Summary
On my sixteenth birthday, everything changes. One moment I’m your below-average girlโthe next moment, Iโm a monster. A werewolf. As a danger to society, and with my parents’ refusal to help me, I have no other choice but to go to the werewolf place. Nothing prepares me for what waits for me inside the Academy of the Moon. Not only do I learn that the horrid tales Iโd been told about werewolves were not trueโbut that I am different from the others. This results in my being a scapegoat for condemnation. Whatโs even worse is that the boy who marked me might be a murderer. Heโs on the loose. Will he come back for me? Am I turning into an evil beast, like him? And then, thereโs Elijah Ledger. The future alphaโa gorgeous werewolf who appears to be bearing dark secrets from everyone. Iโm drawn to him. But heโs a magnet for misfortune, and his secrets start to unveil themselves. While Iโm dealing with an array of problems, including a jealous girl who canโt stand my newfound attention from Elijahโone by one, students are getting attacked at the academy. The big question is: who is it? And why are they doing it? Things get uglyโand I am caught in the middle of it.
Chapter 1

The golden hour of a Friday afternoon is meant for freedom, not for staring at a water-stained ceiling tile in room 301. I twist in my seat, burning a hole onto Luca Greeneโs forehead with a look that should have disintegrated him. He must have felt my glare, because he glanced up slowly, fingers tangling into that obsidian birdโs nest on that head of his as he offered me a lopsided, very unapologetic grin.
He knows this is his fault.
And he also knows as well as I do that heโd do it all over again.
Damn him. I bare my teeth and flip him off.
โHailey Woods,โ Mrs. Whit barks. โYou have earned yourself another Friday detention with me.โ
I groan, slumping back in my seat, but not before catching one last glimpse of Lucaโs infuriating, punchable grin. โIโm sorry, Mrs. Whit,โ I mutter, gripping the sides of my desk, its surface littered with cursive doodles. Most of them are mineโcute animals and blossoming flowers sketched in colored ink, an attempt to pass the time in the endless slog of boredom.
Tilting my head up, I offer Mrs. Whit my best dejected look, a long chestnut curl falling into my face and tickling my nose. I blow it away, my carefully constructed faรงade faltering for a split second before I sweep my hair back and resume the act. With my big honey-brown eyes, I know Iโm good at pulling it off.
Itโs a pity that the one teacher immune to it happens to be the one hosting detention today.
Mrs. Whit has a stern, pinched expression, her russet-painted lips set in a tight line as she looks at me through her oversized glasses.
โGo on, and we can make it every Friday for the next month,โ she continues. โYouโve gotten away with your nonsense for way too long.โ
I bite back the retort bubbling in my throat and force a smile instead. โIt wasnโt on purpose. Iโve had a bad day.โ
Mrs. Whit arches an eyebrow, her lips curling into a sneer. โHavenโt we all?โ
โItโs my birthday today, and my parents forgot,โ I say, the words spilling out before I can stop them. That part, at least, is true.
Her eyebrows rise in surprise. โAs much as that sucks, and as much as I empathize with your unfortunate circumstance, Iโm not responsible for your happiness, Miss Woods. Nor is it in my control how you decide to act during class and what you choose to do with the school rules. What counts for one student counts for everyone else, whether itโs their birthday or not.โ
I sigh, leaning back in my seat. โI wasnโt looking for a way out of detention,โ I lie. โJust wanted you to know Iโve had a bad day.โ
A sharp laugh escapes from Luca, and my hand curls into a fist. I am so going to get him back for this.
I meanโitโs his fault Iโm in detention in the first place. I was minding my own business during English when he, for no viable reason, decided to stop by my table and gawk at me like some kind of freak.
No, seriously.
He didnโt say anythingโjust stood there, staring, like he was possessed or something. And then, out of nowhere, he grabbed my arm, dragged me close, and bit me.
He freaking bit me!
I didnโt provoke him.
Iโve barely spoken a word to him before today, and somehow Iโm the one in trouble for defending myself? How is that fair? Isnโt the school supposed to protect students from being harassed?
Ugh.
Kelsey, my nemesis since kindergarten, shoots me a smirk. Unlike meโwho has never had detention before in my lifeโher favorite pastime is anything that stirs up trouble for others. I was hoping to evade her this session, but of course, luck isnโt in my favor today.
The second Mrs. Whit glances down at her trashy romance novel; Kelsey tosses a crumpled piece of paper at me. I pick up the note and straighten it.
Guess whose mommy I saw getting into the car of a married man?
I sigh and grab my pen. I shouldโve seen that one coming. Mom has a drinking problemโand an even bigger problem when it comes to men. Dadโs just as bad. He couldnโt care less what sheโs up to, so long as she stays out of his way.
And they never fight, which sounds like a good thing on the surface. But in reality? Itโs not. The lack of care extends far beyond just their relationship. They donโt care if Iโm late, if I skip dinner, or if Iโm stuck in detention. Mom will sign my detention slip without a second thought while chatting on the phone with her bestie, and Dad will just grunt in response.
I press the tip of the pen to the paper and begin writing: I wonder what itโs like to be so bored that you rival for attention by making up stories. Your life must really suck.
I peer over my shoulder to pin Luca with a warning look before passing the note back to Kelsey. If heโs planning to rat me out, I need to ensure he understands heโs asking for trouble.
Iโm done being a pushover.
I still canโt figure out what provoked him to get physical like that with me. Whatever stupid excuse he hasโor doesnโt haveโIโm going to get my revenge. Somehow.
Before I can dwell on it any further, a paper ball smacks me on the forehead. Kelsey barely stifles a laugh, her hand pressed to her mouth.
Mrs. Whitโs eyes flick up, pinning Kelsey with a glare before her eyes narrow back to her book.
I shoot Kelsey a scowl, unwrap the paper ball, and read the note: My life is perfect, thank you very much. As for yoursโyour mommy going home with other studentsโ married dads is disgusting. She must be getting paid much less than your basic hooker, considering the state of your trashy clothes. FYI: Better watch your back. Iโve got a lovely surprise in store for you.
I canโt hold back a snort as I write: Knock yourself out.
I toss the note back at her.
What I donโt write about is that I donโt care about my social standing. I donโt have a social status in this school, period. Kelsey has already made sure of that. I donโt have any friends here, and I donโt have anything else to lose. Well, except for my dignity, but she doesnโt need to know that.
This time, as Kelsey turns, I lift my hands to catch the ball of paper. However, her face contorts in pure horror instead. โHoly crap,โ she shouts, drawing the attention of the entire room, including Mrs. Whit, whose mouth drops open.
โWhat?โ I blink.
โYour eyes. Faceโneck. Freak!โ Kelsey lifts a trembling hand and points at me. โYouโre turning into a freak!โ
Mrs. Whit blanches. โOh my.โ
I frown, touching the spot on the side of my neck where Luca bit me. Itโs hot and tender. โWhat?โ I repeat, unable to form a more sensible, coherent comeback.
โWoods is turning into a werewolf! Oooh!โ Pete, from the back of the room, calls out.
โHer eyes are glowing!โ someone else chimes in.
The world around me swirls in a haze of disbelief and panic. No. No. No!
I plunge my hand into my backpack, feeling for my compact mirror. When I find it, I pull it out and flip it open. I glance at myself in the mirror, feeling like the floor is about to give way beneath me.
My eyes are glowing. A horrendous, unearthly blue has taken over the natural browns of my irises. My neck, where Luca bit me, is now marred with an ugly crescent moon tattoo that keeps pulsing with a sapphire gleam as inky veins creep across my skin.
I have the mark of the wolf.
This canโt be happening.
Frantic, I try to wipe the mark away, but it wonโt budge. The werewolves call it โthe gift of Diana,โ but we regular people know it for what it really is: the end.
Itโs my end.
When I finally manage to compose myself, I find my nemesis staring at me as if Iโm a monster. The room has fallen silent to the point where you could hear specks of dust hitting the table. Maybe itโs my imagination?
My eyes flick toward the golden specks illuminated by the sunlight. Each time a tiny particle bounces against my desk, I can hear it.
What. The. Heck.
Thereโs an audible intake of breaths when I spring to my feet, my legs quivering. I half-stumble toward Lucaโs desk. โWhat did you do to me?โ
He watches me impassively. โI donโt know what youโre talking about.โ
โThis,โ I snap, lowering myself and slanting my neck toward his face, pointing at my eyes.
โWhoa,โ he leans back. โThatโs one intense tattoo youโve got there. Nice contacts, too.โ
I scowl, straightening up. โDonโt play dumb. It wasnโt there earlier. It showed up right after you practically manhandled me in English. Youโre one of them, arenโt you?โ
He shrugs. โI have no idea what youโre talking about.โ
โGet rid of it. Now.โ I grab his arm. โAnd donโt pretend like you donโt know. Everyone knows about them. Everyone knows what happens whenโฆโ I suck in a sharp breath, struggling for words. โEveryone knows what happens when you getโฆ marked.โ
โWell, thatโs unfortunate,โ Luca states, pulling his arm out of my grip. โI canโt do anything about that. Youโve been chosen, Hailstorm.โ
โStop calling me that,โ I snarl. โAnd donโt give me that โchosenโ crap. Undo this, now.โ
โI canโt,โ he shrugs again. โThe spell was sealed by our great ancestors.โ
โAncestors?โ My brows furrow, and I shake my head. โWhat crap are you even babbling about? Whatever, I donโt care. Get rid of this ugly thing on my neck!โ
โNope, thatโs all Iโve got, Hailstorm.โ He casually pushes back his chair and starts gathering his things. He doesnโt say anything until heโs slung his backpack over his shoulder. โWould you look at that?โ
I turn to see what heโs referring toโthe clock, I think. Itโs a quarter past four.
โLooks like detention is over,โ he smirks, patting my shoulder. โThe Academia of the Moon is calling your name, little pup.โ
Just like that, he spins around and walks out of the classroom.
Mrs. Whit is the first to break the earsplitting silence. โHailey,โ she croaks. โWould you like me to phone your parents?โ
I swallow down the ginormous knot forming in my throat and shake my head. โNo,โ is all I can get out.
Ignoring the stares, I rush to my desk and gather my belongings with wobbly hands. I drop my pencil case. Twice. The third time I try to shove it into my backpack, I drop it again.
This time, I donโt bother with it. I leave it there, zip my backpack shut, and fling it over my shoulder.
โHey, wait up! I want to see you turn into a wolf!โ Kelsey calls after me, but I keep running. I donโt stop until I lock myself inside a cubicle in the girlsโ bathroom and burst into sobs.
I try to muffle them with my hands, but anyone can still hear my cries.
I wait until silence fills the halls of the school as the last students leave, before I sneak out, heading straight home. But it isnโt without unsolicited comments and stares along the way.
I find Mom in the kitchen, slumped over the table with an empty bottle of whiskey in her hand. She keeps mumbling to herself, staring glassy-eyed into space. Itโs clear sheโs had more than whiskey this time.
A lump grows in my throat as I wonder how sheโll react to what Iโm about to tell her. That is, if she even responds at all.
I used to think my life is terrible. Uncaring parents, no friends, and I go day by day adherent to the hope that when I turn eighteen, Iโll get to start a new, better life for myselfโfar away from all this unfairness.
I cling to my optimism, writing down my daily gratitude list and convincing myself that there are people out there worse off than I am.
My perks are: I get to go to school. We have a roof over our heads, albeit the atmosphere beneath it is as dead as a graveyard. My parents never fight, even though their relationship is broken. I have good gradesโgood enough to get a scholarship and build a vibrant future for myself.
None of those โupsโ mean anything now. No university will take in someone like me. There is no longer a way out, no bright futureโonly my doom. I will soon become a monster.
I will never escape hell.
โHailey waily boo,โ Mom croaks from the table. She turns her head to face me, her cheek pressed to the table. โBe a good girl and go to the liquor store for Mommy.โ
I donโt move, waiting for her to notice my red, puffy eyes and tear-stained cheeks. The unnatural glow of my eyes. Itโs all wishful thinking on my part.
โCome on now, Hailey, itโs getting late. Iโve got cash stashed in my purse. I think I left it on the couch in the living room. You can keep the change. Buy some makeup or whatever youโre into.โ Mom straightens up. โYour dad went to get us some Wendyโs. I canโt eat if I havenโt had a drink.โ
My eyes fall pointedly on the bottle in her hand. I want to call her out for it, but I canโt bring myself to do it.
โMommy?โ My voice cracks. I havenโt called her that in years, but Iโm scared and crave her comfort right now. Somewhere, in those drunken bones of hers, there has to be some maternal instinct left. Right?
โHurry up now, you canโt keep me waiting.โ She stares at me for a moment, her face scrunching up as if sheโs struggling to focus. โYou should think about getting some makeup, honey. You look awful.โ
I push down the stinging sensation expanding in my chest. โMom, I need to talk to you,โ I try again.
She picks up the empty bottle and presses it to her lips, tilting back her head to get the last few drops. When she slams the bottle down on the table, she sighs. โCome on, the clock is ticking.โ
I cross my arms, staring at her in disbelief. โI said I need you.โ
โIโm right here, so Iโm not sure what youโre on about.โ Her lips thin when I still donโt move, and she tips over the bottle. โFine then.โ Mom gets up, curses, and falls back into the chair. She tries again, almost stumbling over the chair in the process. โIโll get it myself since my own daughter refuses to help me.โ
โCan you, for five secondsโfor crying out loud, not make it about yourself and listen to me?โ I ask, pointing to my face. โHave you considered that maybe I look like crap because something bad happened to me? That I actually need my mom?โ
โStop being a baby. Youโre not two anymore,โ she snaps airily. โArenโt you, what, almost twenty now?โ
โYeah? Great to know you donโt even know how old I am. Or that I still go to school.โ Fresh tears threaten to spill. โI should have known you wouldnโt know what day it is today.โ
Momโs head snaps up, and she points the bottle in her hand at me. โHonestly, Hailey, what are you going on about? I know what day it is. Itโs Thursday.โ
โThe fifth? My birthday?โ I retaliate. โI donโt expect to get anything, but wow, itโd be nice to hear a happy birthday at the least. Or a hug. No, waitโyou donโt do those either.โ
Mom stiffens. โNo, itโs not.โ
โOh, and by the way, Iโm sixteen today. Not twenty, Mom.โ
โSo I forgot. Iโm sorry. Is that what you wanted to hear? Happy?โ
โWow, Mom. Just wow.โ I shake my head, my vision swimming.
โYou started by being catty,โ Mom claps back. โDonโt expect me to be all warm and fuzzy when you act like a brat.โ
โWell, then I guess youโll be happy to hear Iโm moving soon,โ I announce. โIโll be out of your way. Permanently.โ
โDonโt you dare threaten me with your โIโm going to run awayโ crap, you hear me?โ
โIโm not running away.โ I muffle a sob with my hand before I continue. โI got marked.โ
Momโs head tilts to the side. โWhat the hell is that supposed to mean?โ
I push back my hair to reveal the ugly, dark veins running across my neck and the crescent moon illuminating in sapphire blue. Then, I point to my face. It surprises me that she hasnโt noticed how different it looks. โIโm turning into a werewolf.โ
The bottle Mom holds slides from her hand and shatters on the floor. She doesnโt move, but it seems like my words have shocked the alcohol right out of her. โWโฆWhat?โ Her voice shakes as she speaks. โOh no, no, no.โ
Mom presses her palms to her forehead.
โI know, Mom,โ my lips quiver. โTheyโre going to take me away to that horrible place.โ As in where all the werewolves stay, get trained to be a monster, and do other vile things I donโt want to think about.
Mom drops her hands, and her eyes wide. โWhat is everyone going to say?โ
โThat Iโm a freak?โ I supply.
โYou canโt be seen here.โ Mom rushes past me into the hallway. She rips open the storage closet and pulls out duffel bags.
I follow her into the hall, stopping beside her. โIs that all you care about?โ
โGoodness forbid, how can you be so inconsiderate to risk our lives by coming into this house? Here, take these. Start packing quickly. We need to get you out of here.โ
My mouth drops open in disbelief. โAre you serious?โ
Mom halts, glancing up at me. โOf course, Iโm serious. We canโt associate with a werewolf.โ She spits out the last word like itโs something foul. โAnd what if you turn and eat us?โ
I sigh, taking the two empty duffels she shoved at me. โAs my mom, I thought youโd try to figure out how to get rid of the mark. Not throw me to the wolves.โ
Literally.
Chapter 2
Disbelief and hurt twist together in my chest as I grapple with this painful new reality. I dig into the side pocket of my duffel bag, pulling out a pair of sunglasses, and slip them on to shield my eyes. Before leaving the house, Iโd slapped on a thick layer of foundation and powder to conceal the worst of the veins crawling beneath my skin. No doubt, I look like some ghost making a feeble attempt to appear cool, but itโs better than letting anyone see the truth of what Iโve become.
A beast.
Fighting back tears, I twist around and start to walk.
The train station is dark and empty, except for an elderly man sitting by the ticket booth, reading a newspaper under a flashlight. The coffee and souvenir shop is still open. Since I havenโt had dinner yet, I head to the coffee shop for some food.
I order a hot dog and pick out a soda before sitting down on the closest bench outside the shop. Iโm safer here, beneath the lights and the employeesโ wandering gazes. Believe it or not, Mom gave me some money for food and enough to catch a train. Iโm certain she did that to ensure Iโll be able to get as far from her as possible without any hiccups, though.
Now, Iโll have to figure out how to take care of myself. On the ride over, I pushed my luck and asked Mom if she could call the werewolf place. That is, if we could find out what itโs called, to ask them what Iโm supposed to do next.
She yelled at me and told me I could contact them from a payphone.
I wonder if their number is even listed.
I sigh, unwrapping my hot dog and taking a bite. A shadow falls over the pavement, and when I glance over my shoulder, itโs one of the employees at the souvenir shop shutting the doors. An uneasy sensation stirs in the pit of my stomach. Soon, Iโll be alone, swallowed in complete darkness.
I peer at the man by the ticket booth. Will he be here all night?
Is it safe to assume he isnโt capable of anything devious?
I finish my hot dog and drink, grab my things, and search for the nearest payphone. With a bit of luck on my side this time, a phone book is right beside the phone on a stand. My hands shake as I pick it up and flip it open. โYou can do this, Hailey,โ I mumble under my breath.
For a fraction of a moment, I consider not reaching out. To take the money Mom gave me, stay at a cheap motel for a day or two, and try to find a stay-in job or something. What about going to a shelter? But then what? What am I going to do if I turn?
What if I end up killing someone and end up in jail? Or worse, executed? Iโve heard of that happening before.
I canโt find the place. I curse under my breath, questioning if the old man can help me until an idea hits me.
I pick up the phone book again and look up Lucaโs number. Itโs easy to find, as his family is the only Greene listed in the area. A woman, presumably his mom, answers with an upbeat, way-too-chirpy voice.
โHi, um, can I speak to Luca? Please?โ I inquire, hesitant.
Except for the pounding of my heart in my ears, the silence stretches. Then she says in a stiff tone, โA moment, please.โ
I have no idea what warrants that response by asking for Luca, but okay. Whatever. I wait, listening in as a TV plays a toothpaste commercial in the background. There are also two people arguing before Lucaโs voice comes on. โHello, Hailstorm.โ
โWhat am I supposed to do?โ I ask, not bothering to find out how he knows itโs me.
โNow, you wait.โ
โWhat do you mean, wait? What if I turn into some horrid creatureโwhich technically, Iโm going toโand eat someone?โ I rattle on in a raised voice.
Thereโs a sigh. โWe donโt eat people, Hailstorm. If anything, of all the cultures and beings out there, we are the most peaceful. Our magic is in tune with nature. We canโt siphon it if we are dark.โ He waits a moment then adds, โWellโฆIn most cases, anyway.โ
โMagic?โ I squeaked. โWhat is that supposed to mean? And what do you mean in most cases? So, it is possible?โ
โExactly what I said. Magic. Did you really think youโre going to turn into some ungodly creature, eat people, and call it a day?โ He snorts a laugh. โDoesnโt work like that. If it helps, this is a gift. So, donโt screw it up.โ
โGift? Are you insane?โ Iโm hysterical at this point. โWhy me, Luca? Why? My life was perfect before you screwed it up. Before your stupid curse took everything away from me!โ Technically, my life sucked, but he doesnโt need to know that.
โBecause, Hailstorm, our gracious moon huntress told me to.โ
Luca leaves me hanging with, โSomeone will reach out to you. You donโt reach out to them. That is, if youโre lucky and they donโt just leave you to die.โ
I scoff. If Iโm lucky, huh? Nothing about my whole situation screams luck.
I kick an empty can as I round the corner where an old, run-down โMoelโ is situated, according to the flashing sign. The โtโ is broken out.
The desk clerk at the motel is a middle-aged woman squeezed into a too-tight leopard skirt and a pink crop top.
โRoom four,โ she says, chewing clamorously on her gum as she hands me the key. โClean up your mess before you leave.โ
She goes back to paging through her beauty magazine, ignoring me as I struggle to reopen the glass door.
