31 Ending One

Haisley

I understand Zyraxiel more now. After seeing the truth of his past, something inside me shifted. I don’t know why he slaughtered all those innocent people when he was human, but it no longer matters. What matters is that hollow feeling I sensed deep within him, a hollowness that would drive anyone to desperate measures.

My fingers trail along his horns, and he grunts, slamming his lips onto mine. The simplest touch sends him spiraling with need, and I revel in the way he loses control. His mouth is hungry against mine, his tongue exploring deeply as he rolls me over until he’s above me, pressing his weight into me.

When he claimed me during the game, it hurt, so much pain, because I wasn’t ready for it. My body was tense, fighting everything that was happening. But now, as he thrusts into me, it feels different. His pleasure courses through me, mixing with mine, creating an overwhelming rush that makes my body tremble.

I wrap my legs around his waist, pulling him closer, and his hips move with an intensity that makes me lose control. His nails dig into my skin, drawing the blackness of my blood, but I don’t care. There’s no room for fear, not when the pleasure between us builds and explodes into something deeper, stronger. I cry out as my orgasm crashes over me, but it doesn’t stop, his pleasure is mine, and mine is his. The intensity is breathtaking.

Zyraxiel groans, his hips thrusting harder, faster, deeper. It’s raw, unrelenting, and I cling to him as I shatter again beneath him. His body stills above mine, our breaths ragged, and I know. I could get used to this. No, I could love this. Every part of me belongs to him now, and it feels…right.

“Zyraxiel,” I whisper, still shaking from the intensity. “I’m happy to be claimed by you. I want this, I want to belong to you.”

He stares down at me, his eyes searching mine, before he slowly pulls away. “Rest,” he says, his voice low and quiet. “I’ll return.”

I lie there, my body still humming with aftershocks as he leaves the room. I drift in and out of sleep, waiting for him to return, my mind lost in the sensation of our connection. But when he comes back, there’s something different about him. He sets down a plate of food beside me, sitting quietly.

“We need to talk,” he finally says, his tone serious. “I’ve decided…I’m setting you free.”

My heart drops. “What? What do you mean, setting me free?” Panic rises inside me.

“I will unbind our souls,” he says softly, his gaze dropping to the floor. “I’ll give you back your life. You deserve to live the life you had before all of this.”

“No!” I shout, shaking my head. “I don’t want that life. I want to stay with you. I belong to you, Zyraxiel. I chose this.”

He doesn’t meet my eyes. “It’s not fair to you. I took you without your full understanding, and I won’t keep you like this. I won’t trap you in the darkness.”

“I don’t care! I want the darkness if it means I’m with you!” I fight against the thought of losing him, my chest tightening in fear. But his decision is made. Darkness begins to descend around me, pulling me under, and no matter how much I scream, no matter how much I beg, it’s useless. Everything goes black.

When I wake, everything feels wrong. My head throbs, and the warmth I had clung to in the night is gone. I sit up abruptly, my breath catching in my throat as I look around.

My apartment.

I’m back in my apartment.

For a moment, confusion crashes over me. How did I get here? The last thing I remember is… nothing. My mind is blank, hazy like a dream that slips away the harder you try to recall it. I push back the sheets and stumble to my feet, but there’s no soreness, no lingering bruises or cuts. I feel… fine. Physically, at least.

But there’s an emptiness inside me, a hollow feeling in the pit of my stomach that I can’t explain. It’s like I’ve lost something vital, but I don’t know what. My hands tremble as I run them through my hair, trying to shake off the strange sensation.

There’s no sign that anything has changed, no trace of whatever it is I can’t remember. I walk to the window and peer outside, half-expecting to see something out of place, something to explain the heaviness in my chest. But it’s just the familiar street below, people going about their lives like nothing has happened.

But something has happened. I can feel it, even if I don’t know what.

Turning on my phone, I see the messages. Why had I said I was taking some time off, and needed space and no one was to reach out? That was a month ago.

What did I do after that? My mind fights, and I vaguely remember typing that social media post, but the reason why? It’s gone.

I peer down. Something is missing, but what?

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One Week Later

I have found another job after losing mine when I disappeared for a month. No one believes me when I say I can’t remember what happened. Everyone asks what I did just before I vanished, and I explain that I entered that dating game.

They believe that is a lie too. I have seen the show on TV, and I wasn’t there. So where was I? Faye watches me from her desk at work, and I can feel the weight of everyone’s suspicion. They think I am lying, that I know exactly where I was, but I don’t.

Apparently, the police searched for me. Everyone was worried at first, but as time passed, most people began to think I had died. The police think I’m lying too.

Their accusations don’t hurt. Their dismissal doesn’t mean anything to me. Something else does, something deeper, something that feels like a part of me has been ripped away and lost forever.

I no longer feel like myself. I’m not the same person who once cared so much about protecting others, making sure they were safe. That part of me is gone. I rub my face and glance at my phone when it lights up.

We are out tonight.

I read Faye’s message and give her a quick nod across the room. I drink a lot more these days, not because I enjoy it but because something inside me feels wrong. Some nights, when I wake up, I swear someone is watching me. The moment I open my eyes, the sensation disappears.

The dreams are worse. They are not normal dreams. I keep seeing the same figure, large and dark, with red eyes. It makes me wonder if I actually died and never came back. Maybe this is hell.

By the time work ends, I stand and walk over to Faye. She smiles as we leave together, making our way to the bar without speaking. After we get our drinks and sit down, she looks at me carefully.

“I was thinking,” she says, tilting her head, “there’s this doctor who can use hypnosis to help you remember things you forgot.” She smiles but her eyes are searching mine.

I know what she is doing. She is waiting for me to refuse, to act like I have something to hide.

“May as well try,” I say with a shrug. “I don’t remember anything, so if it works, then good.”

She nods but her smile fades a little. “Okay. I will send you his contact details.”

“Faye, honestly,” I tell her, leaning closer, “I don’t remember. I remember applying for that dating game. I remember sending that message about needing time out and turning everything off. I don’t remember why. I don’t remember anything after.”

“Maybe you had an accident,” she says gently. “Concussion?” She offers the suggestion like it might comfort me.

“I don’t know,” I answer. “All I know is when I woke up, I felt like I had lost something. Part of me, but also something that was never really mine.”

We sit there drinking and laughing. I drink more than she does, trying to drown that hollow feeling inside me. Hours pass before she hugs me and leaves, but I don’t move. I stay and drink more, not ready to go home, not ready to sit alone and try to remember.

“Hey,” a voice says. I turn and see a man sitting beside me. “Can I get you another?” he asks, pointing at my empty glass.

“Sure,” I say, smiling at him. We sit and talk while we drink. He is nice, traveling for business, and I start to wonder if maybe this is what I need.

Some kind of connection.

That thought is what drives me to lean forward and kiss him, hoping the touch might fill the empty space inside me. My hands slide along his body and he pulls me closer.

“Want to leave?” he whispers. I nod, feeling the buzz of alcohol and loneliness working together.

“Mine,” I say. “It is close.”

It is. I live just a short walk away, and going back to my place seems easier than anything else right now.

As we walk, he talks easily about his work and the places he has visited, his voice relaxed as he fills the silence between us. I listen but offer little in return. When he asks if I’ve been anywhere nice recently, I just shrug, avoiding his eyes. I can’t give him an answer because there is nothing I can say that would explain the black hole in my memory.

Maybe I did go somewhere. Maybe I lived a different life during that month. It makes no difference now. My mind has wiped it clean, leaving only the hollow feeling that something important was taken from me.

If I told him that, he would probably think I was insane.

We reach my building, and I unlock the door quickly, leading him inside without a word. I have no interest in small talk or awkward pauses. I don’t want to pretend tonight. I want to feel something, anything that might fill the emptiness inside me.

I grab him the moment we are inside, pulling him toward me with a force that leaves no room for questions. My mouth crashes against his, and he responds, his hands already moving over my body. I pull him toward the bedroom, needing to lose myself in the heat and closeness.

My top falls away as we reach the bed, pooling around my feet. I work quickly at unfastening his trousers, my hands trembling slightly with urgency. Our movements are frantic and clumsy, both of us stripping away my clothing like we can tear down the walls inside ourselves if we move fast enough.

He lays me back on the bed, his body pressing over mine, his mouth traveling across my skin. His hands explore every inch of me, coaxing soft sounds from my throat. I cling to him, trying to believe that this will be enough to quiet the storm inside me.

It’s not.

No matter how he touches me, no matter how desperately I try to lose myself in the moment, the emptiness remains. It sits heavy in my chest, untouchable and unmovable.

I reach for him again, fumbling with the buttons of his trousers, trying to pull him closer. His mouth barely leaves mine, his fingers sliding along my body, making me arch up against him with need.

Then, suddenly, the warmth of his body vanishes. The room grows cold and still, the silence so thick it feels suffocating.

Before I can react, he’s ripped away from me. I sit up sharply, my eyes wide as I scan the room, my heart pounding violently against my ribs.

That is when I see it.

The man from the bar stands frozen a few feet away, his eyes wide with terror. Towering over him is something enormous, something monstrous, its clawed hand wrapped tightly around his throat.

I should scream. Any sane person would scream at the sight of it. It looks like every nightmare ever whispered in the dark corners of the world.

But I don’t scream.

Something inside me recognizes the creature standing before me.

“She is mine,” it growls, the words vibrating through the floor and sinking into my bones.

I sit frozen, unable to move or even breathe, as I watch the man tremble violently in the demon’s grasp. His entire body shakes, but it’s not fear that moves through him. It is something deeper, something final.

Before I can fully process what is happening, his body ignites. Flames crawl up from his feet, devouring him inch by inch. His flesh blackens and falls away until nothing remains but a pile of ash.

