Chapter 11
Elsie POV
I donโt even remember agreeing to it. One minute Iโm staring at myself in a push-up bra, still reeling from whatever that moment was in the lingerie store, and the next, Iโm in a salon chair, a cape snapped around my shoulders, and someone is running their fingers through my hair like theyโre about to reinvent it.
The place smells like expensive shampoo, lavender oil, and nerves.
Mine. Definitely mine.
Across the room, Alex is lounging in one of the armchairs like this is completely normal. Like dragging someone into a high-end salon for a full makeover is something he does everyday.
I glance at him through the mirror. โThis is too far.โ
He doesnโt even flinch. โNo, itโs not.โ
โAlex.โ I lower my voice as the stylist begins sectioning my hair like sheโs prepping a crime scene. โHair, nails… seriously?โ
He finally looks up from his phone, meeting my eyes in the mirror. โYou want people to see you, right?โ
โI didnโt think I needed to be dipped in polish and perfume for that to happen.โ
โWrong again.โ He stands and walks toward me, folding his arms as he leans against the edge of the mirror. โYouโre about to show up at a place where everyone knows everyone. Where every new face gets judged before they say a single word.โ
I open my mouth to argue, but he keeps going.
โYou show up there looking like you did yesterday? Theyโll write you off before you even get your coat off. But tonight, you walk in looking like this?โ He gestures at the reflection, even half-finished, the stylistโs already doing something magical with my hair. โYou make them stop. You make them ask who you are.โ
โAnd then what?โ I mutter, glaring at the nail technician as she starts shaping my nails with terrifying precision.
โThen, when I walk up to you after the next game and talk to you like you belong there, it looks real.โ
I pause.
โIt makes it believable,โ he says, voice softer now. โYouโll already be in their heads. Not some invisible rookie. Someone they saw. Someone theyโre curious about. Which means when you ask questions? They answer.โ
I stare at him for a long second. Then glance back at the mirror.
My hairโs hidden away as they work. My skin somehow glows just from having someone dab a few creams on it. My nails are shaping up like I belong in a perfume ad instead of a press box.
โYou really thought this through,โ I say quietly.
โI told you,โ he says, smirking faintly. โThis isnโt just clothes and lipstick. Itโs strategy.โ
The stylist starts working on the first section of my hair, and I close my eyes, trying to pretend I donโt feel that flutter of nerves again.
Because as much as I hate to admit it… He might actually be right.
The soft whirl of the hairdryer blends with the low hum of voices around me, creating a strangely calming kind of noise. Everything smells expensive in here. Lavender, citrus, something powdery I canโt name. Even the floor looks like it costs more than my monthly rent. I sit stiffly in a black salon chair, draped in a sleek robe that does nothing to stop the anxiety twisting tighter in my stomach.
Alex lounges again on one of the pale leather couches across the room like he owns the place. Heโs scrolling through his phone like he hasnโt just turned my entire day into some kind of high-gloss fashion montage. I glance at him in the mirror, trying to work out how the hell I let this happen.
He catches my look and pushes himself to his feet, slipping his phone into his pocket as he crosses the salon floor.
โIโve got to head out,โ he says, stretching slightly. โTeam meeting.โ
โOh no, how will you survive not hovering over me while they shape my eyebrows,โ I mutter without looking at him.
He stops beside my chair and taps something into his phone. โA car is going to collect you and your friend at eight. Itโll bring you both to the club.โ
I blink at my reflection. โA car?โ
โYes, with seats and everything,โ he says as if Iโve asked him what a car is.
โDo I have to go in the dress?โ I already know the answer, but I ask anyway.
โYou have to go in the dress,โ he replies. โAnd the lingerie we picked. And the heels. Donโt go rogue on this.โ
I turn my head toward him slightly. โCanโt I wear something more comfortable? Or something that doesnโt make me feel like Iโm about to walk onto a red carpet I donโt belong on?โ
He doesnโt even hesitate. โYou want to blend in? You want them to remember you before they ever hear your name? Then yes, you wear the damn dress.โ
I slump back in the chair as the stylist returns and begins parting my hair again. The tug of the comb is oddly grounding.
โThis is a lot of effort,โ I murmur.
โItโs not effort,โ he replies. โItโs strategy.โ
He says it like itโs obvious, like I should have known this from the beginning. He rests one hand on the back of my chair, leaning just enough that I can feel his presence behind me.
โWhen I talk to you after the next game, I donโt want anyone asking who you are,โ he says. โI want them to recognize you. I want them to remember seeing you. That only works if you stand out tonight.โ
I glance at him in the mirror, watching the way his expression stays calm and confident, like this is just another play heโs calling on the ice.
He straightens again and begins listing things off like heโs reading from a checklist.
โDonโt get too drunk. But donโt avoid drinking either. One or two drinks. Look relaxed. Donโt hover around your friend all night, and donโt hide in a corner like youโre waiting for a school dance to be over. Donโt check your phone every five seconds. Donโt look bored. Donโt look nervous. Donโt bolt.โ
I raise an eyebrow at him. โDo you want me to breathe, or is that against the rules too?โ
He smiles and pats the top of my head like Iโm a nervous little dog. โTry not to hyperventilate. Everything else is optional.โ
โI really hate you,โ I say.
โYouโre doing great,โ he replies.
He steps back and checks the time on his watch. โIโll message later to make sure youโre ready. Remember the car will be outside at eight. Donโt be late.โ
โAlex,โ I say before he walks off. โWhat if I mess it up?โ
He pauses at the door, glancing back at me with a look thatโs strangely sincere.
โThen Iโll be the one who has to clean it up. So you wonโt,โ he says. โYouโll be fine.โ
And just like that, heโs gone.
The door clicks softly behind him, leaving me surrounded by stylists and the low buzz of conversation, still sitting in this glossy chair with my hair halfway done and the weight of everything he said hanging over me like smoke.
I stare at my reflection in the mirror, watching the shape of someone I barely recognize starting to take form.
If Iโm not careful, I might actually become her.
By the time I get home, the skyโs starting to lean into dusk, and everything feels a little unreal, like Iโve wandered off a movie set and no oneโs told me to leave yet. My hair is smooth and shiny, curled in soft waves that bounce when I walk. My nails are perfect. My skin has been touched and tinted and powdered to within an inch of its life.
I donโt even look like me. Not the version I recognize, anyway.
As I push open the front door to my apartment, I hear Sarah call out from the living room.
โFinally! What took youโโ Her voice cuts off as I step into the room.
She freezes halfway through standing, her jaw dropping.
โDamn,โ she says, blinking once, then again. โYou look… fuckable.โ
โJesus,โ I mutter, flushing immediately.
She circles me like Iโm some kind of designer handbag on display. โNo, Iโm serious. Who did this to you? Youโve got hair that moves in slow motion and cheekbones that could cut glass. Are you wearing lip gloss? You hate lip gloss.โ
I try not to laugh but fail a little. โIt was kind of a full transformation situation.โ
โIโll say. You walked out the door looking like a tired librarian and came back ready to ruin lives.โ
I drop my bag on the table and kick off my shoes, which were already trying to kill me. โDonโt ask too many questions, okay? Iโll explain when I can. I just… I canโt right now.โ
Sarah crosses her arms, her expression suddenly sharper. โIs this about that hockey player that clearly said you needed a dress sense? Yeah you didn’t say who it was but I figured that’s what happened.โ
I hesitate. โKind of.โ
She raises both brows. โElsie.โ
โI said Iโll explain when I can.โ
She sighs dramatically and flops onto the couch. โFine. Keep your secrets. But I am officially stating for the record that this is the hottest youโve ever looked and I hate you just a little bit for it.โ
Snorting I drop beside her. โIโm not even fully ready yet. Still have to get dressed.โ
โYou donโt need to get dressed. You could show up in your bathrobe and people would weep.โ She groans and tilts her head back. โI wish I got a makeover day. I look like a backup dancer for a community theater musical next to you.โ
โYou look fine,โ I say, nudging her with my elbow.
โI look like I did laundry and ran out of energy before makeup. You look like youโre about to flirt with a billionaire and walk away with his yacht.โ
I laugh, but deep down I feel it, the nerves, the weight of whatโs coming tonight. This isnโt just dress-up. This is strategy. This is pressure.
Sarah doesnโt know it yet. But Iโll have to tell her eventually.
Just… not tonight.
I disappear into my room before Sarah can ask more questions, clutching the bag with the dress like it might bite me if I let go.
Closing the door behind me, I take a slow breath and open it up. The black dress slips out, impossibly sleek and cut in all the ways that make me second-guess every carb Iโve eaten since birth. I hang it on the back of my chair and grab the matching lingerie Alex insisted on.
Sliding into the push-up bra is an experience all its own. I barely recognize the reflection in the mirror. Everything looks… higher. Tighter. Better. When I pull on the rest, the lacey black underwear, the heels, the dress itself, I freeze for a second before the mirror, trying to process it.
This doesnโt look like me.
It looks like the kind of woman who knows what sheโs doing. The kind whoโs confident walking into a room full of people and knows theyโre watching her. Itโs terrifying, and kind of thrilling.
I smooth down the dress one last time and open the door.
Sarahโs in the living room, already dressed in a deep emerald green dress that hugs her hips and flares at her thighs. Her makeupโs bold, eyes smoky, lips painted with something she definitely didnโt buy at a drugstore. She looks stunning.
When she sees me, her jaw drops.
โWhat the hell.โ
I freeze. โIs it too much?โ
Sarah stares at me like sheโs just spotted a unicorn in the hallway.
โOkay,โ she says, taking a step closer. โWhat the hell. Where did those come from?โ
I blink. โWhat?โ
She points directly at my chest. โYour boobs. Iโve known you for years. You did not have boobs like this. You had maybe a gentle slope at best. Now youโve gotโโ She circles her hands vaguely in the air. โโwhatever this is.โ
โItโs a push-up bra,โ I mutter, adjusting the neckline of the dress.
โA what push-up bra? One blessed by a goddess? Because thatโs not just lift. Thatโs… physics-defying witchcraft.โ She steps closer and squints at me like sheโs studying a crime scene. Then, without asking, she pokes me. โOh my god. Thatโs real. Thatโs not stuffing.โ
โStop poking me like Iโm some novelty balloon,โ I hiss, swatting her hand away.
โI just donโt understand how you went from โlocal ghostโ to โwalking thirst trapโ in less than twenty-four hours.โ
I try to keep my face neutral, but Sarah sees right through it.
She folds her arms. โOkay. Spill. Who got into your head?โ
โNo one.โ
She tilts her head. โThatโs not a โno oneโ dress. Thatโs a โsomeone helped you pick thisโ dress. And your hair? Your face? Someone put you in a chair and had plans.โ
I sigh and smooth down the side of my dress, suddenly feeling the pressure all over again. โItโs complicated.โ
Sarah raises both eyebrows. โComplicated like you found a fairy godmother, or complicated like thereโs a hot guy involved and youโre trying not to admit it?โ
I donโt answer.
She grins like a shark. โThere is someone.โ
โPlease donโt make this a thing,โ I mutter.
โOh itโs a thing,โ she says, still circling me. โAnd whoever he is, I owe him flowers, because this makeover is criminal. Youโre going to walk into that club tonight and ruin lives.โ
โIโm not trying to ruin anything,โ I say, cheeks warming. โIโm just trying to blend in.โ
โWith that dress?โ She scoffs. โBabe, youโre not blending. Youโre going to break necks.โ
I groan and sink onto the edge of the couch. โThis is why I didnโt want to do this in the first place.โ
Sarah grabs her clutch and tugs me to my feet. โYouโre doing it now. So own it. Youโre hot, youโre mysterious, and youโve clearly got secrets Iโm going to pry out of you later.โ
I glance at her, unsure whether to laugh or run.
She smirks. โNow come on. For once in your life, youโre the girl everyoneโs going to stare at. Donโt waste it hiding behind me.โ
We step out of the building and into the cool night air, heels clicking against the pavement. Iโm trying to stay calm, like this is normal, like the butterflies in my stomach arenโt throwing a rave.
When I see whatโs waiting at the curb, my breath catches.
The car isnโt just luxury, itโs legendary.
A gleaming black Rolls-Royce Ghost sits parked just outside, polished so perfectly I can see the streetlights reflected along its curves. The silver grille gleams like it was carved by royalty. The back door opens with a soft click as a uniformed chauffeur steps forward, holding it for us with a quiet nod.
Sarah slows beside me, heels halting on the sidewalk as she takes it all in.
โElsie,โ she says slowly, her voice hushed. โWhat the actual hell.โ
โDonโt ask,โ I reply, my voice barely above a whisper.
She turns her head toward me, eyes narrowed with a thousand unspoken questions. I keep walking, refusing to meet her stare. My legs feel shaky, like Iโm stepping into someone elseโs life.
I lower myself into the car, the leather seats swallowing me with that rich, impossibly soft feel of money. The interior smells like sandalwood and understated wealth. Sarah climbs in beside me, still gaping as the door closes behind us with a smooth, weighty sound that silences the world outside.
The car starts moving, gliding through the city like itโs too important to feel the road. Sarah doesnโt speak. Not yet.
Sheโs too busy staring at me. I feel her eyes dragging across the dress, the hair, the makeup, the attitude Iโm trying so hard to fake.
Finally, she says it. โWho are you right now?โ
I donโt answer. I just press my fingers to my knees and watch the lights blur past the tinted window.
Because tonight? Iโm not even sure I know myself.
The car glides to a stop so smoothly I almost donโt feel it. The engine hums into silence, and a second later, the chauffeur is opening the door with that same calm efficiency, like this is a routine drop-off and not the beginning of my impending public humiliation.
I step out into a world of flashing lights and low, pulsing bass. The club exterior gleams under high-end lighting, the entrance framed by gold-accented doors and a thick velvet rope guarded by men in black suits and earpieces. Camera flashes pop from across the street, where photographers line up behind barricades, catching shots of everyone who matters.
Apparently, tonight, that includes me.
Sarah steps out behind me and sucks in a breath. โOkay. This is… wow.โ
Itโs not just a club. Itโs an event. A scene. The kind of place that usually only exists behind rumors and Instagram captions, full of elite smiles and connections whispered in corners.
Walking up to the velvet rope, I’m already bracing myself for the bouncer to shake his head, for the moment when Alexโs promise turns out to be a joke and Iโm turned away in front of everyone.
I clear my throat and try not to flinch. โElsie Monroe. Plus one.โ
The man standing at the podium doesnโt blink. He checks a list, nods once, then lifts the rope and gestures us forward.
โWelcome,โ he says smoothly. โEnjoy your night.โ
I blink once, then again.
He actually… meant it. Alex actually put me on the list.
I step forward on legs that barely feel like mine, the club doors opening ahead of us with the soft hiss of cool air and pulsing music. Sarah clutches my arm, not saying a word, but I feel the shock rolling off her in waves.
I donโt know what I expected. But this? This is something else entirely, and I havenโt even seen Alex yet.
Chapter 12
Alex POV
The VIP lounge hums with noise and light, full of polished surfaces and curated chaos. Music pulses low through the walls, bass steady enough to feel it in your ribs. Across from me, the team sprawls in a semicircle of leather seats, drinks in hand, still laughing like this is just another post-game blowout.
Liam slaps my shoulder with the kind of lazy enthusiasm that usually means heโs about to talk shit. โWolfe, be honest. Did you hide in the bathtub or the closet?โ
I donโt even look at him. โNeither.โ
Cal grins over his glass. โSo, what then? Under the sink? Behind the minibar? You really committed to the escape.โ
โI committed to survival,โ I say flatly, but theyโre already laughing again.
Josh leans in with a grin that makes me consider leaving the table entirely. โTell me you at least climbed out the window.โ
โI didnโt climb anywhere,โ I mutter.
โRight,โ Liam says, raising his drink like heโs toasting my humiliation. โYou strolled into some mystery womanโs room like a gentleman and politely avoided glitter-based warfare.โ
โPretty sure the glitter won anyway,โ Cal adds, nodding solemnly.
โWhole hotel still sparkles in your wake,โ Josh says, shaking his head. โLegendary.โ
I donโt argue. It wonโt help. Their version of events is already locked in, a dramatic flight from Rachel, wrapped in a towel, tripping into some strangerโs room like it was a spy movie. I could say it was nothing, that I barely slept, that I didnโt touch her, but it wouldnโt change the story theyโve already decided to love.