โThanks for the help,โ I mutter under my breath when I finally manage to get out.
Room number four is a disaster. The bed is a tangle of rumpled sheets and pillows are strewn across the floor. A sour smell wafts through the air as greasy plates and half-eaten food cram the kitchen sink. The trash bin overflows with wrappers and empty cans. In the bathroom, the toilet sits unflushed, with a pungent odor stuck in the small space, and mildew creeping along the tile edges. Itโs obvious the room hasnโt seen a cleaning in weeks.
After a frantic scrubbing spree, I discover that the TV is broken. Left with nothing else to do, I sink onto the floor beside the bed, bury my face in my hands, and cry.
At some point, I lie down on the floor, curling into a fetal position, wishing I could go back to this morning. Maybe if I hadnโt gone to school, I wouldnโt be here right now.
If only I had some way of knowing, Iโd still have a warm bed and a place to call home. Even if my parents arenโt exactly model examples, I would still have hope.
I acknowledge that my current situation is detrimental, but I canโt come up with a solution, no matter how hard I try.
I donโt stop crying until somewhere past midnight, when my eyelids become heavy and I drift off.
A firm grip on my shoulder rips me out of the nightmare. One second Iโm a monster with blood on my claws; the next, Iโm gasping for air, my heart racing to keep up with my fear. Then I see them. Butterscotch eyes. Theyโre warm, inviting, and filled with a golden light that makes the horror suddenly feel a million miles away. The intensity in that gaze pulls me back to the present, steadying my hands before I can even realize theyโre shaking.
โHey, are you okay?โ the gorgeous boy asks. He crouches down, holding out his hand toward me. His navy shirtโs long sleeves are halfway rolled up, revealing a partial tattoo peeking out beneath the sleeve of his shirt. My mind skips over what it could be, eyes snapping back to his face. โWhy are you on the floor? Are you hurt somewhere?โ
I open my mouth, but all that escapes is a shuddering breath.
Iโm lost in the chaotic, yet beautiful map of bronze and goldโtwinkling like sparklers against the dark.
I donโt know how long I stare, transfixed. Minutes. Hours. Hell knows.
Until eventually, I manage to free myself from them and process my predicament. I am fine for one momentโuntil I wasnโt.
He cocks his head to the side, seeming unsettled. โAre you struggling to breathe? Do I need toโโ
A scream bursts from my lips, and I lash out at him, but he overpowers me.
He grabs hold of both my legs and pins them down. โRelax. Iโm not here to hurt you.โ
A wave of calm washes over me again, choking out the sudden explosion of panic. It doesnโt make sense, but the fearful thoughts melt away as soon as they appear, and I find myself trusting him. Maybe itโs something in his eyes or it has to do with the fluttering sensation blossoming in my belly. My tense body relaxes, and I become still.
โWho are you?โ I push out. โAnd what are you doing in my room?โ
โIf I let you go, would you promise not to kick me again?โ he tests, the pressure of his hands on my legs slightly easing.
โIf youโre not some psychopath, then no, I wonโt kick you.โ In the back of my mind, a voice screams that something is off about the situation. However, I shove it away with minimal effort.
His full lips curve into a smile. โIf I were, youโd be dead by now.โ He releases my legs and sits down on the floor in front of me. โBut before we worry about anything else, are you sure youโre okay? Not having any weird side effects that need checking? Itโs not every day I have to pick someone up from the floor.โ
โWeird symptoms of what?โ My brows furrow. โAnd Iโm fine. As fine as I can be, I guess. I was, uh, not keen on sleeping in the bed.โ
โAre you sure?โ he presses. โBecause last week we picked up another pup who died right after the change. It turns out he was allergic to his own wolf hair.โ
My eyes widen, and I sit up. โYouโre from the werewolf place?โ
โAs ever, we live up to our reputation.โ A gilded brow arches, and he smiles. โAnd to answer your question, yes, Iโm from the academy.โ
I eye him. โYouโre not what I expected.โ
โWhat did you expect?โ
โWell, a shriveled-up old woman with a mustache.โ I donโt know why Iโm trying to joke, but a flicker of light amusement in my current situation seems fitting.
โGood to see you come packed with a sense of humor,โ he chuckles. โBut Iโm part of the Moon Guardians.โ
He says it as if it should mean something to me, which it doesnโt. I respond by deepening my frown.
โOf course you donโt know what that means. Being from a human family and all that,โ he shakes his head, sighing. โLetโs just say itโs the werewolf equivalent of a student council at the academy. Itโs our job to bring back new pups. You can see me as your recruitment officer, or whatever you humans call it.โ
โYou mean โyou humansโ as in the past tense, right?โ
He flashes a disarming smile. โRight, of course.โ
โSooo, what happens now?โ I ask, trying to keep the unease from creeping into my voice.
He extends a hand, his gaze steady and confident. โYou come with me.โ
A strange sensation stirs in my chestโand a warning bell faintly rings in the back of my mind, but I force myself to ignore it. With scarce convincing from him, I gather my things and allow him to guide me out of the room.
โWhatโs your name?โ I ask as we step out into the chilly night air, the neon motel sign buzzing above us. โAnd how do I know youโre legit? Not just some random guy trying to lure me into the woods forโฆ who knows what?โ My voice wavers as I try to keep a light tone, but the suspicion lingers beneath my words.
Look, heโs freaking beautiful, but Iโm not stupid. Or am I? Why am I following him then?
Again, my thoughts dissipate as he grabs one of my duffel bags, slinging it over his shoulder. โIโm Elijah. Elijah Ledger, but my friends and family call me Eli.โ
โRight. So, Elijah?โ
He expels a low breath, setting the duffel down, then pulling up the sleeve of his navy shirt to reveal the entire tattoo. It is a geometric moon symbol with a wolf paw print in the center inked on his arm. โHappy?โ He raises a gold brow. โMineโs a bit different from everyone elseโs marks, considering my dad is the alpha.โ
โAlpha, as in leader?โ I pry.
โYeah, pretty much.โ
โSo heโs like a king to wolves?โ
Elijah sputters a laugh, nodding. โI guess you could say that.โ
โSo.โ I give him a sideways look. โWhy is the prince out looking for a peasant?โ
โIโm part of the Moon Guardians, as I mentioned.โ
โOkay, but arenโt you more important compared to the others?โ
โAs long as my dad rules, not really,โ he replies. โGuess you could say Iโm a backup alpha if something happens to him. Which is unlikely. Nothing can kill that stubborn old fool.โ
โYou donโt seem to be close to him.โ
โNot that much, no,โ Elijah sighs. โBut enough about me. Why are you out here in the middle of nowhere?โ
โMy mom dumped me at the train station, so I stayed here hoping one of you would come for me.โ I pause, granting him a dubious look. โHow did you know where I was? Did Luca tell you?โ
โLuca, who?โ He rolls his sleeve back down. โNo. I used magic and my senses to track you.โ
โYou said our marks look similar.โ I redirect the conversation. โMine doesnโt look anything like yours. Not even close. Mineโs surrounded by creepy veins and looks like weird symbols are forming in it. It glows, too. Like myโwait, are my eyes still glowing?โ
โLike a spotlight.โ His eyes narrow onto my arm, covered by my jacketโs sleeve. โCan I see it? The dark veins are normal, by the way. It passes, so donโt worry.โ
โIโm glad to hear that.โ I push back my hair to reveal my neck. โMine almost takes up my entire neck.โ
โYour neck?โ Elijahโs eyes jerk up from my arm. His face contorts in shock. He swoops forward and grabs my shoulder. โWhat the hell?โ
My brows shoot up. โWhat? Is there something wrong with it?โ
His gaze meets mine. โIโve never seen anything like it.โ
โWhat do you mean?โ Anxiety swells in my chest. โThis isnโt normal?โ
โNo, it isnโt.โ He steps back like he got burned. โHow exactly did you get marked?โ
โLuca,โ I falter. โI was at school, doing, well, what you do at school, when he grabbed me and bit me on the neck. Thatโs how it happened.โ
โLuca?โ Elijah pulls a face. โI donโt recall any recruiters by that name.โ He shakes his head. โAnd what weirdo bites you on the neck? Unless heโs your boyfriend?โ
โHell no.โ My eyes stretch wide. โWaitโdoes this mean Iโm not like you? Could it be some kind of prank?โ
โNo, youโre definitely one of us.โ He gives me a sideways look. โI can sense the wolf in you. Quite strong, even for a pup.โ
I stare down at my feet, doubtful. โMaybe something went wrong when he marked me? You said we use magic. Does this marking process involve magic? And why is your mark on your arm?โ
โSort of. We siphon energy from the huntress. Sheโs the only one who can grant us the gift to mark. Actually, we only mark when she demands it.โ He takes a step closer to me. โThe marking process does involve biting, but by normal standards, itโs on the arm or, in some cases, the leg. If this Luca isnโt dating you, then heโs a creep for biting your neck. Itโs tooโฆ personal there.โ
โGreatโฆโ So Luca is unstable. โAnd the huntress? What do you mean?โ
โDiana.โ
โAs in from mythology?โ
โYes, but sheโs not a myth,โ he replies. โEither she favors you a lot, or youโve seriously ticked her off.โ
I swallow, not sure what to make of this.
Elijah lifts his hand in front of him, flicking his wrist. A few frosty sparks dart from his palm, drifting mid-air, until they commence into a swirling motion in the form of a lifesize oval.
Not a moment later, a distorted mirror appear, revealing my stunned expression in it.
โWhat the actual crap? How did youโ?โ my voice comes out in broken gusts. โWhy do we need a mirror?โ
โThat, Hailey, isnโt a mirror. Itโs a portal that will take us straight to the Academia of the Moon.โ
โWhy do we need to go through that?โ I wave a hand toward it. โWhy canโt we take a car? Or a bus, or a plane, or anythingโฆ normal?โ
The apprehension inside my belly explodes into full-blown panic. The moment I walk through that thing, every last bit of ordinary I have left will be nothing but a memory.
I peer at Elijah, sizing him up. Heโs undeniably good-looking, and on a better day, Iโd even flirt with him. He has that innocent boyish charmโthe kind that always gets the girl home before curfew, holds open doors, and helps elderly ladies cross the street.
The question is, is it all a faรงade? Can I trust him? Whatโs waiting behind that portal? Is it the academy, as he claims? Or some place more sinister?
I donโt have many options. Everyone I know has abandoned me, and if I donโt go, I could end up slaughtering the entire town. That is, if I donโt end up dead first. My wide eyes turn toward Elijah.
Somewhere in the back of my mind, a small red light flickers with intent, but I canโt pinpoint the reason behind it.
โUnfortunately, itโs the fastest way to get to the academy, and we donโt have much time to get back.โ
โTime for what?โ
โBefore they send the hounds. If Iโm out too long, they assume something went wrong and backups come running. Trust me, we donโt want that to happen.โ
โOh?โ
Elijah inches closer, so close that his breath brushes my cheeks as he speaks. It sends a gentle shiver through my body. โThe hounds are vicious.โ
โI donโt like this.โ I face the mirror. โWhat if I decide I donโt want to go?โ
โI could leave you here. It wouldnโt be the first time Iโve had to do that,โ he shrugs. โBut youโre a wild card, and I can get into a lot of trouble if I leave you here, knowing what I know.โ
โWhat is that supposed to mean?โ
โWhich part?โ
I roll my eyes. โWild card. How am I one?โ
โThat interesting mark youโve got. We need to figure out why yours looks like that, and we will need your neck to track down the guy who marked you. Lucas, or was it Luca, you said?โ
I step back. โMy neck?โ
โYeah, how else are we supposed to track the guy and ask him why yours looks like that?โ
โYouโre going to take my neck?โ my voice echoes, and I take a few more strides back, sheltering my neck with my palm. โYouโre not touching my neck.โ
Elijah frowns before his face contorts into surprise. โOh, no. Thatโs not what I mean. Weโre not going to harm youโโ
โI donโt believe you.โ The calmness slips from my body like a veil getting ripped off, unleashing every ounce of panic Iโve lacked since the moment he showed up. โYou did something to me.โ
His shoulders drop. โI had to calm you somehow.โ
โYou used magic to calm me.โ
โI had to. I could tell you were going to put up a fight.โ He lifts a hand and reaches for me, but I take another step back. โI swear, weโre not planning to do anything harmful to you. Weโre here to help you. If you run free, you could die.โ
โHow do I know it isnโt a story your people spun to lure us in?โ
Hysteria isnโt pretty. Iโve never experienced it before, but I can tell you now that it exhausts you the second it creeps up. My thought process turns murky. I slip into an abyss of mind-numbing fear, my legs weighing tons and my body begins to tremble.
The only thing I can comprehend is that I need to run.
โNo, Haileyโโ
Elijah curses as I turn and make a beeline across the street, right into oncoming trafficโstraight into the path of a speeding truck.
Before I can grasp the situation, large fangs sink into the collar of my jacket and jerk me back in time to avoid getting run over.
When I look up, Iโm staring straight into the eyes of a gigantic wolf.
I scream.
Chapter 3
Everything blurs into a smear of light and sound. Iโm trapped between a werewolf and a speeding truckโthen the air sucked out of the world. I wait for the impact, for the end, but all I get is a surge of vertigo that sends me reeling. My knees buckle toward an ancient-looking floor, the smell of old stone replacing the scent of asphalt.
Elijah is there, back in his human form, catching me by the elbow. I shove him off immediately, my head spinning as I take in the high arches of what I think is a castleโor a tomb. Hell knows.
Iโm hyperventilating.
Elijah tries to reach for me again.
โStay back!โ I choke out.
โYou need to calm down,โ he pants, out of breath.
โI told you I didnโt want to come here!โ My voice bounces off the confines of the cavernous hallway. โTake me back. Now!โ
โSo you can run in front of another truck?โ
โAnything is better than being here,โ I scream. โPlease, send me back. I wonโt be a problem. Iโโ
A long whistle cuts through the air, followed by a snicker. โAnother pup, Eli?โ
My anger flares at the comment, then instantly folds as I realize Iโm glaring at a chest thatโs as wide as a doorway.
I donโt just take a few steps back; I retreat until Iโm practically pressed against a wall. The guy is so tall that I feel like Iโm looking up at a monument rather than an actual person.
He looks down at me with an expression thatโs entirely too entertained for my comfort, making me feel smaller than Iโve ever felt in my life.
โLet me guess, you got this one from the suburbs?โ the boy wonders.
โA motel.โ Elijah expels a weary breath. โItโs not what you think.โ
โDid you forget to use your enchantment?โ
โI did use it on her. She somehow bypassed it,โ Elijah gripes, heading toward me. โI need to get her toโโ
Before he can finish, I lunge, sinking my teeth into his hand with all the strength I can muster. The taste of blood floods my mouth, metallic and sharp.
Elijah lets out a strangled cry, spitting out a string of curses as he wrenches his hand away from me, glaring with a mix of pain and shock.
The other boy doubles over in a fit of laughter, his booming voice echoing through the vast chamber. โThis is gold, man! Youโve really got your hands full with this one.โ He wipes away a tear, his mirth only growing louder as Elijah struggles to regain his composure.
โShut up, Cass,โ Elijah snaps, his eyes steady on me as I back away. โThereโs no point in running. You canโt get out of the grounds. Stop making it so hard on yourself and come with me.โ
โThe hell I am,โ I shoot back. โIโm not going anywhere with you.โ
The tall boy scratches the back of his neck, amused by my predicament. โYou sure you donโt need help, Eli?โ
โI can handle this,โ Elijah retaliates. โGo get Humphrey. She needs to check this one out.โ
โWhy? Why not send her to the commons?โ Cass inquires. โGive her some time to cool off, and sheโll figure out that no one here will try to eat her.โ
โI canโt.โ Elijah inches toward me. โI need to take her to Humphrey.โ
โWhy?โ Cass presses further. โWhatโs so special about this one that she needs Humphreyโs attention?โ
โItโs a long story,โ Elijah sighs, glaring at Cass. โCan you just go? As in, now?โ
โFine, man,โ Cass smirks at me. โGood luck chasing this one across the courtyard. I bet you fifty sheโs going to outshine that Jaxon boy.โ
Elijah murmurs another string of curses before he edges toward me, like heโs approaching a wild animal.
My heart feels like itโs about to leap out of my chest, and I have a feeling Iโm about to do something irrationalโnot that anything about my circumstances is rational to begin with. โWhy am I truly here?โ
โExactly what I told you. Weโre trying to help you and figure out why your mark is different.โ
โWhatโs it to you what happens to me?โ
โBecause if you run wild, you could become a danger to humans,โ he explains. โYou could die if you donโt know how to contain your magic or the change. Thatโs what the academy is for. Itโs to help you manage all of it.โ
โWhy me?โ my voice quivers. โI donโt get it.โ
โI wish I could tell you why the huntress chose you, but I donโt have that answer for you. You can find out if you learn how to tap into your magic. You can talk to her yourself.โ
โI can? She will tell me?โ
Elijah sighs, tilting his head to the side, pointing at the mark on my neck. โThereโs a good chance. Sometimes she doesnโt give direct answers, but Iโm positive sheโs got something big planned for you. Youโre important to her.โ
โYou think Luca might know? The guy who bit me?โ
โI donโt know, but weโll need your cooperation to find out.โ Elijahโs shoulders eases slightly. โI promise you, we are not going to hurt you in any way.โ
โThen why did you use magic on me?โ
โTo keep you calm. I knew it was the only way for you to listen.โ A slight smile forms on his lips. โI sense emotions. Itโs part of my gift. Youโll develop one too. An ability unique to you.โ
โIโll be able to sense emotions too?โ
โI donโt know. Maybe. Or you might be able to do other cool things. But the only way youโll be able to find out and manage those abilities is if you work with the academy. Stay here and learn.โ
โRight.โ I peer down the hall, pushing out a deep breath in hopes of calming my racing heartbeat. โWhat did you mean by โyou need my neckโ? What are you going to do?โ
โYou thought we were going to chop it off or something, didnโt you?โ he cracks a grin. โWe need your neck, with you attached to it. Alive. No funny business, I swear.โ
โI donโt get how it is going to help.โ
โWe need to perform a spell to track the one who marked you. In a nutshell, Humphreyโs going to sprinkle some herbs on your neck and chant. No wolves will get harmed in the process.โ
โAnd this is going to bring Luca here?โ I press on.
โYes. We might be able to get some answers for you. And with some chance, by then when youโve calmed down enough, I can show you around and how we go about things here. Weโre not as rabid and wild as humans claim us to be. If anything, weโre more humane than humans.โ
I rub my arms, staring at him. I could run, but from what I understand, thereโs no way out, and one of them will catch me eventually. I mean, thereโs only so far you can run with a bunch of werewolves on your trail.
Or, I can go with him and get it over with.
I puff out another breath. If I donโt stop exhaling so much, Iโll faint. โFine. Letโs do this.โ
Elijah leads me through a narrow corridor bright with candlelight, down several flights of stairs, and into an extensive dark passage. Along the way, we spot Cass. Heโs draped against a wall, busy charming a circle of girls and clearly forgetting Elijah had asked him to go get this Humphrey person. Elijahโs jaw tightens into a hard line. Based on the way he is glaring at Cass, it is clear that Cassโs little โdetourโ isnโt going unpunished.
โExactly where are we going?โ I press a hand to my stomach, worming closer to him. Iโm overrun with the sudden fear of getting snatched and dragged into a dungeon somewhere.
The further we walk, the darker and creepier it gets.
Elijahโs attention snaps to me. โTo Humphrey. Sheโs the werewolf high priestess. Also known as the headmistress of the academy.โ
โAnd does she live down here?โ my eyes dart around nervously.
โNo. This is usually where she works during the night.โ He turns to face a geometric symbol with a wolf in the center, carved into the stone wall. Raising a hand, he presses a palm against it. A click sounds, and the wall melts away. โShe rarely sleeps.โ
I stare in awe at the open space where the wall had been. It takes me a few heartbeats to find my voice. โAnother werewolf perk?โ
โNah, I can only wish,โ he laughs. โShe uses potions to keep herself awake. But,โ he lowers his voice, โsheโs like a hundred and two. Weโre pretty sure sheโs mixing an anti-aging potion in there as well. Never say it to her face, thoughโsheโs very sensitive about the topic.โ
โOkay?โ
He slants closer when the door to an ancient-looking office swings open. โYouโll see what I mean.โ
As we step in, the scent of burning sandalwood and an array of other sweet spices encloses me. My eyes track the source. Itโs a small marble bowl burning a range of dried herbs on a wooden desk.
My nose wrinkles. โIsnโt she worried about fire hazards?โ
โNo, she does not,โ a sharp, firm voice makes the muscles in my back tense up. I turn to look toward the obscure part of the room, where a woman spoke from. I can only see the hem of her shamrock-green dress peeking out from underneath the shadows. โThatโs the beauty of magic. Especially if you understand how to preserve control over it.โ
I bite into my cheek, peeking at Elijah, who shakes his head. I take it as a cue to remain silent.
The woman sighs and gets up. When she steps into the light, I canโt help the gasp that escapes from between my lips.