The creature straightens slowly and turns its head to look at me.

Its eyes lock onto mine, and a sharp, searing familiarity cuts through the haze in my mind.

I know those eyes. I know that presence.

Even if I can’t yet remember why.

32 Ending One Part Two

Haisley

The creature stands there, staring at me with burning red eyes that seem to see through every layer of me. My heart pounds against my ribs, and my muscles tense so tightly I feel like I might break apart, but I don’t move. I can’t tear my gaze away from him, no matter how much I know I should.

There is something about him that pulls at me, something buried deep inside the parts of myself I can’t reach. It’s not fear, not the way it should be when something monstrous appears in your bedroom. It is a slow, coiling recognition that sends a shiver through my entire body, whispering that I should know him, that I should fall to my knees and beg for his touch, even though I don’t understand why.

I clutch the sheet tighter against my chest, feeling exposed even though he hasn’t made a move toward me yet. The air around us thickens, growing heavier with every breath I take. Shadows wrap around his massive frame, clinging to him like smoke, and the faint light from the window fades until the room is drowned in darkness.

He moves forward, each step smooth and controlled, his presence filling every inch of the space between us. I should run. I should scream. I should fight with everything I have, but something deeper inside me holds me still, as if waiting for him to reach me.

He stops at the edge of the bed, towering over me, and extends his hand slowly. His claws could rip me apart easily, but the way he moves is careful, almost hesitant, as if he’s offering me a choice. I should flinch away, but I don’t. I stay frozen, breathless, staring up at him like I am waiting for something I can’t name.

His hand brushes my cheek, the touch unexpectedly gentle. A shudder ripples through me, and the strangest sensation spreads across my skin. The bond between us flares to life, roaring under my flesh, but when I reach for it, when I try to grasp the memories it offers, I find only locked doors and empty halls.

I don’t know him, but some part of me does.

His fingers slide behind my neck, guiding me forward until my forehead presses against the solid plane of his chest. His other arm wraps around me, pulling me close, and I let him. I don’t understand why. I only know that it feels right, even though every logical part of me says it shouldn’t.

I close my eyes and breathe him in. The scent of him is dark and thick, like fire and blood and something older than the earth itself. It fills my lungs, sinking into my bones, and I hold onto him like he is the only thing keeping me tethered to this world.

I want to ask him who he is. I want to demand answers, to scream until he gives me back the memories I know he has taken. But I stay silent, feeling the steady thrum of something ancient and powerful moving between us, something that binds us together even though I can’t remember why.

He holds me there for a long time, his large hand cradling the back of my head, his chest rising and falling in a rhythm that matches my own.

Somewhere inside the broken, locked pieces of my mind, something stirs. A memory buried so deep it aches to reach for it. A name that sits on the edge of my tongue but refuses to come forward. A bond that refuses to die.

I cling to him, even though I don’t understand why, and he lets me.

His hand shifts slightly against the back of my neck, his fingers tracing slow circles into my skin. I keep my forehead pressed to his chest, breathing him in, feeling the steady thrum of something I can’t name pulsing between us.

Then he speaks, his voice low and rough, vibrating through me like a second heartbeat.

“Haisley.”

The sound of my name in his mouth sends a shiver racing down my spine. I lift my head slowly, staring up at him, my chest tightening in confusion.

“Why,” I whisper, my voice cracking under the weight of it, “why do I feel like I know you?”

His hand moves to cup my cheek, his thumb brushing over my skin with a tenderness that makes my heart ache.

“You don’t need to worry about that,” he says, his voice deep and steady. “Not yet.”

“But where was I?” I press, feeling the questions bubbling up faster than I can control. “Why do I feel like… like I need you?”

He doesn’t answer with words. Instead, he leans down and captures my mouth with his.

I tense under the sudden weight of his kiss, my body stiffening instinctively. Every warning inside me screams that I shouldn’t let this happen, that I should fight.

But the moment his mouth moves against mine, slow and sure, the tension bleeds out of me.

There’s something familiar in the way he touches me. Something that feels like home. Something I didn’t even know I was missing.

I clutch at his shoulders without thinking, my fingers digging into his skin as I kiss him back. The bond stirs between us, stronger now, threading through my veins like fire.

He pulls back just enough to look at me, his gaze heavy and unreadable. Then, without a word, he pushes me gently back onto the bed.

The mattress dips beneath me, the worn sheets cool against my overheated skin. I stare up at him, breathing hard, as he climbs onto the bed with me, his body moving with slow, deliberate control.

He stays there for a moment, hovering above me, letting the weight of his presence settle over me like a storm cloud ready to break.

I don’t pull away. I don’t run.

Somewhere deep inside the broken pieces of my mind, something whispers that I belong right here. That I have always belonged right here, under him.

Even if I can’t remember why.

His hands roam over my bare skin with a slowness that makes me ache, his touch dragging fire along every nerve. There’s no fabric left between us, nothing to separate the heat of his body from mine. The man I had brought home tore that away already, and now this demon, has full access to every inch of me.

He keeps me pinned under his gaze, the red of his eyes burning into mine, daring me to look away. I don’t. I can’t. I need him too badly to think about anything else.

He strokes his fingers along the inside of my thigh, feather-light at first, brushing so close to where I need him most that my hips jerk up toward his hand without permission. He pulls back slightly, denying me what I crave, forcing me to whimper in frustration.

The sound only makes him smile, a low, satisfied rumble escaping from deep in his chest. His mouth follows the path of his hand, kissing slowly up my thigh, trailing heat that makes my muscles tighten.

When he finally reaches the aching center of me, he pauses, his breath teasing against my soaked skin.

“You’re ready for me,” he murmurs against my flesh, his voice so rough it scrapes across my skin like velvet and fire. “Even when you don’t know why.”

I bite my lip, trying to hold back the desperate sounds threatening to escape. My hips move again, seeking more, and this time, he doesn’t deny me.

His mouth covers me with a hunger that makes my back arch off the bed. His tongue moves in slow, deliberate strokes, coaxing pleasure from me until my breath comes in broken gasps. I clutch at the sheets, my knuckles whitening, trying to ground myself against the relentless pull of him.

The bond between us thrums louder, rising like a storm about to break. I feel it tightening around my heart, around my soul, drawing me closer to something I can’t name.

He devours me, dragging me higher and higher, until I’m shaking under him, begging without words for something I don’t understand but know I need.

“Please,” I gasp, my voice wrecked and trembling. “Please.”

He lifts his head, his mouth glistening, and his eyes darken even more. His hands slide up my body, gripping my hips roughly as he shifts his weight.

I feel the heavy press of him against my entrance, thick and hard, and a shudder rolls through me at the contact.

He holds himself there, making me feel every inch of him without giving me what I need yet. My thighs tremble around him, my hands clawing at his back, trying to pull him closer.

“Say it,” he demands, his voice a low growl against my throat. “Tell me you want me.”

“I want you,” I cry, my body shaking with the need he has stoked into something unbearable. “Please, I need you.”

He drives into me in one deep, claiming thrust, filling me so completely that I sob against his shoulder. My nails dig into his skin, and he moves again, setting a brutal rhythm that makes the world disappear.

There is only him.

Only the bond. Only the heat that burns away everything else.

I cling to him, meeting every thrust with a desperate need that frightens me with its intensity. His mouth finds mine again, claiming it just as ruthlessly as he claims my body, and I let him take everything I have to give.

Even without my memories, my body remembers.

My soul remembers. And this time, I don’t fight it.

Zyraxiel thrusts into me harder, each movement shaking the bed beneath us, each brutal stroke driving deeper until I am left gasping for breath. His body covers mine completely, his hands gripping my hips with bruising force, holding me exactly where he wants me.

There’s no tenderness in the way he takes me.

No patience.

Only raw possession, only the unyielding need to remind me with every thrust that I belong to him and no one else.

He buries his face against my throat, his teeth scraping along my skin as he pounds into me with an intensity that makes my entire body quake beneath him. The bond between us is wide open now, flooding me with everything he feels, the hunger, the rage, the dark, desperate need to own me so completely that no part of me can ever forget him.

“You’re mine,” he snarls against my skin, his voice breaking apart with the force of his thrusts. “No one touches you. No one even looks at you.”

I moan helplessly beneath him, my legs wrapping tighter around his waist, trying to pull him deeper even though he’s already everywhere, already inside parts of me I didn’t know could be reached.

He drives into me faster, harder, each stroke leaving no room for doubt. His hand slides up to my throat, not squeezing, just holding, making me feel the weight of his claim with every pounding heartbeat.

“Say it,” he growls. “Say you’re mine.”

“I’m yours,” I gasp, the words spilling from my lips without thought. “I’m yours, only yours.”

A sound rips from him, something wild and broken, and he thrusts even harder, the pleasure spiraling so violently through me that I can’t breathe. My body clenches around him, pulling him deeper, and the bond tightens until it feels like it will tear me apart.

He lifts his head, his red eyes blazing down at me, and his mouth crashes against mine. The kiss is savage, all teeth and tongue and the frantic need to devour. I kiss him back just as fiercely, clinging to him like my life depends on it.

“You feel that?” he rasps against my lips. “No man will ever make you feel this. No man will ever have you.”

I nod, unable to form words as he slams into me again, forcing another broken cry from my throat. My nails rake down his back, and he groans, the sound vibrating against my chest.

The bond sears between us, dragging me higher, making everything sharper, hotter, unbearable.

My body breaks first, shattering under the brutal rhythm of his hips, my orgasm tearing through me so violently I scream. The pleasure crashes through me, blinding, endless, leaving me writhing helplessly beneath him.