They donโt know who she was. They donโt know about the deal. And they definitely donโt know I spent the morning watching her transform into someone no one will overlook again.
I lean back in the booth and let them talk, eyes scanning the lounge more out of habit than interest. The place is packed. Everyone looks expensive, drinks shimmer under the lights, and the air smells like perfume, money, and bad decisions waiting to happen.
Then Liam stops mid-sentence. He leans forward, eyes narrowing toward the entrance.
โHold on,โ he says. โWho the hell is that?โ
I glance toward the door, more curious than concerned.
Thatโs when I see her. Elsie steps into the lounge like she belongs in a room like this. Her walk is calm, smooth, measured like someone whoโs used to the click of heels on marble. The dress fits her perfectly, black and simple but cut to draw every eye in the room. Her hair is curled, styled into waves that frame her face. Her makeup is subtle but sharp, and the light catches the gloss on her lips just enough to make my throat tighten.
For a second, I forget that Iโm supposed to breathe.
This is the version I helped create, the version I coached into being, but it doesnโt feel like the same woman who snapped at me in a hotel room or argued over what size jeans she wore. This woman walks like a headline. She looks like power wrapped in silk.
I feel the shift ripple through the booth before anyone speaks.
Josh mutters something low under his breath. Liamโs still staring, and I can see the question forming behind his eyes.
They donโt recognize her. Of course they donโt.
I donโt say a word. I just sit there, trying not to react, not to stare, not to let the punch of it show on my face. I feel it anyway. It lands somewhere behind my ribs and settles there, heavy and uncomfortable.
Because I expected her to look good. I didnโt expect her to take over the room, and I definitely didnโt expect that Iโd be the one who forgot how to look away.
I lose track of the conversation around me. The rest of the table is still talking, still drinking, still laughing about something one of them just said, but I donโt hear any of it. My attention is fixed on her.
She stands near the bar now, her back straight, one hand holding a delicate stemmed glass the waiter just handed her. She hasnโt spotted me, or if she has, sheโs doing a damn good job pretending otherwise. Her eyes sweep the room like sheโs assessing it, already pulling in the energy around her without even trying. She doesnโt fidget or shrink herself. She holds still. Poised. Present. Magnetic.
From the table, I hear Cal let out a low whistle.
โDamn,โ he mutters, shifting in his seat to get a better angle. โMight need to go introduce myself.โ
I glance over at him. Heโs still watching her, one arm slung over the back of the booth like heโs already made the decision.
โDonโt,โ I say.
He looks at me, blinking once. โWhat?โ
โJust leave it.โ
Cal lifts his eyebrows, amused. โSince when do you call dibs?โ
โIโm just saying sheโs not your type.โ
โIโll figure that out for myself,โ he replies, already setting his drink down and pushing himself out of the booth.
I want to stop him. I want to say something that makes it clear sheโs off-limits, that whatever idea he has in his head needs to disappear right now. But I canโt. I canโt explain why without explaining too much. So I watch him walk away, my hand tightening slightly around my glass.
The club is dimly lit, gold-edged and atmospheric, shadows clinging to corners where only the important people are allowed to linger. The music isnโt loud enough to drown out thought, but it vibrates through the floor and keeps everything moving.
Cal cuts through the lounge with that same effortless confidence he carries on the ice. People notice him. They always do. I watch as he approaches her, says something near her ear, casual and smooth. She turns, smiling politely, eyebrows lifting slightly like sheโs trying to place him.
She doesnโt back away. Of course she doesnโt. Sheโs doing exactly what we planned, playing it calm, looking like she belongs. Sheโs letting him talk, listening, even laughing once at whatever it is he says next. He leans in closer.
My stomach twists.
The angle changes, and I can see her silhouette more clearly now. The dress fits her like it was sewn on. The heels make her legs look longer, the curl in her hair sways when she shifts her weight to one hip. I told her to wear that dress, to walk into this place and make people turn their heads.
I just didnโt expect to feel like this when it worked.
Josh knocks his knee against mine, forcing my eyes off the bar. โYou watching Cal work his magic, or are you going to admit youโre annoyed someone got there before you?โ
I shake my head and take a drink, not rushing my reply.
โIโm not watching anything.โ
โRight,โ he says with a grin. โYouโre just over here staring into your drink like it insulted your mother.โ
Shruging, I keep my expression flat. โSheโs not mine. He can do what he wants.โ
Josh doesnโt say anything else, but I can still feel his eyes on me. I lift the glass to my mouth again, letting the taste bite at my tongue, but it doesnโt distract me.
Cal leans in closer now, smiling, probably complimenting her dress. Elsie tilts her head again, brushing her hair back with one hand, and says something I canโt hear.
I look away, jaw clenched.
This was always going to be part of it. She needed to be seen. She needed to stand out.
But that doesnโt mean I have to like watching it happen.
Cal returns a few minutes later, sliding into the booth like heโs just scored the winning goal. His grin is wide and unapologetic, and the look in his eyes tells me heโs enjoying himself far too much.
โSheโs called Elsie,โ he says as he picks up his drink again.
I donโt look at him. I keep my focus on the crowd, my glass resting just a little too tight in my hand.
Liam raises an eyebrow. โThat the one you were just chatting up?โ
โYup. Cool as hell,โ Cal says, tossing back the last of his drink. โLittle quiet, but sheโs got that classy kind of sexy going on. You know the type.โ
My jaw tightens.
Josh leans forward slightly. โWhatโs her deal?โ
Cal shrugs. โDidnโt ask. Sheโs not from here, I donโt think. But sheโs not shy, Iโll give her that.โ
I stare into my glass, willing myself not to respond. Iโve already said too much just by telling Cal to leave her alone, and now he knows her name. The longer I say nothing, the more harmless it all seems. Thatโs the goal. Blend in. Donโt react.
Across the room, Elsie is still near the bar, now deep in conversation with someone new. Only itโs not just some guy. I recognize the suit before I even get a full look at the face.
Logan Hayes.
A forward from one of our rival teams. Cocky, flashy, always surrounded by the worst kind of attention. Iโve seen him in the press enough to know heโs the type who plays hard on and off the ice, and right now, heโs leaning a little too close to Elsie for my liking.
She doesnโt look uncomfortable. Sheโs smiling, still playing the part. But then he reaches for her hand, wraps his fingers around hers like itโs nothing, and leans in to say something. I canโt hear what it is, but she laughs softly, lets him guide her a few steps toward the stairs.
I sit up straighter.
Hayes keeps her hand in his as they ascend toward the VIP section. Toward us.
Now sheโs closer. I can see her properly. The way the lights hit her hair. The way the dress catches just slightly at her hips. The confidence sheโs wearing like a second skin.
Sheโs doing exactly what she was supposed to. Getting noticed. Being invited into the right spaces. Sheโs not clinging to the edges anymore. Sheโs stepping into the spotlight.
But something about the way Hayes is touching her, the easy grip on her hand, the familiarity he hasnโt earned, it turns something in my stomach.
Josh nudges me again. โStill nothing, huh?โ
I shake my head. โTold you. Just a girl.โ
He laughs, not buying it for a second, but I donโt give him anything more. I lean back in my seat, stare out at the room like Iโm relaxed, like I donโt feel every muscle in my body straining not to stand up and drag her away from him.
This is what she wanted, and this is what I asked for. So now I have to sit here and watch it happen.
I force myself to look away. My eyes drop to my phone, the screen lighting up with notifications Iโve been ignoring for most of the night. A few messages from friends, one from my agent, and the group chat lighting up with pictures from earlier in the week. All of it is meaningless noise, and I scroll through it anyway just to keep from looking back toward her.
The music shifts again, deeper and heavier, pulsing under the floor. I scan the club lazily, watching the bartenders work the crowd, watching some influencer laugh too loudly at nothing. I lift my drink, sip it slowly, let the rhythm distract me.
For a moment, I almost believe Iโve pulled it off. Then I hear Cal. He doesnโt speak loud, but his voice is sharp enough to cut through everything else.
โHeโs pushing it.โ
My head turns without hesitation.
Across the lounge, I see Elsie sitting beside Logan. Her posture is still poised, but her shoulders have stiffened. She leans back slightly in her seat while Logan leans in, talking low near her ear like he thinks the club is an extension of his bedroom.
She doesnโt pull away, not directly. Not yet. But her discomfort is there in every subtle shift, I see it.
Cal watches them, frowning. His body has gone still, drink held forgotten in his hand.
Another voice, lower this time, comes from the other side of the booth. Josh speaks quietly. โShe looks uncomfortable.โ
I say nothing. I shrug once, low and slow, like Iโm above it. Like I donโt notice anything unusual at all. My mouth opens around another sip of my drink, calm and cold, while the rest of me wants to break the glass in my hand.
Logan leans closer. Heโs saying something I canโt hear, but then his hand slides along her thigh. Not casually. Not innocently. He trails it upward like he owns her, fingers brushing the edge of her dress.
She flinches.
Itโs quick, and small. Barely visible to anyone not watching her as closely as I am.
Then Logan reaches for her chin. His fingers press against her jaw, thumb dragging near her mouth as he leans in, clearly aiming to kiss her.
Before he can, Cal moves.
He doesnโt say a word. He stands from the booth, swift and focused, and strides across the floor. I watch as he reaches them just as Loganโs mouth starts to lower toward hers.
Cal grabs Loganโs arm, yanks him back with enough force to make a few heads turn. Logan stumbles, confusion flashing across his face as heโs pulled from his prey.
Elsie blinks, caught mid-recoil, but before she can speak, Cal steps in front of her. He reaches out and gently takes her hand, not forceful, just certain. She hesitates for a second, then lets him guide her up from the couch.
Logan says something, probably a protest or a threat, but Cal ignores him entirely. His only focus is on getting Elsie away from him and out of that situation. The crowd parts slightly as they walk, people murmuring, half-curious, half-impressed.
I sit completely still.
My jaw is locked. My drink is untouched, and for a moment, my pulse is so loud in my ears that I canโt hear the music at all.
Then I see her face again. Her expression is calm, too calm, like sheโs holding something back behind her eyes. Cal says something low to her as they approach, and she gives him a nod, eyes scanning ahead.
She sees me, her gaze doesnโt break, not once.
Sheโs coming to our table, and I have no idea what Iโm supposed to say when she gets here.
Chapter 13
Elsie POV
Cal keeps hold of my hand just long enough to steer me toward the booth. I can feel eyes on me from every direction, some curious, some amused, all of them weighing me up as we approach. My heart hammers against my ribs, but I keep my expression steady, my chin lifted.
We stop at the edge of the booth where the team sprawls, drinks in hand, relaxed in the way only people who know they own the room can be.
Cal drops my hand and turns slightly toward me. His grin is easy and warm, like we are old friends.
โEveryone, this is Elsie,โ he says casually, sweeping one hand toward me like I am a surprise he has unwrapped just for them. โElsie, these degenerates are my team.โ
A few chuckles rise up from the group.
โThis idiot, Liamโ Cal says, pointing to Liam, โis probably going to spill a drink on you at some point tonight, so stay alert.โ
Liam raises his glass in salute. โI only spill on beautiful women. Welcome.โ
โJosh,โ Cal continues, nodding toward another man who tips his glass in my direction, โwill probably offer you bad life advice if you stick around long enough.โ
Josh grins. โOnly the best terrible ideas.โ
โAnd this one,โ Cal says, turning toward the last man sitting back slightly apart from the others, his drink cradled loosely in his hand, โis Alex.โ
The name lands heavier than I am ready for.
Alex doesn’t move at first. He just watches me, his dark eyes steady and unreadable. Then, finally, he nods once, slow and deliberate.
โNice to meet you,โ he says, voice low.
My mouth feels dry. โYou too.โ
Cal drops into the booth, sprawling out like he owns it, and gestures for me to sit between him and Josh. I slip into the space, feeling the warmth of the leather against my bare legs, the buzz of the club still pounding through the air.
Conversations pick up again, loud and easy, as if I have always been part of their group. Cal leans back, laughing at something Liam says, already pulling me into their orbit without another thought.
But my attention drifts. Always back to Alex.
He sits relaxed, one arm thrown casually along the back of the booth, but there is a tightness in his jaw that wasn’t there before. Every few seconds, his eyes flicker toward me, subtle but sharp, like he’s trying to figure out exactly what he is supposed to do with me now that I am sitting in the middle of his world.
And every time he looks away, I feel it like a string pulling tight between us.
Cal leans in toward me, his drink balanced loosely in one hand, the other arm resting on the back of the booth just behind my shoulders. His posture is easy and open, like we have known each other for years instead of barely an hour.
โSo,โ he says, lowering his voice slightly to be heard over the music, โtell me something. Are you secretly famous and just pretending not to be? Because I swear half the club looked like they forgot how to breathe when you walked in.โ
I laugh before I can help it, the tension in my chest loosening a little.
โDefinitely not famous,โ I say, shaking my head. โJust good at walking without tripping. Tonight, anyway.โ
Cal grins. โShame. I was ready to ask for an autograph and everything.โ
His teasing is easy, good-natured, not the heavy kind of attention I had braced for when I arrived. He’s charming without being overwhelming, the way he dips his head closer when he jokes making it feel like a secret between us, even in a room full of people.
โSo whatโs your deal then?โ he asks, raising an eyebrow. โYou here for work? Pleasure? Accidentally took a wrong turn and ended up in VIP?โ
I smile, hiding it behind the rim of my glass. โSomething like that.โ
He chuckles, leaning back just a little but still keeping his focus on me. โWell, however it happened, glad youโre here. Makes the view better.โ
I laugh again, lighter this time, the nerves fading the more he talks. I find myself wanting to respond, to banter back, to ask him about the ridiculous stories the guys are trading across the table. He makes it easy. Cal makes it feel like I can breathe here, instead of stiffly pretending to belong.
Out of the corner of my eye, I catch a flicker of movement.
Alex.
Still sitting at the edge of the booth, still watching, though he masks it well behind lazy sips of his drink. His face gives nothing away, but something tightens in his posture every time I laugh at something Cal says.
I turn back to Cal quickly, refusing to let the heavy pull of Alexโs gaze drag me under.
Tonight is about being seen and standing out. For the first time, I feel like I can actually do this.
Cal turns slightly more toward me, the corner of his mouth tugging into a crooked grin that probably gets him out of trouble more often than it should. His knee bumps lightly against mine under the table, not hard enough to be obvious, just enough to remind me how close we are.
โSo,โ he says, swirling the last of his drink, โif youโre not secretly famous, and youโre not lost, does that mean youโre here looking for trouble?โ
His voice drops just a little on the last word, enough to send a ripple of warmth across my skin.
I lift an eyebrow, playing along. โMaybe I am.โ
โGood,โ he says, smiling wider. โBecause it just so happens, troubleโs my specialty.โ
I laugh again, a real one this time, surprised at how easy it is. Talking to him doesn’t feel like work. It doesn’t feel like I am putting on some act to be noticed. It feels natural, simple, like slipping into a conversation I had forgotten I wanted to have.
Cal leans in a little more, his shoulder brushing mine. His cologne is clean and warm, just a little sharp, and when he smiles, it’s the kind of smile you can’t help but return.
โYouโre dangerous,โ I say lightly, tilting my glass toward him.
โMe?โ He presses a hand to his chest, pretending to be wounded. โIโm a saint. Ask anyone.โ
โI think you and I have very different definitions of saint.โ
He laughs, shaking his head. โYou might be right. But youโre still sitting here, so either youโre braver than you look or youโre already having more fun than you expected.โ
I shrug, playing coy, but my cheeks are warm and I know he can see it.
Across the table, someone calls Calโs name, but he barely glances over, his focus anchored on me.
โSo, Elsie,โ he says, his voice dropping just enough to make the air feel heavier between us. โAre you planning to stay glued to this booth all night? Or are you going to dance at some point and make the rest of us look bad?โ
I open my mouth to reply, to toss something light back at him, but the words stick for a second when I glance across the table and catch Alex watching us.
His expression is unreadable, blank and cold in a way that hits me harder than it should.
I force my eyes back to Cal and smile, ignoring the weight that settles somewhere deep in my chest.
โMaybe,โ I say softly. โDepends on if someone asks nicely.โ
Calโs grin is slow and wicked. โThen Iโll just have to make sure I do.โ
For the first time tonight, I forget entirely about the rules I came here to follow. I’m just a woman sitting next to a guy, laughing at things that feel easy, feeling alive in a way I didn’t even know I had been missing.