My hand flies to my mouth. โYour dress is beautiful,โ I compliment, attempting to redeem the slip.
The womanโwell, should I rather say, girlโoffers a sweet smile. โThank you, dear. Iโm quite fond of it.โ
I glance at Elijah with a quizzical look.
He nods. โThis is the high priestess and headmistress of the academy, Mrs. Humphrey. Mrs. Humphrey, this is Hailey Woods. Sheโs the new pup I retrieved.โ
The girl, with lips painted scarlet, smiles. She doesnโt look a day over twelve. Her long, raven curls frame her porcelain-skinned, doll-like face.
โArenโt you supposed to take her to the dorm and help her settle in?โ She pins Elijah with an inquisitive look. โOr did something go wrong?โ
โNot exactly.โ Elijah sets down both my duffel bags on the floor. I forgot about them. And, come to think of it, I donโt recall seeing him carry them until now. โLet me show you. Hailey?โ
I nod, tossing my hair back over my shoulder to expose my neck to Mrs. Humphrey.
She gasps, rounding her desk to get to my side and seizing me by the arm. โMy dear girl, the huntress must think highly of you.โ
I blink. โHow so?โ
โYouโre granted a very special gift.โ She turns to Elijah. โThis girl, she isnโt the first. If you paid attention in history class, youโd know what this means, boy.โ
Elijahโs cheeks flush. โI didnโt realize history was interesting.โ
Mrs. Humphreyโs lips curve down. โThe huntress only gifts her most favored followers with this.โ She nods toward the marking on my neck. โOnly the best of our people, among our rulers and highest stationed, receive this.โ
โI donโt follow. I mean, it canโt be,โ I waver. โThereโs nothing great about me.โ
โNot according to our gracious Diana,โ Mrs. Humphrey maintains. โGirl, you have no idea what youโre in for.โ
Elijah blows out a breath. โSo, sheโs got some kind of higher calling?โ
โPrecisely.โ Mrs. Humphrey raises a petite hand, motioning toward a chair. โCome. Sit, please.โ
โI still donโt understand how she could favor me.โ I sink into the plush armchair on the opposite side of the headmistressโs desk. โThereโs literally nothing special about me. I suck at school. I donโt have friends. Luca, he marked me and now everyone thinksโโ I hesitate, remembering where I am and in whose company I am. I doubt anyone here will appreciate me implying that theyโre freaks.
My gaze bounces to Elijah. He appears to be decent. Iโm not sure how I feel about the high priestess yet.
I redirect my attention to the lady in question. โPeople back home arenโt exactly fond of werewolves. My parentsโpeople at school used to tell me scary stories about your kind.โ
Mrs. Humphrey lowers herself into a chair behind her desk. โYour kind?โ She arches a brow. โDonโt you mean our kind? Youโre one of us now, dear.โ
I bite the inside of my cheek. โIt all feels so surreal.โ
โI understand; Iโve been through it myself.โ She gestures toward Elijah. โUnlike him, who was born into this world, I was an outsider, like you. I grew up in a quaint little neighborhood with strict, religious human parents. They believed I was a demon spawnโa punishment for their sins. Eventually, they kicked me out of the only home I had ever known. I remember it as if it were yesterday. But, despite it all, this world has turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to me.โ
I swallow the lump stuck inside my throat. Look, my parents arenโt great, but they are still my family. They are all I have. Drunks or not. โItโsโhow do I forget them?โ
Mrs. Humphrey reaches across her desk and takes hold of my hand, squeezing it. I shudder. Her skin is like ice. โDear, as impossible as it seems, you will. They are nothing other than negligent if they can throw you away like that.โ It almost sounds like sheโs saying it more for her own benefit than mine, making me wonder if itโs sincere. She pats my hand and offers a gentle smile before straightening up in her seat. โIโm aware of what the outside world thinks of us. They believe us to be beasts. Cruel, bloodthirsty murderers. I promise you, child, we are anything but.โ
Elijah shifts beside me, giving off the impression that he wants to add to the conversation but decides against it.
โLike humans, we have those among us who drift from our morals and do appalling things. We stand out compared to them. Thus, they naturally turn all the negative attention to us instead of seeing their own as capable of abominable doings. Itโs in a humanโs nature to want to be faultless and to turn a blind eye to what is true.โ
I nod, crossing my legs.
โTell me, girl, whatโs the worst thing you have ever done?โ
โDoes it matter?โ I falter.
Thereโs a gleam in Mrs. Humphreyโs eyes. โYes, it does. Now, share with me what is the worst thing youโve ever done in your life?โ
My eyes narrow as I consider her question. โIโmโฆ not sure. I havenโt done many bad things. None that I can think of.โ
โIt doesnโt matter how many. I simply want to know what the worst thing you are capable of is.โ
I lift my eyes to meet hers, cringing. โI stole a doll from a thrift store.โ
โWhy?โ Mrs. Humphrey presses on, folding her fingers together on her desk.
I fluster. โMy parents refused to buy me dolls because they believed it was a waste of money. I never had any, and I always watched the girls at school having so much fun and bragging about how they got the newest Sally Beach dollโโ
Elijah squints at me, his eyes lit with a twinkle of amusement.
I scowl at him. โI was seven, okay?โ
โAnd?โ Mrs. Humphrey prompts, ignoring Elijah.
โAnyway, I wanted to play with them. I wanted friends, too. I wanted to belong.โ
โI see.โ Her lips purse. โDo you want to know what the worst thing is that Iโve ever done?โ
โNot sure if thatโs going to make a difference.โ
โThatโs where youโre wrong.โ Her full attention is on me. โYou see, I burned down a tree.โ
I blink. โOkay?โ
โThe point is, both our worst qualities are trivial compared to what others are capable of.โ She shifts. โYouโve heard of the White Valley serial killer?โ
โIt was all over the news.โ
โThe killer is human.โ She directs a hand at me. โAnd look at you. Look at me, and the worst things weโve done. We, the ones deemed monsters by the people out there.โ
โRight.โ I shift under her sharp gaze.
โI want you to understand that our kind are not the villains you were led to believe,โ she informs. โMy words are worthless, though, as I know it has been ingrained in your mind since birth. The best I can offer you is to prove it to you. Once you live in our world, with time, youโll see itโs nothing like you expect. From personal experience, I know you will grow to love this place. Youโll make friends and form everlasting bonds.โ
It feels like sheโs making a sales pitch. โWhat if I donโt want to stay?โ
โItโs up to you, dear. But it would be against the huntressโs wishes if you did. I have no doubt she would punish you for it as well.โ
I swallow.
โUnderstand that Iโm not trying to scare you, butโyou do not vex the likes of our gracious huntress. I know she has great plans for you.โ
Mrs. Humphrey dismisses Elijah once the girlโs dormitory matron shows up. Mrs. June is as sweet as she is oldโand the polar opposite of Mrs. Humphrey. June, as she prefers to be addressed, is a plump, short lady with unruly hair and mismatched clothing. She doesnโt fall over herself to flatter Mrs. Humphrey or bow to her every whim.
When Mrs. Humphrey insists that June deliver her some tea, June refuses. She voices that sheโs here to help me settle, not to be the headmistressโs maid.
I cover my mouth to hide my smile. For a moment, a sense of belonging washes over me. It is briefโenough to make me think thereโs a chance this situation isnโt as rotten as I thought it might be.
But not enough to prevent me from shedding the trepidation pooling inside my belly. I sit in a corner, observing the two women setting up an altar dedicated to the huntress Diana.
When theyโre done, June ushers me toward the altar and instructs me to take off my jacket. โItโs cold in here,โ I shiver, rubbing my arms.
June places a hand on my shoulder. โNo worries, child, this should be quick.โ As I do as I was asked, she adds, โYouโre going to love the girlsโ dorm. Thereโs a snug fireplace in the common room, and each room has a heater installed.โ
โIt was an expensive addition to the school, but nonetheless worth it,โ Mrs. Humphrey quips in. โIt gets cold here in the evenings. But what also makes me feel warm is a nice cup of tea.โ She throws June a pointed look.
June rolls her eyes. โAre we going to do this, or are you going to wait for this poor thing to freeze?โ
I bite back a smile.
Mrs. Humphrey gets to work, her lips drawn tight. She chants under her breath in a language I donโt understand while drawing symbols on my neck, using her finger that she dipped into a brown, ashy substance.
Then, she picks up a small crystal bowl filled with crushed herbs and sprinkles the mixture across my skin.
A warm, tingling sensation forms wherever they touch. I glance at June, who holds a candle in her hand with her eyes closed. Her lips move feverishly along with Mrs. Humphreyโs, but her voice isnโt audible.
My focus bounces back to the headmistress. She has turned and is drawing a circle on the floor in front of me with white chalk.
Once her chanting stops, her eyes settle on me. โSay the recruiterโs name, dear.โ
โLuca?โ I test and gasp as a figure pops out of thin air right in the middle of the circle. โHoly crap.โ
June snorts. โCrap is certainly not holy, child.โ
โWhat. The. Hell?โ Luca is wearing pajama pants with a bunch of snoozing porcupines printed on them and a shirt of some metal bandโbarefoot. His hair is more disheveled than I have ever seen it before. It is obvious he has been sleeping. He spins around to find me gaping at him. โAre you serious right now?โ
โDonโt blame me. Youโre the one who left me hanging.โ My fists tighten at my sides. โTheyโre trying to help me, unlike you.โ
Lucaโs eyes narrow when he notices Mrs. Humphrey. โWe meet again, old hag.โ
Mrs. Humphrey blanches. โGet the guardians. Now!โ
My eyes widen as June bolts out of the room, looking flustered. My gaze flicks to the headmistress. โDid I miss something here?โ
โLucian Crowe.โ Mrs. Humphrey whispers the name like a curse, her face turning a bruised red. โHow did you do it?โ
โLike you all do. The huntress came to me and told me to mark her.โ Lucaโor Lucian, as Mrs. Humphrey referred to himโsmirks. โI didnโt think it would be such a big deal.โ
โDeceiver. Once youโre exiled, you canโt get in touch with the spiritual realm,โ Mrs. Humphrey spits out. โIโm asking you once more, how did you do it?โ
โExiled?โ My brows knit together.
โLetโs just say I got screwed over and kicked from the werewolf club.โ Luca eyes me, a bitter smirk on his face. โBut the huntress still deemed me worthy enough to mark someone as valuable as you.โ
โHow am I valuable?โ
โOh, youโll find out soon enough.โ He pins his forest-green gaze on Mrs. Humphrey, then offers her a chilling smile.
Chapter 4
The heavy office doors burst open, and the room is suddenly flooded with the scent of wet fur and dust. A cluster of guards surges inโsome geared up for a fight, others already mid-shift, their eyes glowing predatorily.
Juneโs hand clamps onto my shoulder, her grip like iron as she hauls me toward the exit. โWeโre leaving. Now.โ
I try to dig my heels in, to demand an answer, but the room explodes into violence. Shouts collide with guttural, chest-vibrating snarls. The last thing I see before the door slams shut in my face is a guard launched into the air, his body twisting into a blur of fur and muscle as he leaps onto Luca.
Luca doesnโt go down easy. Heโs a whirlwind of teeth and defiance, his roar echoing through the heavy wood of the door even after the lock clicks into place. Iโm left staring at the grain of the oak, my heart hammering against my ribs, abandoned in the hallway with June.
โWhat an unexpected turn of events,โ June blows out a breath, hooking her arm with mine. โCome, letโs get you to your room. Youโre going to love it.โ
โWhat did Luca do?โ My heart is so loud inside my ears that I canโt think. โWhy was he exiled?โ
โNever mind that, love. Itโs not something that should concern you.โ At this point, it feels more like Iโm being dragged than willingly walking. I jerk my arm back, making it clear I donโt appreciate being handled like luggage.
June pauses, her sharp expression softening for a fleeting second. โHe did something bad. Something that is not in my power or right to tell you. When the time is appropriate, Iโm certain my sister will discuss it with you.โ
My brain hitches on the word. โYour sister?โ
โOh, of course,โ June lets out a dry, awkward snort. โSelene Humphrey is my sister.โ
Well. That explains a lot about Juneโs behavior toward the headmistress. All I can manage is a dull, โOh.โ
โAnyhow. This is you.โ June steps aside, revealing a cherry-red door. Itโs a mess of postcards from around the world and a few faux sunflowers tucked haphazardly into the frame. โYouโll be sharing with Ariah Winter. Sheโs a bit shy, but sweet. Iโm sure youโll get along.โ
I stand there, clutching one elbow, a duffel bag swinging from each shoulder. Even though they arenโt full, the straps are starting to bite into my skin. Itโs an uncomfortable weightโthough not nearly enough to distract me from the frantic rhythm of my nerves.
โI see you only brought these,โ June says, gesturing to my duffel bags. โWe have a storeroom filled with second-hand necessities. Not everyoneโs parentsโespecially those from human familiesโare keen on helping their young ones settle in.โ
โYeah, wellโฆโ I trail off. What is there to say? I still canโt believe Mom actually did this to me. I wonder how Dad will react, but I shove the thought away. I donโt have the strength to handle that kind of pain right now.
โThe point is,โ June says, resting a hand on my arm, โyouโre welcome to visit me and take a few things for your side of the room. Make it a bit more homey.โ
I doubt I can ever turn this place into a home, but the gesture is kind. โThank you. Iโll keep that in mind.โ
โAriah was born into a werewolf family,โ June continues. โYou can learn a lot from her about our world.โ
I nod. A thousand questions bubble in my chest, but I canโt bring myself to ask them. What happens to me now? How long am I staying? What will happen to my parents?
โRight, I suppose that settles it. You know where to find me.โ June smiles, but thereโs a shadow of concern behind it.
A heavy sense of doom settles in my gut. Itโs the classic โnew-girl syndromeโโthe realization that Iโm about to be fresh meat for every bully in the building. I watch helplessly as June turns and sprints down the cavernous hallway like her feet are on fire.
A clicking sound echoes behind me. Light spills onto the stone floor, lining my shadow in a halo of gold.
I spin around to find a girl my age gawking at me, a lollipop tucked into her cheek. Her eyes drop to my duffels, then work their way slowly back up to my face. She tries to smile, but itโs a struggle.
โAfphf newf girlf?โ she mumbles around the candy, before finally pulling it out. โYouโre staying in this room? With me?โ She waves a hand at the space behind her. โAs inโฆ I actually get a roommate?โ
I glance at the cherry-red door. โYeah. I guess so.โ
She startles me with a loud squeal and throws her arms around me, pulling me into a lung-crushing hug. โWelcome!โ When she finally steps back, sheโs breathless. โYou have no idea how miserable itโs been without a roommate. Whatโs your name?โ
โHailey.โ I trail after her, my brain struggling to keep up. The room isโฆ a lot. โWow. Are all the rooms like this?โ
โIโm Ariah. Ariah Winterโbut you probably knew that. And nope,โ she beams. โMy parents are awesome and made sure I have everything I need.โ
A sad lump forms in my throat as I scan the space. Itโs huge and bathed in warm, autumnal light. The walls are a rich burnt orange, making the whole place feel like a sunset. In one corner, thereโs a desk with a sleek laptop, a coffee maker, and even a popcorn machine. Itโs a haven. Itโs also clearly expensive.
โUh, which bed is yours?โ My eyes bounce between two twins bedecked in chocolate-brown bedding and fiery orange leaves.
โThe left one.โ She points. โI actually bought the bedding for the second one when my previous roommate passed away. Just to fill the space.โ Her brows furrow when she sees my face go pale. โYou donโt like it? I can take it off.โ
Ariah reaches for the pillow, but I shake my head. โNo, itโs pretty. Itโs justโyou said she died?โ
โOh.โ Ariah looks down at her feet. โYeah. She was murdered.โ
โMurdered?โ I sputter the word, the cozy warmth of the room suddenly feeling stifling. โAt the academy?โ
Ariah shifts, regret written all over her face. โYeah. Iโm sorry. Iโve already said too much.โ
โWhere? In this room?โ I inch toward the door, my skin crawling. โIt wasnโt in here, was it?โ
โI could lie, but someone else will tell you eventually. Might as well be me.โ
Nausea pools in the pit of my stomach. โPlease donโt tell meโon my bed?โ
โShe was found stabbed in her bed,โ Ariah confirms quietly. Then, she adds a frantic, โBut donโt worry! They burned the old one. This is brand-new.โ
I stare at the mattress as if itโs a trap. โIs this a regular thing here?โ
โIf it were, do you think Iโd still be here?โ she snorts. โNo. It happened during class. The girl, Sally, said she wasnโt feeling well and came back alone. Later, a friend checked on her and found herโฆ well, in her own blood.โ
โWhere were you?โ
โIn class. Thank the goddess I didnโt see it. I canโt imagine what her friends went through,โ Ariah sighs, looking tired. โWe werenโt besties, but I liked her. She was nice.โ
โHow can you sleep in here?โ
โIt was terrible at first, but you kind of get over it.โ Her forehead wrinkles. โAnyway, they caught him. Her ex-boyfriend fell into a jealous rage. So you donโt have to worry about a psychopath on the loose. He got punished.โ
โOh. Good.โ I eye the bed, still half-convinced Iโll see a bloodstain. I cross the room and drop my duffel bags on the new mattress, trying to distract myself by unpacking.
โLucian Crowe got what he deserved,โ Ariah says, tearing open a pack of candy. โI do feel sorry for her brother, though. Have you met him? Elijah? Like, the insanely hot future alpha?โ
My hairbrush hits the floor with a dull thud. โLuca?โ
The color drains from my face. Waitโwhat are the odds thatโฆ No.
Out of everything, Iโm just finding out an actual murderer bit me?
And the realization that it is Elijahโs sister makes it somehow even worse.
No. I shake my head, trying to physically dislodge the thought.
โNot sure who that is, but he went by the name Lucian. They stripped him of his power and sent him to Nightfall Prison. Exactly where he belongs. Trust me, no one gets out of there.โ
What are the chances of there being two boys with that name? โThis Lucian,โ I swallow hard. โWhat did he look like?โ
โAlso super hot. Such a waste.โ Ariah lets out a heavy, dramatic sigh and holds up a finger. โWait, I have a picture of the two of them somewhere.โ
Ariah disappears into our shared closet and emerges with a thick pink photo album. She flips through the pages at a frantic pace. โGive me aโah! Here it is. See?โ
I move to stand beside her, my legs feeling like lead. The second my eyes settle on the glossy print, my heart climbs into my throat, hammering against my teeth.
Itโs a shot of a cute couple at a park, sitting on a wooden bench beneath a sprawling oak. The girlโs long, wavy hair and floral dress are caught mid-sway in a breeze that doesnโt exist anymore. The boy has his arm wrapped around her shoulders, wearing a casual black shirt and jeans. Both of them are laughing, their faces lit with a joy that looks painful now. In the background, sunlight filters through the trees and glints off a serene pond, making their world seem perfect.
Almost. Because the boy is, without a doubt, the same Luca who bit me.
My skin turns ice-cold. They look soโฆ happy. What could have gone so wrong? And more importantlyโhow the hell is Luca free?
โYou okay?โ Ariah snaps the album shut, hiding the haunting image from sight. It doesnโt help. Itโs already branded onto the back of my eyelids. โYou seemโI donโt know. Spooked?โ
โWell.โ I rub my damp palms against my jeans. โYou did just inform me that Iโm sleeping in a murder scene.โ
Ariahโs face pinches with guilt. โYeah, I guess youโve got a point. Iโm sorry. I tend to be a little too honest for my own good.โ
I donโt tell her the real reason. I donโt tell her I was just in the same room as a killerโthat he bit me, for crying out loud. โItโs okay,โ I mutter.
A long, heavy silence follows. I use the awkwardness as a shield, focusing entirely on unpacking my bags.
โSo, the Moon Festival is coming up.โ Ariah breaks the quiet, tapping her password into her laptop. โIโve already planned my outfit. Do you have one ready, or are you more of a casual person?โ
โIโve never been.โ
โYouโve never been to the Moon Festival?โ Ariahโs eyes practically pop out of their sockets.
I shake my head, tucking my folded clothes into our shared closet. Ariahโs things dominate her side of the divided space, making it a tight fit for whatever I have left. โIโm not from a werewolf family. Humans donโt usually get an invite to the party.โ
Ariahโs brows furrow. โIโve seen humans at the festivals before.โ
โYeah, well. My parents areโฆ anti-wolf.โ
โOh. Youโve got those parents.โ Ariah falls silent, her expression softening. โIโm sorry, Hailey. Thatโs got to suck.โ
โIt is what it is,โ I mutter, trying to sound indifferent.