He follows a moment later, driving into me one final time before his body tenses, and I feel him spill inside me, claiming me in the most brutal, undeniable way possible.

He collapses over me, his weight a welcome pressure, his mouth pressing against my throat as he breathes me in.

Even though I still don’t remember him, my body knows the truth.

I am his. I always have been.

33 Ending One Part Three

Six Months Later

The hollow feeling hasn’t gone away. If anything, it’s only gotten worse, gnawing at me day after day. I’ve tried to throw myself back into my work, but nothing fills the void. It’s like I’m missing a piece of myself, and no matter what I do, I can’t seem to find it.

At night, the dreams come. Dark, vivid dreams of a demon, a figure that should terrify me, but doesn’t. In these dreams, I feel drawn to him, like he’s a part of me I’ve forgotten. But when I wake, I can’t remember his name, or why I feel such a strong connection to him.

I push through the days like a ghost, going through the motions of a life that no longer feels like mine. Everything is the same on the outside, but inside, I’m unraveling. I feel like I’m waiting for something, but I don’t know what. There’s a strange longing in my chest, a pull toward something dark and dangerous.

Every night, the dreams grow stronger. I can feel his hands on me, his voice whispering my name, telling me to come back to him. But come back where? I don’t remember ever leaving anywhere. And yet, the pull grows stronger with each passing day.

I swear, they aren’t dreams. The morning after, I wake up sore, like someone else was there, like I had let a demon touch me.

That’s not right though, it can’t be. Still, for months now, I have a dream of this demon visiting me every night, taking everything he wants, then I wake up.

Something tells me it isn’t a dream. It can’t be real though, right? If it was, why would it feel like a dream?

Sometimes, when I’m alone, I feel like I can almost hear him, like there’s a voice just out of reach. A part of me that I’ve forgotten. It’s maddening, this emptiness, this constant sense that something, or someone, is missing.

I wake from a dream with his voice echoing in my ears. “Haisley, come back.”

The voice feels so familiar, so real. I sit up, my heart pounding in my chest, but the details slip away like sand through my fingers. I can’t remember his face, but the ache in my chest tells me I need to.

The room is bathed in shadows, and I freeze as my eyes land on the figure standing in the corner. Panic surges through me, and I open my mouth to scream, but before I can make a sound, he moves. Too fast, faster than any human should be able to. His hand covers my mouth, his grip firm but somehow gentle.

“Haisley,” he whispers, his voice low and familiar.

My heart pounds in my chest, and my mind spirals. I should be terrified, there’s a demon standing in my apartment. The demon from my dreams. Yet as his hand presses against my mouth and I peer up into those piercing red eyes, something strange happens. That hollow, aching feeling in my chest, the emptiness I’ve been carrying for ages, vanishes. It’s like his presence fills that void, but it doesn’t make sense.

I manage to nod, and he removes his hand, but he doesn’t step away. His arms stay close, surrounding me, cradling me in the darkness.

“Why do you keep asking me to come back?” I whisper, my voice trembling with confusion and fear. “I don’t even know who you are.”

He hesitates, his red eyes flickering with something I don’t fully understand. Regret. Sadness. Loss. “I made a mistake setting you free,” he murmurs, his voice almost too quiet to catch. “But I can’t claim you again, not while you’re alive and human. If I try, it will kill your soul.”

My breath catches, and my chest tightens painfully. His words make no sense.

“I don’t know what the fuck that’s supposed to mean,” I whisper harshly, panic rising fast through my body. None of this makes sense, none of it fits together in a way I can grasp.

“Why do I feel like I see you every night? But then it also feels like a dream?”

“You don’t need to understand,” he says, his voice steady, as if it should be enough to silence the storm inside me. “Just let me stay with you. At night. Let me hold you.”

Before I can process what he means, he pulls me down onto the bed with him. His arms wrap around me tightly, and something inside me unravels.

I feel calm.

I feel safe.

Like I have done this before.

It makes no sense, but my body relaxes against him anyway. The warmth of his embrace seeps into my bones, and for the first time in so long, the hollow emptiness inside me goes quiet. I let my head rest against his chest, his heartbeat strong and steady beneath my cheek.

“Why?” I whisper sometime later, my voice soft against the darkness. “Why do I feel like you’ve come every night, but my mind gets confused, seeing it as a dream?”

His fingers move slowly along my body, tracing my skin with a touch that feels like it should have always belonged to me.

“You’re remembering when you shouldn’t,” he whispers. “When I leave, I force your mind to forget. Only you’re not supposed to forget so much. Now your memories are slipping back through the cracks, coming back to you as dreams.”

The truth sinks in slowly, heavy and suffocating.

It’s real.

Him coming here.

Him touching me.

Him killing that man.

It was all real.

He keeps me pressed against him, holding me tightly, like he can anchor me against the storm inside my own mind. I cling to him without thinking, refusing to let go, refusing to lose this small piece of wholeness that he gives me.

Hours pass before he moves. His hand slides up to my head, his fingers threading into my hair with painful gentleness.

Panic floods me in an instant. “Don’t,” I whisper fiercely, my voice breaking. “Don’t make me forget again.”

“You need to forget to be able to live in this world,” he says softly.

I shake my head against him, clutching tighter to his body. “I don’t forget,” I breathe. “It just feels like a dream. Please, don’t take this from me.”

Right now, I feel whole again.

If he takes this away, if he locks it all back behind those walls in my mind, I will be hollow once more. Empty and broken in a way I don’t think I can survive a second time.

“Please,” I beg, staring up at him through the darkness.

His lips crash down onto mine with brutal force, swallowing my plea. I whimper into the kiss, clutching him closer, losing myself in the brutal, possessive way he claims my mouth.

“Please,” I cry against his lips, not ready to lose him, not ready to go back to the numbness.

My hands slide over his body, stroking without my permission, desperate to keep him with me. My fingers find the smooth curve of his horns, and the moment I touch them, he growls deep in his chest.

He grabs me roughly, pulling me closer, and in one savage motion, he slams into me.

I cry out, the sudden stretch of his cock inside me stealing the air from my lungs. My back arches against him, the pleasure and pain mixing until I don’t know where one ends and the other begins.

I don’t push him away. I cling to him tighter, needing every brutal thrust, needing to remember.

He moves inside me with brutal force, every thrust harder, deeper, tearing desperate sounds from my throat. His hands grip my hips tightly, holding me in place as he drives into me without mercy. His body covers mine completely, caging me in, making it clear there’s nowhere else I could ever belong.

My mind swims, struggling to hold onto something solid, but it isn’t the physical sensation that drags me closer to the edge. It’s the bond between us, the thread that’s pulsing harder and harder with every brutal thrust. It’s there, glowing inside me, pulling at something buried deep, demanding I see it, accept it.

I reach for it without thinking, clawing through the walls in my mind, desperate to understand.

The moment my consciousness brushes the bond, it snaps wide open.

Images crash into me all at once, so fast and overwhelming that I sob against his shoulder. I see the trials, the brutal games, the blood on my hands and the fire in my veins. I see him standing over me, protecting me, claiming me. I see the moment he sank his teeth into my neck, branding me as his while the world burned around us.

I see everything I was forced to forget.

The memories hit so hard I lose my breath, but I don’t let go. I cling to him harder, wrapping my arms around his shoulders, my nails digging into his back as he keeps thrusting into me, refusing to slow down.

I don’t want to lose this. I can’t lose this.

He feels it the moment my mind opens.

He snarls against my throat, his movements becoming rougher, more primal. His hands slide up my body, gripping my wrists and pinning them above my head, holding me down as he fucks me harder, faster, like he’s trying to fuse our bodies together so I can never be ripped away again.

The bond between us pulses hotter, stronger, until I can feel his thoughts crashing into mine.

He knows.

He knows I’m inside his head now, seeing the raw, wild need he barely holds back. Seeing the darkness he carries, the madness he tried to keep from me.

And he doesn’t care.

He wants me to see it. He wants me to know exactly what I belong to.

“Mine,” he growls against my mouth, his hips slamming into me with bruising force. “You’re mine. No one else will ever have you.”

“I’m yours,” I gasp, my body trembling violently beneath him, the memories still flashing behind my eyes, burning into my soul.

I feel his hunger clawing at me through the bond, feel the violent possessiveness that won’t ever let me go. His teeth scrape my neck again, and I whimper, arching against him, needing more, needing everything he has to give.

“Stay with me,” he growls, his voice raw and desperate. “Don’t leave me again.”

“I won’t,” I sob, tightening my legs around his waist, pulling him even deeper inside me. “Never.”

The bond surges, white-hot and blinding, and I fall apart completely, shattering around him as he roars into my throat, spilling inside me with a force that makes the entire world tilt off its axis.

I hold onto him as tightly as I can, even as my body shakes with the aftershocks. I don’t care about anything else.

Only him.

Only us.

Even if the rest of the world burns to ash, I will never let him go again.

34 Ending One Part Four

Haisley POV

2 Years Later

Every night, it’s been the same. The room plunges into an unnatural darkness, and I feel him, Zyraxiel, slipping into bed beside me. His large, powerful body instantly wraps around mine, cradling me in the shadows. It’s become a ritual, a dark routine I never asked for but now can’t imagine living without.

He never tells me why, never explains the truth behind our connection. I know why, I just can’t reach that memory; it’s locked away, and he tells me he will unlock it when I’m ready. But every night, he’s here. Sometimes he just holds me, his presence soothing the ache I can’t explain. Sometimes he fucks me, his touch rough, primal, yet somehow I’m not repulsed by him. I should be terrified, I should be screaming, but I’m not. It feels right, in some twisted, unnatural way.

He tells me that I knew him once, that the truth is something I can’t handle while I’m still alive. “When you die,” he says, “then I’ll tell you. Then you’ll understand.”