Calโs leaning in closer, smiling like heโs got all the time in the world. His knee nudges mine again under the table, just enough to make it feel like it could be a mistake, but definitely isnโt.
โYouโve got the best laugh,โ he says, his voice low enough that it feels almost like a secret between us.
I laugh again, shaking my head. โYou barely know me.โ
โDonโt need to,โ he says easily. โIโm a fast learner.โ
Before I can think of a comeback, one of the guys across the table, Liam, I think, calls out, loud enough to cut through the noise around us.
โCareful, Elsie,โ he says, grinning wickedly. โYouโre dealing with a flight risk.โ
Josh joins in, raising his glass. โCalโs got commitment issues bigger than his ego. And thatโs saying something.โ
Cal rolls his eyes but smirks, completely unfazed. โIgnore them,โ he tells me. โTheyโre just jealous.โ
โJealous of what?โ Liam fires back. โThe ability to sprint away from anything remotely resembling a real relationship?โ
Josh leans across the table, pretending to shield his mouth like heโs sharing a secret. โLast time a woman asked him to stay over, he ghosted before she could finish the sentence.โ
I bite my lip, laughing as Cal tosses a napkin at Josh without much force.
โMaybe,โ Cal says, flashing a grin that could melt steel, โI just hadnโt met the right woman yet.โ
His eyes lock on mine for a beat too long, and even through the teasing, the flirting coils tighter between us. Thereโs a spark there that even the loudest jokes canโt drown out.
I shake my head, smiling, feeling a little too warm but not pulling away. โYouโre all terrible,โ I say, laughing.
โWeโre not terrible,โ Josh says, raising his glass in salute. โWeโre honest. And one day, Calโs gonna thank us for warning you.โ
โYeah,โ Liam adds, smirking. โOne day… when hell freezes over.โ
Cal laughs, slinging an arm casually along the back of the booth behind me, his fingers brushing lightly against my hair. Itโs not a move he makes for the others to notice. Itโs subtle, easy, like heโs daring me to lean just a little closer.
I donโt, but I donโt move away either, and the part of me thatโs supposed to be focused on standing out and playing a role tonight?
That partโs getting dangerously blurry.
Because right now, with Calโs low laughter in my ear and the easy, buzzing warmth of the moment around me, itโs a little too easy to forget that Iโm supposed to be playing a part at all.
Cal stands and extends a hand toward me, his grin full of nothing but mischief.
โCome on,โ he says, voice warm. โYou canโt come to a place like this and hide at a booth all night.โ
I hesitate for a second, but his hand is steady, his smile easy, and before I can overthink it, I slip my hand into his.
He leads me through the crowd, weaving between the thrumming bodies and flashing lights, until we reach the dance floor. The music is louder here, heavier, the bass vibrating through the floor under my heels.
Cal pulls me into a slow, steady rhythm. His hands settle low at my waist, his touch light but sure, always respectful. Heโs close enough that I feel the heat from his body, close enough that every shift and sway of the music pulls us tighter into sync.
He leans down slightly, his mouth near my ear so I can hear him over the music.
โYouโre better at this than you let on,โ he says, the words brushing warm against my skin.
I laugh, tipping my head slightly toward him. โMaybe I just have a good dance partner.โ
โMaybe youโre dangerous,โ he says, his voice teasing, soft, threading straight down my spine.
The dance floor around us blurs. People move in a colorful mess of bodies and light, but it all feels distant. Here, pressed close to Cal, the world narrows down to a shared beat, a shared warmth. His hand slides lightly along the curve of my waist as we turn, never crossing a line, but close enough that my skin prickles with every brush of his fingers.
He spins me once, pulling me back with a laugh that rumbles against my ear. For a moment, I let myself lean into him, my heart racing, my head light.
โYouโre trouble,โ I say, breathless.
โYou have no idea,โ he murmurs.
Before I can say anything else, a voice calls out, breaking the bubble around us.
โCal! Get over here, man. Shots!โ
One of the guys from the booth is waving him over, already half-dragging another teammate toward the bar.
Cal groans playfully, tipping his forehead against mine for a second.
โIโll be right back,โ he promises, squeezing my hand lightly before letting go.
I take a breath, preparing to step back toward the edge of the dance floor, but before I can even move, someone else fills the space Cal left behind.
Alex.
I blink up at him, startled, but he doesnโt give me a chance to think. His hand finds my waist, firm and certain, and he pulls me closer in one smooth, unavoidable motion.
I stumble a little, catching myself against his chest, and when I look up, his eyes are already locked on mine. Dark. Intense. Quietly furious in a way that sends a shiver down my spine.
โWhere do you think youโre going?โ he asks, voice low enough that no one else can hear.
His hand tightens slightly on my waist as he draws me deeper into the dance floor.
And just like that, the easy, laughing warmth I felt with Cal is gone. Replaced by something heavier and something hotter. I donโt know if Iโm ready for it.
Alex moves with a slow, deliberate rhythm, steering me effortlessly through the crowd. His hand is still firm at my waist, his body close enough that I can feel the heat radiating off him.
โYouโre close with Cal,โ he says, his voice calm, but thereโs an edge there that cuts through the music.
I glance up at him, catching the flicker of something sharp in his eyes.
โIโm just making sure I get noticed,โ I say, keeping my tone light. โAfter the next game. Thatโs the plan, right?โ
He tilts his head slightly, studying me in a way that makes my skin prickle. โLooks like a lot more than that.โ
I shake my head quickly. โItโs not.โ
He hums low under his breath, a sound thatโs half amusement, half something darker. Before I can say anything else, he shifts his hand, pulling me flush against him with a confidence that steals the air from my lungs.
I stiffen for a second, but he leans down, his mouth brushing close to my ear.
โYou might want to be careful,โ he murmurs, his voice slow and teasing. โKeep looking at him like that, and Iโll start thinking you forgot whoโs supposed to be teaching you how to play this game.โ
His breath is warm against my neck, and a shiver slides down my spine before I can stop it. I open my mouth, ready to fire back something sharp, anything to break the tension crackling between us, but before I can speak, Cal reappears at the edge of the dance floor.
โThanks for keeping my seat warm,โ Cal says with a lazy grin, clapping Alex lightly on the back.
Alex doesnโt let go of me right away. His fingers stay firm on my waist, his body still pressed against mine, and when he finally turns his head toward Cal, the smile he gives is slow and deliberate.
โI might just take it permanently,โ Alex says, his voice smooth and almost casual.
Cal raises an eyebrow, amused but not backing down. โYouโre gonna have to earn that, man.โ
The two of them lock eyes for a moment, the air thick with something I donโt quite understand but can feel all the way down to my bones.
Then Alex finally, finally releases me, stepping back just enough to let Cal reclaim the space.
But not before his hand slides lightly along my waist in a way that leaves my skin buzzing.
I catch my breath, trying to steady myself, trying to pull myself back into the role Iโm supposed to be playing.
But itโs hard to remember the rules when Alex Wolfe looks at you like youโre the only thing he wants in the entire damn room.
Chapter 14
Alex POV
Cal is too close to Elsie. Iโm not bothered. At least, thatโs what I keep telling myself. But if she gets too wrapped up with him, the others might not speak to her the same way after the game. Sheโs supposed to come off as available. Detached. Someone the guys might open up to without thinking twice.
And no one knows sheโs a reporter. Not even Cal.
He wouldnโt care if he did. Heโs not thinking about interviews. Heโs too busy dancing with her like heโs already planning how the night ends.
I didnโt expect this kind of transformation so quickly. I thought it would take days, maybe even weeks, to shift her out of that oversized coat and into something that would get the roomโs attention. The woman who stood outside the arena, invisible in the rain, is long gone. Now sheโs dancing under club lights like sheโs always belonged in the center of the room.
She didnโt just get noticed. She pulled the entire roomโs focus the second she walked in.
Even the rival team noticed her. Some of the worst ones too, the kind who smile like theyโve already been let in. I know how fast things can spiral when the wrong kind of attention lingers too long.
โIt looks like Calโs got his hands full tonight,โ someone says with a laugh beside me.
Thatโs exactly what Iโm worried about. Calโs my teammate, but I know what that look in his eye means. In his mind, the nightโs already mapped out. And I donโt think Elsie came here for that. At least, I hope she didnโt. She doesnโt seem like someone whoโd fall into bed with a guy she just met.
Then again, I spent the night in her room. She curled up against me like I was the last safe place in the world. We didnโt sleep together, but we were close.
I drop my head back against the booth and exhale.
Would she do it?
Would she go home with him?
It wouldnโt ruin her career. It might even help her. If she gets close enough to one of the guys, she gets better access. More answers. Itโs not like there arenโt others whoโve done worse for a story.
Why do I care?
If she sleeps with him, itโs not my business. I told her Iโd help her stand out, and sheโs doing it. I should be proud of how well sheโs handling this.
Still, I want to make sure she understands this world isnโt just about how she looks. Confidence gets attention, but it doesnโt guarantee respect. One wrong question and some of these guys will shut her out for the rest of the season. If she wants the interviews to last, she needs more than a pretty face.
Helping her wasnโt in my plans. Not like this. But now that Iโve started, I canโt pull back.
And yeah, I feel like a complete asshole for ignoring her outside the arena. She called my name. I looked her in the eye. Then I turned away like she was nobody.
I couldโve given her something. A sentence. A nod. Anything.
โYouโre real quiet tonight,โ Liam says, nudging my arm.
I shrug. โJust tired.โ
Josh leans forward with a grin. โYou? Tired? Come on. You bailed on one woman and scored another in the same night. You get her number, or are you still pretending to be above it all?โ
โNo. I didnโt get her number.โ
Itโs a lie. I have her number. I told her where to be. What to wear. How to act.
And now Iโm sitting here watching her dance with Cal like sheโs already forgotten who brought her into this room.
I donโt want to look at them anymore. I donโt want to keep watching Cal lean in close like he owns the night, like heโs the one who coached her into every move thatโs getting her noticed.
Screw this. I push up from the booth and clap my hands once, loud enough to get their attention.
โShots,โ I say, not giving anyone the chance to argue. โLetโs drink like we actually won something this week.โ
Liam cheers instantly. Josh grabs the serverโs attention without hesitation, and within minutes, a tray of tequila lines the table. I pick up the first one before anyone else moves and knock it back fast enough that the burn barely registers.
โSomeoneโs trying to forget something,โ Josh says, grinning as he takes his.
โTrying to forget I almost died in my own hotel room,โ I shoot back.
Liam snorts. โOh, right. How could we forget about Rachel, the perfect angel we found for you.โ
โPerfect angel?โ I nearly choke on the next shot. โShe was naked in my bed before Iโd even dried off from a shower.โ
Josh chuckles, pointing. โThat sounds like exactly what we were aiming for.โ
โShe cornered me,โ I say, slamming the glass down. โLike a horror movie villain in lip gloss and perfume.โ
โShe wanted to make you feel better,โ Liam teases. โShe brought a whole army of women for emotional support.โ
โOne of whom glitter-bombed my game shirt. I found rhinestones in places rhinestones should never be,โ I mutter, grabbing another shot and tossing it back.
โShouldโve just gone along with it,โ Calโs voice drifts over from the edge of the floor, but I donโt turn. I donโt need to see him with his hands on her again.
โI was emotionally compromised,โ I say, leaning back into the booth. โI had two choices. Escape through the hallway or sacrifice my dignity to a woman who talked about my โvibeโ like I was a Pinterest board.โ
Josh nearly spits out his drink. โGod, I wish I couldโve seen it. Alex Wolfe, defensive wall of the team, hiding in a strangerโs room in nothing but a towel.โ
Liam laughs harder. โAnd now heโs back in his clothes and drinking like he lost custody of his favorite stick.โ
โI didnโt lose anything,โ I mutter, reaching for another shot. โI just needed to reset.โ
โIs that what weโre calling jealous drinking now?โ Josh asks, nudging me with a smirk. โBecause Iโve seen your โreset face.โ Youโve been wearing it all night.โ
I wave them off and keep drinking, but I can feel their eyes on me, and I know theyโre right. I am jealous. I just donโt want to admit it to them. I donโt want to admit it to myself.
So I raise another glass and let the tequila do its job.
If sheโs going to dance with him, Iโm going to drink with the guys.
And maybe if I drink enough, I wonโt care that the woman I invited here is starting to laugh at someone elseโs jokes.
Iโm three shots past the limit where good decisions live when I see them… Cal and Elsie.
Theyโre slipping through the side entrance, her arm looped around his like itโs the most natural thing in the world. Sheโs laughing at something he says, her head tilted back, and heโs watching her like heโs already succeed to fuck her.
It shouldnโt matter. Itโs part of the plan. Sheโs here to get attention. Sheโs supposed to fit in, get noticed, look like someone the team would talk to.
But something about them leaving together twists in my gut like a blade. Itโs not jealousy. Not exactly. Itโs more like somethingโs out of place. Like Iโve handed her off to the wrong damn person.
They leave just like that.
No goodbye. No glance back. Calโs hand on her as he guides her out of the club, and her smile, soft, easy and aimed up at him like he earned it.
It shouldnโt matter. It really shouldnโt, but it does.
Something about it feels wrong, even if I canโt put my finger on why. Maybe because I know Cal. I know how this works for him. Heโs not thinking about what her goal is. Heโs not thinking about how the team will react if they think sheโs just here for fun.
Heโs thinking about getting her into a cab. Or into bed.
I knock back another shot and ignore the burn as it slides down my throat.
Thatโs her choice. Itโs not my business. Still, if sheโs serious about getting answers, about earning trust from the team, this is the exact kind of thing thatโll ruin it before it even starts.
I open my phone and stare at our messages. I shouldnโt say anything. I know that. But Iโm drunk, frustrated, and halfway through typing before I think it through.
If youโre planning on getting actual interviews, maybe donโt disappear with the first guy who smiles at you.
I stare at the message for a second. I should delete it. Instead, I hit send then start typing again.
The team talks. Youโre trying to be taken seriously, not be someoneโs late-night highlight.
I hit send
Calโs a good guy, but this isnโt about being liked. Itโs about being respected. Right now you look like a party tag-along.
Hitting send I sigh and run a hand through my hair and lean back against the booth, still watching the door they walked through. The server drops off another round, and I take it without a word.
If youโre still in this for the right reason, meet me tomorrow. Iโll go through what to say, how to ask the right things.
Youโve got the look now. That partโs done. But this other stuff? Itโs what really matters.
Iโm not dragging you through this just for you to blow it because you danced with the wrong guy for too long.
I fire off my address before I can stop myself.
Josh drops into the seat next to me and gives me a long, suspicious look. โYou good?โ
I nod, still staring at my phone. โFine.โ
โYeah, no,โ Liam mutters, watching me type like Iโm trying to submit an essay drunk. โYou look like a guy who just texted his ex a five-paragraph confession.โ
โWe thinking cab or ambulance?โ he adds.
Josh laughs and leans over my shoulder. โNah, cop car. Heโs drunk-texting like itโs a felony. You know how many bad decisions start with Alex and a keyboard?โ
Liam points at me. โDidnโt we agree last season we were gonna confiscate his phone when he started typing like this while drunk?โ
โYou said that,โ Josh replies. โYou also said we should padlock the minibar. Howโd that go?โ
I keep ignoring them, even though Iโm well aware Iโve sent more than I should have. The last message on the screen is my address. No context. No explanation. Great.
Josh waves down the server and tosses a bill on the tray. โLetโs go, Romeo. Time to get you home before you start live-streaming your regrets.โ
Liam grabs my elbow and hauls me to my feet. โIf he resists, Iโm calling Rachel. Bet she still has the spare glitter.โ
That gets me moving.
Kind of.
They half-guide, half-drag me out of the booth. My legs work fine. Itโs the floor that keeps swaying. We reach the door, and the fresh air slaps me across the face like karma with cold hands.
A cab pulls up almost immediately.
โPut your seatbelt on,โ Josh says, shoving me inside. โAnd for Godโs sake, donโt text anyone else unless itโs to apologize.โ
โOr to tell them where you buried your dignity,โ Liam adds, slamming the door behind me.
The driver gets the address from Josh and pulls into traffic without saying a word.
I slump back in the seat, phone still glowing dimly in my hand. My thoughts are a mess, scattered between tequila, regret, and the soft look on her face as she smiled at Cal.