โHey, you can always join my family for the holidays,โ she says, a wide grin breaking through the tension. โThen you wonโt be stuck here with the โstay-behindโ faculty.โ
I managed a small, genuine smile. โYou barely know me.โ
Ariah taps the tip of her nose with a finger. โWolf senses. I can spot a bad person from a mile away.โ
I let out a dry laugh. โFunny, because I canโt tell the difference between a bunny and a snake.โ
โEvery wolf has their thing. Mine is sensing intentions.โ Her shoulders drop as her gaze settles on me. โLook, Iโm going to cut to the chase. Are you going to be okay? Your mood is like the center of a hurricane right nowโmaybe worse. Can I ask what happened?โ
โIโm not even sure,โ I say, my eyes wandering the room. โThis is a lot to take in.โ
Ariah holds out her bag of candy, an offering of peace. โDo you want to talk about it?โ
โThanks.โ I offer a weak smile, taking a piece before plunking down onto my new bed. โMy mom didnโt take the news well when she saw the mark. She was more worried about her next drink than me. She justโฆ dumped me at the station.โ
โIโm so sorry, Hails.โ
My heart constricts at the nickname. Itโs what Dad always calls me. โYeah, well. Life, right?โ
Ariahโs face darkens, her playful energy momentarily replaced by something sharper. โNo, thatโs not life. Thatโs just cruel.โ
I nod, the lump in my throat preventing me from saying more.
โSo,โ she begins, her tone shifting back to mischief, โI know a spell that can turn a boyโs balls into icicles.โ She fans herself with an empty wrapper, grinning. โI havenโt tested it yet. Know any worthy subjects?โ
I sputter a laugh, the sound catching me off guard. โYou can actually do that?โ
โTotally. Iโve got a few tricks. We arenโt supposed to use that kind of magic on students, but thereโs no rule against using it on humans.โ
โSoโฆ Iโll be able to do stuff like that too?โ
โAbsolutely. My favorite is making the popcorn machine work while Iโm still under the covers.โ
โNow that is awesome.โ
โRight?โ Ariah crinkles a candy wrapper between her fingers. โWhatโs your star sign?โ
โLeo. Why?โ
โOoh, Leo wolves are feisty.โ Her face scrunches up in thought. โThat means your birthday is coming up soon. When? Weโre definitely having a dorm party.โ
โOh, no, please.โ I shake my head. โBesides, it was actually yesterday.โ
โNo freaking way. The same day all thisโโ Ariah cuts herself off, the realization hitting her. โOh.โ
โYeah.โ I narrow my eyes at the floor, suddenly unable to meet her gaze.
โGirl, that is justโฆ awful.โ Ariah leaps from her bed and snatches her digital clock from the nightstand. She peers at the LED display for a second before clicking it back down. โBreakfast is in an hour. Hey, Hailey?โ
โYeah?โ
โIโve got something I need to take care of. Will you be okay here, unpacking?โ When I nod, she flashes a supportive look. โGreat. Iโll come back for you when itโs time to eat. That way you donโt have to brave the cafeteria alone.โ
It doesnโt take long to unpack the little I own. By the time I reach the photo albumโfilled with memories of me and my parentsโIโve found just enough courage to toss it into the trash can.
Ridding myself of the last piece of my family burns like a hot poker through my chest, but it has to be done. I canโt keep torturing myself over people who donโt care if Iโm alive or dead.
I donโt realize Iโm crying until a heavy tear tickles the side of my nose.
I wipe it away with my sleeve, then roll up my empty duffel bags to slide them under the bed. In the process, I knock a loose floorboard. It snags on the strap of one of the bags, and when I try to yank it free, the whole thing gets wedged.
โOh, come on,โ I grumble. I wiggle and tug, but the strap is stubbornly lodged. โUgh!โ
I let go of the duffel and shove the bed aside to fix the floorboard. Thatโs when I see it. Something silver gleams from the dark gap where the wood shifted.
I drop to my knees and fish around the small space, my fingers brushing against cold metal. I pull out a skeleton key tied to a frayed pink string. My brows knit together. I reach back in, searching for more, and withdraw a tiny, rolled-up scrap of paper.
Itโs a letter, soft and worn from being folded and unfolded a hundred times. I carefully unroll it, noticing a jagged tear in the corner where the paper has finally given up.
Whoever this letter belonged to had read it dozens of times. My curiosity wins out, and I begin to read.
Dear L,
By the time you read this letter, it will be too late. I want you to know that this key holds all the answers. Be careful how you use it, as it can either bring good fortune or unleash hell.
I will always love you.
Sally.
I read it a second time, twirling the key by its string around my index finger. L? As in Luca? I grimace. Did Sally know he was going to kill her? If she did, why was she still so loving?
Something about this feels wrong. If the academy staff had found this while cleaning up the crime scene, they would have taken it. Which means it stayed hidden.
Iโm staring at the paper, debating what to do with it, when the impossible happens. At the bottom of the note, dark ink bleeds into the fibers, forming two words: Help me.
An undignified screech rips from my throat and I drop the letter as if itโs white-hot. What the ever-loving hell? Iโm frozen, staring at the paper on the floor and weighing whether to grab it or bolt for the hallway, when the door suddenly cracks open.
โWhat?โ I shriek, leaping to my feet.
Ariah peeks through the doorway, her brows arched toward her hairline. โUhโฆ did I interrupt something?โ
โNo! Sorry.โ Heat floods my cheeks. I smooth the front of my shirt with shaking hands, forced a smile onto my face. โIโm justโฆ jumpy. Sorry.โ
The corners of her lips tip up. โLet me guessโstill paranoid about the dead girl?โ
โI guess.โ I look down at the note, but the ink is gone. The bottom of the page is as blank as it was a minute ago. I pick it up, rotating it in my palm and checking every angle. A trick of the light? It had to be.
โI must have imagined it,โ I murmur.
โDid you say something?โ
I shake my head, fighting back a frown. โNo. Nothing. Never mind.โ
As soon as Ariah turns her back, I seize the moment. I quickly roll the letter back up and shove it, along with the key, deep into the narrow gap beneath the floorboard.
โAnyway, I came to get you,โ she sings, oblivious to my heart nearly hammering out of my chest. โBreakfast is ready.โ
Chapter 5
The dining hall buzzes with a frantic energy, the air thick with the sweet, heavy scent of baked bread and cinnamon. Warm light filters through massive stained-glass windows, dappling the long wooden tables in a mosaic of colors. Above us, the high ceiling is anchored by rustic chandeliers, giving the vast space a medieval, castle-like weight.
Ariah grabs my wrist, her grip firm as she hauls me through the sea of students. I stumble after her, navigating the jumble of laughter and clattering silverware.
Then, the atmosphere shifts.
Slowly, the noise begins to dip. Heads turn. Conversations die mid-sentence as eyes lock onto me. Whispers ripple through the crowd, accompanied by the sharp jab of pointing fingers.
I suddenly regret my high ponytail; with my hair up, my neck is completely exposed, putting my mark on center stage for the entire academy to judge.
Itโs even worse than I expected.
No one else has a mark like mine.
Theirs are all neat, smaller versions of Elijahโs, lacking the jagged, paw-like print. And they definitely donโt have the hideous, dark veinsโthe ones Elijah promised would fade, but right now feel like a neon sign screaming that I donโt belong.
โWhere exactly are you taking me?โ I try to distract myself.
โIโm introducing you to our friends. Youโre going to love them!โ Ariah steers me toward the far corner where two students sit across from each other. My eyes narrow as we get closer, taking in the cluttered spread between them.
Tiny circles of neon confetti cling to every inch of the wood, scattered around two mismatched bowlsโone overflowing with colorful hard candies and the other piled high with salt-dusted potato chips. In the center, a stack of soft-baked cookies oozing with buttercream sits like a makeshift cake, a single pink candle flickering at the summit.
A boy around my age with curly, light copper hair and a sturdy build rises, thrusting a crimson balloon toward me. โHappy belated birthday!โ he chirps. His round face lights up, though his deep, warm brown eyes linger on my mark for a fraction of a second. โItโs not much, but we hope you like it. Welcome to the Academia of the Moon. Youโre going to love it here.โ
Well. This defies every expectation I had.
I struggle to muster a faint smile, my brain still trying to process everything. โUh, thank you?โ I glance at Ariah, hesitant. โWhat exactly is happening?โ
She just grins. โWe figured you deserved a proper birthday celebration. Come, sit.โ
The second student at the table, a girl with lush raven curls and perfect mahogany skin, slides a tiny, ribbon-wrapped package across the confetti. Her dark eyes twinkle. โHey there. Iโm Celeste. This isnโt much, but trust me, theyโre really good.โ She jerks a thumb toward the boy. โThat doofus is Nate.โ
โWell, excuse me!โ Nate plants his fists on his hips, mock-offended. โI have much more class than you, madame. I, unlike you, actually stood up to welcome our new bestie.โ
โSure you do.โ Celeste rolls her eyes, waving him off as if he were a fly. โAs for our new bestie, she wouldnโt even know your name if you hadnโt blurted it out. And if youโre going to fault my manners, at least I bothered with a gift. Unlike some people.โ
Nate ignores Celeste and reaches for a cookie, but Ariah slaps his hand away. โThe birthday girl needs to make a wish first.โ
He sticks out his tongue and sinks back into his seat. โRude.โ
โWait, youโre not psychic, are you?โ Celeste asks, leaning in.
I sit down between her and Ariah, placing the wrapped gift on the table. โNope.โ
โJust checking.โ She jerks a thumb toward Nate. โThis one is. He told us last week we were going to make a new friend. We couldnโt imagine liking any of the students already here, but then you showed up.โ
โYou owe me fifty bucks,โ Nate quips.
Celeste waves him off. โAnyway, heโs gay. You can talk to him about anything. He gets it.โ
โSure do.โ Nateโs lips part, his eyes fixed on my cookie cake. โSo, are you making a wish?โ
โLet her settle in first, jeez!โ Ariah huffs. โThis is a lot to take in. Sheโs completely new to all of this. She comes from a human family.โ
โOh.โ Nate exhales slowly, his expression softening. โIโm sorry. My stomach usually moves faster than my brain. This must be a lot for you.โ
โYeah. Itโs going to take some time.โ I pinch the edge of the table, the wood solid under my fingertips. โBefore today, I believed werewolves ate humans.โ
All three of them burst out laughing.
Nate slaps the table. โWeโve heard that before, but I promise, most of us are pretty harmless.โ
โSome really do eat people,โ Celeste says, pulling a face. โThough cannibalism is frowned upon. Even here.โ
โYep,โ Ariah agrees. โHumans are actually more prone to that than our kind.โ
โSounds about right.โ Nateโs gaze drifts back to my neck.
โKnock it off,โ Celeste says, nudging him with her elbow. โSheโll tell us when sheโs ready.โ
I glance at Ariah, my brow raised in a silent question. She just shrugs. โEveryoneโs curious why your mark is so different.โ
A cold prickle of sweat tracks down my spine. โDifferentโ is an understatement.
I take a steadying breath and launch into the explanation Mrs. Humphrey gave me, carefully omitting any mention of Luca.. I doubt getting marked by an exiled werewolfโa murdererโwill sit well with anyone here. Especially since Ariah knows who he isโno doubt theyโll know too.
I barely finish when Nate bounces in his seat. โThat is awesome!โ he exclaims. โIโve never met anyone with that mark. Some of the most powerful figures in our society have itโyou have to be special.โ
โItโs pretty, too,โ Celeste muses. I couldnโt disagree more, but before I can get a word in, she continues. โMuch better than this stamp of shame.โ
โHow is it a stamp of shame? Are you embarrassed by your own kind?โ Ariah presses.
โThatโs not what I mean,โ Celeste snorts. โI love being a wolf, I just think the mark is ugly. Look how intricate hers is.โ
Nate leans forward, squinting. โYours looks like a crescent moon with a pattern andโโ he makes a face. โIโm not even sure what those shapes are called.โ
โThey look like the symbols in the Book of the Divine,โ Ariah says thoughtfully.
โIs that in the library?โ I ask. When she nods, I lean in. โIโd love to see it. I want to know what these mean. Maybe itโll give me some answers.โ Or at least some reassurance that Iโm not going to turn into a psycho because of the man who marked me.
โA quick heads-upโthe staff will be watching you like a hawk if you check out that book. Itโs special,โ Celeste explains. โYou arenโt allowed to take it out of the room.โ
โRight.โ I shift in my seat, my heart fluttering. โCan I ask you guys something? About our history?โ
โSure. Shoot,โ Nate says, muffled by a bite of a muffin. โThatโs what friends are for.โ
A deep sadness churns in my chest. Iโve never had real friends; I donโt know what the rules are. Is it always this easy? Does it usually happen this fast, without any tests or challenges?
โSo,โ I push out a breath, trying to keep my voice steady. โHypotheticallyโฆ letโs say a wolf gets exiled for something incredibly bad. Like murder.โ
โYeah?โ Celesteโs brows shoot toward her hairline.
โWell, letโs say they end up marking someone. Is that a bad thing?โ
Ariah frowns. โNo, because thatโs impossible. Once youโre exiled, you lose your power. Without power, you canโt access the spiritual realm. You canโt mark anyone, period.โ
โBut letโs say it could happen.โ I lift my chin, trying to mask my uneasiness. โOur magic comes from energy, right?โ I recall seeing a line about that on Mrs. Humphreyโs wall. โSo, whether the person marking you is good or evilโฆ does that energy pass over to you?โ
The three of them exchange a long look. Itโs Celeste who finally answers. โWe were born with our marks, but Iโve heard those who are recruited later do absorb some of their recruiterโs energy.โ
My stomach turns. And mine happens to be a murderer. โI see. So youโd end up with some of their traits?โ
Nate nods. โFrom what Iโve heard, yeah.โ
โWhy?โ Ariah asks, her eyes searching mine. โDid your recruiter do something wrong?โ
I shake my head a little too quickly. โNo. No, Iโm just curious.โ
โUh-huh.โ Celesteโs tone says she doesnโt believe a word of it. But for once, my luck holds; they donโt push it.
โHey, have you decided on a wish yet?โ Nate bounces in his seat.
โNate, for goodness sake!โ Celeste laughs. โYouโre incorrigible.โ
I manage a small smile. โYou guys can just eat the cookies. I donโt really believe in wishes.โ
โOh, honey, donโt do that.โ Celeste reaches across the table and takes my hand. โYouโre in our world now. Wishes can actually come true here. If I were you, Iโd take the chance.โ
โBut does it still count? Since it isnโt actually my birthday anymore?โ I ask.
โItโs worth a try,โ Ariah urges. โWe take wishes seriously around here. Now make oneโand make it count.โ
โAnd donโt tell a soul,โ Nate adds.
I sigh and lean forward, closing my eyes. Thereโs a lot I could ask for. But the only thing I want right now is for these people to be the real deal. I canโt handle any more heartbreak, or any more hollow relationships that do more harm than good.
I open my eyes to find all three of them watching me with encouraging smiles.
Please, let this be real.
I lean in and blow out the candle.
โHow do you talk to the Huntress?โ I ask, trailing after Ariah through the hallway. Sheโs been showing me around, getting me acquainted with the faces and the layout. People are friendly enough, but no one misses a chance to let their gaze linger on my mark.
As she opens her mouth to answer, a tall, bald man appears beside us, clearing his throat with a sharp, dry sound. โMiss Woods.โ
Ariah lets out a depleted sigh. โMr. Len. What can we do for you?โ
Without a word, Mr. Len hands me a timetable. I frown at the ink. โThis has to be a mistake. It says my first lesson with Mrs. Humphrey is at midnight?โ
Mr. Len huffs, his voice a slow, condescending drawl. โYou surely donโt expect to tap into the spiritual realm during broad daylight, do you?โ
He then begins to drone on about the sunโs energy and how its โblinding radianceโ stifles the spirit. I try to follow along as he explains that the moon is the only true lens for the Huntress, but then he moves into something about the perigee of the celestial tide and astral friction.
My brain gives up. I find myself watching a fly crawl across a nearby windowpane, more interested in its erratic progress than the star-charts heโs describing with such agonizing slowness. I only snap back to reality when the sound of his voice cuts out. He stops and waits, peering at me over the rim of his spectacles as if expecting a deep realization.
โRight. Thank you,โ I manage, hoping my face doesnโt look as blank as I feel.
He offers a curt nod, spinning on his heel. His shoes make an obnoxious, high-pitched squeak with every step, and I find myself clenching my teeth until the sound finally fades around the corner.
โSo, thatโs Lenny. He teaches Herbology,โ Ariah smirks. โIf you want to die a slow, monotonous death, just take a seat in his classroom.โ
Iโve only known him for thirty seconds and Iโve already managed to shut him out. โHe seemsโฆ delightful.โ
Ariah nudges me with her elbow, giggling at the sarcasm. โTotal understatement.โ
A group of girls passes by, their heads turning in unison. I meet their gaze, hoping a direct look will make them flinch or turn away, but they just keep watching me like Iโm a specimen in a jar. Feeling the heat climb up my neck, I turn my back on them and focus entirely on Ariah. Hopefully, by next week, Iโll be old news and theyโll forget I even exist.
โAnyway, before Lenny interrupted,โ Ariah says, rolling her eyes. โTo answer your question: you have to tap into the spiritual realm. Itโs quite a process, so I canโt just sum it up in the hallway. Youโll probably learn the basics in separate sessions since the rest of us covered it at the beginning of the year. Thatโs how they catch the new pups up, and usually, Mrs. Humphrey handles the training.โ
โI see.โ I cringe, wondering how on earth Iโm supposed to make that work. My schedule is already packed, and thatโs before adding midnight lessons to the mix.
โThis is the girlsโ common room.โ Ariah pushes open two massive oak doors engraved with scarlet roses. โItโs a great spot to hang out or do homework, but if you need silence, itโs the last place you want to be. Thereโs always someone trying to get in your business.โ
โNoted.โ I scan the room. Itโs a warm, inviting haven that feels a world away from the cold stone hallways. The walls are a soft blush pink, adorned with framed illustrations of landscapes that look like they belong in a fairytale. Sunlight streams through arched windows, catching the sheer curtains and the plush velvet sofas piled high with pillows.
In the center sits a whitewashed wooden table surrounded by dainty chairs. Itโs currently stocked with vases of fresh roses and a spread of macarons and chocolate-dipped strawberries. It looks perfect for a group study sessionโor just a place to hide.
Ariah turns to face me, walking backward with practiced ease. โI recommend our room or the library if you actually want to get work done.โ
โIโll keep that in mind.โ Though, looking at the treats, I canโt imagine choosing our bedroom over thisโeven if our room is nice. Minus the fact that someone died there. I shiver, rubbing my arms to chase away the sudden chill.
โAnyway, the kitchen is open twenty-four seven, but they cut off the sugar at nine p.m. Only fruit after that. If youโre a late-night candy or soda person, youโll need to stock up when weโre allowed into town.โ
I gesture toward the table. โThen what is all this?โ
โOh. You can help yourself to those during the day, too. I just personally avoid this area.โ
โWhy?โ I ask, still admiring the view.
โLetโs just say I donโt get along with a select few.โ
I canโt imagine anyone disliking Ariah, but I donโt push. Itโs not my place to pry into her history. โIs there somewhere we can work part-time while weโre here?โ
โYeah. The library is looking for help, and a few teachers need assistants. I think the officeโโ
โLet me guess, the poor new girl canโt afford a candy bar?โ A chorus of laughter erupts from the corner. I turn to find a petite girl standing there, arms crossed, her long hair spilling over her shoulders like an ashy river. Sheโd be pretty if her face wasnโt twisted into a viscous sneer.
โThis is exactly why I avoid this room,โ Ariah whispers, her expression darkening. She squares her shoulders and raises her voice. โHailey, let me introduce you to the wicked witch of the west. She thinks sheโs made of gold, suffers from a serious daddy complex, and is about ninety percent plastic.โ
โWatch your mouth, Winter,โ the girl snaps, taking a step forward. โOr youโll lose it.โ
โThis is Valerie Stone.โ Ariah glares at the girl in front of us. โLet me guess, you ran out of victims to torture and now youโre looking for fresh meat?โ
โYou are not what I expected.โ Valerieโs ice-blue eyes narrow as she looks me up and down. โYouโre not pretty.โ It sounds more like she is trying to convince herself than to insult me.
โOne way to deal with a threat,โ Ariah laughs, leaning toward me with a conspiratorial smirk. โThatโs her go-to line for anyone who beats her in the looks department.โ
Valerie snaps her gaze to Ariah. โAre you still blabbering?โ
โYeah, do you mind?โ Ariah speaks through clenched teeth. โIโm showing my friend around. Your ego is taking up the whole hallway.โ
โDo you realize who youโre talking to?โ Valerieโs eyes turn to slits as she brushes her hair back over her shoulder. โI can ruin you with one phone call.โ
Unfazed, Ariah rolls her eyes. โWhat, because you think youโre the future Luna? Oh, please. Accept the fact that youโre a student like the rest of us.โ
Valerie plants her hands on her hips, giving Ariah a scathing once-over. โNot for long. Soon, youโll be whimpering at my feet.โ
โElijah is way too good for you,โ Ariah counters. โItโs only a matter of time before he realizes it and ditches you.โ
Valerie lets out a jagged laugh. โWow, jealousy really bites, doesnโt it, Winter? Heโs mine. Get over it.โ
I find myself speaking before I can stop. โI donโt think she ever mentioned being into him.โ
Valerie immediately shifts into a defensive stance, her shoulders tensing. โShe doesnโt have to. Itโs obvious, isnโt it? She wants what she canโt have.โ
I look at Ariah, then back at Valerie, my brow furrowing. โIs sheโฆ okay?โ
Ariah looks like sheโs fighting a smirk. โNot even close. Sheโll do anything for attention, even if it means picking a fight with a wall.โ
โUh, hello? Iโm right here,โ Valerie interjects. โAnd Iโm not looking for a fight. Iโm stating facts.โ
โFacts no one wants to hear oozing from that greasy pout. Now, excuse us.โ Ariah tugs my hand, but Valerie lunges for the other, her nails digging into my skin.