I don’t push for more. I stopped trying to understand a long time ago. All I know is that he’s a part of me now, a dark shadow in my life that I can’t shake.

No one else would ever understand. I can’t date, I can’t have a normal life, not with this demon appearing in my bed every night. How could I explain this to someone? That a demon who won’t even tell me how we’re connected comes to me every night, to hold me, sometimes to fuck me? There’s no one in this world who could accept that, and I’ve long since accepted that I belong to Zyraxiel, whether I understand why or not.

But part of me wonders, when I die, will I want to know the truth? Or is there something darker waiting for me on the other side, something that even now, I can’t comprehend?

Now though, I’m worried. It has been too long. He hasn’t visited. Not even once in over a month. I wait every night, curled in my bed, listening for him, hoping to feel his arms wrap around me again, but he never comes.

Part of me wonders if he has left me. If he finally decided that whatever bond we had wasn’t enough to keep him coming back.

Another part of me questions if any of it was even real. Maybe I imagined everything. Maybe I’m losing my mind. I swear it was real. I swear he came to me every night, that he touched me, held me, claimed me. But now, with the silence stretching longer and longer, I can’t help but doubt myself.

I thought the hollow feeling in my chest was bad before, but it wasn’t. That was nothing compared to this. Now the emptiness feels like it is consuming me from the inside out. Without him, the hollowness grows worse every day, deeper and heavier, until it feels like there is nothing left of me at all.

Deep down, I know I don’t belong in this world anymore. I can feel it in the way the air tastes wrong, in the way nothing ever feels right. But I’m afraid to die, afraid of what waits on the other side. What happens if the hollow feeling follows me? What happens if Zyraxiel can’t find me, even after death?

The thought of being trapped, alone and empty for eternity, terrifies me more than death itself.

Every emotion I once had is gone now. I don’t laugh anymore. I don’t cry. I don’t feel anything but the crushing weight of the darkness he left behind.

I used to laugh sometimes, when he visited often.

I used to feel something real when he held me.

Now, there is nothing.

Only the endless silence and the black hole growing bigger inside my chest, swallowing everything I used to be.

The days blur together into something gray and formless, each one pressing down on me heavier than the last. I move through the hours like a ghost, barely aware of myself, barely aware of the world passing around me. Nothing feels real anymore, not the sunlight filtering through the windows, not the sound of my own voice when I speak. Everything feels distant, like it belongs to someone else.

I sit on the bathroom floor, my back pressed against the cold tub, the cheap flickering light above me casting long, broken shadows. In my hand, the pregnancy test feels heavier than it should, as if it carries the weight of everything I can’t say aloud. Two faint lines stare back at me, clear and undeniable. Positive. The word repeats itself in my head, but it feels hollow, stripped of any meaning.

I try to make sense of it, but I can’t. There has been no one else, no one but Zyraxiel. The demon who used to come to me in the night, who held me with a darkness that feels more real than anything else in this life. I think of him, of the way his touch fills the hollow places inside me, and a sick, heavy knot forms in my stomach.

If it’s his child, if something has been created from the impossible nights we shared, what does that even mean? I don’t know if what grows inside me is a child or something far darker. I don’t know if I should feel hope or terror, if I should mourn what might be or cling to it as the last piece of him I have left.

I lower the test to the floor and curl my arms around my knees, pressing my forehead down against them as I try to hold myself together. My mind spins with questions I can’t answer, fears I cannot voice. There’s no one I can tell, no one who would believe me if I tried. Even if they did, what could they possibly do? This world isn’t made to understand creatures like Zyraxiel, and it’s not made to understand what I have become.

The fear should crush me. The uncertainty should tear me apart. I should be screaming, running, trying to escape what I know is coming. Instead, I sit there in the cold silence, feeling the emptiness inside me tighten around something small and fragile that has no place in this world.

I don’t know what the future holds. I don’t know if I carry life or death inside me, or something twisted that was never meant to exist. It’s his, that much I know, but no matter how hard I try, I can’t bring myself to hate it. I can’t even bring myself to fear it the way I should.

I’m already too far gone. I’m not the girl I used to be, not the person who once clung to hope and dreams like they could save me. That version of me is dead, buried somewhere under years of emptiness and nights filled with shadows I can’t escape. Maybe this was always where I was meant to end up. Maybe this was the only road left for someone like me.

Zyraxiel hasn’t come for me in over a month. I waited for him, night after night, hoping he would return, hoping he would make all of this make sense. But he never came. Now I’m left carrying something I can’t understand, something growing inside me that shouldn’t even be possible, and I have no one. No answers. No future.

I sit there on the cold floor, staring at the cracked tiles and realizing that I have nowhere left to go. There’s no light at the end of this. No way to fix what’s been broken for so long.

Living isn’t worth it anymore.

Not like this.

Not when every breath feels like another cut I have to survive.

Not when the only thing growing inside me is a reminder that even in the deepest parts of me, I’m still alone.

Maybe it’s better to end it before whatever’s inside me has the chance to come into a world that was never meant for it.

Maybe it’s better to finally let the darkness take me.

The decision doesn’t come in a burst of panic or fear. It creeps in slowly, rotting its way through every part of me until there’s nothing left but the certainty that I don’t belong here anymore. The longer I sit with it, the heavier it becomes, pressing down on my chest until I can’t breathe without feeling the weight of it crush me a little more.

I move through the apartment like I’m already dead, each step slower than the last, the lights around me dim and flickering like even the world knows what’s coming. I gather what I need without thinking, my hands steady in a way that feels wrong. There’s no fear. There’s no anger. There’s just the unbearable truth that there’s nothing for me anymore.

When I sit on the bed, the razor glints faintly in the muted light. It feels almost delicate resting in my hand, far too small to carry the finality it promises. I stare at it for a long time, feeling the crushing loneliness inside me swell until it’s all I can hear.

Zyraxiel hasn’t come for me.

I’m carrying something inside me that I can’t even understand. I’m so alone that it feels like my body is already a grave, and there’s no future here. There’s no saving what was broken long before this.

I press the blade to my skin and the first slice burns sharp and quick, blood blooming up in a thick, dark line. It doesn’t scare me. It doesn’t even hurt the way I expected. It just feels… inevitable. I drag the blade again, deeper this time, watching the blood run down my arm in thick, slow streams that soak into the sheets.

I lie back on the bed and stare at the ceiling as the world starts to blur at the edges. Everything feels heavier now. My limbs, my breath, my heart. It’s all slipping away, slow and unstoppable, like a tide pulling me under.

The air around me grows colder, thicker, like even the walls are holding their breath. My body sinks deeper into the mattress, the light above me flickering until it feels like the room itself is disappearing.

I let the darkness rise. I let it claim me, dragging me down into the place where there’s no pain, no emptiness, no hollow ache gnawing at my chest. It’s almost peaceful, almost beautiful in its finality.

Just as the last pieces of me start to fall away, I hear it.

A roar, deep and furious, tearing through the darkness with a sound so raw it rips straight through me.

Zyraxiel.

His voice crashes into the dying pieces of my mind like a storm, fierce and wild, shaking something loose inside me that I thought had already gone cold.

I try to hold on. I try to reach for him, to claw my way back from the edge, but it’s too late. The darkness pulls harder, wrapping itself around me with a grip that won’t let go.

My body is too weak. My mind is too far gone.

The last threads tying me to this world snap one by one, and no matter how hard I try, I can’t fight death pulling me under.

Zyraxiel’s roar fades, distant and broken, as the darkness closes over me, swallowing everything.

35 Ending One Part Five

Haisley POV

The first thing I feel is the unbearable weight in my chest, heavy and crushing, like my lungs have forgotten how to work. I choke on a breath, coughing hard as my body jolts upright, the room spinning around me in a dizzy rush.

It takes me a second to realize where I am. The apartment, in my bed. The same cracked ceiling staring down at me like nothing ever happened.

A raw, broken sound tears out of my throat. I grip the sheets so tightly my knuckles ache, my heart hammering against my ribs in a wild, furious rhythm. I was supposed to be gone. I was supposed to be free. I felt the darkness take me, I let it take me.

Why am I still here?

I turn sharply and my breath catches in my throat when I see him.

Zyraxiel stands in the corner of the room, his massive frame wrapped in shadows that pulse and shift like living things. His red eyes burn into me, so bright they cut through the darkness like twin flames. He doesn’t move. He doesn’t speak. He just watches me with a silence that feels heavier than a scream.

The rage that surges through me is immediate and blinding.

I scream, the sound ripping from my chest, raw and broken. I throw myself off the bed, my hands scrambling for anything sharp, anything I can use to finish what I started. I can’t do this. I can’t stay here in this broken body, carrying something I don’t even understand, trapped between a life I don’t want and a death I can’t reach.

I find a shard of glass from the broken picture frame near the bed, my fingers curling around it before I even register what I’m doing. I lift it toward my throat, desperate, reckless, ready to finally end it.

Before the edge of the glass can even touch my skin, he moves.

Faster than I can see, faster than I can react, Zyraxiel is there, grabbing my wrist in a bruising grip. The shard clatters to the floor, forgotten, as he shoves me back onto the mattress. His body pins mine down, his weight crushing the fight out of me as he looms over me, his face twisted in a snarl.

“You don’t get to do that,” he roars, his voice shaking the walls, the very air around us trembling under the force of it. “You don’t fucking get to leave me again.”

I struggle against him, thrashing, kicking, but it’s useless. He’s too strong, too immovable, and my body is already weak from what I tried to do.

Tears blur my vision, hot and furious, spilling down my cheeks as I scream again, beating my fists against his chest. “Let me go! I don’t want this! I don’t want any of this!”