She might not come tomorrow.
She might block my number, delete the messages, and never speak to me again.
But if she does show up? Iโll deal with the rest then.
Right now, I just need to survive the cab ride and sleep off every bad choice I made tonight, and hope like hell that glitter isnโt still in my hair.
The cab drops me off outside my building, and the night air does nothing to sober me up. I stumble inside, tossing my keys on the counter before heading straight for the kitchen. I should drink water. I know that. Instead, I reach for the whiskey.
Bad idea, sure but I don’t know what else to do.
I pour two fingers into a glass, then drink it like itโs the answer to everything I canโt name. The burn doesnโt help. It only adds to the weight in my chest, the kind thatโs been growing ever since I watched Elsie leave with Cal.
I donโt even sit. I just stand there with the glass in my hand, staring at the wall like it might give me clarity.
The knock on the door is sharp. It breaks through the haze instantly.
I frown and walk over, confused, still holding the drink.
When I open the door, I freeze.
Elsieโs standing there with her arms crossed, her face unreadable. Her hairโs still done, but sheโs changed into leggings and a hoodie. She looks nothing like the woman whoโd walked into the club earlier, but something about her expression makes her ten times more intense.
She doesnโt wait for permission. She brushes past me without a word and steps inside like she owns the place.
I close the door behind her slowly. โElsieโโ
I barely get her name out before she turns. I donโt think. I reach for her, pull her in, and kiss her.
Itโs instinct. Stupid, unfiltered instinct.
She freezes, lets out a low, surprised sound, then shoves me hard enough to make me stumble back.
Her hand cracks across my cheek a second later. The slap lands clean, and it burns.
โWhat the hell is wrong with you?โ Her voice is sharp, furious, and clear enough to cut straight through the whiskey clouding my thoughts.
I try to process what just happened. I kiss her, she slaps me, and now sheโs shouting. I deserve it, but Iโm too slow to stop any of it.
โYou kiss me after those messages?โ she continues, stepping closer. โAfter everything you said, thatโs your next move?โ
โI didnโt meanโโ
โYou told me to be careful, like Iโd just sleep with the first guy who paid attention to me. Like I went to that club to hook up and ruin everything. Cal didn’t touch me, he took me home.โ
My mind catches up just enough for the important part to land. โCal just took you home?โ That confuses me more.
She stares at me like Iโve grown another head. โYes. He dropped me off on the way to his place. Nothing happened. Not that itโs any of your business.โ
I sit down heavily on the edge of the couch and drag a hand down my face. โI didnโt know.โ
โNo, you assumed,โ she snaps. โAnd then you kissed me like you had any right to.โ
โIโm drunk.โ
โNo kidding,โ she mutters.
I reach for my phone, swiping clumsily at the screen. โIโll text Cal. Iโll apologize. Iโll fix it.โ
She strides forward and snatches the phone out of my hand before I can get two words out. โYou are absolutely not texting anyone in your current state. Heโll screenshot it and bring it up in the locker room for the next ten years.โ
I blink up at her. โI should say something.โ
โYou should sleep. Now. Before you make it worse.โ
She drops my phone on the table and points down the hallway. โGo.โ
I hesitate. โI was trying to help you.โ
โNo,โ she says firmly. โYou were jealous, sloppy, and completely out of line.โ
I donโt argue, not because I agree, but because I canโt string together a good defense. I push off the couch, rubbing at my face.
โYouโre still going to get the help you need,โ I mumble.
โNot tonight.โ
She watches me walk down the hall like she half-expects me to fall over. I donโt. But I do stop once, turning just enough to see her still standing there, arms crossed, her jaw tight.
โDonโt worry,โ she says before I can speak again. โYou can deal with your guilt in the morning.โ
I keep walking. Because sheโs right, and because the truth is, I donโt want to admit Iโve just completely screwed this up.
I wake up with a mouth like sandpaper and a headache that feels like itโs trying to hammer its way out through my skull. The sunlight slicing through the curtains might as well be a weapon. I groan, roll over, and instantly regret it. Every inch of my body feels like it was dragged behind a bus.
My brain is fog. Thick, slow, useless.
I sit up carefully, squinting at the room like Iโve never seen it before. I donโt remember getting into bed. I donโt remember leaving the club. The last clear thing in my memory is me dancing with Elsie.
The rest? Itโs a blur.
My mouth tastes like regret and bad decisions, so I drag myself toward the kitchen in desperate need of water or coffee or maybe both.
I rub my hands over my face and turn the corner, then I stop dead.
Elsie is standing in my kitchen.
Wearing one of my T-shirts. Her hair is still pinned up from last night, a little messy now, and her legs are bare.
I freeze. My brain trips over itself.
She looks up from the mug sheโs holding.
I blink. โOh, shit.โ
She raises an eyebrow slowly. โGood morning.โ
I stare for a second longer, then run both hands through my hair like thatโll somehow fix anything.
โPlease tell me we didnโt sleep together,โ I say, already dreading the answer. โOf all the women I could end up going home with and fucking… it was you?โ
Her eyes narrow. โExcuse me?โ
โI didnโt meanโโ I pause, wincing. โI just meantโฆ not that youโre not attractive, because obviously you are… I mean, last night you looked… but youโre… you.โ
The look she gives me, I swear could kill me right now.
Chapter 15
Elsie POV
What the hell is wrong with Alex?
I watch him stumble down the hall toward his bedroom, completely unaware of how ridiculous and insulting he just was. He accused me, out loud, of sleeping with Cal, like Iโm the type of person who hops into bed with the first guy who drives me home. Then, as if that wasnโt enough, he kissed me like it meant nothing. Like it was normal.
I spin on my heel, ready to storm out, but then I stop.
Cal has no idea about any of the messages Alex sent me. The last thing I need is Alex trying to apologize and dragging Cal into a situation he doesnโt even know exists. That would only make everything worse.
I grab a pen and one of the pads from the kitchen counter. The writing is a little sloppy, but I make it clear.
Donโt message Cal. The absurd things you texted were to me, not him. He has no idea. Keep it that way.
I set the note where he canโt miss it and head for the door, only to freeze in place.
My bag. My entire bag is gone.
I glance around the apartment once, then twice. Itโs nowhere. I feel the panic building in my chest. My phone, my keys, everything important, left in the damn taxi because I was too busy rushing over here to deal with his drunken meltdown.
Great. This is his fault. His ten thousand drunken, jealous, idiotic messages pulled me out of bed and straight into disaster. Now Iโm stuck here, hungover, bagless, and tired.
With a sigh, I walk back into the living room and drop onto the couch. I should leave, but itโs not like I can do much until I figure out where my stuff ended up. Maybe Alex will be sober and kind enough to help me track it down in the morning.
I grab one of his clean shirts from the laundry basket, at least he does laundry. I change into it before curling up on the couch. I try not to think about the night, about how out of control it all felt. About how quickly it turned.
I fall asleep wondering why I ever thought teaming up with Alex Wolfe would be simple.
When I wake up, the sunโs already up. The apartment is quiet. I stretch, then make my way into the kitchen, bleary-eyed but functional enough to find the coffee.
The first sip is a lifesaver.
I stand by the counter, cradling the mug, staring at nothing, and wondering if Alex is always this reckless when he drinks. Or if last night was just a special kind of disaster reserved for me.
Either way, Iโm definitely not letting him near tequila again.
This morning is proof that this guy is self-centred and egotistical. Panicking about sleeping with me like I’m the issue.
I set the mug down with a sharp clink. โLetโs get something straight. Nothing happened. Not even close.โ
He looks relieved. A little too relieved. โNothing?โ
โYou kissed me. I slapped you. You tried to text Cal a drunk apology, I took your phone, and I sent your ass to bed. Thatโs it.โ
He closes his eyes and groans.
I grab my coat and brush past him. Iโve had enough of this place, this conversation, and especially his twisted logic.
โAnd now,โ I say as I reach the door, โIโm leaving before you say anything else that makes me want to throw that coffee at your head.โ
โWait,โ he mutters behind me, voice rough and still too slow to catch up. โWhy are you even still here?โ
I turn back just long enough to meet his eyes.
โTo make sure you didnโt die choking on your own ego.โ I move to the door, yanking it open, but before I can step out, his voice follows me.
โHow nice,โ he mutters behind me, โthat you care so much about me not choking to death.โ
I stop and turn just enough to glare at him. โI donโt.โ
He raises an eyebrow, clearly not convinced.
โI was leaving,โ I snap. โThe only reason I didnโt is because I left my phone in the damn taxi. I was going to ask for your help, but Iโd rather walk to another country barefoot than deal with your hungover attitude.โ
He doesnโt flinch. In fact, he straightens slightly, wiping a hand down his face. โYou couldโve just said you needed help.โ
โYou kissed me and called me easy, I wasn’t thinking.โ
โI was drunk.โ
โYou still did it.โ
He rubs the back of his neck, looking at anything but me for a second. Then he meets my eyes again. โIโll help. You want your phone back, weโll track it down.โ
I cross my arms. โAnd why would you do that?โ
โBecause,โ he says, voice a little quieter now, โyouโre right. I screwed up. That doesnโt mean I canโt try to fix at least one thing.โ
For a second, I almost believe him. I glance toward the door, still wide open, and then back to him.
Fine, he can help, but Iโm not forgiving him just because heโs finally acting like a human being.
Not yet, anyway.
He steps around me, heading toward the kitchen, and before he picks up the coffee pot, he looks back over his shoulder with a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
โJust so youโre aware,โ he says casually, โyou almost walked out of here wearing nothing but my shirt.โ
I glance down.
Shit.
The hem barely covers anything. Legs bare, underwear nonexistent thanks to rushing over here in a panic, and this smug asshole just let me stomp around his apartment looking like I got lost halfway through an adult sleepover.
โAre you serious right now?โ I snap.
He shrugs. โIt was entertaining.โ
I march over to the couch, snatch the blanket draped over the back, and throw it around myself. โNext time I leave in a state of rage, maybe try telling me I forgot to put pants on.โ
He pours himself a coffee like weโre having the most normal morning in the world, then leans against the counter. His voice is lower now, more serious.
โI donโt remember everything from last night,โ he says, eyes fixed on the mug in his hands. โBut whatever I did, whatever I said… Iโm sorry.โ
I walk over and hold out his phone.
He looks down at it like Iโm handing him a live grenade.
โYou really want to know?โ
He takes it from me slowly. Unlocks the screen. Scrolls through the messages.
I watch it happen, the moment the memories catch up to the words. His whole face shifts, and he groans loudly, dragging a hand down his face before planting it over his eyes.
โOh my God,โ he mutters. โPlease tell me I didnโt send all of these.โ
โYou sent all of them,โ I say, crossing my arms. โEvery single dramatic, jealous, inappropriate line.โ
He lowers the phone and stares into his coffee like heโs considering drowning in it. โI want to die.โ
I shrug. โYou should.โ
Maybe, just maybe, I enjoy his shame a little too much.
Heโs quiet for a long time. Leaning on the counter like the weight of the apology is somehow heavier than the hangover pounding behind his eyes. His fingers are wrapped around the coffee mug like heโs trying to remember how to function.
โIโm sorry,โ he finally says, voice low, rough. โFor last night. I shouldnโt have kissed you. I shouldnโt have pulled you into any of it. I was drunk and acting like an idiot.โ
I watch him for a moment. He doesnโt look at me. He stares into his coffee like maybe the swirling bitterness will answer for him. I nod, just once.
โRight. Last night.โ
He glances up, maybe expecting forgiveness, maybe expecting some joke. But I donโt give him either.
โIt meant nothing,โ I add simply.
He blinks. โWhat?โ
โThe kiss,โ I clarify. โIt was nothing. It didnโt matter. We were both in a mess, and it just happened. Iโm not going to hold it over your head.โ
He exhales, his shoulders loosening just a little.
โBut that doesnโt mean Iโm fine with everything else.โ
The shift in his face is instant. His brow furrows again, tension crawling back in.
โEverything else?โ
โWhat you said this morning.โ I cross my arms and lean back slightly. โThatโs what stuck.โ
He frowns like he doesnโt understand.
โThe way you looked at me,โ I say. โThe way your entire body reacted when you saw me in your kitchen. Like it was the worst possible outcome. Like waking up next to me wouldโve been a catastrophe. Like you were too good for me.โ
โI didnโt say that,โ he mutters. โI never said that.โ
โYou didnโt need to,โ I shoot back.
His jaw clenches.
I pick up my coffee, take a calm sip, then set it down and meet his eyes fully. โLetโs go through it again, just so weโre clear.โ
He shifts but doesnโt speak.
โYou looked at me,โ I start, voice steady, โand you said, and I quote: โPlease tell me we didnโt sleep together. Of all the women I could end up going home with and fucking… it was you?โโ
His eyes shut slowly, like hearing it aloud physically hurts.
โAnd then, when I didnโt smack you straight back into your sheets, you panicked and addedโโNot that youโre not attractive, because obviously youโre… I mean, last night you looked… but youโreโ you.โโ
I wait.
He says nothing. Because what can he possibly say?
โSo, no, you didnโt outright say Iโm beneath you,โ I continue. โYou just made it perfectly clear that being with me wouldโve been some kind of mistake. Something to regret. Something laughable.โ
He opens his mouth, but the words stall before they even get out.
โYou donโt have to explain it,โ I add before he tries. โIโm used to people like you thinking Iโm nothing. Iโve been ignored by better men than you, for far less.โ
โThatโs not what I think,โ he says quietly.
โItโs what you said,โ I counter. โAnd itโs what you meant. Whether you regret it now or not doesnโt erase the fact that you saw me and panicked. That the very idea of touching me made you feel… embarrassed.โ
He shakes his head, but he doesnโt argue. Not directly.
โAnd look,โ I go on, โyou donโt need to worry. Iโm not holding onto anything. Youโve made it crystal clear where I stand with you.โ
The silence between us sharpens.
โIโll still take your help,โ I add, softer now. โBecause I need it. But donโt mistake that for forgiveness. And definitely donโt mistake it for interest.โ
He nods once, tight and ashamed.
I pick my mug back up, turn away, and walk back to the couch without another word.
Because I may be stuck here a little longer, but that doesnโt mean I have to let him keep taking shots at my worth. Not after this. Not again.
He says nothing for a while then announces he will call the taxi place and find out where my bag is.
I watch him as he paces the kitchen, phone pressed to his ear, muttering quietly to someone on the other end. His hairโs still messy from sleep, his voice hoarse. Heโs rubbing his forehead like the hangoverโs trying to crawl out of his skull.
โYeah… black leather, gold buckle,โ he says into the phone. โNo, sheโs sure she left it in the back seat. No, it didnโt fall out into the street. Youโd know if you had it.โ
Thereโs a long pause. His shoulders sag slightly. โOkay, thanks. Just… call me if it turns up.โ
He hangs up and glances over at me. โThey havenโt had any drop-offs yet. Driver hasnโt reported anything.โ
I sigh, trying to mask my disappointment. โItโs fine. Iโll head home, see if my roommateโs in. If not, Iโll just wait outside until she gets back.โ
He frowns. โYou donโt have your phone.โ
โI know.โ
โYou donโt have your keys.โ
โI know, Alex.โ
He hesitates. โJust stay here.โ
I look at him. โWhat?โ
He shrugs one shoulder. โYou let me stay with you at the hotel, didnโt you? Least I can do.โ
I hesitate. I donโt want to owe him anything else, but I also donโt want to freeze outside waiting for Sarah to show up. Slowly, I nod. โOkay. But I’m only sleeping here tonight if it’s needed.โ
โDeal,โ he says, heading to the counter.
He pauses, back still to me. โAlso… I know I already said it, but I am sorry. For what I said this morning. I was out of line.โ
I donโt respond right away. I just look at him, unreadable. โYou already said sorry.โ
โAnd I meant it.โ
โI heard you.โ
He turns, eyes scanning mine. โCan I make it up to you?โ
I shrug. โI donโt know. Can you?โ
He doesnโt press. Instead, he walks over, grabs his phone, and dials someone else.
โCoach?โ he says, voice instantly rougher. โYeah, Iโm not good this morning. Still dizzy. No, Iโll rest. Iโll check in with you tomorrow.โ
Did he really just fucking do that?