I flinch, ripping my arm back. โWhat the hell is your problem?โ
โYou are.โ Her lips purse. โI want to make it abundantly clear that Iโm watching you. Closely.โ
โOookay?โ I frown. โAre you going to elaborate on why?โ
She tilts her head to the side, smiling with a sweetness that doesnโt reach her eyes. โI know you were hanging out with Elijah early this morning. I can smell you on him.โ
I sputter a laugh. โOkay, youโre actually nuts.โ
โTold you,โ Ariah sings.
โOh, yeah?โ Valerie pins Ariah with a scowl. โGo sniff him yourself, why donโt you? Sheโs been all over him.โ
โProbably because heโs the one who recruited me?โ I suggest, trying for logic. โItโs part of his role as a guardian, isnโt it?โ
โOf course I know that,โ Valerie snips. โBut he never smells like this. Like any other girl.โ
โOh, jeez.โ I pinch the bridge of my nose, feeling a headache brewing. โI ran in front of a truck and he tackled me to stop it. Thatโs why he smells like me. I have zero interest in getting up close and personal with your boyfriend, so you can back off with the insecure girlfriend complex.โ
I donโt know why Iโm even bothering to explain. Maybe a small part of me just feels sorry for Elijah, having to deal with a disaster like her.
โWhat makes you so special, anyway?โ She eyes the mark on my neck with pure venom.
โIf you ever find out, Iโd like to know, too.โ
โYouโre telling me the Huntress didnโt reach out to you or anything?โ Valerie lets out a forced, jagged laugh. โI donโt believe you for a second.โ She shoves a finger into my chest, hard. โLet me make myself clear. Having a โmark of importanceโ doesnโt give you the right to do whatever you want. It wonโt buy your way into certain circles. And stay the hell away from my boyfriend. Do you understand?โ
Valerie flips her hair over her shoulder, her smug smile returning. โIโm the queen around here. Donโt test me. Now, be a good little mutt and make yourself invisible.โ
I cock an eyebrow, watching her sashay out of the room like sheโs on a runway.
โIf you havenโt noticed, sheโs got a few screws loose,โ Ariah finally says. โThat, and sheโs clinging to that Luna position for dear life.โ
โRight,โ I breathe. โI can tell sheโs unhinged.โ
โTotally. And the worst part is, sheโs not even into Elijah.โ Ariah turns back toward the hallway. โBut whatever. Come on, Iโve got a few more places to show you.โ
Chapter 6
Ariah parts ways with me before lunchtime, having promised to help a teacher with a project. We agree to meet up later with Nate and Celeste, but for now, Iโm on my own.
Deciding to use the head start, I head up a flight of stairs toward the library. Iโm desperate to find the Book of the Divine and decode the meaning behind my markโassuming I donโt get lost in this labyrinth first. The sheer scale of the academy is enough to give me nightmares; I can already imagine being late for class and wandering these endless stone corridors without a map.
Thankfully, my luck holds. When I round the corner, I find the heavy double doors of the library. My heart sinks, however, when I spot a hand-scribbled note taped to the wood: Be back in an hour.
I sigh and lean against the wall, weighing my options. Without a timestamp on the note, I have no idea if the librarian left five minutes ago or fifty. Going back to my room isnโt appealingโthereโs nothing there but empty space and the memory of who lived there before me. And Iโd rather face a hungry wolf than another run-in with Valerie in the common room.
Maybe I can drop by Juneโs storeroom and see if she has anything to personalize my side of the dorm.
As I stretch, trying to work out the tension in my shoulders, low voices echo from the hallway behind me.
โI told you to leave me alone,โ a familiar voice growls. Itโs followed by the heavy thud of pounding feet. โIโm not interested.โ
Curious, I duck behind a tall book stand overflowing with flyers. I peek around the edge, spotting none other than Elijah and Valerie. Well, Elijah is the one doing the talking; Valerie looks like sheโs practically in heat, fawning over his broad shoulders and smiling with a flirtatious, desperate edge.
Elijah shoves her hands away, his jaw tight. โDonโt touch me.โ
โWhy?โ Valerie presses, her voice dropping to a sharp, jealous hiss. โIs it because of her?โ
Elijahโs head snaps in my direction. I duck behind the stand so fast my vision swims, my heart pounding a frantic rhythm against my ribs.
โNo,โ he bites out, his voice vibrating with frustration. โIt has nothing to do with her. It has everything to do with you. I canโt be with someone who only sees me as a title.โ
โOh, come on, Eli. You know my familyโs status is the perfect match for yours. You need me as much as I need you in that department,โ she muses, her voice dripping with artificial sweetness. โBesidesโฆ we know how to have fun together.โ
โI donโt give a damn about status. If you knew me at all, youโd know that.โ
โReally?โ Valerie pauses. I can almost picture her twirling an ashy curl around her finger. โYouโthe future Alphaโdonโt care about status? You donโt care about your people? I wonder what your father would say about that.โ
โI didnโt say I didnโt care about our people,โ he snarls, the sound low and guttural. โI just donโt care about you.โ
Their footsteps grow louder, moving toward my hiding spot. I stay low, dodging toward the stairwell and praying the shadows swallow me before they turn the corner.
โIt is about her. Itโs already started, hasnโt it? Youโve imprinted on that new mutt.โ
I freeze midway down the stairs, the word imprinted ringing in my ears like a bell. My chest heaves, and I have to press a hand over my mouth to steady my breathing so I donโt miss his response.
โAnd so what if I have?โ Elijahโs voice is defiant now. โYou know as well as I do that no one can control that.โ
โWow. Just like that?โ Valerie actually sounds hurt for a split second. โYouโre dumping me for her?โ
โValerie,โ he says through clenched teeth. โIโve been trying to get you to leave me alone for months. You know this has nothing to do with her.โ
โThatโs not what you said last week when I was in your bed.โ
My cheeks flush a deep, burning crimson. Okay, thatโs it. This is officially the part where Iโve heard too much. I stealthily retreat the rest of the way down the stairs, and the moment my feet hit the bottom floor, I break into a dead run all the way back to my room.
โWhat does it mean to imprint?โ I ask, taking a cautious bite of my pizza.
Three sets of eyes immediately swivel toward me. Nate is the first to speak, his cheeks bulging with a massive mouthful of crust. โYouโve been to the library, havenโt you?โ
โYeah, I saw it in a book,โ I lie, feeling a guilty heat crawl up my neck. โBut I didnโt have time to dig into it. There was way too much information to process.โ
โMakes sense. Youโve got a steep learning curve ahead of you,โ Nate says, swallowing. โTo answer your questionโโ
โI wish some hottie would imprint on me,โ Celeste interrupts, leaning back with a wistful sigh. โItโs every girlโs dream. If a guy imprints on you, heโll do anything for you. Heโd literally protect you with his life.โ
โUnlike the losers in this place,โ Ariah mutters between bites. โNone of them are even imprint-worthy.โ
โI can think of a few,โ Celeste counters, fluttering her sooty lashes at the ceiling. โThereโs Adam, Vic, Elijah, Coryโโ
โExcuse me, I was talking,โ Nate quips, shooting her a look before turning back to me. โAn imprint is an unbreakable bond that forms between two souls. It usually happens when two spirits are eternally alignedโโ
โWhat Nate is trying to say is that youโre destined to be together,โ Ariah clarifies, cutting through the banter. โYouโll find each other in every life you live. Total devotion. Total love.โ
โAh, the passion!โ Celeste gushes, giving me a playful wink.
โThough, unfortunately, I think ours got stuck somewhere in the cosmos,โ Ariah miffs.
โOr the afterlife,โ Celeste laments. โThereโs also the distinct possibility the dumbass hasnโt even been born yet.โ
I bite down on a smile and turn back to Nate. โIs it something you can actually feel when it happens? Does it go both ways?โ
He throws an annoyed glance at the girls before answering. โYou both feel it. Itโs like two magnets being pulled together by a force you canโt fight. Itโs powerful, Hailey.โ
โLike being in love?โ I ask. Not that I have a clue what that actually feels like.
โYes, but multiplied by a million. I canโt really do it justice, but youโll know if youโve been imprinted. Trust me.โ
I chew on my bottom lip, weighing whether to tell them what I overheard during Elijah and Valerieโs blowout. Sure, Elijah is undeniably swoon-worthy, but I donโt feel any โmagnetic pull.โ If anything, I just feel confused. โDoes it take time?โ I press.
Nateโs brows shoot up. โTime? What do you mean?โ
โThe bond. Does it take time to grow? Or is it instant the second you lay eyes on each other?โ
โIโm not sure, to be honest. It might be different for everyone.โ He waves a hand dismissively. โI canโt testify to the specifics since it hasnโt happened to me yet. Though I wouldnโt mind if it did.โ
My heart hammers against my ribs as I finally find my courage. โSee, earlier I overheardโโ
โHello, everyone!โ
The words die in my throat as Elijah suddenly appears beside our table. A short girl with a crown of auburn curls shadows him. โThis is Katie. Another new pup.โ
I exhale a sharp breath of relief, my cheeks burning with a heat fiercer than the depths of hell. What do you know? I almost made a complete fool of myself.
It turns out Iโm not the only new โmuttโโValerieโs word, not mineโin town.
Katieโs wide silver eyes sparkle with excitement as she scans the table. โElijah says one of you is new here, too?โ
I give her a small wave. โThat would be me.โ
She extends her hand immediately. โHi! Iโm so glad Iโm not the only one.โ
I take it, shaking her hand while noticing Nate unsuccessfully hiding a smirk behind his palm. โHonestly, me too. But unfortunately, because of my mark, I still stick out like a sore thumb.โ
โWorse than a sore thumb,โ Nate chirps.
I sputter a laugh. โYeah, thanks, Nate.โ
โSo, Katie,โ Celeste inquires, leaning in. โWere you born into the club, or specially hand-picked from the planet of Norm?โ
Katie smiles brightly. โBorn and bred.โ
โBorn and bred?โ Nate wiggles his eyebrows. โNo offense, but why do people always say it that way? Shouldnโt it be the other way around?โ
Celeste nearly chokes on her milkshake. โNate! โBredโ as in raised, notโฆ the other โbredโ youโre thinking of.โ
โYou mean produced? Formed? Cultivatedโโ
โGood gracious, Nate, get your mind out of the gutter,โ Ariah groans, stretching her arms over the table.
โSays the girl who was gushing over half the student body ten minutes ago.โ Nate rolls his eyes and offers Katie an apologetic look. โSorry. We tend to get carried away.โ
Elijah bites back a smile, glancing at Katie. โTold you they were interesting. I figured since you twoโโhe gestures between usโโare both new, you might relate and adapt a bit faster together.โ
โThat is so thoughtful of you,โ Celeste enthuses, her voice dripping with adoration.
โVery,โ Nate adds with a dramatic exhale.
I roll my eyes at them. โThank you, Elijah.โ
Katie doesnโt waste a second, pulling out a chair next to Nate and making herself at home. โIs the pizza as good as it looks?โ
Nate slides a plate with two slices toward her. โTry it. Itโs decent, but Iโve had better.โ
Katie takes a bite, saying something I miss because, at that exact moment, Elijah leans in close to me.
โI heard you had a run-in with Valerie,โ he says quietly. Around us, the table erupts into laughter at something Nate said, creating a small pocket of privacy.
โIt was nothing.โ
โWhen it comes to her, itโs never nothing.โ He glances at my friends, then back to me, his expression softening. โLook, Iโm sorry for whatever she said.โ
I purse my lips, staring at the table. โI donโt see how itโs your fault.โ
โWhatโโ he hesitates. โWhat exactly did she say to you?โ
โIt doesnโt matter.โ
โIt does to me.โ
I shift under the weight of his gaze. Thereโs an intensity there that makes me feelโฆ something. Warmth? A strange sense of security? I canโt quite name it.
โAre you okay?โ Elijah slides a fraction closer. My skin tingles as the sleeve of his jacket brushes my arm.
I realize Iโm staring at him like an idiot and force a frown to mask it. โSorry. She just complained about standard queen bee stuff. You know, ruling the school and all that trash.โ
โYeah?โ I can tell he doesnโt believe a word of it. โIf she gives you any more trouble, let me know, okay?โ
โWould that make a difference?โ I cross my arms, giving him a knowing look. โShe hardly seems like the type to follow orders.โ
โNo, she isnโt,โ he admits. โBut the Guardians donโt take harassment lightly. Sheโll be punished if she crosses the line.โ
โElijah!โ Katie calls out, holding up a slip of paper. โI think they gave me the wrong schedule. Come look at this.โ
He offers me a crooked, apologetic smile before circling to her side of the table. As he leans down beside her, I canโt ignore the envious twist in my stomach. Katie is looking at him like heโs a five-course meal, and I canโt even blame her. He is nice to look at. Really nice.
I watch them closely, replaying the conversation I overheard between him and Valerie. He talks to Katie the same way he talks to meโpolite, helpful, easy. Nothing special. Nothing noteworthy.
So who the hell is the new girl he imprinted on?
I push open the heavy, creaking door of the library, and the scent of aged leather and musty paper immediately envelops me. The space is gargantuan, with ceilings that soar into the darkness, supported by arched beams of dark oak. Flickering candlelight casts dancing shadows against the stone walls, illuminating ancient tapestries that depict forgotten werewolf wars and the lineages of past rulers.I pass the long front desk manned by a few librarians. The rubber soles of my sable sneakers squeak against the cold, smooth stone, the sound echoing until I step onto the large, intricately woven rugs scattered throughout the floor.
I head straight for the aisle Celeste pointed out earlier, offering her a quick wave before disappearing into the labyrinth of bookshelves.
Each section is marked with a hand-carved plaque, the inscriptions barely legible in the dim light. They guide the way through different realms of knowledge: Alchemy, Herbology, History. The books are bound in various shades of weathered leather; some are adorned with gold leaf, others locked away with intricate metal clasps. Many are so ancient their titles have vanished entirely, leaving only the cracked texture of the spines to hint at the secrets within.
The book Iโm looking for is impossible to missโmassive, bound in silver, with a cascade of strange symbols inscribed on its spine. I hesitate, my hand hovering over it. The binding looks fragile, and Iโm acutely aware of a girl watching me from a nearby armchair, her eyes tracking my every move. I know this book is priceless; the last thing I need is to be the โnew girlโ who trashed a relic.
I glance back toward the front desk, considering asking for help, when a voice cuts through the silence.
โSo. The Book of the Divine?โ
I nearly jump out of my skin, whirling around to find Elijah already tugging the heavy silver volume off the shelf with effortless ease.
โYou nearly gave me a heart attack.โ I reach for the book, but he lifts it just out of my grasp, his height giving him the upper hand.
โMind if I join you?โ he asks, his voice dropping a decibel. โIโm curious what that mark of yours means, too.โ
โYeah, you, me, and the entire student body,โ I snort, but the smile slips from my lips when I notice he isnโt joking. His expression is dead serious. โSure. I guess.โ
โGreat.โ Without another word, he turns and heads for a heavy oak table in the corner. I let out a quiet sigh and hurry after him.
By the time I pull out a chair, he already has the book splayed open, his fingers dancing across the thick, parchment-like pages. He gestures vaguely toward my neck. โCan youโyour hair?โ
I sweep my hair back, exposing the mark. I keep my eyes glued to the book, trying to ignore how close heโs sitting. Elijah pauses on a page near the middle, his gaze flickering back and forth between the ink on the page and the skin of my neck. He reaches out, his hand hovering as if to trace the mark, but his fingers barely graze my skin before he jerks back.
โSorry,โ he murmurs, his voice slightly rough. He clears his throat and points to an illustration. โThis one looks quite similar.โ
Heโs right. Both are shaped like crescent moons, but the one in the book features an intricate circular pattern inside the curve. Mine does, tooโexcept one of my mini-circles is stained a dark, bruised crimson.
โDoes it make a difference?โ I ask, leaning closer. โItโs just one circle.โ
โIn this book, everything makes a difference.โ He stabs a finger at a symbol near the top of the page. โSee this one? Now look at the one below it.โ
โYeah. They look identical.โ
โLook closer.โ
I press my palms flat against the desk and lean in, my shoulder almost touching his. Both symbols are boxy, filled with a web of intricate, overlapping lines. They look exactly the sameโuntil I spot the tiny variation. โOh. That one has an extra horizontal line.โ
โExactly. Now read the translations.โ
I squint at the archaic text underneath. โThe first one saysโฆ Sunlight. And the second one saysโฆโ I trail off, my heart skipping a beat. โOh.โ
โYes. One means sunlight.โ His fist curls beside the book. โAnd?โ
โOne means torture,โ I murmur, the word tasting bitter. I look up at him with a frown. โAnd we actually have to study these? Wow, your exams must really suck.โ
A faint, genuine smile cracks his stoic expression. โYou have no idea.โ
โI see a lot of symbols that look like the ones on my neck,โ I say, turning back to the silver pages.
โBut none of them are identical,โ he points out, his voice dropping. โAt least, not the ones weโve seen so far. And in case you havenโt noticed, there are thousands of variations to sift through. Itโs a needle in a haystack.โ
โThis is going to take forever, isnโt it?โ
His eyes narrow as a thought strikes him. โI have an idea. If youโre okay with it.โ
โWhat do you have in mind?โ
I watch him fish a sleek smartphone from his pocket. โMind if I take a few pictures of the mark? Close-ups.โ
I eye the lens, suddenly defensive. โWhy?โ
โSo I can help you research. I can cross-reference the symbols when Iโm not stuck in the library.โ
I lean back, crossing my arms. โI can handle the research myself, Elijah. You donโt have to go through the trouble.โ
โYou arenโt allowed to take this book out of the room, Hailey. And my father happens to own the only other copy in existence.โ He leans in, mirroring my crossed-arm stance. โHow do you plan to research properly? Unless you intend to move into the library permanently?โ
My eyes widen. โWaitโฆ there are only two copies of that book? In the whole world?โ
โUnfortunately,โ he nods. โHave you noticed how closely the staff has been tracking us since we pulled it from the shelf?โ
I turn slowly, my gaze drifting toward the front desk. Every single librarian is staring at us with hawk-like intensity. I offer them a stiff, awkward smile before twisting back to him. โI knew it was valuable, but I didnโt realize it was sacred.โ
โThe only reason weโre allowed to touch it is because itโs on the syllabus,โ Elijah explains. โEven then, a librarian is usually required to sit with a student while they read it. There have been plenty ofโฆ letโs call them โenthusiasticโ collectors whoโve tried to steal it.โ
I knit my brows together. โThen why are they all still standing twenty feet away?โ
He offers a slow, confident grin. โBecause youโre sitting with me.โ
I roll my eyes, though I canโt help the small smile that tugs at my lips. โOh, right. The future King of Wolves gets a free pass. My mistake.โ
โSomething like that,โ he shrugs, waving the phone again. โSoโฆ can I?โ
โFine. If it helps, why not?โ I reach back and sweep my hair over my shoulder, exposing the heat of my skin and the mark to his camera.
Chapter 7
Elijah leaves after twenty minutes, citing โGuardian businessโ that needs his attention. He promises to track me down the second he finds a lead, but as I watch him walk away, I feel a sudden, hollow chill.
I hope he has better luck than Iโve had. I flip through one more page, then another, promising myself each one will be the last before I give up for the night. But the Book of the Divine is beginning to feel less like a resource and more like a maze.
A dark, nagging weight settles in my chest, refusing to be ignored. I canโt stop replaying the conversation from lunchโor the warning I saw on Mrs. Humphreyโs wall about absorbing the energy of the one who marks you.
What if I become evil? The thought is a cold shiver down my spine. Is that why my mark is different? Because the energy inside it is tainted?
When Iโm not spiraling over the tattoo clinging to my neck like a soul-sucking leech, my mind drifts back home. A wave of bone-deep sadness washes over me at the thought of my parents. Part of meโthe naive partโhopes my dad will eventually reason with my mom. Maybe theyโll call the school. Maybe theyโll send a letter saying this was all a terrible mistake. But the silence from the outside world suggests otherwise.
Iโm gathering my things, ready to retreat to the safety of my bed, when my eyes catch a small, discreet sign: Library Assistants Wanted.
I remember the Ariah mentioning it. Between the mystery of my mark and the drama of the academy, keeping my head straight is getting harder by the hour, but a job is exactly what I need. Stress and procrastination arenโt going to pay the bills, and I need to be able to stand on my own two feet around here.
I stuff my notebooks into my backpack and head for the front desk, mentally rehearsing a confident pitch.