He grabs my wrists and pins them above my head, forcing me to look up at him. His eyes burn into mine, filled with a rage and a desperation that almost breaks me.

“You belong to me,” he growls, his breath hot against my face. “You don’t get to decide to throw that away. You don’t get to leave me behind in this fucking world without you.”

I choke on a sob, the fight draining out of me in a rush of misery and exhaustion. My body trembles violently under his, and he holds me there, not moving, not letting go, like if he keeps me pinned, he can keep me from falling apart.

I don’t understand why I’m still alive. I don’t understand why he saved me.

All I know is that the bond between us, the one I thought was broken, pulses stronger now than it ever has before, tying me to him so tightly I can’t breathe.

I don’t know whether to hate him or beg him not to let go.

Maybe it’s already too late for either.

I thrash harder beneath him, my voice raw and broken as I scream the only thing that matters, the only truth that has been rotting inside me for weeks.

“You left me!” I sob, the words tearing from my chest like they might rip me apart. “You fucking left me!”

Zyraxiel’s grip tightens around my wrists, his body pressing me deeper into the mattress to stop my fighting, but I see it. I see the flash of something in his eyes, something that isn’t rage, but something worse, guilt.

“I was trying to let you live,” he growls, his voice low and rough, like every word costs him something. “I was trying to give you a life without me. A real life.”

“A real life?” I scream up at him, my whole body shaking with fury. “You call this living? You call this fucking existence a life?”

Tears stream down my face, burning hot against my skin. I don’t care that I’m crying. I don’t care how broken I must look. There’s no pride left in me, nothing left but the hollow, festering wound he carved into my soul when he abandoned me.

“You’re a monster,” I spit, my voice breaking. “You left me drowning in this darkness. You made me this… thing. You did this to me and then you left like I could ever go back to being normal after you ripped my soul apart!”

His hands clench tighter around my wrists, his whole body trembling with the effort of holding himself back. His eyes glow hotter, the shadows curling tighter around him, filling the room with a suffocating darkness that should terrify me but doesn’t. Not anymore.

“You needed to live without me,” he snarls. “You needed to find a way to survive without depending on me to fix you.”

“How?” I scream back, struggling against his grip even though it’s useless. “How the fuck am I supposed to live without you when I’m carrying your child?”

The words explode from me, raw and vicious, and for a moment the entire room seems to freeze. The air goes still. Zyraxiel’s body stiffens above mine, his eyes widening the slightest bit as the truth crashes into the space between us, heavy and undeniable.

His fingers loosen around my wrists, but he doesn’t move away. He stares down at me like he’s seeing me for the first time, something dark and terrible brewing behind his eyes.

I sob harder, my chest heaving with the weight of it all, the terror, the anger, the helplessness that I can’t escape no matter how much I want to.

“You left me,” I whisper again, the words broken, almost soundless. “And now I have this inside me. I have a piece of you inside me, and you weren’t even fucking here.”

He doesn’t answer. Not yet. But the bond between us thrums louder than ever, coiling tighter around my heart, suffocating and warm all at once.

He knows.

He knows he can’t leave now. Not ever again.

Zyraxiel’s arms wrap around me with brutal force, his body shaking against mine with the violence of the emotions he doesn’t bother to hide anymore. Before I can even take a breath, the world twists and rips away from me, darkness crashing down, reality folding in on itself.

The apartment, the broken bed, the bleeding memories, all of it vanishes in an instant.

The cold is the first thing I feel, sharp and biting against my skin. Then the heavy, ancient scent of stone and fire fills my lungs, grounding me back into a world I thought I would never see again. When the darkness finally clears, I know exactly where I am.

His room.

The same place he used to bring me when everything in the Trials broke me down and there was nowhere left to fall but into him.

The jagged walls are still the same, cracked and scorched. The blackened bed looms behind him, heavy with shadows and memories I can’t fully grasp, but somehow I know they’re mine.

Zyraxiel doesn’t let go.

He pulls me against his chest, his arms so tight around me that it’s almost painful, but I don’t resist. I cling to him just as desperately, my fingers digging into his shoulders, my body trembling with the force of everything breaking loose inside me.

He buries his face against my hair, his body so rigid with fury it feels like he’s barely holding himself together.

“I should’ve never left you,” he growls, his voice rough and raw against my ear. “I thought I was doing the right thing. I thought you needed a life without me dragging you down.”

I choke on a sob, pressing myself closer to him, needing the heat of him, the solidity of him, the bond that has been tearing itself apart inside me ever since he walked away.

“I didn’t want a life without you,” I cry, my voice shaking so badly I can barely get the words out. “I wanted you. I needed you.”

His arms tighten even more, like he’s trying to fuse our bodies together, to make sure I can never be taken from him again.

“You belong here,” he snarls, lifting me effortlessly into his arms and carrying me across the room toward the bed. “With me. Where you were always meant to be.”

I don’t fight him. I don’t hesitate. I cling to him like he’s the only thing keeping me alive, because he is.

Zyraxiel doesn’t give me the chance to pull away. He lowers me back against the bed, his body covering mine completely, shielding me from the cold, from the darkness, from anything that could ever touch me again. His hands move over me, not gentle, but desperate, possessive, like he’s relearning every inch of me, reasserting his claim with every brush of his fingers.

The bond between us pulses wildly, straining, broken but still alive, still clawing to reach him. I feel it humming under my skin, aching for him the way my body always has, the way my soul always will.

His mouth crashes onto mine, and I open to him without hesitation, letting him take whatever he needs, because it’s the same thing I need too. His kiss is brutal, raw, the kind of kiss that leaves bruises and burns and scars, and I crave every second of it.

I whimper under him, arching against his body, needing more, needing everything. His hand slides between us, tearing away the last of the fabric between us with a sharp rip. His other hand fists in my hair, tilting my head back as he breaks the kiss just long enough to speak.

“I’m going to rebuild the bond,” he growls against my throat. “I’m going to take your soul back into mine where it fucking belongs. Nothing will tear you from me again.”

I nod, gasping for breath, unable to find words but not needing them. He feels everything through the bond, the desperate permission, the aching need, the surrender I never truly took back even when he left me.

He shifts his hips, positioning himself against me, and then he thrusts inside, filling me in a single, deep stroke that rips a cry from my lips. The bond flares at the first touch of him inside me, burning white-hot through my chest, my blood, my heart.

He doesn’t move slowly. He doesn’t give me time to adjust or breathe. He drives into me with ruthless purpose, every thrust deeper, harder, forcing the broken pieces of the bond back together through sheer force of will.

I cling to him, my nails digging into his back, my body shaking with the overwhelming rush of feeling that pours through me, flooding every hollow space he left behind. He covers me, consumes me, his mouth on my skin, his teeth scraping marks into my throat, my shoulders, my breasts, branding me all over again.

“Mine,” he snarls, his voice a dark, vicious promise against my ear. “Your soul is mine. Your body is mine. You were never meant to survive without me.”

The magic around us rises, thick and heavy, swirling through the room in a storm of heat and darkness. I feel it sinking into my skin, into my bones, fusing me back to him in ways that can never be undone.

Every thrust forces me closer to the edge, forces the bond tighter, until I can’t tell where he ends and I begin. His hands grip my hips so hard I know there will be bruises, but I want them. I want every mark, every scar, every proof that he was here, that he came back for me, that he will never leave again.

I sob his name, my body locking around him as the first orgasm hits, tearing through me with a violence that leaves me gasping. He doesn’t slow. He fucks me harder, deeper, pulling another and another from me, his body never leaving mine, his soul pulling me closer with every breath, every heartbeat.

I feel the moment it happens. The bond snaps back into place with a blinding, agonizing pleasure that leaves me screaming his name into the darkness.

Zyraxiel roars above me, his mouth at my throat, and I feel him sink his teeth into my skin, deep and brutal, the final act of reclamation as his soul wraps around mine and pulls me fully, irrevocably back into him.

There’s no escape now.

No distance, no death and no world between us.

There’s only him and only me.

Only the bond that ties our souls together until the end of everything.

Epilogue

One Year Later

The darkness feels different now. It isn’t the cold, hollow thing it used to be. It wraps around me like a living creature, warm and protective, filled with the steady thrum of magic and life that only this place, only he, could give me.

I sit on our bed, cradling the small bundle against my chest, feeling the slow, steady weight of him breathing against me. His hair is black as midnight, thick and unruly already, and when he shifts in his sleep, two tiny bumps catch the dim torchlight, the first ridges of horns that will one day mark him fully as Zyraxiel’s son.

But his eyes, when they open, are not red like his father’s. They are pale blue, soft and piercing all at once, the only part of him that belongs to me.

Zyraxiel sits beside me, his arm draped behind my back, his body a solid wall of heat against my side. His hand rests lightly on the child’s tiny back, fingers spread wide like he’s still afraid the world might try to take him away if he doesn’t hold on tight enough.

“You named him,” Zyraxiel says, his voice low, rumbling with a pride he doesn’t try to hide.

I smile tiredly and nod, brushing my lips against the baby’s soft hair. “Cassiel,” I whisper. “It means ‘angel of tears.’”

Zyraxiel chuckles, the sound low and dark, but there’s no mockery in it. Only something softer, something almost reverent. “Fitting,” he murmurs. “Born of sorrow and blood… but stronger than anything heaven or hell could have made alone.”

I turn my head and meet his eyes. The bond between us hums low and steady, no longer frayed or broken, but reforged stronger than it ever was. He looks at me like he’s memorizing me all over again, like he’s still trying to believe that after everything, I’m here.