He hangs up without waiting for more questions, then disappears into the kitchen and starts moving like heโs done it a hundred times before. The coffee pot gurgles. Mugs clink. A minute later, he hands me one and takes the other for himself.
He sits opposite me and exhales slowly. โAlright. Letโs talk about the players.โ
I lift an eyebrow.
โIf youโre going to start asking questions, start soft,โ he says. โYou canโt go in heavy. No accusations, no pressure. They shut down fast.โ
I take a sip of coffee. Itโs stronger than Iโd normally make, but good.
โThink of it like a pre-game warmup,โ he adds. โYouโre easing into the play. Let them feel in control, then steer.โ
โAnd if they still wonโt talk to me?โ
He shrugs. โThen we change your playbook.โ
For once, it actually sounds like heโs taking this seriously, and for the first time since I stepped into this apartment… I start to believe he might actually want to help.
Alex leans forward, resting his elbows on the table, his coffee mug still steaming between his hands.
โStick to hockey when you first approach them,โ he says, sounding a little more like a coach than a player now. โSimple stuff. Game stats, training routines, personal goals, upcoming matches. Donโt jump in with anything emotional or dramatic. Youโve got to earn that kind of trust.โ
I nod slowly, trying to take mental notes. โWhat kind of questions get a good reaction?โ
He smirks. โAsking about on-ice strategy always works. Team chemistry. Who they room with on road games, that kind of stuff. It makes them feel comfortable, like youโre just chatting, not digging.โ
I take another sip of my coffee and lean my chin on my palm. โOkay, and what questions should I avoid?โ
His grin widens immediately. โOne time, a new reporter asked Josh if he cried during the national anthem.โ
I blink. โWhat?โ
โHe looked her dead in the eye and said, โOnly when they mess up the high note.โ Then didnโt speak to her again for two months.โ
I choke on a laugh. โOkay. No emotional traps.โ
โThere was also a guy who asked Liam if he had a backup career because, and I quote, โyouโre getting kind of slow.โโ
I gasp. โHe didnโt.โ
โHe did,โ Alex confirms, nodding. โLiam offered to show him how slow he was by chasing him around the parking lot with a stick.โ
Iโm laughing now, really laughing. โWhat is wrong with people?โ
โThey get too confident, too fast. It backfires every time.โ He shakes his head. โYou want to stand out, but not because someone wants to shove you into a locker.โ
The mood has shifted completely. For a few minutes, itโs light and easy, and I forget everything about last night, this morning, the fight, the kiss. Itโs just us, sitting at his table, talking like two normal people.
A knock has me jump. Three loud, fast raps on the door, followed by a muffled voice.
โWolfe, open up! You alive or did tequila win?โ Itโs Cal.
I freeze. So does Alex. Then another voice chimes in.
โDid he fall into a coffee coma again?โ Thatโs definitely Josh.
Alex groans and tips his head back. โAnd so it begins.โ
Panic rises fast in both of us. We stare at each other like two kids caught doing something they shouldnโt.
โThey canโt see you here,โ Alex says quickly. โIf they do, forget the interviews. They wonโt be answering your questions, theyโll be asking why you were in my apartment.โ
Heโs already standing, looking around like the walls might provide a solution. Then he grabs my elbow. โCupboard. Now.โ
I blink. โAre you serious?โ
โYes!โ he snaps in a whisper. โTheyโve got a habit of checking my bedroom and bathroom for women. Just give me two minutes, and theyโll be gone.โ
This can’t be happening. Still, I glance toward the front door, already hearing Cal and Joshโs voices getting louder, followed by pounding knocks.
Muttering curses under my breath, I go into the nearest cupboard. โThis is so fucking stupid,โ I hiss as I step inside, pulling the door closed behind me.
From outside, Alex calls back toward the door, keeping his voice casual. The guys shout louder, teasing, banging harder. I press my hands against the back wall and lean into it, trying not to breathe too loud.
โTwo minutes, Alex,โ I whisper.
โPromise,โ he mutters back.
Just like that, Iโm in a cupboard. A literal fucking cupboard. This is my life now.
Chapter 16
Alex POV
I open the door and immediately regret it. All three of them are standing there like theyโre ready to throw a party.
โIs this important?โ I ask, already knowing the answer.
Doesnโt matter. They donโt wait. Cal and Jacob push past me like they own the place, and Josh follows with a grin, already heading for the kitchen.
โYou guys,โ I start, closing the door behind them, โIโm busy.โ
โCoach said you called in sick,โ Cal says, opening my cabinet like itโs his own. โSo we figured weโd cheer you up.โ
โYeah, with alcohol,โ Josh adds, grabbing glasses.
Shit. I glance over and spot the shirt Elsie left on the back of the couch, her bra peeking out from underneath it.
Panic flares. I move fast and swipe the clothes into a bundle, shoving them behind the couch cushion before they can notice.
โI was actually about to go to bed,โ I try, hoping theyโll take the hint.
โYou can handle one drink before you crawl back under the covers,โ Cal says, handing me a glass and smirking.
One drink, and then theyโre out. Thatโs the deal I make with myself.
โOne,โ I say, meeting Calโs eyes.
โOr two. Or three. Weโre not picky,โ Jacob says with a grin, dropping onto the armchair like he owns it.
I raise my glass and throw the drink back in one go. If I drink it fast enough, maybe theyโll take it as a sign Iโm done.
Cal leans forward, elbows on his knees, watching me. โI wanted to ask you something. These two didnโt care, but… did you get Elsieโs number?โ
The question hits like a slap. I keep my expression flat.
โYouโre the one who went home with her,โ I say coolly.
He laughs, easy and relaxed. โI dropped her off. Didnโt get her number, though.โ
I shrug, keeping my face neutral. โThen I canโt help you.โ
He tilts his head, studying me, but I donโt flinch. I donโt blink. I just keep the glass in my hand and act like Iโm not hiding a woman in my damn cupboard.
Jacob leans over and refills my glass without asking.
โI said one,โ I remind him.
He grins. โAnd we said maybe more. Letโs see where the night takes us.โ
This is going to be a disaster. I can feel it already.
Jacob stretches his legs out and props his feet on my coffee table like he pays the rent here. โSo, Coach said if we take tomorrowโs game, we might get a week off next month.โ
Cal perks up. โSeriously?โ
โYeah. Said something about โearned downtimeโ or whatever.โ Jacob tips his head back and drains his drink.
Josh laughs from the kitchen. โHe also said if we skate like we did today, heโs benching all of us.โ
โOnly because he had to drag your hungover ass off the ice,โ Cal throws back.
โNot hungover,โ Josh says with mock dignity. โJust… aggressively recovering.โ
They all start arguing over who did what during drills this morning, who missed which passes, and who Coach threatened the most. I nod along, try to look interested, but my mind drifts.
Elsie, sheโs still in the cupboard.
Shit. I need them to go, I can’t leave her in there. I shift in my seat, ready to stand and figure out a way to get them moving, but then Jacob lobs a question my way.
โDid you hear they moved Sam to the starting lineup?โ
I blink. โWhat?โ
โTomorrow. Coach made the switch. Said he wants more speed off the opening faceoff.โ
I sit back, frowning. โSamโs not faster. Heโs just flashier. Itโll screw our rhythm.โ
โTell Coach that,โ Cal mutters. โHe doesnโt listen to logic.โ
Josh walks over and refills his drink, again. โYouโre just bitter Sam out-skated you last game.โ
โThatโs because he damn near tripped me.โ
They all start laughing again, another wave of banter breaking over the room, and I forget. I forget sheโs here. I forget the two-minute deal. I forget the panic.
My mind slips back into the game, into tactics, into team dynamics. I lose track of time. My second drink vanishes. Then my third. The guys are still sprawled around my living room, arguing over whoโll end up with more goals this season and whoโs most likely to be fined for fighting.
All the while, the cupboard stays closed. Silent.
Completely forgotten.
The guys are in full chaos mode now. Josh is telling some story about a failed Tinder date that involved a cat, a locked bathroom door, and what he claims was โan unfortunate misunderstanding.โ Calโs halfway through crying with laughter, and Jacob keeps tossing popcorn at him for missing the best part of the story while he wheezes.
Iโve almost forgotten weโre not at someone elseโs place. Almost forgotten this is my apartment, and that I should be acting like a responsible adult who doesnโt have a woman hidden in his cupboard. I forget though, which is why I don’t complain at Jacob for throwing shit.
Cal shifts on the couch and pulls something out from behind the cushion.
โWhat the hell isโ?โ He pauses and holds it up.
Itโs Elsieโs bra, and the shirt.
He stretches both out in his hands, eyebrows raised. โWell, well, what do we have here?โ
My stomach sinks. โGive me that.โ
Jacob and Josh immediately jump up, crowding around to get a better look. โDude,โ Josh laughs, โyouโre hiding someone here?โ
โIโm not hiding anyone,โ I say quickly, stepping forward and snatching the clothes back.
They all stare at me like Iโve lost my mind.
โThen whose are these?โ Cal asks, still grinning.
โShe left.โ
โWithout her top?โ Jacob squints at me.
โShe… didnโt notice?โ
Theyโre already moving, heading for the hallway.
โNope,โ Josh calls over his shoulder, โweโre investigating. If sheโs still here, weโre saying hi.โ
โYouโre not investigating anything,โ I snap, following them. โThereโs no one here.โ
Cal yanks open the bathroom door. โClear!โ
Jacob shoves open the bedroom door. โAlso clear!โ
Josh turns and looks at me, smug. โSo where is she?โ
โGone. Like I said,โ I mutter.
There’s a soft sound. The tiniest rustle, but we all hear it and it comes from the cupboard.
Panic sets in. I dart forward, planting myself in front of the doors like a goalie guarding the net.
โSheโs not in there,โ I say too fast.
Cal crosses his arms. โMove.โ
โNo.โ
โCome on,โ Jacob groans. โWeโve gotta meet the legend. You owe us that much.โ
โSheโs not a legend, and youโre not meeting anyone,โ I bite back.
Josh leans in, smirking. โWeโre just saying hi.โ
I donโt move, and they all look at each other, then back at me. โLeave, right now.โ
โGod, youโre no fun,โ Cal mutters, throwing his hands up. โBuzzkill.โ
Jacob shakes his head, laughing. โProtective much?โ
They turn and head for the door, still laughing.
โWeโll find out who she is,โ Josh calls as they walk out. โMight take us a day, but weโve got resources.โ
โEnjoy the mystery, Wolfe,โ Cal adds with a wink, pulling the door shut behind him.
The second it clicks closed, I spin around and open the cupboard.
Elsie glares at me like sheโs ready to murder someone. Probably me.
This is going to be a fun conversation. I totally fucking forget about her at one point.
She storms out like a hellstorm in bare feet.
โItโs been an hour,โ she snaps, straightening my shirt and glaring at me like I told her to live in there.
โI didnโt mean for it to take that long,โ I start.
She jabs a finger into my chest. โYou said two minutes. Two. Not sixty. Do you even remember I was in there?โ
โI was trying to get them to leave!โ
โYou were laughing. Drinking. Telling stories like you werenโt hiding a whole human being in your cupboard!โ She gestures wildly, full-on furious now. โDo you just forget people when theyโre inconvenient?โ
โI didnโt forget,โ I lie, even though I absolutely did.
โOh really? Because Cal found my bra. The one you shoved under the cushion while you were too busy trying to have fun.โ
I wince. โI was going to come get youโโ
โBut you didnโt. You let them sit around, talk shit, ask about me, and nearly tear your place apart trying to find the mystery woman. I was five seconds away from becoming a live-action horror movie.โ
I run a hand over my face. โYou said you didnโt want them to know you were here.โ
โI didnโt mean hide me like contraband!โ
โI was trying to protect your cover!โ
โBy burying me under your broom?!โ
She keeps going, words sharp and fast, cutting through the hangover I didnโt know I still had. I can barely keep up, every sentence landing like a jab to the ribs.
She takes another step closer, still firing off her rage, and I just… snap.
I step in, grab her and I kiss her.
Her mouth is soft and angry and tastes like my coffee, and for one whole second, she kisses me back.
Then she pushes me, hard and I stumble back, blinking.
โYou kissed me to shut me up!โ she accuses.
My hands lift instinctively. โYes?โ Fuck, I did, I didn’t even realise until after.
She stares at me like sheโs deciding which piece of furniture to throw first.
โI panicked,โ I offer.
Her eyes narrow. โYou panicked? Again?โ
I nod once, completely serious. โItโs becoming a theme.โ
She exhales like sheโs trying not to scream, then turns and starts pacing, muttering something under her breath that Iโm pretty sure involves stabbing.
I watch her, still feeling the kiss on my lips, still hearing her voice in my head.
Yeah.
I mightโve screwed this up even worse than I thought.
She spins on her heel, eyes sharp. โDo you have some kind of condition? Like… you physically canโt have a normal argument? Is kissing your go-to defense mechanism? Do you do that to shut everyone up or just me?โ
I open my mouth, then close it again. Sheโs got a point.
โNo,โ I say eventually. โItโs… only ever happened with you.โ That doesnโt sound any better. If anything, it sounds worse.
She crosses her arms, eyes narrowing. โFantastic. I get the special treatment.โ
โI panicked,โ I say again, quietly this time. โAnd Iโm sorry. Again.โ
She stares at me like sheโs weighing whether or not to accept that. โI just want my bag, Alex. Thatโs it.โ
โI called,โ I tell her. โThe taxi company said the driver hasnโt reported anything yet. They said theyโd call back if it turns up.โ
She exhales slowly, frustration still thick on her face. โGreat.โ
I move into the kitchen and grab two glasses. I donโt know what else to do except keep trying. I pour water for myself, not alcohol, and hold one out.
โHere. And for what itโs worth… I really am sorry.โ
She takes the glass, but doesnโt drink. Her fingers wrap around it like sheโs debating throwing it at me. After a long pause, she takes a small sip instead.
It feels like progress, but barely. She still wonโt look at me.
I deserve that, every bit of it. She stands there in my kitchen, sipping from the glass like itโs the only thing keeping her from launching it at my face. I donโt blame her. If the roles were reversed, Iโd be pissed too.
She doesnโt speak, just leans her hip against the counter and keeps her eyes fixed somewhere over my shoulder, like looking directly at me might reignite the fire.
I scrub a hand over my face and sit down at the table. The silence stretches, awkward and heavy. I hate it. Iโd rather she scream again.
โI didnโt mean to make you feel like an idiot,โ I say quietly, โor like some secret I needed to hide. That wasnโt it.โ
Her eyes flick to mine, sharp and unreadable. โYou put me in a cupboard, Alex.โ
โI know. Trust me, I havenโt forgotten.โ
She shakes her head slowly, then sets the glass down with a soft clink. โYou donโt get it. I came here to help my career. I trusted you to help. Then I wake up to you being drunk, sending insane messages, making assumptions, and then panicking so hard you forget I exist.โ
โI didnโt forget,โ I start, but the look she shoots me shuts that down.
โI didnโt mean to forget,โ I correct myself. โI was trying to distract them, and then everything spiraled. You know what theyโre like.โ
She exhales and leans back against the counter. โTheyโre your friends. Theyโre not the ones Iโm trying to impress. You are.โ
That lands like a punch I wasnโt ready for. I stare at her, the words echoing in my head.
I clear my throat. โYou are. You have. And Iโm going to fix this.โ
โHow?โ she asks, not accusing, genuinely curious, maybe a little tired.
โIโll get your bag back. If it doesnโt turn up, Iโll replace everything. And when weโre at the game, Iโll come straight to you. Iโll make it obvious itโs not a one-time thing. The others will follow.โ
She lifts a brow. โWhat if they donโt?โ
โThen theyโre idiots,โ I say simply. โBut they will.โ
She watches me a little longer, then walks over to the table and sinks into the chair opposite mine. The fight drains from her shoulders, but not entirely.
โIโm still pissed,โ she says.
โIโd be worried if you werenโt.โ
โAnd if you ever kiss me again to win an argument, Iโm going to throw something.โ
โNoted.โ
She glances down at her glass, then back up at me. โYou still owe me.โ
โI know.โ
โAnd you still called me easy.โ
โI panicked.โ
โYou keep saying that.โ
โIt keeps being true.โ
For the first time since she came out of the cupboard, her lips twitch. Not a smile, not quite, but something close. A crack in the ice.
Itโs not forgiveness, but itโs not nothing either.
Chapter 17
Elsie POV
He drives me crazy in every possible way.