โMay I help you?โ A strict-looking librarian with a mountain of thick copper curls and russet-painted lips stares at me over the rim of her glasses.
I gulp, mustering the courage to speak. โHi, I see youโre looking for new assistants?โ
Her expression darkens, and she eyes me like Iโm intruding. But then her posture suddenly shifts as her eyes fell to my neck; she straightens her spine and offers a slight, practiced smile that allows my shoulders to finally drop an inch.
โYes. In fact, we are.โ She gives me a long, sideways look, her eyes lingering on my mark. โYouโre new here.โ
It isnโt a question, but I nod anyway. โI am.โ To prove Iโm serious, I push through the nerves. โIโm a fast learner, Iโm hardworking, and Iโm never late. Iโm good with numbers, and organization is probably my strongest suit.โ
What I donโt say is that Iโd practically sell my soul for this job; I need the distractionโbut mostly, the moneyโlikely more than anyone else in this building. I take a breath, ready to rattle off a list of every odd job Iโve ever held, but she holds up a single, slender finger. I snap my mouth shut instantly.
โI see,โ she says, inclining her head. โGive me a moment, wonโt you?โ
I nod, watching her disappear into a small office behind the oak desk while my heart hammers against my ribs. When she reappears, sheโs holding a crisp, cream-colored form.
โIโll need you to fill this out.โ
โSure. Let me grab a pen from myโโ
โNo need. Use this.โ She offers me a heavy, silver-capped pen. โWhen can you start?โ
I take the pen, my brow furrowing in confusion. โWhat do you mean? You meanโฆ if Iโm approved?โ
She clicks her tongue, her smile widening just enough to be unsettling. โYouโre already hired.โ
My jaw actually drops. โJust like that? No interview?โ
โWell, if the Goddess approvesโฆโ She waves a vague, elegant hand toward the mark on my neck. โThen Iโm sure youโll be one of our very best.โ
โAm I hired already because of this?โ I ask, tapping the silver pen against my mark.
โThe Goddessโs opinion is the only one that carries weight,โ Dibella says, her voice low and reverent. โYou are special to her. We would risk her favor if we treated you as anything less.โ
I blink, a dry laugh catching in my throat. โI can think of a few people who wouldnโt agree with you on that.โ Valerie, for one.
โThen they are fools.โ She stares down at the form expectantly. โAre you going to sign?โ
โUh, yes. Right.โ I lean over the counter, pressing the tip of the pen to the paper. โI can start as soon as you need me.โ
โWe needed you a year ago,โ she sighs, though her eyes remain on me. โIโll give you time to settle in. Is a week enough? Can you start next Monday?โ
โThatโs more than enough time.โ Honestly, Iโd start today just to keep my hands busy and my thoughts quiet.
โPerfect.โ A genuine smile finally breaks through her strict facade. โIโm Dibella. Youโll be working directly under me. You do not take orders from the other librarians. Do you understand?โ
I pause. โSo if they ask me to do something, I justโฆ refuse?โ
โExactly,โ Dibella affirms, her chin lifting with a touch of territorial pride. โEveryone has their own assistants. I have mine.โ
โOh. Okay.โ I finish the signature and slide the form back across the polished wood.
โHow about a cup of tea and some cookies?โ she asks, sweeping the form aside as if it were a mere formality. โIf you donโt have anywhere to be, of course?โ
I suddenly become aware of the heavy silence in the room. A few feet away, three students are glaring at me with unfiltered hostility. I notice the small plaques pinned to their chests: Library Assistant.
My stomach turns. My mark isnโt just a symbol; itโs a target. I got in too easily, and they know it.
I swallow hard, flashing Dibella a strained smile. โIโm so sorry, but I actually have some things I have to take care of.โ
โWell, that is unfortunate.โ Her shoulders slump, a look of disappointment washing over her features. โAnother time, then?โ
โOf course.โ I give her a small wave and hurry toward the exit, needing to get away from those burning glares.
Iโve barely taken two steps out the door when a tall girl barrels into my path. Sheโs lugging a heavy plastic bucket, filled to the brim with a thick, dark crimson liquid.
โWhat isโโ
Before I can finish, she heaves the bucket upward. A wave of warm, metallic-smelling fluid slams into my face. Itโs heavy and viscous, coating my skin and stinging my eyes. The copper taste of blood pools in my mouth, and I gag, spitting frantically as it drips down my chin.
โA fair warning, little pup,โ the girl snarls, letting the empty bucket clatter to the stone floor. โNext time, youโll be bathing in your own.โ
โYouโre crazy!โ I cough, the back of my throat burning. My backpack hits the floor with a thud as I try to wipe my eyes. โWhy?โ
โA message from the Queen.โ With a sharp flick of her honey-blonde hair, she turns on her heel and stalks away.
โValerie?โ I wipe a hand across my mouth, my vision clearing enough to see the red trail she left behind. โCrazy bโโ
โHailey?โ Celesteโs voice rings out as she rushes from the library. โSorry, I just finishedโwhat the hell happened?โ
โValerie. Sheโs insane, Celeste.โ
โTell me something I donโt know.โ Celeste pulls a bundle of tissues from her bag and starts dabbing at my forehead. โDid the messenger say why?โ
โShe didnโt have to. I have a pretty good idea.โ I scowl at a group of passing students who have stopped to gawk. An oily, vicious heat bubbles up in my chest, more intense than any anger Iโve felt before. โWhat are you looking at?โ I snap.
They flinch, picking up their pace and looking away.
โItโs pigโs blood. I can smell it.โ Celeste taps her nose, then sighs at the state of my clothes. โCome on. Letโs get you cleaned up. Then we can plot exactly how weโre going to handle that wicked witch.โ
A few minutes before midnight, I slip my jacket over my shoulders, the fabric rustling softly in the silver moonlight filtering through the window. I watch Ariah for a beat, careful not to wake her. Her breathing is steady and rhythmic, the gentle rise and fall of her chest the only thing breaking the stillness of the room. Itโs odd how even that tiny movement triggers my awareness now.
These werewolf senses are going to take some getting used to.
As I toe my way toward the door, I canโt shake the prickle of being watched. An uneasy chill crawls up the back of my neck, forcing me to glance over my shoulder. My empty bed looms in the shadowsโa silent, dark reminder of the girl who was brutally murdered right where Iโm supposed to sleep. I let out a shaky breath, wondering how long itโll be before I can rest here without feeling like a ghost is tucked in beside me.
I turn back to the door, pulling it open and slipping into the hallwayโonly to ram straight into a solid wall of chest and muscle.
โWhoa, careful.โ Elijahโs hands dart out, his fingers wrapping around my upper arms to steady me.
Heโs in gray sweats and a wrinkled shirt, barefoot as if he just rolled out of bed. Even in this disheveled state, he looks effortlessly, infuriatingly good. My heart does a frantic flip that I try my best to ignore.
โWhere are you off to in such a hurry?โ he asks, his voice low and raspy with sleep.
My brows knit together. โI should ask you the same thing. What are you even doing on the girlsโ side of the dorms?โ
โI, uhโฆโ He lifts an arm to scratch the back of his head, offering a sheepish, lopsided smile. โPlease donโt ask. Itโs kind of stupid and embarrassing.โ
I shoot him a sideways look, a smirk finally tugging at my lips. โDonโt tell meโฆ youโre a sleepwalker?โ
โMaybe,โ he huffs, his grin widening as his eyes linger on mine. The intensity in his gaze makes the hallway feel much smaller than it is. โAnd you? Is there a dorm party I wasnโt invited to?โ
โI wish.โ I roll my eyes. โI have a first lesson with Mrs. Humphrey.โ
โOh.โ He straightens, the sleepy haze leaving his eyes. โThat soon? She usually waits a month or so to let the new students settle in first.โ
โYeah. Guess it has something to do with this.โ I gesture vaguely toward my neck. โDid you find anything yet?โ
โNo, not yet,โ he exhales sharply, a flash of frustration crossing his face. โIโm not even halfway through the volume. Itโs going to take time, but Iโm confident thereโs a match in there somewhere.โ
โI hope so,โ I murmur, the darkness of the hallway suddenly feeling heavier. โIโd like some actual answers.โ
โYeah. Me too.โ He gazes at me intently, his eyes searching mine before he speaks again. โWant me to walk with you? Itโs a long trek to be making in the dark alone. Iโm actually surprised she didnโt arrange for a Guardian escort.โ
I wonโt lieโthe idea of wandering through the sprawling, shadowed grounds by myself wasnโt exactly thrilling. โActually, Iโd appreciate that.โ
โDid she tell you what youโre covering for your first session?โ Elijah asks, adjusting his stride to match my pace.
โSomething about tapping into the spiritual realm,โ I answer. โOne of the teachers gave me the roster. They said sheโd sent it over.โ
โShe did?โ His brows draw taut, a shadow of suspicion flickering in his expression. โThatโs unusual. She almost always delivers the first summons in person.โ
โMaybe she was busy,โ I shrug as we reach the stairs. I decide to shift the focus back to him. โSo, are you going to tell me about this โsleepwalkingโ thing?โ
โItโs not exactly sleepwalking.โ He pinches his lips together, shooting me a guarded, sideways look. โItโsโฆ complicated.โ
โOh?โ I grin, nudging his shoulder with mine. โWere you out seeing a girl, then? Getting caught on the wrong side of the dorms?โ
โNo!โ His eyes go wide, and the sheer panic in his voice makes me burst out laughing. โItโs not like that. I swear.โ
โYeah?โ I giggle, enjoying the way his cool composure has completely evaporated. โBecause youโre making it sound exactly like that.โ
โItโs a wolf thing,โ he says, a small smile finally appearing, though it doesnโt quite reach his eyes. โLook, Iโll explain it to you. Eventually.โ
โEventually?โ I raise an eyebrow, not letting him off the hook. โWhy not now? We have a long walk ahead of us.โ
โBecause,โ he says, his voice dropping to a low, serious vibration. โItโs complicated.โ
โAgain with the โitโs complicatedโ?โ I smirk, shoving my hands deep into my jacket pockets. โOkay, then.โ
If I didnโt know any better, Iโd say he looks genuinely embarrassed. He doesnโt get a chance to respond, though, because weโve already reached Mrs. Humphreyโs office.
โHer door is closed,โ I note, glancing at the dark wood. โIโll knock. Maybe sheโs in the middle of something?โ
I reach forward, my fist poised to rap against the door, when it unexpectedly flies open. The Headmistress stands there, her sharp eyes flickering between Elijah and me. โYes?โ
โGood evening, Mrs. Humphrey,โ I say, offering my best polite smile. โIโm here for my lesson.โ
โWhat lesson?โ Her dark, elegant brows knit together in immediate confusion. โWe donโt have anything planned for tonight.โ
โBut the rosterโฆโ I glance doubtfully at Elijah, who only offers a confused shrug in return. I turn back to her. โIt said on the schedule that my sessions were supposed to start tonight at midnight.โ
โNo, dear, I did no such thing,โ she replies, her tone firm and final. โI havenโt even mapped out your curriculum yet. You arenโt scheduled to begin until next month.โ
โBut a teacher gave this to me,โ I protest, a sinking feeling starting to settle in my gut.
โWhich one?โ she asks, her voice lacing with uncertainty. โAnd may I see it?โ
I dig into my pocket and pull out the crumpled sheet of paper, handing it over. She scans it, shaking her head almost immediately. โWho gave this to you?โ
โLenny,โ I admit, the name slipping out before I can catch it. โI donโt have classes with him. Not yet, anyway.โ
โLen,โ Elijah coughs into his hand beside me, his voice a low warning. โShe means Mr. Len.โ
โOh.โ I feel the heat rush to my cheeks. Damn it, Ariah. โSorry. There are so many new names to keep track of.โ
โHm. Did he say where he got it from?โ When I shake my head, she sighs, her lips thinning with annoyance. โIt appears one of the students is trying to prank you. This tactic has been used before, Iโm afraidโstudents passing notes to teachers and claiming theyโre from another department. A classic, if tedious, deception.โ
She hands the paper back to me, her attention already shifting. โElijah, why donโt you walk Miss Woods back to her dorm? I have another student to tend to.โ
โSure.โ Elijah pulls a face as the door slams shut, the wood echoing in the quiet hallway. He glances at me, his eyes searching. โSo, who do you think is behind it?โ
Valerie, obviously. โNo idea,โ I lie, not wanting to start another war tonight. โLetโs just go. This place is starting to give me the creeps.โ
Elijah departs for the boysโ wing once Iโve slipped back into my room, and Iโm relieved to find Ariah still fast asleep. I kick off my shoes and drape my jacket over the back of a chair, climbing into bed with practiced silence. As I pull the covers up, a flicker of white catches my peripheryโa shape darting in and out of the shadows.
My heart drops into my stomach as I snap my head toward the movement. But when I look, thereโs nothing in the corner besides a shelf of dusty books. I let out a shallow, shaking breath, forcing myself to slide under the covers.
The last thing I think before tumbling into the oblivion of sleep is that itโs going to take a long time to forget that a girl died exactly where Iโm lying.
Minutesโor maybe hours laterโa piercing screech rips me from my dreams. A heavy thud sounds from the other side of the room, followed by Ariah cursing.
โOh, crap,โ she mutters. โHailey? You awake?โ
I bolt upright, blinking at her silhouette in the dark. โWho could sleep through that? Whatโs going on?โ
โI have no idea,โ she says, crossing to the wall and flicking on the light. I cringe, squinting as my eyes scream at the sudden brightness.
โSounds like some kind of emergency alarm.โ Ariah unlocks the door and pokes her head into the hallway. โWhatโs happening?โ she calls out to someone.
I kick off the covers and swing my legs over the side of the bed, my feet hitting the cold floor. I grab a hoodie from the closet and tug it over my head, the alarm still wailing in the distance.
When I turn back, Ariah is frantically sliding into her slippers. โEveryone has to go to the cafeteria. Right now.โ
I blink, my brain still foggy from sleep. โWhy? Did they say what it is?โ
โNo. Just that itโs urgent and anyone who doesnโt show up is in deep trouble.โ
โGreat. Fine.โ I reach for my flip-flops. As I bend down to pull them on, I catch movement againโa flash of light out of the corner of my eye. Annoyed at my own paranoia, I twist around to catch the inanimate object playing tricks on me.
Except this time, it isnโt a trick. A pale, blurred shape bolts directly under my bed.
A cry of pure panic escapes me. I leap toward Ariah, grabbing her arm so hard she winces, and point a trembling finger at the frame of my bed.
โWhatโs wrong?โ she asks, glancing between the bed and me. โI swear, if itโs a spider, Iโm out.โ
โThereโs someone down there,โ I choke out.
Her brows shoot up, her expression skeptical. โNo, there isnโt. No one can get into this room without a key or a Guardian pass.โ
โAriah,โ I force the words out, my voice tight. โThere is someone under my bed. I know I didnโt imagine it.โ
โI was exactly like this after the Sally thing.โ She gently pries her arm out of my grip. โItโs perfectly normal to be paranoid after what youโve been through. I really shouldnโt have told you about the murder.โ
Ariah casually walks toward the bed and lifts the heavy duvet.
I shriek, stumbling backward until I hit the wall. My heart stops. Staring back at me from the shadows beneath my bed is a pale, hollow-eyed face.
โAriah, thereโs a girl under my bed!โ I squeal, my finger trembling as I point. โSheโs right there. Sheโs looking right at you!โ
Ariah twists around to frown at me, her hand still holding the covers up. โHailey, there is nothing but empty duffel bags.โ
โAriah, I swear! Sheโs right there!โ
Ariah stiffens. Her gaze shifts back to the empty space Iโm pointing at. She blinks a few times, her expression shifting from annoyance to a sudden, bone-chilling realization. She drops the covers as if theyโve burned her and backs toward the door.
โOkay,โ she whispers, her face turning pasty. โI think we just discovered your talent.โ
โWhat?โ My voice shakes as I grimace. โTalent? How is seeing things a talent? Iโm losing my mind!โ
โI think you can see ghosts,โ she says, her tone stiff. โLetโs get out of here. Now.โ
She doesnโt have to ask twice. I kick off my single flip-flop, refusing to go anywhere near that bed to retrieve the other one, and bolt out the door after her.
The hallway is a frenzied mess. Students and teachers in a mishmash of pajamas and hastily thrown-on coats swarm toward the cafeteria, their frantic footsteps echoing off the stone walls. Sleepy eyes are wide with confusion and anxiety, and there is an unmistakable buzz of questions and nervous laughter.
In the midst of the pandemonium, one couple stands out, oblivious to the panic. Pressed against a wall in a heated kiss, their hands are tangled in each otherโs hair as the crowd surges past. They remain locked in their own world until a teacher snatches them apart by their collars.
When we reach the cafeteria entrance, a hand suddenly closes around my arm. Already on edge, I let out a sharp cry and whirl around.
Itโs Elijah. Again. He seems to find me everywhere. โAre you okay?โ he asks, his gaze searching my face.
I nod, trying to find my breath. โYeah. Justโฆ whatโs going on?โ
He sidles up next to me and leans in, his breath warm against my ear as he lowers his voice. โThereโs a convict on the loose. He made it onto the grounds. They didnโt say who, but from what Iโve heard, heโs dangerous.โ
A shiver runs down my spine, competing with the sudden burst of butterflies in my stomach.
โHow did he get in?โ I ask. Then, the blood drains from my face as the realization hits me. I look up at Elijah, my eyes wide with a new kind of terror. Oh, no. What if itโs Luca?
โNo idea. Theyโre locking down the academy right now to find him. Theyโre gathering all the students here for safety reasons.โ
I nod again as Ariah, whom I completely forgot about, speaks. โI thought we had the best security.โ
Elijah raises a finger to his lips, giving her a warning look. โI wasnโt supposed to tell you that much. Keep it quiet.โ
Ariahโs lips part in surprise, and she gives a sharp nod of acknowledgment. โNoted.โ
Elijah doesnโt let go of my arm as we weave through the bustling crowd. He leads me deeper into the cafeteria, but even through the sea of bodies, I donโt miss Valerie. Sheโs sitting at a central table, her eyes like icy daggers zeroed in on exactly where Elijahโs hand is touching me.
A low, involuntary whimper escapes my throat. I donโt even want to imagine what she has planned for an encore to the pigโs blood.
Elijah peers down at me, his brows knitting. โIs something wrong?โ
โNothing,โ I mutter, looking away from Valerie. โIt looks like all the seats are taken, anyway.โ
โWe can sit in the back with the staff.โ
Ariah points toward a far table where Nate, Celeste, and Katie are already huddled together, scanning the room for news. Nate spots us and waves frantically. โWe tried holding your spots! But thereโs only one left!โ he shouts over the roar of the crowd.
Ariah and I exchange a quick, uncertain look.
โItโs fine, she can sit with me,โ Elijah answers before I can even open my mouth. I blink at him, my heart doing that annoying stutter again. He just shrugs. โLike I said, thereโs space with the teachers.โ
โYou sure?โ Ariah asks, her forehead wrinkling. I can tell sheโs hesitant to leave me, but honestly, the idea of sitting with Elijah is far more appealing than squeezing into a crowded table right now.
โYeah, itโs okay. Go sit with them,โ I tell her, offering a small, reassuring smile.
Elijah leads me toward the back of the hall, finding us a spot next to Mrs. June. As we sit, he finally lets go of my arm.
A sudden chill spreads across my skin where his hand had beenโa stark, lonely contrast to the warmth I realize Iโm already missing. I sink into the chair between him and Mrs. June, my pulse thrumming with anticipation as we wait for Mrs. Humphrey to take the stage.
Chapter 8
The crowd falls into a sudden, heavy silence as the Headmistress strides toward the podium, the massive cafeteria doors slamming shut behind her with a finality that makes my heart jump. The rhythmic click of her heels echoes through the cavernous space, and every eye in the room is fixed on her. I struggle to stifle a yawn behind my palm, fighting off the thick drowsiness that threatens to pull me under.
Leaning toward Elijah, I whisper, โWhat time is it, anyway?โ
Without taking his eyes off Mrs. Humphrey, he reaches into his pocket. He waits for the Headmistress to glance toward a group of teachers before flicking on his screen, the blue light casting sharp shadows across his face. โThree forty-five.โ
โNo wonder Iโm this tired,โ I mutter. โIโve had two hours of sleep, if Iโm lucky.โ
He rubs his eyes with the heel of his hand. โYou and I both.โ
I peek at him, my curiosity piqued despite the exhaustion. โWaitโyou didnโt sleep either?โ
โItโs complicated.โ
โYou always say that. Iโd actually like to know what is so โcomplicatedโ at some point.โ
He glances at me, his brows knitting together in a way that suggests a internal battle, but he says nothing.
I fix him with a shrewd look. โIt canโt be that bad, can it?โ
โYouโll change your mind when you find out,โ he says softly. He rips his gaze away from mine, refocusing on the front of the room.
A sinking feeling forms in the pit of my stomach, and my mind drifts back to the argument I overheardโthe one between Elijah and Valerie. Theyโd been fighting about the โnew girl,โ the one he supposedly imprinted on. Doubts churn inside me. Iโm starting to fear Iโve stumbled into something far beyond my understanding.