“You should’ve never been trapped in this world,” he says quietly, brushing a loose strand of hair away from my face. “You were meant for the light. For heaven. You should’ve had a life of peace, of luxuries. That’s why I left you… why I tried to let you go.”

My throat tightens, but I shake my head, pressing Cassiel closer to my chest. “And if you had succeeded, I would’ve spent an eternity hollow. I was never meant for that life, Zyraxiel. I was meant for you.”

He leans down, pressing his forehead against mine, and I close my eyes against the overwhelming rush of feeling that surges between us.

“You’re mine,” he murmurs, the words sinking into my skin like a brand. “You always were. And now, so is he.”

Cassiel shifts in my arms, letting out a soft, sleepy sound, and Zyraxiel smiles, a rare, true smile that I don’t think anyone else in existence has ever seen.

“Our son,” I whisper, the words tasting strange and beautiful on my tongue. “Ours.”

Zyraxiel’s hand moves slowly over the baby’s tiny back, his touch careful, reverent. “No heaven. No hell. No god or demon will ever take him from us,” he says, his voice low and rough with the promise. “He was born of you and me. He belongs to both our worlds… and to none.”

I nod, tears burning in my eyes, but I don’t let them fall. I press another kiss to Cassiel’s soft hair and lean into Zyraxiel’s side, letting the steady beat of his heart ground me.

We sit there in the darkness, the three of us, wrapped in fire and blood and something far older and deeper than any world could ever destroy.

And for the first time, there is no fear.

Only us.

Only home.

36 Ending Two

Haisley

After seeing Zyraxiel’s past, I get him. He had that same hollow feeling that I have lived with for life.

He stands and reaches for my hand, pulling me up from the bed with surprising gentleness.

“Come with me,” he says, his voice dark but calm, leaving no room for question.

Confused, I follow him, my body still adjusting to the strange connection between us. He leads me out of his private chambers and down a series of corridors I’ve never seen before. The walls grow darker, the air more oppressive as we move deeper into the structure, until we reach a massive set of doors carved with intricate demonic symbols. With a flick of his hand, they creak open, revealing a vast chamber beyond.

The room is massive, stretching out like the hollow belly of a beast. Torches burn with eerie blue flames, casting flickering shadows over the polished black stone. In the center of the chamber, a towering throne sits on a raised platform, ornate and dark. Lower demons move about below, their glowing eyes following Zyraxiel and me as we enter.

He leads me up to the throne, pulling me onto his lap as he sits. His arms wrap around me possessively, as if staking his claim in front of all the demons below.

“You are no longer a player, Haisley,” he announces, his voice echoing through the chamber with an otherworldly power. “You are the Game Master now. Every demon in this realm answers to you.”

I freeze in his arms, my heart pounding in my chest as the weight of his words settles over me. The Game Master? I stare at the demons below, their eyes fixed on me, waiting. A part of me recoils at the idea, but another part, one that’s been growing darker, colder, thrills at the power now placed in my hands.

Zyraxiel’s hand moves to my chin, gently tilting my face toward him. “You control them now. You control the games. The souls of the damned are yours to command.”

I can feel his pride, the satisfaction radiating off him as he watches me take it all in. There’s no going back now. My soul is bound to this place, to him. And now, I am in control of the very thing that once consumed me.

The demons kneel, the heavy stink of blood and fire clinging to the broken stone around us. I stand frozen, my hands at my sides, feeling the weight of their stares even though none of them dare lift their heads.

Zyraxiel stays close behind me. His presence wraps around me like armor, but it isn’t enough to stop the fear twisting through my chest. I can still feel how human I am beneath all of this. How small. How breakable.

“They are yours now,” Zyraxiel says quietly beside me.

His words sink into my bones like a brand I can’t wash away. I don’t answer. I don’t know how.

Zyraxiel steps forward, his voice suddenly louder, filling the entire chamber with a force that makes the walls seem to shake.

“This human stands above you,” he says, his tone cold and sharp. “She carries my mark. She carries my bond. Any who defy her will answer to me.”

There is a low, almost inaudible ripple of unease across the kneeling figures. I sense the hatred rolling off them in waves, but none dare rise. None dare speak.

I feel sick. My stomach knots as I look out at the sea of bodies, the broken creatures that once tried to tear me apart during the games. Now they kneel, not because of me, but because Zyraxiel commands it.

Glacing back at him, I search his face for some kind of guidance, but his expression is unreadable. He expects me to step forward. To accept this. To act like I belong here.

I take a breath that feels too shallow and move forward, each step slow and unsteady on the rough, cracked ground. The floor is cold and filthy under my feet, stained with old blood and soot. Nothing about this feels like power. It feels like standing at the edge of a cliff, looking down into something that will swallow me whole.

“My name is Haisley,” I say, my voice thinner than I want it to be. “I survived your games. I survived you.”

The words fall into the heavy air, swallowed by the smoke and silence.

“You will obey me,” I continue, forcing the words out past the tightness in my throat. “Because Zyraxiel commands it. Because I am the one left standing.”

No one moves. No one speaks.

I have no illusions. They don’t bow to me. They bow to the fear of the demon behind me. And if Zyraxiel were to turn his back, they would tear me apart without hesitation.

But for now, they listen.

Zyraxiel steps beside me again, close enough that I can feel the slow thrum of power rolling off him. His hand brushes my lower back in a way that feels more like a command than comfort.

“You’ll need to see the rest,” he says quietly, his voice just for me.

Before I can ask what he means, he lifts me into his arms like I’m weightless. I stiffen instinctively, but his grip is firm, unyielding. The demons still kneel, unmoving, their heads lowered. None dare lift their eyes to watch as Zyraxiel carries me from the throne.

The chamber seems endless as he crosses it. The ceiling arches high above, lost in shadows that shift with every torch flicker. I glimpse jagged archways leading into blackness, but he doesn’t stop. He carries me toward a narrow tunnel carved roughly into the far wall.

The moment we pass through it, the air changes. It thickens, choking with the smell of sulfur and scorched flesh. The walls here are tighter, the stone jagged and sharp, like the insides of some vast, rotting creature.

Zyraxiel doesn’t set me down. His stride is steady, sure, like he has walked these paths a thousand times.

“You need to understand what you are now,” he says. “What you oversee.”

The tunnel winds deeper, splitting into smaller paths, until finally he steps through a ragged archway into a new space.

If the throne chamber was a nightmare, this is hell.

Cells line the walls, carved straight from the stone, each one no bigger than a coffin. Inside them, things move. Some claw weakly at the bars, their fingers twisted and blackened. Others sob softly, their voices thin and broken.

Souls. Human, demon, or something in between , I can’t tell. They all look hollow. Shattered.

“This is the Pit,” Zyraxiel says. His voice is low, but it carries, sinking into my skin like cold water. “These are the ones who failed the games. The ones who broke, but didn’t die.”

I can’t look away. My stomach twists harder than before, but I can’t tear my gaze from the cages. From the desperate eyes watching me, empty of hope.

“You are the Game Master now,” Zyraxiel continues. “You decide what happens to them.”

He finally lowers me to the ground, his hand lingering on my waist until he’s sure I’m steady. I stagger a step forward, the weight of his words crashing over me.

“Me?” I whisper.

He nods once.

“You,” he says. “Every trial. Every punishment. Every mercy, if you choose to show it. It all begins and ends with you now.”

I turn back to the cells. The souls inside shrink away from my gaze like animals beaten too many times to hope for kindness.

I don’t feel powerful, I feel sick. “I don’t know how to do this,” I say, my voice cracking.

“You will learn,” Zyraxiel says simply. There is no cruelty in his tone. No mockery. Only certainty.

He moves behind me again, a steady, unrelenting shadow.

“You survived when no one else could,” he says. “You endured what would have broken stronger souls. You belong here, Haisley.”

I press my hands into my thighs, trying to ground myself against the chaos rising inside me.

“I didn’t ask for this,” I say.

“No,” Zyraxiel agrees. “But neither did I.”

He steps in front of me then, reaching out to brush a strand of hair from my face.

“You were made for this,” he says, softer now. “You just don’t see it yet.”

I swallow hard, forcing down the panic clawing at my chest. I look back at the rows of broken souls, and for the first time, I realize something cold and dangerous inside me is stirring.

A part of me that remembers what it felt like to be helpless. A part of me that doesn’t want to be helpless ever again.

I stare at the cages a moment longer, at the lost things inside them. It’s hard to tell if they were ever human, or if this place stripped that away.

I turn back to Zyraxiel. He watches me with that same stillness he always has, but now I notice something deeper behind it. Something patient. Waiting.

“I want to see the others,” I say quietly. “The ones who survived. The humans who were claimed.”

Zyraxiel’s brow lifts slightly, but he doesn’t look surprised.

“Not yet,” he says. His voice is gentle, but firm. “You aren’t ready to meet them. Not like this.”

I open my mouth to argue, but the truth is, he’s right. I can still feel the panic clinging to my skin, the uncertainty roiling in my gut. If I met them now, I wouldn’t know what to say, wouldn’t know how to be the thing they expect.

I look back at the cages, my voice steadier when I speak again.

“Then show me something else,” I say. “I want to watch you work.”

Zyraxiel raises an eyebrow, the faintest trace of amusement flickering across his face.

“My work,” he says slowly, “mostly involves commanding the lower demons. Giving orders. Making sure the realm doesn’t fall apart around us. It’s not exactly thrilling to watch.”

“I still want to see more,” I say. “Not just you giving orders.”

His gaze sharpens slightly, focusing on me in a way that makes the air between us seem heavier. “What more do you think there is to see?” he asks.

I hesitate, then force the words out. “I want to watch you,” I say. “Not just giving commands… I want to see you torment someone. In their dreams. In their mind.”