โLook, Iโm sorry. I didnโt mean to disrespect you. I really like you, Elsie.โ
Oh, hell. โThatโs not happening. For one, Iโm not looking for a relationship. Iโm focusing on getting my career started. Second, Iโm not about to date a guy Iโll be interviewing after games.โ
Alex chuckles. โBy like, I mean as a friend. Donโt worry, Iโm not expecting anything. As youโve probably noticed, all of my friends are sarcastic idiots. Youโre different. Youโre real, brutal, and honest. I need that in a friend.โ
I watch him for a moment, then sigh and relax just a little.
โYouโre a strange man, Alex,โ I mutter.
He laughs and nods. โMaybe. Or maybe Iโm just focusing on surviving one day at a time.โ
โDoubtful. You donโt strike me as someone whoโs just surviving. You seem like youโre loving life, soaking up every second.โ
His laugh makes me hesitate. For the first time, I wonder if I have him completely wrong.
โWe only show the world the parts of ourselves and our lives we want them to see.โ
The way he says it hits me harder than I expect. โYou have dark secrets?โ I tilt my head and wait. He sighs heavily.
โLike you wouldnโt know. And trust me, you donโt want to.โ
โWhy not? Everyone has secrets, Alex. I do too. We all carry something from our past that feels dark, dangerous, or makes us believe weโre unworthy of good things.โ
His laugh turns cold. The sound makes my skin prickle.
โDark and dangerous? Believe me, whatever you think youโve survived, it doesnโt even come close to scratching the surface of mine.โ He rubs his face roughly, then pours himself another drink.
I want to ask. I want to know. But I donโt push him. I know if I do, it will only make him shut down or leave. So instead, I go with the one thing I have been dying to know.
โHow do you do it?โ I ask quietly.
He looks at me, confused.
โThat club. You got me and a plus-one on the list. How? Places like that donโt just let anyone in, Alex. From everything Iโve heard, even being a top hockey player wouldnโt give you that kind of pull.โ
Iโve been thinking about it since I stood hidden in the cupboard. The longer I sat there, the more questions I had. I shouldnโt have been allowed in. Reporters are usually blacklisted from clubs like that.
โYouโve got more power than you should, Alex.โ
He stares at me like I just caught him off guard. Slowly, he nods.
โYeah, well, sometimes having people trust you and take your word as gospel isnโt always a good thing.โ
He finishes his drink and I watch him carefully. โI canโt see how that isnโt a good thing. Youโre always at the most exclusive places.โ
โJust because the world looks lavish doesnโt mean it is.โ
I donโt argue. I just nod, knowing heโs probably right. I wouldnโt know. Still, people seem to be drawn to Alex no matter where he goes. Anytime he shows up in newspapers or magazines, itโs always with him walking into some high-end club or event like he owns the place.
โWhat made you want to become a reporter?โ he asks suddenly. His eyes flick over to me as he leans back. โWhy sports? Itโs a tough field to break into. Crime, homelessness, and human interest stories are easier, and theyโre always in demand.โ
I shrug. โMy dad always told me that thereโs more under the surface in sports than anyone ever sees. He said reporters pick and choose what to show the public.โ
Alex lets out a low laugh. โThatโs definitely true.โ
โHe told me most sports reporters donโt care about the players, not really. They just see dollar signs and controversy. I wanted to be different. I wanted to tell the truth, to write about their lives without twisting things or making every hockey player seem like an arrogant prick, even though you and your team made that a challenge.โ
He groans and buries his face in his hands. โYeah, yeah, okay.โ
I grin and his groan deepens.
โI already apologised for that. Itโs just how players are. Itโs not only my team.โ
โSexist pigs, got it.โ I wink and his shoulders shake as he chuckles.
โI guess thatโs how we come across sometimes, but honestly, weโโ
His phone cuts him off mid-sentence. The shrill ring slices through the quiet. Alex glances at the screen, sighs, and without another word, gets up and walks out of the room.
I stare after him, frowning. That was odd. I push the thought aside and wait. Minutes stretch out painfully slow until nearly twenty minutes have passed before he finally comes back.
โThey have your bag. Letโs go get it.โ
He holds out my clothes and I take them, heading straight for his bathroom. Slipping out of his oversized shirt and back into my own clothes, I smooth my hands down my jeans and take a breath before stepping back out.
Alex is waiting at the door, silent, distant. He doesnโt say a word, just gestures for me to leave. I hesitate for a second, expecting him to at least ask if Iโm ready or if I want to grab a coffee first, but he doesnโt.
Instead, he just quietly leads the way out of his apartment. His mood has shifted completely, and I have no idea why.
The car ride is quiet. I glance sideways at him as he drives, one hand resting lazily on the steering wheel, the other flicking on the indicator at the next turn. The silence feels heavier than usual. I fiddle with the strap of my seatbelt as I finally speak.
โCan you drop me at the office?โ
Alex gives a quick nod. โYeah, no problem.โ
We pull into the lot of the cab company where my bag was dropped off. I wait as he jogs inside, and a few minutes later he comes back out carrying it over his shoulder. I watch him through the glass, noting how tense his expression still is. He tosses the bag into my lap before sliding back behind the wheel and pulling away again.
As we cruise down the street toward the city, I canโt take the quiet anymore.
โAre you okay?โ I ask, turning toward him fully. โYouโve gone all weird since that call.โ
โIโm fine.โ His voice is flat, clipped. โJust family drama.โ
โYour sister?โ I chuckle.
โNo, other family not her.โ
I frown, confused. โI thought you didn’t have any other family?โ
He laughs, bitter and hollow, eyes fixed on the road. โJust because nearly your whole family is dead doesnโt mean their drama disappears.โ
I stare at him, startled, but before I can ask anything else, he pulls the car to a smooth stop outside my office building. I blink, realising weโre already here. Alex doesnโt even look over as I gather my bag and open the door.
โThanks for the ride,โ I say quietly, stepping out onto the pavement.
The door clicks shut behind me and I watch him for a second through the window, but heโs already shifting the car into gear. Without another word, he pulls away and vanishes into the city traffic.
I sling my bag over my shoulder and walk into the building, feeling the weight of unanswered questions settle hard in my chest.
Sitting at my desk, I force myself to focus. The cursor blinks at me from the screen like it knows I’m hesitating. I lean back in my chair and stare at the half-filled document. My editor has been on my case all day, I’ve seen the messages and missed calls. The message was clear. โYou said you had something on Alex Wolfe. I want to see it. Now.โ
I take a breath and start typing.
The first time I properly met Alex Wolfe, he ignored me.
I let the words hang for a moment. They feel true. Because they are.
I stood outside the arena with my microphone, surrounded by other reporters all desperate to grab a soundbite. I called his name once as he walked by. He turned toward the reporter next to me and gave them an answer. I tried again, louder this time. His eyes flicked to me for one second, blank and unimpressed, then slid away without a word. That was my introduction to the man known for being hockeyโs most private star.
I rub my thumb over the corner of my desk as I keep writing.
I expected that to be the last time we crossed paths. I never imagined a few hours later he would be standing in my hotel room, both of us wearing nothing but towels, staring at each other in pure disbelief.
The guys on his team had sent a woman named Rachel to his room as some kind of sick prank. Alex, desperate to get away from her, had grabbed whatever dignity he had left and bolted down the hallway. By sheer dumb luck, he ended up in my room. I had just stepped out of the shower myself. He practically shoved his way in and begged me to hide him. That was our real introduction.
I sigh, remembering it vividly.
That night, we argued. I told him exactly what I thought of him brushing me off at the arena. He stared me dead in the eye and blurted out, โAre you a virgin?โ I still don’t know what possessed him to ask that, but it shut me up fast enough.
After that disaster, I was sure I would never see him again. I was wrong.
The next day began what I now refer to as The Makeover War. Alex insisted that my entire look was the problem. That no player would speak to a reporter dressed like a lost college intern. I argued that I should be judged on my skills. He told me that in his world, first impressions were everything.
I let him drag me through multiple shops, biting back my pride as he and his stylist debated colors, fabrics, and cuts like I was a mannequin. I was humiliated the entire time. When he handed me a push-up bra and told me to change, I considered throwing it at him. Instead, I put it on, walked out, and caught him looking longer than he should have before he coughed and turned away.
I smile faintly and keep typing.
The club night was next. The first time I walked into the VIP lounge, my legs nearly gave out. He had told me to bring my friend Sarah, refused to be seen arriving with me, and acted like he didn’t even know me once inside. Yet somehow, I knew he was watching. I danced with Cal, laughed too loud, let myself get lost in the music just to ignore how nervous I was. Then, when Cal stepped away, Alex pulled me on the dancefloor with a look I will never forget.
I grimace and move to the next memory.
The texts started that night. Dozens of them. At first they were professional reminders about how to act around the players, then came the passive-aggressive warnings about how I was getting too close to Cal. Then more advice, even more warnings. I ignored most of them, knowing full well Alex was drunk and spiraling. I went to his place to put in him in his place and his response was to kiss me.
I shake my head. The worst part still makes me furious.
The next morning, his teammates showed up uninvited at his apartment. Panicked, Alex ordered me into his cupboard so I would not be caught there. โTwo minutes,โ he promised. I stayed hidden for over an hour, listening to them drink and joke while I sat wedged between spare coats and shoes, fuming. The humiliation was unbearable.
When I finally emerged and confronted him, he kissed me. Not gently. Not thoughtfully. Just to shut me up. I slapped him immediately, furious beyond words.
I sit back and stare at the screen, breathing hard.
Alex Wolfe is a hurricane. He barges into your life, knocks everything over, and walks away like it never happened. I was sent to get a story, not get involved. The issue is, when Alex dragged me into his life and stepped into mine. He became the story.
I stare at it and click save. It’s not detailed, but it’s enough. I email it off to my editor and sit in the quiet offices. No one is here, it’s too late.
His reply comes quickly.
Talk less about unimportant facts, and describe the night he stayed in your hotel room. Describe everything that involves him and shows him as a person.
Well, that’s that then. Another message comes through.
You need to get deeper. There’s nothing in this that is Alex; it’s all the show and what he wants the world to see. Dig deeper.”
He’s wrong. The Alex the world knows wouldn’t help a woman like me. Sure, I helped him, but he could have just given me advice and sent me on my way.
Instead he took me shopping, dressed me, in a way introduced me to his sister. Everything like that, is the real Alex. I won’t cut it out, as it shows he’s not unemotional, and unable to feel. It proves he has feelings and cares.
Chapter 18
Alex POV
I step into the office, not caring that the heavy door slams shut behind me. I’m pissed, my plan was to keep Elsie at mine tonight and that entire fucking plan flew out the window because of this asshole.
The sharp echo of the door banging bounces off the high marble walls, drawing every eye in the room. Not that there are many. Only one man waits, sitting comfortably behind an obnoxiously expensive walnut desk, the skyline of the city glittering behind him like he owns it.
โAbout time,โ he says smoothly, folding his manicured hands on the desk.
I walk straight to the decanter at the sideboard and pour myself a drink without asking. I don’t even look at him as I speak. โAre you fucking serious? I told you I was busy. You knew Iโd handle it.โ
โBusy hiding reporters in cupboards apparently.โ
I stop mid-sip, my fingers tightening around the glass, then I turn and walk across the office. He’s clearly spoke to someone in the team. I drop heavily into the leather chair opposite him and stretch my legs. The energy radiating off me makes the manโs expensive artwork and overpriced furniture feel small.
โDonโt push me, Thomas.โ
Thomas Albright. Family lawyer, crisis manager, professional manipulator. Retained by my father decades ago and kept on only because cutting him loose would cause more problems than it solved. His suit is flawless, his gold cufflinks polished, his dark tie straight and cold against his perfect white shirt.
โIโm not pushing.โ He leans back smoothly, folding his hands together like he owns the building we sit in. โIโm doing what I always do. Containing your chaos.โ
I smile slightly and swirl the drink in my hand. โYou don’t contain me. You clean up minor inconveniences.โ
His eyes narrow for a flicker of a second, but he recovers instantly. โYouโre reckless, Alex. You always have been. And usually, we ride that out. Your brawls. Your fights. Your attitude problems. You win, the papers move on, the sponsors stay quiet, and I do my job. But this? This is different.โ
I tilt my head lazily, though my attention sharpens. โSay what you mean.โ
He gestures at a slim folder on his desk. I don’t reach for it.
โThe girl,โ he says calmly. โYouโre letting her get too close.โ
โSheโs a reporter. Iโm helping her blend in so the players will talk to her. That benefits me too. Iโve told you that already.โ
โSheโs not just a reporter anymore. You know what happens when anyone outside our world gets close. They start asking the wrong questions.โ
I give him a cold, slow grin. โYou think I donโt know the rules?โ
Thomas exhales through his nose. โYour father always knew how to walk that line. He had flaws, sure. But he kept business and personal completely separate.โ
My jaw tightens for half a second. โDonโt bring him up.โ
โHe kept your family name ironclad. Doors opened for him because people knew he would never expose them. Now they open for you because of the same expectation. And Iโm telling you right now, that expectation is starting to crack.โ
I down the rest of my drink and set the glass down carefully. โYouโre worried Iโm going to start talking? You really think Iโd burn the family for a woman?โ
โI think you donโt realize how fast this could spiral. You dragged her into a situation that wasnโt her business. The Rachel incident, the cupboard, the nightclub, and now players from other teams are noticing her because she walked in on your arm.โ
โShe didnโt walk in on my arm.โ I sit forward, voice low but razor sharp. โYou donโt get to twist this like Iโm playing house with her.โ
Thomas taps the folder with one long finger. โThe cameras saw it differently. She draws attention and attention draws questions. I donโt care if you sleep with her. I care if she starts digging and ends up connecting dots no one outside the family ever should.โ
I lean back and let the tension stretch long between us. I take my time before speaking again. โYouโre assuming sheโd even know what dots to look for. She doesnโt know anything.โ
โYet.โ
I give him a hard stare. โShe wonโt.โ
โSheโs a reporter. They always dig. You know this.โ
โShe wonโt,โ I repeat flatly.
Thomas leans back, watching me with that same cold lawyer detachment heโs had since I was sixteen and breaking noses in underground fights for extra cash. โYouโve built something most people would kill for. You control access, you control the press, you control which clubs even let you walk through their door. Donโt fuck that up because of your pride or whatever this is between you and her.โ
I crack my knuckles slowly and stand. โIf I lose it, I rebuild it.โ
He lets out a soft, humorless laugh. โYou think thatโs how this works? This city tolerates you because you know how to play. Your father earned that. You inherited it. Youโve kept the wolves at bay because they know you donโt break the code.โ
I stare down at him from my full height. โI still havenโt.โ
Thomasโs eyes sharpen. โYouโre close. Too close. Thatโs why Iโm warning you. I donโt speak to you like this because I enjoy it. I do it because I know exactly what happens to men who forget the difference between control and chaos.โ
I walk to the bar and pour another drink. This time I sip it slower. โYouโve said your piece. Anything else?โ
He straightens his tie and stands. โYou know what happens if she digs too far. I wonโt be able to stop them. Not this time.โ
I glance over my shoulder. My voice is soft but dangerous. โIf anyone touches her, there wonโt be anything left of them to stop.โ
His mouth tightens, but he nods once. โThen make sure it never comes to that.โ
I set the glass down with a sharp clink. โIt wonโt.โ
Without another word, I walk out. The heavy office door closes behind me with a quiet finality.
I walk fast, shoulders tight, every muscle coiled. The cold air outside hits me and I drag it deep into my lungs. The city lights blur through the windshield of my parked car as I climb in.
I told him she wouldnโt pull those threads. I told him she wouldnโt find out.
But for the first time, I am not sure I believe myself.
The city rolls past in blurs of gold and steel as I drive. The night is colder than it should be for this time of year. I crack the window anyway, letting the sharp air sting my skin. I deserve that at least.
My fingers flex on the steering wheel, the tension refusing to leave my body no matter how many breaths I take.
This was never supposed to be my life.
I never wanted this.
Hockey was supposed to be the escape. The rink was the only place where I could shut everything out. The blood, the weight of the family name, the rules, the expectations. On the ice I could hit and be hit. It made sense there. Pain had rules. Pain had boundaries.
Off the ice, nothing ever has.