I force my gaze away from him just as Mrs. Humphrey clears her throat.
โGood morning, Students of the Moon,โ she announces, her voice sharp and commanding. โI apologize for disrupting your rest, but for your safetyโand the safety of our staffโeveryone must remain here until further notice.โ
I watch her pace the stage, her gaze sweeping over the sea of faces with hawk-like intensity. โOur security has been breached. There is a dangerous intruder roaming our grounds, and the guards are, as we speak, hunting for the perpetrator.โ
A ripple of anxious murmurs spreads through the students.
โI ask that you all remain here until the situation is under control. Our kitchen staff has prepared hot chocolate and baked goods for you. Furthermore, classes for the day are canceled so you may catch up on your rest once we depart.โ
A few students let out a hushed, weary cheer. โYes!โ
โAgain, I apologize for the inconvenience, and I assure you that as long as you are at the academy, no harm will come to any of its students.โ The headmistress sucks in a sharp breath. โFor the time being, there will be guards stationed by each dorm. Do not be alarmed by their sudden presence.โ
I pull a face, glancing toward Elijah. โWhy does it sound like whoever is here plans to come back?โ
He turns to me, his expression grave. โIt sounds like that. But I think theyโll catch whoever it is.โ
โDo you know who theyโre looking for?โ
He shakes his head. โThey didnโt tell me, but it is clear they know exactly who this person is. That much is obvious.โ
I slump back in my seat as Mrs. Humphrey continues, โAdditionally, detention and other after-class activities will be moved to the second wing. Your teachers will inform you of the changes and new schedules. Have a good morning, everyone. Donโt hesitate to see your teachers, matrons, or me if you have any concerns.โ
The room fills with the sound of students moving, but Elijah stays still. โWho do you think would try to lure you out with that fake timetable?โ he suddenly asks.
โProbably someone trying to prank me, like Mrs. Humphrey said. Why?โ
โAre you sure?โ he presses. โI just find it weird.โ
โWeird? How?โ
Elijah leans in, his voice dropping to a whisper. โSomeone tried to get you out of your room at the exact same time there was a convict on the loose.โ
โMust be some kind of creepy coincidence,โ I shrug, thinking of how badly Valerie wants to ruin me. It has to be her. Who else would want me out in the middle of the night? Though, Iโm pretty sure she didnโt expect a murderer to be roaming the grounds.
Or maybe she did. It is not unlikely that she hates me enough to go to those lengths.
โReally?โ His eyes narrow with suspicion. โThereโs a rumor flying around that a girl dumped pigโs blood on you.โ
I stiffen. โOh, that. It is no big deal.โ
โIt was Valerie, wasnโt it?โ
I shrug, avoiding his gaze.
He curses under his breath. โWhy didnโt you tell me?โ
โIt is not your problem, Elijah.โ
โI am having her reported. She is not getting away with it.โ
I jerk my head back. โPlease, no. You do not have to do that. It is not such a big deal. She will back off.โ Despite my words, I know that is not going to happen.
Elijah squints at me. โAre you afraid of her?โ
โNo,โ I respond, my voice steady. That part is the truth. However, I cannot afford to provoke her further. I need to blend in to have any chance of adapting to this new lifeโand I have to do it without drawing any more unwanted attention.
โIs that so? Because it sure seems like you are.โ
โIโm not.โ My shoulders sag, and I let out a long sigh. โShe is just being annoying.โ
He peers at me for a moment, looking hesitant, before asking, โIs there a reason she is targeting you?โ
โWhat do you mean?โ
โDid she tell you why?โ
I sigh againโlouder this time. โMaybe.โ
โCould you tell me?โ
โIt is not your problem.โ
โHailey.โ
โFine.โ I give in. โShe thinks there is something between us.โ
Elijah stiffens beside me. โWhat exactly did she say that makes her think that?โ
โIt started the day I showed up. She said I smelled like you. That is why she came to that conclusion.โ
He groans, falling back in his seat. โShe is insane.โ
โYeah. I figured as much myself.โ
โI am sorry, Hailey,โ he apologizes. โI told her to leave you alone.โ
โIt is not your fault. You cannot help that she has issues.โ
โI am fully to blame.โ
โOh?โ I lean in, my curiosity winning out. โWhy is that?โ
โWell, it is part of all my complicated stories.โ
โLet me guess. It is complicated?โ
โYes.โ He rubs his eyes, his exhaustion obvious. โBut we need to talk. It is going to come out eventually. I would rather you hear it from me.โ
My heart races. This is it. The confirmation. My spine snaps straight. โWhat is it?โ
It is at that exact moment that Nate appears, carrying a massive bowl of marshmallows and a cup of steaming hot chocolate. โHey. You should try these. They are to die for.โ
Elijah slumps back in his chair, muttering something incoherent under his breath.
The next day, the academy is silent. A heavy, unnatural hush blankets the hallways and common areas. The usual chatter of students is absent, replaced by an oppressive stillness. Even the birds outside seem muted, as if respecting the tension in the air. The lack of noise amplifies every creak of the old building. It feels as though the walls themselves are holding their breath.
Unlike the other students, who are lucky enough to stay in bed and catch up on sleep, I have been informed that I am needed at the library today. So much for having a week to settle in. Since we did not get back to our rooms until seven this morning, I am running entirely on caffeine fumes.
Ariah suggested hanging out in Celesteโs room until my shift started, but I turned her down and took a cold shower instead, hoping the temperature would shock my limbs to life. I know she is not keen on spending time in our room after what I saw. I do not blame her. I am not looking forward to sleeping in there, either.
After the icy shower, I stop by the cafeteria for a large coffee and two bacon croissants. I finish fueling my body and head for the library. As I round the corner of the hallway, I stop dead in my tracks. A whimper escapes my throat. โNot again.โ
Right there, in the center of the hallway, stands a giant wolf sniffing the air.
It is not a normal wolf.
It is flimsy and see-through, flickering in and out like an ethereal creature from another world.
โMiss Woods?โ A sharp voice pierces the silence. I jerk around to find Mrs. Humphrey standing behind me. โWhat are you doing?โ
โI, uhโฆ I am supposed to start working in the library today.โ
โI see.โ She peers past me, one of her dark, elegant brows quirking. โCan you see her?โ
โHer?โ I echo, glancing back at the wolf. โYeah. It is hard to miss her.โ
โYou would be surprised. Students walk through her on a daily basis,โ Mrs. Humphrey quips. She catches a breath, then adds matter-of-factly, โIt seems you can see the dead, my dear.โ
โI am sorry?โ I groan, rubbing my forehead. โOut of all the abilities at our disposal, mine is to see the dead?โ
โYes, it appears so.โ She does not seem to notice my irritation. Her tone remains light as she continues, โShe cannot hurt you. She likes to busy herself by roaming the halls and occasionally howling. But that is the extent of it.โ
โDid she die here?โ
โYes. She was a Guardian a generation ago,โ she answers, settling her gaze on me. โWhen did you start seeing them?โ
โThe dead?โ When the headmistress inclines her head, I continue, โI think it started since I got marked.โ
She releases a low whistle. โWell, they are harmless, but the moment they figure out you see them, they will not leave you alone. Trust me, I learned that the hard way.โ
โYou cannot help them cross over?โ
She shakes her head. โNo one can help them cross over. It is their own demons holding them back, and only they can let them go.โ
โThat is terrible.โ
โI know, but it is the way of things.โ She places a hand on my shoulder. โI will not hold you any longer. Why donโt you get back to work?โ
I turn toward the hallway and hesitate, my eyes fixed on the wolf.
Mrs. Humphrey sighs behind me. She presses a hand to my lower back, nudging me forward. โJust walk. Past her, through her. It does not matter, to be truthful. They cannot feel us.โ
I squeak as I move through the wolf. A gust of cold air wraps around me like an icy blanket. โI can feel her!โ
The headmistress releases a small, girl-like laugh. โOh, hush now. You are not hurting her.โ
โHow do you know?โ I do not look at the headmistress until we stop in front of the library door. The wolf resumes her business, sniffing everything in the vicinity, unbothered by an audience.
โBecause I have talked to some of them,โ she says. โBut like I said, they do not leave you alone when they find out you see them. You do not have to worry about the wolves, though. They do not seem to be aware of their surroundings at all.โ
โOh.โ
โThere are a few spells and trinkets you can use to keep them at bay if it becomes too much,โ she explains. โWe will discuss it in one of the lessons soon enough. Anyhow, I have things to take care of.โ She turns to walk away, pausing a few steps into the hall. โOh, Miss Woods. Do not wander off too far on your own during the evenings. Ask one of the guards to escort you. Or one of your friends, all right?โ
I frown at her back as she moves out of sight. Okay then.
โHere you are!โ Dibella sings. She reaches for my arm and drags me into the library. โI have some exciting tasks ready for today. But firstโโ She faces me. โI made us some cookies and got the tea boiling.โ
โSounds great.โ I do not miss the annoyed glares from the other assistants. They are already busy arranging books and stamping papers. โSo, where should I start?โ
โTea and cookies first.โ Dibella signals toward the other side of the massive room. โI already finished the stamps for today, so you do not have to worry about them.โ
โRight.โ I watch her as she hurries to the coffee corner at the back. Dibella reaches for two plates, stacks them with all kinds of pastries, and pours our tea.
I look down at my shoes as one of the assistants walks up beside me. He slams a stack of books onto the counter. โMust be great to be special,โ he snips in a low voice. โMost of us actually work for our keep.โ
โI am sorry?โ I lift my gaze to scowl at him. โI just got here. And if you have not noticed, she is my boss. I am waiting for her to tell me what to do. That is how a job works, right?โ
โObviously,โ he snaps. โBut since you are the all-holy around here, she gives you a free pass.โ
My mouth drops open, and I huff. โAll-holy? What are you on about?โ
He jabs a finger toward my neck. โThat stupid mark of yours.โ
โIf it helps, I think it is stupid too,โ I bite out. โI never asked for this.โ
โWhatever,โ he says, rolling his eyes. โJust stay out of my way, and do not think we are cleaning up after you.โ
I gape after him as Dibella pops out of nowhere, positioning my plate of pastries on the counter and handing me my tea.
โThank you,โ I mutter, watching the boy stalk to the closest table and snatch up a pile of books. I settle my focus on Dibella, who is already taking a bite out of a muffin. โWhat should I start working on?โ
She waves a hand at me. โDo not worry about that now.โ
I sigh miserably into my tea, not missing the dirty looks shot in my direction yet again. This is going to be a long day. And believe me, it was.
Things return to normal as much as they can at a school for wolves the next day. Well, except for Ariah and me. We have been wide awake all night, our nerves on edge. Every creak and rustle has us jumping. By 2 AM, we surrendered to insomnia and played cards until dawn. Just when sleep finally began to creep in, the bedside alarm jolted us awake, dragging us back to reality.
โWe cannot go on like this,โ Ariah yawns, stretching her arms above her head. โWe have to do something.โ
I stifle a yawn of my own, swinging my legs over the side of the bed. โWhat do you think we can do?โ
โI do not know,โ she sighs. โCan you see her now?โ
I shake my head. โI have not seen her since the last time.โ
โWas it the first time you saw her?โ she asks. I told Ariah last night about my encounter with Mrs. Humphrey and that, according to her, I have the ability to see the dead. Ariah thinks it is the coolest thing ever.
I do not. Why can I not do something great, like Nate, who can predict the future? Or have a wicked sense of smell, like Celeste? No, waitโscratch that. That sucks too. But being able to see the dead?
This is so unfair.
โYeah, butโฆโ I hesitate, unsure if I should tell Ariah about the note. She is already on edge. The letter will only make things worse.
โBut?โ She side-eyes me, crossing her arms. โWhat happened? I can tell something happened.โ
I lower my brows. โIt is okay, forget it.โ
She rushes up from her bed and blocks my path to the closet. โThe hell it is. If I am sleeping in a room where dodgy stuff is going down, I want to know. So, spill it.โ
I swallow, peering back toward the bed. โCan you keep a secret?โ
โOf course I can. Is that even a serious question?โ
โI am serious. I know someone who will get incredibly upset if he finds out.โ
I do not know Elijah well enough to confirm that theory, but I know if it were my sister, I would be upset. I initially wanted to tell him about the note. But it was a plea for help, and now his sister has appeared under my bed.
I do not want to tell him. How do you tell someone you can see their dead loved one and that she is asking for help?
โI do not know what to do about this,โ I release a ragged breath. I move to the foot of my bed and push it to the side. Maybe showing Ariah will shed some light on the situation. She might have advice. โYou are not going to like this, but I think she reached out to me before.โ
I drop to my knees, running my fingers across the floorboards until I find the one shifting beneath my touch.
โAh, here it is.โ I nudge out the floorboard, sticking my fingers into the gap and feeling around. โIt is in here somewhere. Iโgot it!โ
I withdraw the note and hold it out to Ariah.
โWhat is this?โ she asks.
โRead it. Then I will explain.โ
She takes it with great reluctance, unwraps the paper, and begins to read. When she is finished, she gapes at me. โOkay. I am guessing this is from Sally, right? Addressed to an L?โ
โLucaโI mean, Lucian?โ I suggest.
โActually, not necessarily,โ she informs me. โIt could be for Elijah.โ
โI do not follow. How?โ
โWell, Elijah has two names. Liam is the other. Sally used to call him that.โ Ariah rolls her eyes. โShe used to joke about how his name was overrated, being the future Alpha and all that. You know, Elijah this, Elijah that. She preferred to call him by a name she was not fed up with hearing her love-struck friends constantly gush over. Look, I do not blame her. It is kind of weird to hear your friends going off about how they would like to kiss him andโโ She clears her throat. โSorry. I am getting carried away again. Anyhow, he could also be the โLโ in this letter.โ
โSo this could be for Elijah?โ I hesitate, the weight of the paper feeling heavier in my hand. โDo you think I should tell him?โ
โYeah. I mean, listen to this.โ She raises the letter to read it out loud. โโBy the time you read this letter, it will be too late. I want you to know that this key holds all the answers. Be careful how you use it, as it can either bring good fortune or unleash hell.โ Hailey, this sounds important. Do you not think so? You should give this to Elijah, even if it is not meant for him. Waitโdid you find the key?โ
My lips part in realization. I hold up a finger. โGive me a second. I have it here.โ
I fall back onto my knees and stick my fingers into the gap to feel for the key, exceptโฆ โIt is gone,โ I exclaim. โNo, wait. Let me just make sure.โ
I poke every corner of the small space and frown. โI put it in here. I know I did.โ
โWait, let me grab my phone.โ Ariah crosses the room, snatches her phone from the nightstand, and flicks on the flashlight. โUse this.โ
She hands me the phone, and I hold the light over the gap, scanning the small space. It is completely empty.
โAriah, I swear, the key was in here. I did not tell anyone about it.โ
She blinks. โWhat are the chances a ghost can take it? No, that is insane. A ghost cannot move objects.โ
โI do not know.โ I raise my gaze to hers, shaking my head. โDid you bring anyone here while I was out?โ
โNo,โ she answers. โOnly you and I have been in this room.โ
I do not like the way she looks at me. Her pale face mimics my own dread.
โHailey,โ she whispers. โI think someone has been in our room.โ
Chapter 9
My first physical training class is nothing like I expect. I assume it will involve tossing balls and jogging around the gymโstandard human stuff. As I walk in, I am hit with the smell of sweat and adrenaline, a heavy mix of human and wolf. Reinforced weight stations line the walls, each rack packed with plates designed to handle beastly strength. There are padded areas for practicing transformations, ensuring that students do not tear the place apart when they are in their wolf forms.
According to flyers stuck to one side of the wall, they offer agility courses designed to test speed and stealthโperfect for honing hunting skills.
My eyes fall on the mirrored walls on one side of the room. โWhat is the point of padded walls if those are there?โ
โSpecial enchanted mirrors, girl. Tough enough to survive accidental claw swipes.โ Celeste tosses her duffel bag beside mine, winking. โEverything in here is wolf-proof.โ
โRight. Soโโ
โGood morning, students,โ a voice interrupts, silencing my inquiry into training methods. I spot a short, stout lady with long silver hair standing by the entrance. Her gray eyes seek out Katie and me among the crowd. โAs you might already be aware, we have two new students in our midst.โ She offers us a quick smile. โI am Mrs. Krane, for all intents and purposes.โ
I shrink between a group of students in an attempt to hide, while Katie nods in acknowledgment as she steps forward. Mrs. Krane continues. โToday is your lucky day. We will be practicing the most important aspect of being a child of the moon: how to transform and keep the beast under control while doing it.โ
A few students squeal with excitement, while others groan in dismay.
Katieโs hand shoots up.
โYes, uh?โ Mrs. Krane turns her attention to Katie.
โKatie,โ she replies. โSo, you mean how to turn into a wolf?โ
โYes. That is exactly what I mean.โ She reaches for a stack of papers on a table beside her. โHeadmistress Humphrey has assigned you ideal partners to encourage, support, and practice with during this term. Please understand that she spent a great deal of time planning out these pairings, so do not come to me later asking to swap. It cannot be undone. The Headmistress did this for a reason. Later this term, you will write an exam based on what you learned with your partner, and then it will become clear why you were paired with them. Again, there will be no swapping partners. Understood?โ
Everyone exchanges anxious glances, no doubt wondering who their partner will be.
Celeste is the first name called. She is paired with a tiny blonde girl I have seen around but never talked to. After a few names, Nate is partnered with Ariah. They high-five each other, and I cannot help but smile at them.
The room falls dead silent when Elijahโs name is called. More than a few girls who have not been paired yet, including Valerie, push up on their toes to get a better look. The expressions on their faces make it obvious they are eager to be picked. Unfortunately, the moment Mrs. Krane calls my name, the death glares I receive are enough to kill me on the spot.
My legs feel like jelly as I keep my head down, moving toward the other side of the room where Elijah sits. I sink onto the bench to his left.
Elijah cracks a smile. โThank goodness neither of us got Valerie.โ
I sputter a laugh, earning more death stares from around the room. I elbow him in the ribs. โI think a few girls wanted to be partnered with you.โ
He glances at me while Mrs. Krane continues pairing the remainder of the students. โYeah, but probably because every girl wants to be a Luna.โ
I eye him, biting down on a grin. โYou never struck me as the egotistical type.โ
He lets out a sigh, shaking his head dismally. โUgh. That is not what I meant.โ
โWhat did you mean by that, then?โ
โWhat I meant,โ he says as he straightens his shoulders, โis that, like every human girl who dreams of becoming a princess, wolf girls dream of becoming a Luna. Who cares who the prince is? It is all about the show, the glory, and the power that comes with the title.โ
โI see.โ I rub my arms, feeling the weight of the gazes across the gym. โBut I think those girls look pretty interested in the prince, not just the role that comes with him.โ
โYeah, I doubt that,โ he snorts. โI hope you are not too disappointed to be paired with me.โ
โActually, I am quite happy we got paired. I mean, we are sort of friends, right?โ
He looks hesitant for a moment before the corners of his lips quirk. โSure, we are.โ
We watch as Mrs. Krane finishes pairing the last group of students. She turns her attention to the entire class.
โAll right, Children of the Moon,โ she calls out. โI will have one of you hand out the instructions. If you are lucky, some of you are paired with a student who has already been through the transformation process.โ
I peek at Elijah, and he offers me another one of his wide grins. I roll my eyes, huffing, โYou, obviously.โ
โYou would know.โ
I give a soft, amused huff. โYeah. The big bad wolf I was convinced was going to eat me.โ
โWho knows? I might,โ he winks, and I feel my cheeks grow hot. I know he means it as a joke, but my face betrays me anyway.
He nudges me with an elbow, leaning close enough that I can feel the heat of his skin. โYou should see Cassโs wolf form.โ
โOh?โ
โYeah. If you thought I was scary.โ
I gulp. โJust great. A room full of wolves. What could possibly go wrong?โ
โNothing,โ he concurs. โWe are more in control than you think. What Mrs. Krane meant by control is how to initiate the change. Imagine knowing you can turn into a wolf, but being unable to because you have no clue how.โ
โIs that a thing?โ
He nods. โIt is.โ
โAll right, everyone,โ Mrs. Krane announces. โLet us get started!โ
Elijah gets up, holding out his hand to me. โReady?โ
My cheeks turn warm under his gaze as I let him help me up to my feet. โI donโt know about this.โ
โYouโll do fine; youโll see.โ He leads the way into the center of the room, right in full view of everyone.
It is hard to shake off the glares as I come to a standstill beside him. I raise a hand, pointing toward the back of the gym. โWhy not over there? Would it not be better ifโโ
โAs a first-timer, space is a better option. There are already too many people over there, anyway.โ
The sinking feeling grows inside my stomach. I cannot avoid this.
With some encouragement from Elijah, I follow the instructions given by Mrs. Krane. I keep my eyes closed, trying to picture my wolf form. But no matter how hard I try, I can only see the wolves I have already encountered: Elijahโs or the specters roaming the hallways. Apparently, you are supposed to conjure your wolf from thought. I have no clue how I am going to pull this off. I am not the imaginative type, and it seems that is essential for this.