Zyraxiel goes very still. “You want to see that side of me?” he asks. His voice is quiet, but there’s a darker note to it now, something old and dangerous stirring beneath the surface.

I hold his gaze, ignoring the way my heart hammers against my ribs.

“I want to understand,” I say again.

For a moment, he says nothing. Then he steps closer, his hand brushing lightly down my arm.

“I haven’t personally touched a human’s mind outside the games in decades,” he says. His voice is low, almost thoughtful. “I gave up the smaller pleasures of cruelty long ago.”

His fingers trail over my wrist, slow and deliberate. “But for you, Haisley,” he says, “I will.”

37 Ending Two Part Two

Haisley POV

I nod, even though I have no idea what I am agreeing to. A knot tightens in my stomach, but I don’t back away. I asked for this. I need to understand what he is, what this place truly demands from those who survive it.

Zyraxiel studies me for a moment longer, as if making sure I won’t change my mind, then gestures for me to follow. His hand lingers briefly on my back, a light pressure that grounds me even though it shouldn’t.

He leads me down a narrow corridor branching off from the main chamber. The air grows heavier with every step we take, filled with the sharp, metallic bite of old blood and something fouler, something that turns my stomach if I breathe too deeply.

The stone under my feet is cracked and uneven, rough edges scraping at my skin. Shadows cling to the walls, shifting in ways that don’t match the flickering torchlight.

We stop suddenly, and Zyraxiel just looks at me, his red eyes burning low. He watches me carefully, as if making sure I understand what I am asking for.

I don’t look away. I won’t.

We’re in a narrow chamber, the walls lined with heavy black iron. In the center, a single stone pedestal rises, covered in faint symbols that pulse with a sickly red glow.

“This is how we reach them,” Zyraxiel says, his voice low. “Those still in the mortal world.”

I step closer, my breath hitching when I feel the strange pulse of energy rising from the pedestal.

“Show me,” I say, my voice quiet but sure.

Zyraxiel places his palm against the stone. The symbols flare brighter, casting harsh, shifting shadows across the walls. The mist thickens around us, and for a moment, I think the ground itself falls away.

Then an image forms above the pedestal.

A man. He lies sleeping in a cramped, cluttered room. His breathing is slow, his body tense even in sleep. I can see the faint lines of fear etched across his face, the way his fists clench at the thin blanket.

“A soul marked by his own sins,” Zyraxiel says. “He is not part of the games. He is not part of our world. But he is weak. Vulnerable.”

I stare at the man. He looks ordinary. Not a monster. Not a killer. Just human.

Zyraxiel glances at me. “You wanted to see,” he says.

I nod, and he closes his eyes and reaches out, his hand brushing the air above the pedestal.

The man stirs in his sleep. His body twists, his mouth opening in a silent gasp.

I watch as the dream changes around him. The walls of his small bedroom melt away, replaced by endless black corridors. Shadows slide along the edges of the new world, whispering words too soft to hear.

The man tries to run, but every step takes him deeper into the dark.

Zyraxiel shapes the dream without moving, his will bending reality like it’s nothing. The man falls to his knees, gasping, clawing at the floor as the whispers grow louder, sharper, slicing into his mind.

I watch, frozen, as terror twists the man’s face. This isn’t violence, this isn’t blood or chains. It’s something deeper and something far crueler.

Zyraxiel opens his eyes and pulls his hand back. The image wavers and fades, leaving only the steady glow of the pedestal behind.

The man is still breathing. Still alive. But whatever peace he once had is gone.

I turn to Zyraxiel, feeling my heartbeat drum hard against my ribs.

“Why him?” I ask.

Zyraxiel shrugs, the gesture loose, almost careless. “Because he was easy,” he says. “Because sometimes we remind the living that their sins have consequences. Even before they die.”

I don’t know what to say to that. I don’t know what part of me still feels sick… and what part leans forward, wanting to see more.

Zyraxiel watches me, silent and patient. “You asked for truth,” he says after a moment. “Now you see it.” He watches me for a moment longer, as if waiting to see if I’ll turn away.

I don’t. Whatever sickness coils inside my stomach, whatever fear still clings to the edges of my mind, it isn’t enough to make me stop.

Without a word, he turns and gestures for me to follow.

We walk through another tunnel, narrower than before, the walls so close that my shoulder brushes the stone with every step. The air is thick, almost oily, and the only sound is the soft drag of our footsteps across the uneven ground.

After a while, the passage opens back into the vast chamber where we began. The demons are still there, scattered through the shadows like broken statues. They bow their heads again as Zyraxiel leads me across the cracked floor, their submission silent but absolute.

He brings me to a far wall, one I hadn’t noticed before. It’s smooth and black like the rest of the stone, but there’s a faint glow pulsing beneath its surface, like something alive is trapped inside.

Zyraxiel touches the wall with his palm, and the stone shudders.

Images begin to form, hundreds of them, crowding the surface like reflections on water.

Women. Their faces shift in and out of focus. Some are sleeping. Some are walking through their lives unaware. All of them have that same hollow look somewhere deep in their eyes, like a thread has already been pulled loose inside them.

I step closer, drawn to the strange, shivering images.

“You choose,” Zyraxiel says quietly.

I glance at him, confused. “For what?” I ask.

“For the next game,” he says. “These are the candidates. The ones we can reach. You decide who is taken, and who plays.”

The weight of his words tries to sink into my skin, but right now, it feels too distant, too unreal. I nod without thinking, turning back to the wall.

One by one, the images sharpen.

Zyraxiel stands beside me, silent, as each face rises before me.

Some I say yes to. Some I say no. There’s no pattern to it, no real thought. A face flickers up, and I feel nothing, no reason to save her, no reason to condemn her, and I answer.

Yes.

No.

Yes.

No.

The process blurs together, an endless stream of choices that don’t feel like choices at all.

Time slips past. My head aches from the steady glow of the wall, and my body feels heavier with every decision. I don’t know how long it goes on before I feel Zyraxiel’s hand settle gently on my shoulder.

“Enough,” he says, his voice low.

I blink up at him, my vision hazy. The wall fades back to black as he lifts me into his arms without waiting for my protest.

I don’t fight it, I can’t. He carries me through the chamber, past the silent demons, back through the corridors that twist like veins through the stone.

By the time we reach his chambers, my body has given up trying to stay alert. I press my face against his chest, breathing in the dark, smoky scent of him, the steady beat of his heart strong under my cheek.

He lowers me onto the bed with a care that makes something ache deep in my chest, something I don’t have a name for yet.

I try to open my eyes, to say something, but the pull of sleep is stronger. I feel him stretch out beside me, his arms wrapping around me, shielding me from the cold stone of the world outside.

I fall asleep in his arms, the weight of everything I saw tonight following me down into the dark.

38 Ending Two Part Three

Zyraxiel POV

She sleeps pressed against me, her breathing slow and uneven. Even in sleep, she carries a weight she cannot put down, something etched too deep into her to simply forget.

I watch her in the low light of the room, feeling the steady pull of our bond, the connection that tightens and hums with every beat of her heart. I should leave her dreams alone. I should let her mind find its own way through what she saw today. But I can’t help myself.

I close my eyes and reach through the bond, slipping carefully into the fragile space of her sleeping mind. Her dreams take shape around me.

The air grows thick, heavy with smoke and the sharp sting of fear. I follow the thread of her thoughts until the scene sharpens, and I see her. Not Haisley, but one of the women she chose. One of the many faces she had nodded at without hesitation.

The woman runs through an endless corridor of stone, chased by shadows that howl and tear at the edges of the dream. Her feet leave bloody prints behind her. Her hands claw at the walls, desperate for escape, but the stones crumble in her grasp.

Demons close in, their laughter sharp and cold. I feel Haisley’s guilt wrap around the scene like chains. She isn’t running, she isn’t dying, but she feels it all the same. Every tear, every scream, every drop of blood belongs to her now.

I move closer, not interfering, just watching as the woman falls. The demons swarm her, dragging her down, ripping her apart. The dream holds Haisley tight, refusing to let her look away.

She shifts against me in the real world, a soft sound escaping her lips, almost a sob. Her fingers clutch weakly at the blanket between us.

The guilt burns inside her, heavier than anything she has carried before. I should leave her mind, let her wake naturally, let her find her way through the pain.

But I stay. I stay because this is a part of her now. A part of what she must become. I stay because I can’t bear to leave her alone with it.

When she finally stirs, her lashes fluttering against her cheeks, I pull back from her mind and open my eyes. She blinks up at me, dazed, her expression caught somewhere between pain and confusion.

I smooth a hand down her side, trying to ease the tension out of her body. I shift my touch lower, brushing against the curve of her hip, meaning to draw her away from the guilt that still clings to her skin.

She catches my wrist before I can go further. “No,” she says, her voice raw.

I lean over her, pressing a soft kiss to her temple.

“You need to rest,” I say quietly. “Let me take the weight for a while.”

She shakes her head, her hand tightening around mine. “I don’t deserve it,” she whispers. “I don’t deserve anything good.”

I lift her chin gently, forcing her to meet my eyes. “You deserve more than you know,” I say.

She pulls away from me without a word, her touch light but firm, her body rigid with everything she refuses to let go of.

I watch as she crosses the room, her hair brushing the bare curve of her spine, her steps carrying her into the shadows beyond the doorway.

The low hiss of the shower starts, the water spilling across stone, muffling the small sounds of her moving. I stay where I am, stretched across the bed, feeling the ache in the bond between us.

It vibrates in the back of my mind, full of guilt she refuses to surrender. I close my eyes and reach for her through the connection, not forcing my way in, but slipping carefully into the edges of her mind where the guilt festers like an old wound.

She doesn’t resist. She doesn’t even seem to notice.