When my father died, I thought maybe that was it. Maybe I was free. I was wrong. I inherited everything the same way you inherit debt. The Wolfe name came with power, influence, access no one else could touch. It also came with silent agreements, people who expected the Wolfe heir to keep playing the game, people who expected the son to keep the family reputation intact.
I never asked for any of it.
I could walk away. I have thought about it more times than I can count. The second I retire, I can let it all go. Let the doors close. Let the wolves finally turn on each other without me as the buffer between their egos and their grudges.
But it’s not that simple.
My world doesn’t allow people to leave. Not cleanly.
The only way out of my familyโs web is through death or bankruptcy. Both are a slow, painful suicide. Both leave destruction behind. Both are choices that would drag innocent people down with me. I could walk away and bring down entire business deals, reputations, careers that have nothing to do with the darkness tied to the Wolfe name. The city would devour itself trying to fill the power vacuum. I know because I’ve watched it happen to others.
There’s no way out. Not one I can live with.
So I stay. I play. I wear the name like armor and try not to let the rot underneath crack through the surface. I walk the line. I maintain control. I control access. I control the media. I control the conversations.
Until her.
I tighten my grip on the wheel. I don’t even say her name in my head. It makes it too real.
I didn’t mean for this to happen. She was supposed to be another invisible face in the background. Another nobody reporter desperate for a soundbite. But the second I stepped into that hotel room, dripping wet, towel barely hanging on, and saw her glare at me like I was the asshole for barging in, I knew I was screwed.
I’ve tried to push her back. I’ve tried to hold her at armโs length. I’ve tried to remind myself she is a liability.
But she’s not backing down.
And I’m running out of excuses for why I keep letting her in.
The car slows as I pull into the underground garage beneath my building. The thick security doors close behind me as I kill the engine.
For a long moment, I sit in silence.
I have survived this long because I never let anyone too close. Not teammates. Not friends. Not women.
But she’s already too close.
And no matter how much I tell myself I’m still in control, I know deep down I’m lying to myself.
I push open the car door and step into the dark concrete stillness of the garage. My boots echo with every heavy step toward the elevator. My mind keeps racing, keeps cataloguing the things I can’t afford to forget.
The family. The rules. The lines I can’t cross. The lines I am already dangerously close to blurring.
The girl I can’t stop thinking about.
The elevator dings and I step inside, running my hand through my hair as the doors slide shut. My reflection stares back at me in the polished metal. Cold eyes. Hard jaw. I look exactly like my father right now and it makes me want to punch the glass.
I can’t be him and I refuse to be him. But in this world, I know better than anyone how little choice I have left.
I slam my keys down on the kitchen counter and grab my phone. I donโt think. I just call.
Two rings is all it takes.
โYeah?โ Calโs voice is rough, still thick with sleep.
โGet over here.โ
Thereโs a beat of silence. He hears it in my tone.
โTen minutes.โ
I hang up and head to the window. The city below looks cold and distant, lights blurring into nothing against the dark sky. My jaw tightens. Iโve held my world together for years, but I can feel the cracks now, spreading in ways I canโt stop.
The knock finally comes. I open the door and Cal steps in, hoodie loose over his shoulders, hair messy, eyes sharp as always. He takes one look at me and frowns.
โWhat happened?โ
I donโt answer right away. I pour him a drink, hand it over, and drop onto the couch. โTheyโre pushing me. They want me to cut her off. Now.โ
Cal raises an eyebrow and settles onto the chair opposite. โThe girl from the cupboard?โ
I shoot him a glare. He just smirks.
โI knew it. When we showed up the other day and you shoved me and the guys out like your place was on fire? I said then, โHeโs hiding someone he fucking likes a lot.โ You stuffed her in your damn cupboard, Alex.โ
I lean back and sigh, dragging a hand through my hair. โI didnโt have a choice.โ
Cal laughs and takes a sip of his drink. โYou? The guy who always has a choice? I never thought Iโd see the day.โ
โI was protecting her.โ
โFrom me?โ His eyes are full of teasing disbelief. โCome on.โ
I stare him down. โNot from you. From what happens if anyone connects her to me.โ
Cal pauses, watching me over the rim of his glass. โSo, sheโs not just some girl you picked up?โ
I say nothing.
Cal chuckles and shakes his head. โSo you called me over to tell me you slept with her and can’t decide if you want to dip it in some more?โ
โI didnโt.โ
His entire body freezes. โYou what?โ
โI havenโt touched her.โ
The silence stretches long. Cal stares like Iโve grown a second head. Then slowly, the biggest shit-eating grin Iโve ever seen spreads across his face.
โYouโre joking.โ
I shake my head.
He leans forward, laughing under his breath. โYou mean to tell me Alex Wolfe, king of the hit-it-and-leave, has been running around obsessed over a girl and hasnโt even tried to sleep with her?โ
โI havenโt.โ
He laughs harder, throws his head back and groans like he canโt believe what heโs hearing. โYouโve gotta be kidding. Youโve been avoiding women like the plague ever since this started. You let her into your apartment, hid her in a cupboard, called me over in the middle of the night, and you havenโt even tried to get her into your bed?โ
I say nothing.
Cal lets out a whistle and leans back against the chair, shaking his head. โYouโre down bad, man. I mean, youโve had women falling over themselves to get your attention for years. You chew through them like theyโre disposable. But now the first time you actually give a damn, youโre terrified to even touch her?โ
โIโm not terrified.โ My voice comes out sharp.
He lifts his hands, mock surrender. โIโm just saying, I didnโt see this coming. You always get them out of your system quick. One night, done. Now suddenly, youโre stuck.โ
I scowl into my drink. I hate that heโs right.
Cal watches me for another long beat, his grin softening. โYouโre not wrong to be careful. People are already watching you closer than ever. Theyโre waiting for you to screw up. Youโre the last one they expect to lose control.โ
I drain my glass and set it down with more force than I mean to. โI havenโt lost control.โ
Cal arches a brow. โYou called me in the middle of the night. You stuffed a woman in a cupboard. Youโve been ignoring every other distraction since she showed up. You skipped training for her. If thatโs not losing control, itโs close.โ
I lean forward, elbows on my knees. โIโve kept my world together for years. Iโve walked the line every single day. I canโt afford to let this blow up.โ
Cal watches me closely. โThen walk away.โ
I look out the window. โI canโt.โ
His voice softens, losing the mocking edge. โI know.โ
We sit in silence for a while. Cal finally drains the rest of his glass and stands, tugging his hoodie back into place.
โIโll say this much,โ he says as he walks to the door. โYouโve handled bigger messes than this. Youโll figure it out. Just be smart.โ
I nod. โI always am.โ
Cal opens the door, glances back at me one last time. โNot always, Alex. Just most of the time.โ
Then heโs gone. Iโm left staring at the empty glass, the city still cold and endless outside my window, and the one woman I shouldnโt be thinking about still at the front of my mind.
Chapter 19
Alex POV
Sleep didnโt come last night. I stared at the ceiling, thinking through every possible angle, every outcome. If I can keep this relationship with Elsie strictly business, if I never let it cross the line, then she stays safe. Sheโll never get close enough to the mess my life is tangled in. Sheโll never be a target.
Thatโs why I said I liked her as a friend. Cal knows the truth about the world Iโm forced to live in. No one else does. Not even her.
But Elsieโs smart. Too smart. The way she talks, the way she holds herself even when sheโs out of her depth, it draws people in. Thereโs a power in it, even if she doesnโt realize.
I keep telling myself that helping her start her career is proof I care. That Iโm already giving her everything I can. That sheโll see it and never betray me.
She canโt betray me. She doesnโt know anything.
Hockey was always my escape. My passion. When I was a kid, I used to watch my father on the ice, thinking there was no one in the world better than him. The way he moved, the way the crowd worshipped him. I was going to be him. The next Wolfe legend.
When I was old enough to skate, he was the one who taught me. I lived for those practices, thinking I was training to become the next great player, to carry his legacy.
I idolized him. I thought he was a hero, the hero of the game.
I was a fucking idiot.
I remember the day everything shattered. The day I learned the truth. Iโd made it, I was deep into my career, and he was long retired. I still thought the reason he had so much power, the reason he walked into any exclusive club or event without ever being questioned, was because of how good heโd been on the ice.
Fuck… I was wrong.
I still remember the feeling when I found out what was behind the curtain. My father hadnโt just played hockey. He manipulated it. Heโd brokered deals, thrown games, pulled strings to line his own pockets and secure power.
I remember exactly when I stopped idolizing him and started hating him.
I thought I was free of him when he died. Then the message came. The announcement behind closed doors. The one where they informed me Iโd be continuing where he left off.
Me.
The first thing I did was get drunk. The second was beat the hell out of a group of men who got in my way that night. I threatened to expose everything, to burn it all down. I was ready to blow it wide open.
Cal was the only one who pulled me back. The only one I trusted to know the truth.
I made my choice that night. I agreed to pass on information when I heard things. Rumors. Player chatter. What I refused to do was ever throw a game, never deliberately win or lose. I play because I love the sport. I play to compete. I have no idea if someone else on my team is doing it. I refused to know. Thatโs what eats at me the most.
The idea that someone I trust could be continuing my fatherโs legacy behind my back makes me fucking sick.
I snap back to reality and realize Iโm standing inside the rink. I mustโve driven here on autopilot. Worse, I walked straight through the main doors, past the media entrance, past the corridor where she always waits.
I didnโt stop.
Fuck.
I stare at the door behind me, frozen. If she saw me blow past her like that, Iโve just undone everything Iโve tried to build between us. Walking back out would only make it worse.
Iโm standing here debating whether I should walk back, apologize, and fix this or keep going and pretend I didnโt notice.
Shit. Neither option feels right.
I push open the locker room door and head straight for my stall. My mindโs still half back at that damn door, thinking about whether Elsie saw me, whether sheโs pissed, whether Iโve just wrecked this whole arrangement.
The second I sit, I force it out of my head. I tug on my jersey and pads automatically, going through the motions Iโve done a thousand times. My focus shifts to the room.
The locker room feels tighter than usual as I finish lacing my skates. The buzz of conversations and random bursts of laughter bounce off the concrete walls, but Iโm not part of it. My headโs not here. Cal watches me from the next stall, taping his stick slowly, studying me out of the corner of his eye like he knows exactly whatโs running through my mind.
I ignore him. My eyes scan the room. Samโs adjusting his pads for the third time, fidgeting nervously. Deano leans back, legs stretched out like he doesnโt have a care in the world. I know better. I know the signs of someone trying too hard to look casual.
I shake it off and stand. Time to focus.
The roar of the crowd shakes the glass as I step onto the ice. The bright white surface stretches ahead like a battlefield under floodlights. My blades bite in as I push off, joining the flow of bodies circling for warm-ups. I fall into rhythm, cutting sharp turns, snapping passes with Cal across the ice. The familiar weight of my stick in my hands calms me.
But Iโm not calm.
The crowd roars as the puck drops and I drive forward, cutting hard toward the boards. I chip it deep into the offensive zone, following the play, grinding for every inch of space against the boards. Cal swoops in from the weak side and spins the puck back to the point. I drift toward the crease, trying to screen their goalie.
The shot comes, low and fast, but Deano mishandles the rebound at the blue line. The puck jumps over his stick and slides helplessly back into our end. I curse under my breath and race back on the backcheck.
I catch their winger just as he crosses the blue line and slam my shoulder into him and steal the puck clean. The crowd explodes. I skate it out with speed, weaving around a defender, then dish it off to Sam, who fires it into the goalieโs chest.
The whistle blows. I skate back to the bench breathing hard, watching Deano cruise back like nothing happened.
The second period starts and the intensity ramps up. We push hard on offense, grinding out every shift. I battle along the boards, fighting off hooks and slashes to keep the puck deep. Cal throws sharp passes to me and I snap two shots on net. Both are stopped.
I turn to see Deano flat-footed again as his winger blows past him, leading to a clean breakaway. Our goalie bails us out with a brilliant pad save. I slam my stick against the boards in frustration.
Next shift, Deano tries to clear the puck along the boards but fails completely. It trickles straight to their center, who wires it on net. Our goalie barely holds the post.
I skate to Deano at the end of the play and glare. โGet your head in the game.โ
He just shrugs and skates away.
We keep pushing. I throw my weight around, landing clean hits along the boards. I tip shots on goal, scramble for rebounds, and drive hard to the net. I block a heavy slapshot with my leg and shake it off as the pain radiates up my thigh. I refuse to show it.
Every time we get momentum, Deano finds a way to blow it. A weak clearing attempt. A lazy dump-in. A botched coverage in our own zone that forces me to scramble and bail him out with a desperate stick lift.
I barely breathe between shifts. My lungs burn. My legs feel like concrete. But I keep going.
The third period hits and the game stays tied. We forecheck hard. We battle for every loose puck. The bench is alive with energy, everyone willing us to break through.
Then Deano does it.
With four minutes left, he skates a lazy shift, fails to pressure their winger at the point, and watches flat-footed as the puck sails right to the back post for a tap-in goal.
The horn sounds and the building falls silent. One mistake. One goddamn mistake.
I rip off my helmet and slam it into the boards. My eyes lock on Deano as he coasts to the bench like nothing happened.
I grind my teeth, rage boiling under my skin. We shake hands at center ice out of obligation. I can barely bring myself to go through the line.
I skate toward the tunnel, my heart pounding, fury radiating off me with every step. The cameras miss nothing, but I don’t care. Deano will answer for this.
Not here. Not yet.
The door to the locker room slams open, and I storm inside. The tension hits me in the chest like a wall. Sticks clatter against the concrete floor, gear drops, players strip off their jerseys and pads in silence. No music plays. No one speaks.
I tear off my helmet and gloves and slam them into my stall. My eyes lock on Deano across the room. He is leaning back, unlacing his skates like it is any other night. Calm, casual and indifferent.
I can’t let it go.
I cross the room in three hard strides, grab a handful of his jersey, and yank him up from the bench. His skates hit the floor awkwardly as I shove him back into the row of lockers behind him.
โWhat the hell was that?โ I growl, my voice low but sharp enough to slice the air.
Deano blinks, stunned, then shoves my hand off his chest. โWhatโs your problem?โ
โYou gave up the puck all night. Turnovers, bad clears, no pressure on the last goal. You coasted. You gave them that game.โ
He straightens his shoulders, his eyes flashing with irritation. โIt was one goal, Alex. One. I had a bad night. Get over yourself.โ
I step in closer, fists tight at my sides. โYou werenโt trying. I saw you, every shift. You werenโt in the game.โ
The room freezes. Conversations stop and heads turn. Nobody dares speak.
Calโs voice cuts through like a blade. โAlex, let it go.โ
I don’t move. My jaw clenches so tight it feels like my teeth will crack.
โAlex.โ
Cal steps between us, places a firm hand on my chest, and pushes me back a step. โNot here, and not now.โ
Deano shrugs, scoffs under his breath, and goes back to untying his skates like nothing happened.
I stand there, chest heaving, fists still clenched. Cal gives me a look that isn’t a suggestion but an order.
โCome on,โ Cal says quietly. โYou need to cool off.โ
I glance around the room. The guys are watching me, waiting to see what I do. I swallow the boiling fury down into a tight knot and turn away. I grab my towel and slam my stick back into the rack with a sharp crack.
Cal follows me out into the hallway, his skates still on, walking awkwardly as we push through the heavy doors and into the cold concrete tunnel.
โYouโve got to stop thinking every missed play is a setup,โ he says firmly once we are out of earshot. โYouโre spiraling, man.โ
I stare at the far wall, breathing hard, sweat still dripping down my spine. โYou didnโt see what I saw.โ
โI did.โ Cal leans against the wall and crosses his arms. โI saw a teammate have a bad game. It happens. If you start thinking every mistake is a conspiracy, youโre going to lose yourself.โ
I shake my head slowly. โI canโt not think it.โ
Calโs voice softens but stays serious. โThen fake it. Youโre still the captain. Act like you trust them, even if you donโt.โ
I run a hand through my damp hair and close my eyes. I know he’s right. I just don’t know if I can do it. We walk back into the locker room.
Hardly anyone speaks as we get sorted, and slowly, the locker room empties around me. I sit for a long time with a towel draped over my head, sweat drying cold on my skin. I go through the motions. I pull on jeans, a hoodie, and jam my feet into my shoes without tying them properly. My phone and keys clatter into my pocket.
