They agreed heโs clearly desperate in his attempts to connect me to the Jayden Evans disappearance.
In the words of a thirsty old salt, the sun was over the yardarm, so I handed out the first round. โThatโs enough energy wasted on last nightโs callโฆWeโre all unanimous in our opinion that the copโs a piece of shit. Time for a cold oneโฆgotta keep hydrated.โ
Several hours of swimming, sunning and drinking flew by. Relaxed by the beers, Sarah decided to make her skimpy bikini even more revealing by getting her sizable girls out to sun bake topless. Bec followed shortly after.
Their choices not only met our approval, but judging from the extended stares, they also met the approval of the many blokes strolling by our patch of sand.
โDo you need any help with thatโฆ?โ I said with a cheeky grin as I watched Sarah apply sunscreen to her exposed breasts. Judging by the lack of tan lines, it was apparent they came out to play in the sun quite often.
She smiled at my flirtatious offer. โThanksโฆ But I think Iโve got it covered,โ she said holding my gaze as she continued to massage the cream into her breasts.
When the sun repositioned west of centre, the girls re-fitted their bikini tops and we grabbed some food from the cafรฉ at the local surf lifesaving club โ hamburgers for Mitch and me and chicken salad wraps for the girls.
Once our hunger pangs were satisfied we returned to our patch of sand to continue enjoying the good life by the beach.
As we reclined on our towels, Sarah lifted herself onto an elbow. โIโve been thinkingโฆโ Sarah began. It was difficult to maintain eye contact now the top was off again, but I did my best behind my dark sunnies. โWhat do you think about visiting Mrs Evans? Hear me out before you decide,โ she said.
โGo onโฆโ
โShe could meet you and see for herself that you are not her lost boy. Iโm sure a mother would know if you were her sonโฆโ
I sat up and dusted the sand from my hands. โI hear ya butโฆWouldnโt that be dredging up a painful pastโฆ?โ
โNo more than what the media has done over the last week, after her husband diedโฆ Besidesโฆ While the wound is still open from recent events, it would be a good time to see her. Less chance of upsetting her when she is already at a low from being force fed the last twenty-five years of her life all over again.โ
I watched the rolling waves while I considered Sarahโs suggestion. It has merit. But what if Mrs Evans is as desperate as Dawes to find her boy? I couldnโt handle two of them telling me Iโm someone Iโm not. It would be a risk I had to take, if I choose to follow Sarahโs suggestion.
โWhat do you think..?โ Sarah said, obviously impatient for my answer.
When I looked to Mitch for assistance, all he gave me was doughnuts by a non-committal shrug. โThanks for your help, bro…โ I said, but with a grin to keep it light.
Mitch mustโve felt guilty. He sat up. โWhat would you hope to achieve from doing that?โ He asked.
โConfirmation I am not Jayden Evansโฆโ
โYou already know that, bro. We all doโฆโ Mitch said.
โI know thatโฆ but others up here arenโt so convinced. Maybe I can put this to bed, once and for all, before we leave in a couple of days.โ
Mitch nodded slowly as he lowered himself back onto his towel. โThen I say, why not. Suck it and see.โ
โThat settles it,โ Sarah said lightly dusting specks of sand from her left breast. โWeโll visit her later this afternoon.โ

















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