Elijah, however, transforms over ten times within the span of an hour. He spends the remaining time focused on me. โYou know, to turn, you actually need to breathe, Hails.โ
A small laugh escapes me as I open my eyes to find him grinning at me.
โBreathe,โ he says in a soft voice. โYou do not want to pass out. You cannot transform if you are lying on the floor unconscious.โ
There is an awful gagging sound from the back. We turn in time to see Katie throwing up. I cringe and look away. โIs that supposed to happen?โ
I spot another student, a boy, slouching against a wall. He is sweating and panting heavily while his partner fans him with a notebook. My spine tenses. โIs this not supposed to come naturally?โ
โThat is normal.โ Elijah slides in beside me. โEveryone handles it differently. Some never go through the change at all.โ
โWhat do you mean? Do they fail the test?โ
โNo. They end up not turning at all, but they still carry special abilities and wolf traits. It does not mean you fail. It means you are meant for something else.โ
โLike what? And what happens if you do change? What is the purpose besides controlling it?โ
โThose who do not change often have stronger divination traits. They focus on that. The ones who do change might take on roles requiring physical strength, like battle or security. But it is not exclusive. It depends on the individual. The point is, we need to train for the change. Some have turned and could not turn back. Imagine living your entire existence as an animal.โ
I make a face at the thought.
โNot that it is bad. We all love going wolf sometimes. It is in our nature. But being stuck like that?โ He shakes his head. โI do not know.โ
I gulp. โWhat if I turn and cannot turn back?โ
He sighs, rubbing his face. โI should not have told you that.โ
โA bit late for that now.โ
โLook, you will be fine. It does not happen often.โ
โWhat is the percentage?โ
He fights a smile. โAre you serious?โ
โYes. I want to know.โ
โFine.โ He cannot hold back his grin. โAbout five percent. Maybe less. Definitely not more.โ
โFive percent seems like too much if you ask me.โ
Mrs. Krane stops in front of us, having paced through the room as she checks on the progress of the students. โHow are things going here?โ
โNot so gโโ I start, but Elijah interjects.
โGreat,โ he insists, rewarding the teacher with a broad smile. โShe is making good progress. Better than I expected.โ
โAh, wonderful. I hope to see her wolf soon.โ Satisfied, Mrs. Krane moves on to the next group.
โWhat was that about?โ I ask, crossing my arms. โI am not doing as well as you implied.โ
Elijah waits until Mrs. Krane is out of earshot before responding in a low voice. โThose who struggle have to take extra lessons. You already have a lot on your plate.โ
โOh. Is that not perfect?โ I raise my chin to look at him. โBut what if I actually need them?โ
โI will help you, do not worry. You will get there. If you do not, I will give you extra lessons myself. Then you will not have to adapt your schedule to fit Mrs. Kraneโs.โ
I blink, surprised. โWow. Okay, thank you. But you really do not have to do that.โ
โI doubt it will be necessary anyway. You will get through the change.โ
โHow are you so confident I will make it through? Oh wait, let me guess.โ I roll my eyes. โThe marks, right?โ
โNo.โ He smiles. โI just know.โ
โKatie, are you sure youโre okay? I think we should go see the nurse,โCeleste says, her voice faltering as she stands by the door of the toilet cubicle.
Katie hunkers down in front of the toilet and throws up while Ariah sits next to her, rubbing her back. S shoots us a troubled look. โThis started during physical training. It looks like the change is taking a negative toll on her.โ
โShe told me she has been feeling nauseous since before class. It started in English, right, Katie?โ Celeste presses.
Katie holds up her thumb, nodding, before she continues to dry heave into the bowl.
The bathroom door swings open, and Nate breezes in. He locks the door behind him with a definitive click.
โNate! You are not supposed to be in here!โ Ariahโs eyes widen in shock.
He huffs, dropping his backpack on the counter by the sink and unzipping it. โNone of you have anything I have not seen. I am not into girls, nor am I a creep.โ
โYou are still not allowed in here,โ Ariah insists.
Celeste snorts, waving her off. โWhatever. What is the rush, Nate?โ
โI have five letters for you: P. A. R. T. Y.โ
โThere is a party?โ Celesteโs eyes sparkle with renewed interest, and she leans in eagerly. โWhen? Where? Who?โ
โI do not know about you guys, but I am too tired for a party.โ Ariah feigns a yawn. โAnd Katie is sick.โ
Nateโs expression falls as he looks at Katie. โWell, we can take her to the nurse. She always has some kind of miracle cure.โ
Katie shakes her head. โIt is okay, guys. I am staying in. You can all have fun. But you had better bring me some candy for when I am better, okay?โ
โSee? She is okay with you going.โ Nate flicks a hand toward Ariah.
โNate!โ Celeste scowls. โBe a bit more considerate.โ
โNo, it is really okay.โ Katie finally pushes herself up from the floor and turns to smile at us. It is a weak one; her face is pale and beaded with sweat. โI can go to the nurse by myself. I am not a baby, you know?โ
โAre you sure?โ Celeste asks, her gaze ping-ponging between us.
โYes, for real. You too, Ariah.โ Katieโs eyes flick to Ariah. โEven if youโre tired. Who knows when the next party will be? Go have fun. Besides, itโs Friday. You can catch up on sleep over the weekend.โ
โThatโs the spirit!โ Nate cheers, earning a punch on his arm from Celeste. โWhat?โ He stares at her, looking baffled.
โWhat about you, Hailey?โ Ariah focuses her attention on me. โYouโre probably as tired as I am.โ
I consider it for a moment. โYouโre right. I am kind of tired.โ
โOh, come on, guys!โ Nate whines. โPlease? With sugar-coated sprinkles on top?โ
โNateโฆโ Ariah rubs her face for a moment, then drops her hand to her side. โFine. I will go.โ
โHails?โ He peers at me with a saccharine-sweet smile. โPlease? Hails?โ
I sigh. โI do not even know what happens at these parties. Is there a theme?โ
โAll the more reason for you to go.โ Nate drapes his arm over my shoulder and presses his cheek to mine. โWe wolves know how to party. I promise it will be fun. And there will be plenty of cute boys.โ
I am tired, but the thought of being in my room alone with that ghost makes my skin crawl. I hold back a groan. โFine. I will go.โ
โYay!โ Nate squeaks, clapping his hands excitedly.
โYou still did not tell us when, where, or who is hosting,โ Celeste points out. โA good party depends entirely on the host.โ
โValerie,โ Nate replies. โYou know she goes all out. We may not like her, but she is good at this.โ
โNo.โ I reject the idea as fast as it is spoken. โI am not going. No way.โ
โOh, come on. She will not even see you. Trust me, the whole school will be there.โ
โIs it an outdoor party?โ Celeste inquires.
โYeah. A bonfire on the beach. It is going to be a blast.โ
โNate is right, Hailey. She will not even notice you. We will keep our distance if you get uncomfortable,โ Celeste insists.
โYou know she hates me,โ I say.
โWe all hate her,โ Nate sputters with a laugh. โHey, this could be the perfect time to get back at her. We could go, have fun, and then make the night go to hell. I already have a few ideas.โ
โI heard she has another boyfriend. We could sabotage her date,โ Celeste suggests.
โOr we could turn his balls into icicles,โ Ariah adds, and we all burst out laughing.
โHailey, Iโm just as tired and not in the mood to party right now, but theyโre right. She throws some epic parties, and even as wiped out as I am, Iโm not missing it. Youโve got a mob of friends who will kick her butt if she so much as looks your way.โ
I rub my arms, feeling a small spark of courage. โOkay. But if it gets to be too much, I am going back to the dorm.โ
Chapter 10
An hour later, I sit at Celesteโs vanity, my hair falling down my back in layers of curls.
โPerfect!โ she exclaims, her bright eyes locking with mine in the mirror as she carefully runs a fine-tooth comb through my locks.
โItโs so shiny,โ I marvel, hardly recognizing my own hairโitโs never looked this healthy. โHow did you do that?โ
โWell, Iโโ Celeste places the brush down, only to knock off a nest of items from her messy vanity. Itโs cluttered with a variety of makeup and jewelry, and the chaos doesnโt end there.
Her bedroom is a dazzling disaster.
The walls are adorned with glossy magazine cutouts and posters of her favorite runway models. Clothes drape over every possible surfaceโchairs, the bed, even the floorโdesigner labels peeking out from the haphazard piles. Shoes, from glittering heels to trendy sneakers, are strewn about as if a tornado has spun through her closet, whose door is now straining to contain the rainbow of garments within. Accessories hang from hooks and knobs, scarves and belts cascading down like a stylish waterfall.
Celeste picks up the few items from the plush, snowy carpet and tosses them back onto the vanity. โIf you stick around at the party, Iโll share my hair secret. Itโs a family recipe.โ
โIโm definitely interested. My hair has never looked this good before. Thank you. I love it.โ
She cracks a toothy grin. โYouโre so welcome.โ
I pick up the tube of lipstick and glide it on. Itโs a shade just lighter than my natural lips with a glossy sheen. A quick swipe of black mascara on my lashes, and Iโm done.
Standing up, I give myself one last look in the mirror to ensure everything is perfect.
Iโm dressed in a pair of dark skinny jeans, a lacy black top, and black ballet-style flatsโcourtesy of Celeste. Iโve never worn nice clothes like this before, and I have to admit, I actually feel pretty for once. โI owe you.โ
โYou owe me nothing. Iโm doing this because weโre friends. Kapish?โ
I smile at her as she twirls in front of the mirror, then smooths the lines of her figure-hugging, powder-blue dress. It leaves little to the imagination, but sheโs one of those girls who can wear a potato sack and still look amazing.
Celesteโs dorm room door flings open, and Ariah glides inside, followed by Nate. Theyโre both wearing the same shade of salmon pink T-shirts with a large yellow umbrella print.
โWhat are you two wearing?โ Celeste sputters with a laugh. โTaking a beach party a little too far, donโt you think?โ
โWow, Hails, you clean up well,โ Nate remarks, making me blush. โI might actually go straight.โ
โI might go gay,โ Ariah chimes in. โYou too, Celeste. You look amazing.โ
Celeste winks. โAw, you guys. So much flattery. I love it.โ
Nate rolls his eyes and shakes his head with a dismissive smirk. โAnd you even insulted our shirts. How rude.โ
โActually, we are wearing this because Valerie asked us to be drink servers at her party,โ Ariah explains.
โAre you freaking kidding me?โ Celeste crosses her arms to her chest. โWhy did you agree?โ
Nate sticks a hand into his jeans pocket and withdraws a small box of powdered laxatives. โI have an idea.โ
โYouโre terrible!โ I exclaim with amusement. โWhat about all the innocent people?โ
โIโm not planning to kill them. Simply make them think Valerie served them drinks and food that may have expired. No big deal.โ
โI managed to get into the greenhouse before we came here,โ Ariah adds with a wink. โMy little surprise is hidden behind a cluster of rocks and plants. Where no one can see it. Iโll get it after weโve eaten something. Because trust me, you donโt want to eat once Iโve gone through my plan.โ
โOooh. Tell me!โ Celeste claps. โThis is going to be one heck of a night. You guys are brilliant!โ
โYouโll see.โ Ariahโs eyes flick to me. โDonโt worry, Hails. Tonight, sheโs getting a taste of her own medicine.โ
A smile creeps onto my lips. โSounds interesting.โ
โCome. We need to get to the party!โ Nate leaps toward me, grabs my arm, and steers me toward the exit.
Celeste snaps a warning about him messing up my hair, but her voice is lost the moment we step out of the sanctuary of her room. The hallway buzzes with the chatter and laughter of teenagers.
The noise is constant, and the air feels warmer with the crowd. I immediately notice some girls have gone all out, sporting skirts even shorter than Celesteโsโwhich I didnโt think was possible. They sparkle under the fluorescent lights like disco balls with all the glitter and makeup layered on thick.
โWhat kind of party is this again?โ I lean closer to Nate, who has a sudden spring in his steps.
โHoney, all the skin and flash in the world arenโt going to make them stand out as much as you.โ
I stop walking, my mouth dropping open as I peer down at my clothes. โWhat? Is this too much? Something wrong withโโ
โNate!โ Celeste digs her elbow into his side. โThe girl is already not in the mood for the party!โ
โCow, please,โ Nate rolls his eyes. โI meant what I said. Hailey is literally one of those girls who can wear a trash bin liner and look hot in it. Actually, the black outfit makes her look, I donโt knowโฆโ He pauses, pressing a hand to his chin and narrowing his gaze at me. โMysterious. Somewhat seductive, with a dab of cute innocence.โ He straightens, grinning past me. โAnd sheโs already caught attention!โ He lifts a hand and waves. โEli, hi!โ
Ariah and Celeste, standing on either side of Nate, bite down on their smiles as they stare beyond me.
I turn, a smile instinctively forming as I spot Elijah approaching. Like me, he opted for a more understated lookโthough nothing about him is understatedโin dark jeans and a black shirt.
He notices right away. โGreat minds think alike,โ he says with a slight twitch of his lips. Behind me, Nate mutters something that sounds a lot like, โLook, they match!โ
I roll my eyes, and Elijah laughs.
โYouโre going to Valerieโs party?โ he asks, sounding surprised.
โYeah, I guess.โ I throw a thumb over my shoulder. โThese guys arenโt exactly good at taking โnoโ for an answer.โ
โDamn right,โ Nate quips.
โRight.โ Elijah nods slowly, turning his focus to my friends. โUh, mind if I talk to Hailey alone for a moment?โ
I peer at the obvious three, who canโt seem to hide their smirks. Celeste canโt stop elbowing Ariah, and Nate winks. โSure. Weโll meet you there.โ
โI guess so.โ I squint at them as they walk away, whispering, then bursting out in a fit of giggles.
When theyโre out of earshot, Elijah tilts his head to the side. โDid I miss something?โ
โUh, no,โ I shrug sheepishly. โTheyโre just excited for the party. You wanted to talk?โ
Elijah pushes back the hair over my shoulder to expose the mark on my neck. โI figured out what one of these means.โ
My eyes widen, and I try to ignore the tingling sensation where his hand rests on my neck. โWhat? Which one? What does it mean?โ
His thumb grazes over the mark. I take in a breath, working hard not to shiver under his touch.
โIt means eternal servitude.โ
โOookay. Servitude to what, exactly?โ
โI donโt know. But it could be referring to your servitude to the moon goddess. If I had to guess.โ
โTechnically, we are already under her servitude, soโ?โ Thatโs according to what Iโve learned in class. โSo why does no one else have that mark? Why me?โ
โI wish I could answer that.โ He pulls his hand away, leaving a warm sensation that slowly crawls up my neck. โWe should be able to understand what itโs referring to exactly once we figure out what the other symbols mean,โ he continues. โIโm starting to worry we might not find all of them in the Book of the Divine.โ
โHow come?โ
โIโm almost at the end of the book, and Iโve only found one.โ
โOh.โ I frown. โBut whatโโ
โElijah!โ Valerieโs voice cuts through the air like an ice shard. My face scrunches up, and Elijahโs expression mimics mine as he stares over me.
His lips draw thin. โValerie.โ
โI canโt believe youโre actually coming to my party,โ she rattles on, squeezing past me and latching onto his arm. โHave you finally come to your senses?โ
Elijah shrugs out of Valerieโs hold and steps in beside me. โI wasnโt going to your party,โ he replies coldly. โI came over to ask Hailey if she wanted to hang out.โ
The color drains from Valerieโs face, but her fake, stiff smile doesnโt falter. โOh, really, huh?โ
When her eyes flick my way, I gulp nervously, wondering what sheโs plotting for revenge. I can almost see my demise unfolding in her glare.
It takes her a long moment to work her mouth, her eyes not moving from me. โBut you know I throw the best parties here. Everyoneโs going.โ
โNot everyone,โ Elijah says, his tone stiff. โIโm definitely not going.โ
โWell, judging from all the poor effort Hailey put into her outfit, she was planning to go.โ Valerieโs arctic eyes work their way down my body, then back up. โLooking at her, even if she had money, she wouldnโt be able to put a decent outfit together. Poor thing.โ
โWell, at least she doesnโt look like a prostitute. Youโd think with all the money you have, youโd be able to afford an entire dress.โ
I bite down on my bottom lip to prevent myself from laughing.
The scorned expression Valerie exhibits is picture-worthy.
She crosses her arms and shifts her hips to one side in a catty stance. โCan I talk to you? Alone?โ
โNo.โ Elijah loops his arm through mine, and a rush of butterflies erupts in my belly at the sudden contact. Somewhere in the back of my mind, common sense urges me to panic. Especially as I catch the disdainful look Valerie shoots at our linked arms, but my brain suddenly short-circuits. โIโm hanging out with Hailey. Have a good evening, Valerie.โ He guides me past her, then pauses, glancing over his shoulder with a smirk. โOr donโt. I really donโt care.โ
She doesnโt turn, staring ahead with a lost expression on her face, and Elijah takes that cue to lead me away.
Once weโre out of earshot, his tense shoulders relax, and he says, โIโm sorry about that.โ
โNo need to apologize. She has a knack for bringing out the worst in anyone.โ
โTell me about it.โ He blows out a breath. โBut thatโs not what I meant.โ He pauses, facing me. โYou probably want to hang out with your friends.โ
โI kind of promised them I would go.โ
โI didnโt think youโd go, considering you and Valerieโฆโ He wrinkles his nose. โThatโs why I came over. I wanted to ask you if you wanted to hang out. But itโs okay; I understand.โ
โYou could always come with us?โ I suggest.
โIโd better not. Iโve already ticked her off enough as it is. It will beโโ he frowns. โWhy are you going again?โ
I offer a sheepish smile. โMy friends are planning on crashing the party. Just donโt ask me exactly how, but if you change your mind, stay away from the food and drinks.โ
A smile tugs at his lips. โI should have known.โ
โIโm not part of it. I was planning on hanging back as far as possible, so she wonโt notice me. Kind of too late now.โ
โMy fault. Iโm sorry.โ
โNah. Actually, she probably thinks Iโm hanging out with you, so she wonโt even notice.โ
Elijah stares down the hall, his smile only widening. โYou know, your friends gave me an idea.โ
โOh?โ My brows shoot up. โWhat?โ
His eyes flick back to meet mine. โThe question is, can you keep a secret?โ
I huff. โIf it involves the downfall of Valerie, it dies with me. Well, in general, I wonโt tell a soul, so thereโs that too.โ
He reaches for my arm again and leads me down the hallway, into the shadiest, creepiest part of the castle. The chandeliers hang lifeless here, their crystals dark and cold, and with no windows to let in even a sliver of moonlight, the vicinity is swallowed in oppressive darkness.
โWhat are we doing?โ I whisper, not missing how he keeps peering over his shoulder down the hall as if checking to see if anyone is following us.
He holds a finger to his lips and points to a door before reaching for it and opening it.
โWasnโt that locked?โ
โYes,โ he responds in a low voice. โAnother royalty perk. We can bypass magical security.โ
โDoesnโt it leave a trace?โ I remember that from one of my classes, too.
โNot these, no.โ He urges me inside the room. The air is thick with the earthy scent of herbs and the tang of arcane ingredients, mingling with the musk of burned hair. Shelves carved from twisted, gnarled wood line the walls. They overflow with jars of powders, dried plants, an array of liquids, and peculiar artifacts that glint in the flickering candlelight.
In the center of the room stands a massive, weathered oak table, its surface scarred from centuries of alchemical experiments. Intricately etched runes and symbols cover the table, glowing faintly with residual magic. A cauldron, blackened by countless brews, sits atop a wrought iron stand, simmering with a luminous, swirling concoction that seems almost alive.
โThe potion storage?โ I give him a dubious look.
โYup.โ He inches closer to one of the shelves and browses through the contents. โHmm. We could make the food grow hair and run around.โ
I let out a surprised laugh. โWait, can we actually do that?โ
โYou bet,โ he says with a grin. โOr we could make everyone puke rainbows.โ He pulls a face. โBut Iโm not so sure about giving everyone measles.โ
โOh?โ
โItโs contagious, even through a potion.โ
I cringe. โYeah, no can do. I donโt want to get sick.โ
He pushes aside a few more potions, shaking his head. โI think hairy food?โ he asks. โWhat do you think? Unless youโve got any other ideas?โ
I giggle, moving closer to him. โIโm all for that one.โ
He snatches a vial from the shelf, accidentally knocking over the one next to it. It crashes to the floor, a pinkish cloud of fumes bursting from it. โCrap.โ He steers me away. โOh, crap.โ
My eyes stretch with concern. โWhat was that?โ
He pushes me through the doorway, into the hallway. โLetโs hope and pray whatever that was, it was consumable only.โ
โOh crap. You can breathe them in, too?โ
โYes,โ he replies, closing the door behind him.
I check my arms, groaning. โI really hope that wasnโt the measles one.โ
โCome on, letโs go,โ Elijah winks, sticking the vial he took into his jeans pocket. โValerieโs party is about to get interesting.โ


















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