Calโs already gone. I hear the door slam shut behind him. I take my time, letting the space clear before I follow. I trail behind him at a distance as we head down the long tunnel and out into the sharp night air.
The playersโ exit is already crowded. A cluster of reporters waits outside the ropes with cameras and microphones ready. They buzz and shift as players file out one by one. I hang back under the shadow of the overhang and scan the group automatically.
Then I see her.
Elsie stands near the front of the group, notebook in hand, hair tucked back in a sleek ponytail, sharp and focused as she watches the players. She looks professional. Confident and completely different from the woman who was lost outside the arena not long ago.
I watch Cal casually peel away from our group and head straight for her. My gut twists tight immediately.
Cal leans in close, says something to her. I canโt hear it over the low chatter of the reporters. Elsie shifts slightly back, clearly uncomfortable, but Cal steps closer. He reaches up, fingers brushing lightly under her chin, tilts her face up.
Before I can react, he kisses her.
It’s not long. It’s not deep. It’s cocky and bold and for show, right there in front of every reporter standing nearby.
I feel my fists clench tightly at my sides. The surge of heat that shoots through my chest almost makes me step forward without thinking.
But then Elsieโs hand comes up fast. The sharp crack of her slap echoes like a gunshot across the lot. Cal stumbles back half a step, stunned for barely a second.
Then he laughs. A low, deep laugh that rolls out of him like he finds the whole thing absolutely hilarious.
He stays where he is, still rubbing the faint red mark on his jaw with a grin. The reporters freeze, wide-eyed and stunned. Some lower their cameras in shock. I don’t move. I donโt even breathe.
The jealousy burns hotter than it should, twisting into frustration I cannot fully explain.
I stay in the shadows, watching. I shouldn’t have stopped. I shouldn’t care.
But I do, and I can’t look away.
Chapter 20
Elsie POV
Today has been quiet. Alex hasnโt messaged me, which for him is strange. Then again, the entire end of yesterday with him was strange. I still donโt know how to even process it.
I sit at my desk, tapping the end of my pen against my notebook as I stare at the half-written questions. Iโm not sure what Iโm going to ask the players today. The usual safe stuff comes to mind. What are you aiming for the score to be? Who do you think will be the first in the box for overstepping? Beyond that, itโll depend on how the game goes.
With a sigh, I shove my things into my bag, sling it over my shoulder, and head out. The stadiumโs already busy by the time I arrive. Fans in jerseys crowd around the entrance, camera crews are setting up near the tunnel, and the press area buzzes with quiet anticipation.
I move to the small section reserved for reporters and settle in to wait.
The visiting teamโs bus arrives first. Players in crisp suits file out, barely glancing at the crowd. I glance around, wondering if I somehow missed Alexโs team coming in. Theyโre local, so I know some drive themselves.
A few of his teammates stroll past, stopping for autographs or chatting briefly with reporters. I stay where I am, scanning every figure walking up from the lot. I know Iโm waiting for Alex, and I hate how obvious it feels.
Then I see his car pull in.
I stand, smoothing down my jacket and preparing to catch his attention. The door opens, and there he is. Alex steps out, tall, broad-shouldered, the hood of his sweatshirt pulled up but not enough to hide that familiar sharp profile.
My heart lifts for a stupid second. Then it drops straight through the floor.
His expression is distant. Vacant. His eyes are cold, locked somewhere ahead as if nothing around him matters. I watch him walk straight past me, not even a flicker of recognition, as though I donโt exist.
I stand frozen, mouth half open, my notebook loose in my hand.
Well. Fuck. What does that even mean?
I sit back down hard on the cold bench and stare at the ground for a long moment. Then I force myself up, pack my things, and leave.
The entire walk back to my apartment feels surreal. Sarah looks up from the couch as I come in and immediately starts to speak, but I shake my head. I canโt explain it. I donโt even know where to begin.
Instead, I flick on the TV and find the channel airing the game. I curl up on the couch, hugging my knees to my chest as I watch.
They look good on the ice. Sharp, fast, aggressive. Alex moves like nothingโs wrong, throwing hits, chasing down plays, taking shots. Itโs almost easy to forget the cold dismissal earlier, but the knot in my stomach doesnโt go away.
I keep thinking. Was last night the line? Did I push too far? Has he decided he doesnโt want to help me anymore?
If he has, I canโt blame him.
I sink lower into the couch and pull the blanket tighter around my shoulders. My notepad lies untouched on the coffee table. I watch in silence as the first period ticks by.
By the time the game ends, I hesitate at my door. They lost. I already know what that means. Alex will be in a worse mood than usual. Still, I might be able to catch a few of the other guys. I look the part now, after all. Thereโs no excuse for them to ignore me anymore.
I gather my things and head straight for the stadium. Itโs just as chaotic as before. Fans still crowd near the ropes. Reporters hustle for position. I take my place in the small press section and pull my notebook close, pretending to study my notes.
Players start coming out. I keep my focus straight ahead, professional and calm, even though my heartโs racing with nerves. Thatโs why I donโt notice Cal until heโs right in front of me.
โI never got your number,โ he says casually, flashing me a grin.
I step back, blinking. โWell, I never gave it,โ I shoot back, trying not to smile but failing just a little.
โYouโve got me there.โ Cal steps closer, his fingers brushing lightly under my chin. I freeze, already thinking about what questions I should ask him, when he leans down and kisses me.
My brain stalls. For a half-second I just stand there before everything snaps back into place. I shove him back and slap him hard across the cheek.
Cal blinks in surprise before throwing his head back and laughing, rubbing his jaw. โDamn, I deserved that.โ He leans in again, ignoring the cameras and the stunned silence of the reporters nearby. โI wanted to do that the other night, but I was so busy trying to figure out how to ask you out for a date, I forgot both the kiss and your number.โ
โCalโฆโ I warn, already exhausted.
His eyes flick around us. His entire expression shifts. โWhy the hell are you standing with the reporters?โ He looks back up sharply, frowning.
I sigh and pull the lanyard out from under my coat. The credentials hang there plain as day.
โOh hell,โ he groans dramatically, dragging a hand over his face. โYou just destroyed our entire relationship.โ
โWe donโt have a relationship, Cal.โ
โYou danced with me.โ
The teasing tone is back. I roll my eyes, but before I can reply, one of his teammates strolls by and claps Cal on the back.
โShe danced with you?โ Tyler laughs. โPoor girl. Thatโs a rookie mistake.โ
โHey, donโt be jealous,โ Cal shoots back with a grin.
Another player, Josh, snorts. โYouโll get ghosted by tomorrow, Cal. Sheโll wise up.โ
โI never ghost,โ Cal says proudly. โThey leave me first.โ
The guys keep laughing and throwing playful jabs, the easy, bantering rhythm between them obvious. Iโm halfway between annoyed and amused, but my eyes flick to the tunnel without thinking.
Thatโs when I see Alex.
He walks toward us, head down, hoodie up, jaw tight. Thereโs no joy, no banter. His face is sharp, unreadable.
He comes straight toward the group but doesnโt even glance at me. He slows only slightly near Cal and the others.
โLetโs go,โ Alex says flatly. His voice cuts through the noise like a blade.
Cal shrugs and winks at me. โIโll see you later,โ he says playfully as he turns and jogs to catch up with Alex.
I watch them go. Alex never once looks back.
Maybe I did do something wrong. I push the thought aside and focus on working, trying to get players to stop for a few questions, but most of them skip past me. They head straight to the big-name reporters they recognize.
When the crowd starts to thin, I pack up and walk to the small cafรฉ around the corner. I slide into a booth, set my bag down, and order a coffee. The warmth feels good against my fingers as I stare at my phone.
I debate sending the message, thumb hovering over the keyboard for too long. Finally, I type it out.
Look, whatever I said or did, Iโm sorry. I get it if you donโt want to be around me.
The screen shows delivered. Then the dots appear. They stop. They appear again. Stop. The cycle repeats for what feels like forever as I sip my drink and try not to overthink.
Finally, the reply comes.
You did nothing. Iโm justโฆ
Thatโs it. Nothing else. I stare at the message, waiting for more, but nothing comes through.
I chew the inside of my cheek and type back.
Want to talk about it? As friends of course. As your only sane, adult-orientated friend.
The message is read almost instantly. His reply comes just as fast.
Fuckโฆ Elsie.
Not a yes. Not a no either. I donโt know what to make of it. Then a location drops into the chat.
I click on it. A club. Of course itโs a club.
Iโve made sure youโre on the list.
Thatโs all he sends. No explanation, no details. I close my phone and exhale hard before standing up. Iโm not going to reply again. Instead, I head home.
The moment I walk through the door, Sarah is waiting.
โSo? Did you finally get any questions answered?โ she asks, leaning over the kitchen counter.
I drop my bags with a sigh. โNo. Cal kissed me. I slapped him.โ
Her eyes widen before she bursts out laughing. โDamn. So both Alex and Cal have kissed you now? Whoโs next?โ
โNo one.โ I rub a hand across my face. โI need to get ready.โ I slip past her and head to my room.
I stare at my closet for a long time before grabbing one of the dresses Alex bought for me. I have no clue what kind of club this is, but Iโd rather be overdressed than under.
Sarah appears in the doorway as I zip up. โGoing anywhere fun?โ
โJust meeting Alex,โ I say as casually as possible. โI wonโt be long.โ I gather my laptop bag and other essentials.
She arches a brow, smirking. โWhat more could you possibly need help with?โ
โWho knows? Maybe my hair was too flat today.โ I grin.
She laughs and walks off, giving me the space to slip out without more questions.
Once outside, I stash my laptop bag safely in the car and lock everything up. The drive is short, but I canโt stop glancing at my phone every red light.
Pulling up to the club, I park around the corner and walk to the main entrance. The place looks upscale, dark exterior with gold accents and velvet ropes at the door.
The bouncer watches me approach, head tilted slightly as if trying to place me.
โIโm Elsie,โ I tell him quickly. โI should be on the list.โ
He sighs and checks his phone. After a second he nods and steps aside, pulling the heavy door open.
Music floods out into the night, a deep pulse that vibrates through my chest.
I thank him and step inside.
The music is louder inside, a deep bassline that rattles the floor under my heels. I pause just inside the entrance and scan the room for Alex.
The club is darker than I expected. Spotlights flash across sleek black floors and low, velvet-covered booths. As my eyes adjust, I finally take in the full scene.
Oh, hell.
I freeze.
Itโs a strip club.
I blink hard, then glance down at my phone and check the address again. Same street, same number. I double-check the name. It matches. I stare around the room again, at the stages, the poles, the men scattered around the floor drinking, and the dancers moving gracefully under dim lights.
I pull out my phone and text Alex.
Iโm here. I think you gave me the wrong address.
The reply comes seconds later.
Red door. Code is 458924. Then green door, same code.
I lower the phone slowly and glance around again, completely thrown. Finally, near the far side of the room past the bar, I spot a red door almost hidden behind a heavy curtain. No bouncer, no sign. Just a keypad.
I move carefully between tables, ignoring the surprised stares I get as I pass. My cheeks burn, but I keep my head high and walk like I belong here.
At the red door, I punch in the code. The lock clicks open with a soft beep. I step through into a narrow hallway, the music muffled behind me. Another few steps and I find the green door at the end of the corridor.
I enter the code again.
The second door swings open into a completely different world.
The room is quiet, high-ceilinged, with low lighting and no music at all. Plush leather chairs and sofas are scattered around. It feels more like a private lounge than part of the club.
Alex is stretched out on a deep charcoal-colored couch, one arm behind his head, the other resting across his stomach. His hoodie is wrinkled like heโs been lying there for hours. He stares up at the ceiling, completely still, like heโs lost in thought.
He doesnโt even react when I step in.
I stand in the doorway for a beat, watching him. Heโs alone.
Finally, I speak.
โAlex.โ
His head turns slowly toward me. His expression is unreadable, but his eyes darken the moment they meet mine.
His gaze drops, slowly taking in the dress I picked out before landing back on my face. Thereโs the faintest trace of a smirk.
โPerfect dress,โ he murmurs. โWere you planning to dance tonight?โ
I let out a soft laugh as I close the door behind me. โI had no idea what kind of club this was. I thought it was just a club, you know, loud music, overpriced drinks, bad lighting.โ
His lips twitch at that, but it fades just as quickly. I walk across the room and lower myself onto the sofa across from him. The silence feels heavier here. The walls seem to absorb it.
I shift uncomfortably, resting my hands in my lap as I study him. Heโs stretched out like he doesnโt have the energy to sit properly, his head tilted back against the cushion, jaw tense.
โWhatโs wrong?โ I ask gently.
Alex shrugs but doesnโt look at me. โJustโฆ life.โ
I wait, not pushing, and eventually he exhales, scrubbing a hand across his face before letting it drop.
โI had a meeting earlier,โ he says quietly. โIt wasnโt exactly a friendly one. It was a reminder, I guess. People like to think they know whatโs best for me, who I should have around, who I should keep away from.โ
His eyes flick briefly to mine but then slide away again.
I frown. โKeep away from?โ
He shakes his head with a dry laugh. โNothing to worry about. Just people trying to manage me, like Iโm some prize racehorse who might embarrass them if I step out of line.โ
I stare at him, confused by the bitter edge in his voice.
โIs that why you blew past me this morning?โ I ask carefully.
His mouth tightens, and for a second I think he wonโt answer. Then he nods slowly.
โYeah. That meeting got into my head. I let it mess with me. I thought if I kept my distance, stayed out of the way, itโd shut them up. I didnโt mean to drag you into it. I just stormed inside and forgot about you.โ
I lean back against the soft leather, watching him. Heโs tense in a way I havenโt seen before. Normally Alex is cocky, confident, quick with a comeback. Right now, he looks like heโs carrying the weight of the world and canโt shake it off.
I fold my arms lightly across my chest. โYou know youโre terrible at communicating, right?โ
That draws the smallest chuckle from him. โYeah. Iโm starting to figure that out.โ
The silence stretches between us again, but it feels a little lighter this time.
I watch him for a long moment. The weight on his shoulders is obvious now, even if he wonโt name it. The coldness from earlier, the way he walked past me, it all makes sense. Still, he shouldnโt let other people decide for him.
โItโs your life, Alex,โ I say softly. โYour choices. You shouldnโt let anyone dictate who you talk to or what you do. They donโt get to decide whatโs right for you.โ
He finally meets my eyes properly, and the guarded edge softens just a little. โYou make it sound simple.โ
I smile faintly. โSometimes it is. People just like to complicate it.โ
For the first time since I walked in, he smiles too, a real one. The tension drains from the room as he shifts to sit up straighter. He stretches his arms back behind the couch and lets out a long breath.
โAlright, no more heavy shit,โ he says. โTell me something normal.โ
I laugh, grateful for the change. โI was actually going to go shopping tomorrow. I need a few more things now that I apparently have to be taken seriously at games.โ
He groans immediately. โPlease tell me youโre not buying another trench coat.โ
I gasp in mock outrage. โYou did not just insult the trench coat.โ
He leans back and grins lazily. โI did. It makes you look like youโre about to solve a murder in a foggy alley somewhere.โ
I burst out laughing. โItโs a classic! Itโs timeless.โ
โItโs depressing.โ His eyes sparkle as he teases. โYouโre in the business of standing out now. Youโre not going to blend in with the background dressed like Sherlock Holmes.โ
I shake my head and try to stifle another laugh. โI canโt believe youโre trying to control my wardrobe again.โ
โIโm just looking out for you,โ he says, holding his hands up like heโs innocent. โIโm invested now. It would reflect badly on me if you showed up looking like you crawled out of a 1940s detective movie.โ
โYouโre terrible,โ I say, nudging his foot with mine.
He nudges back, grinning wider. โBut you love it.โ
The banter flows so easily I almost forget where we are. The dark walls, the heavy velvet curtains, the low hum of distant music, it all fades away. Sitting here, talking and laughing with Alex, feels strangely comfortable.
We fall into a rhythm, teasing, talking, our shoulders just a little too close as the conversation drifts from fashion disasters to food, to the absolute tragedy of his music taste.
โHey, donโt knock my playlists,โ he protests as I snort at one of his song choices.
โThey belong in a retirement home.โ
โI hate you.โ
โNo, you donโt.โ
His answering smile makes my stomach flip slightly. Thereโs something easy and dangerous about this, sitting here with him like this. I ignore it. For now.














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