I open myself to her in return, letting her feel everything I hold back. The slow, steady burn of hunger that never quite fades. The way my body aches for her even now, tangled with need and frustration and something heavier, something more dangerous.

I imagine her stepping out of the shower, water running down the curves of her body, her skin flushed from the heat. I imagine her crawling onto the bed, straddling my hips, her hands pressed against my chest as she moves against me, slow and desperate.

My hand finds its way to my cock without thinking, wrapping around the length of it, stroking slowly as the images sharpen in my mind.

Through the bond, I feel her shift. At first, it’s just confusion, a flicker of tension breaking through the guilt, but then the heat reaches her, and her mind stumbles under the weight of it.

A soft sound escapes her, not quite a moan, not quite a whimper, barely audible over the steady rush of the shower. I tighten my grip, stroking harder, pushing the pleasure through the connection until it wraps around her like smoke.

Her breathing changes, and I hear another soft gasp carried faintly through the steam and stone. I imagine her riding me, her body trembling, her head thrown back in helpless abandon.

The bond tightens, pulling her closer to the pleasure building inside me. My hand moves faster, every slow twist and stroke dragging me closer to the edge, dragging her with me.

I stroke myself with slow, steady movements, the image of her burned into my mind. Through the bond, I push the rising pleasure into her, feeding it carefully into the spaces where her guilt still lingers.

For a moment, she resists. I can feel it in the tension pulling at the connection between us, the way her mind clings stubbornly to the shame she refuses to release. But my need wraps around her thoughts like smoke, thick and consuming, smoothing over the jagged edges of her guilt until it has nowhere left to hide.

The soft sounds that escape her from the shower grow sharper, needier, pulled from her by the sensations she cannot block out. She gasps against the stone walls, her body caught in the pleasure I weave through the bond, her mind slipping deeper into the heat that swells between us.

I don’t stop. I do not allow her to pull away. I keep my rhythm slow and deliberate, letting every pulse of my pleasure anchor her more firmly to me.

Her guilt flickers and then falters completely, drowned by the pressure building in both of us. She doesn’t fight the bond anymore. She falls into it without even realizing, her mind surrendering to the pleasure I pour into her, unable to distinguish where her body ends and mine begins.

I move my hand harder now, chasing the edge with ruthless precision. Her moans slip through the mist and stone, soft and broken, and each one drives me closer. My need tears through the bond, thick and heavy, forcing her deeper into the waves of pleasure until she trembles under the weight of it.

I feel her mind open to me completely, stripped of defenses, bare and trembling under my touch. She is lost in it, unable to escape the flood of sensation I have bound her to.

I let myself fall with her, not holding back, not softening it. When I come, the pleasure rips through me like a living thing, flooding the bond and crashing into her with brutal, overwhelming force.

Through the thick veil of steam and stone, I hear her cry out, raw and helpless, caught inside the pleasure I forced onto her.

And I don’t regret a single moment of it.

39 Ending Two Part Four

Haisley

The water pours over me, hot against my skin, but it feels distant, like it belongs to another world. My hands brace against the cold stone wall, my forehead resting against it as the heavy thrum of sensation runs through me, dragging me deeper with every heartbeat.

My body doesn’t respond the way it should. Every breath is a tremble, every shift of muscle weighted with something heavier than exhaustion. The pleasure that moves through me is not my own, but it sinks into my skin, thick and inevitable, wrapping around me until it is impossible to tell where I end and it begins.

I gasp softly as another wave hits, my knees threatening to give out beneath me. The heat spreads through my stomach, low and aching, climbing higher with every second. My thighs press together uselessly, trying to fight a battle I have already lost.

I don’t know how long I stand there under the water, my body trembling, the bond humming so strongly I feel like it will tear me apart. I only know that every moan slipping from my lips, every shuddering breath, is drawn out by him. I can feel him through the bond, feel the weight of his desire, the way he pulls me deeper into it without needing to touch me.

The pressure builds until there is nothing else left.

When the climax finally rips through me, it leaves me gasping, my hands sliding down the slick wall as my body gives in completely. The heat fades slowly, leaving me shaking and weak, barely able to stay on my feet.

The shower water runs cold before I finally gather the strength to move. I turn the faucet off with numb fingers and step carefully out of the stall. The air is cool against my overheated skin, raising goosebumps along my arms.

I wrap a thin towel around myself and make my way back toward the bedroom, every step dragging a little with the lingering heaviness inside me. The bond still hums low in my chest, a steady reminder that he is waiting for me.

When I step into the room, Zyraxiel is there, stretched out on the bed, his RED eyes fixed on me with a stillness that makes my heart skip a beat. He says nothing, but he does not need to. The bond between us speaks louder than words.

I stand there for a long moment, feeling the pull of him settle into my bones, and for the first time, I don’t try to resist it.

I stay near the door, breathing in the heavy, charged air between us. The bond pulses inside me, deep and slow, sending aftershocks of heat through my trembling limbs. My body feels weightless and heavy at once, every nerve aching under the lingering touch of what he forced me to feel.

I pull the towel tighter around myself and cross the room, the stones cold beneath my feet, each step dragging me closer to the pull I can no longer pretend to resist.

When I reach the bed, I meet his gaze. The deep, burning red of his eyes holds me in place more firmly than any chain could.

“What was that?” I ask, my voice low and rough.

Zyraxiel pushes up onto one elbow, his movements slow and deliberate, the muscles under his skin flexing with restrained strength. He does not look away from me.

“You tried to punish yourself,” he says. “You thought you could drown yourself in guilt. I won’t let you.”

The words settle over me, thick and unyielding. I part my lips to argue, but the bond between us flares, sending a shiver down my spine and stealing whatever protest I thought I had.

He shifts slightly, sitting up fully, his body a wall of solid, patient heat.

“Whenever you try to punish yourself,” he continues, “I’ll take my own pleasure. And I’ll give it to you. I’ll flood you with it until there is no space left for anything else.”

Another wave of heat rolls through the bond, low and steady, and my legs weaken under it. The towel slips lower on my hips, but I barely notice. The pull between us is too strong to fight, and the last threads of resistance inside me unravel.

I climb onto the bed, the movement slow, almost dazed. The towel falls away, pooling somewhere behind me, forgotten. I crawl toward him, feeling the way his body tenses, the way the bond hums louder with every inch that disappears between us.

When I reach him, I lower myself over him and press my mouth to his.

The kiss is rough and clumsy, filled with heat and desperation, with everything I can’t say and everything I no longer want to hold back. His hands slide to my hips, gripping me tightly, anchoring me against him.

He pulls back just enough to speak, his voice rough against my lips.

“So, now can I fuck you?”

I don’t answer with words. I kiss him deeper, my body pressing into his, surrendering to the bond, to the heat, to everything he has made me feel.

With a low growl rumbling from his chest, Zyraxiel flips us easily, moving with a predator’s grace until I am beneath him, pinned against the mattress, his body caging mine without a single inch of space between us.

Zyraxiel’s body presses down on me, the heat of him sinking into my skin, stealing the air from my lungs. His hands roam over my sides, firm and sure, like he is memorizing the shape of me for the first and last time. The bond between us hums stronger now, no longer a steady whisper but a deep, hungry growl in my veins.

He watches me for a long moment, his red eyes darkened with something raw and unrestrained. His hand moves to my throat, not squeezing, just resting there, claiming it, feeling the frantic beat of my pulse under his palm.

“You belong to me,” he says, his voice a low rumble that vibrates through my chest.

I can’t breathe, can’t think. I can only feel the weight of him, the heat rolling off him in waves, the way every inch of me aches for more.

He doesn’t wait for permission. He tears the towel from my body, tossing it aside like it was never there. His mouth crashes down against mine, bruising and demanding, stealing the last fragments of thought from my mind.

His hand slides between my thighs, finding the slick heat there, and a low growl rips from his throat. He pushes two fingers inside me without warning, stretching me, filling me in a way that has my back arching off the bed.

I whimper against his mouth, but he doesn’t slow down. He thrusts his fingers into me harder, setting a brutal rhythm that leaves no room for shame or hesitation. His thumb circles my clit with ruthless precision, dragging broken sounds from my throat that I can’t control.

I clutch at his shoulders, digging my nails into his skin, but it only seems to push him further. His teeth scrape along my jaw, down my throat, marking me in ways I know I’ll see later.

When he pulls his fingers free, I cry out at the sudden emptiness, but he is already shifting, already lining himself against me.

He grabs my hips, lifting me slightly, holding me exactly where he wants me. His cock presses against my entrance, thick and hard, and for one suspended breath, he holds there, letting me feel just how much he is about to take.

Then he thrusts into me in one brutal, claiming stroke. The world shatters around me.

I gasp, the stretch burning and perfect, my body struggling to take him, to adjust, but he gives me no time. He pulls back and slams into me again, harder, deeper, forcing me to feel every inch of him.

The bond ignites between us, flaring hot and violent, dragging me under.

He fucks me like he owns me, like he is carving his name into my very soul with every thrust. His hands grip my hips so tightly I know there will be bruises, but I don’t care. I want them. I want everything he is willing to give.

Every thrust knocks the breath from my lungs, the bed creaking under us, the air filled with the sharp sound of skin against skin and the broken cries he rips from me with every brutal stroke.

He buries his face against my neck, biting down hard enough to leave marks, his growl vibrating against my skin.

“You’re mine,” he snarls against my throat. “Say it.”

I can barely form words, lost in the overwhelming pleasure, the heat, the way my body belongs to him completely now. Somehow, I manage to choke out the words he demands, my voice a wrecked whisper.

“I’m yours.”

Something snaps in him at my words. He slams into me harder, faster, chasing his release with a vicious, relentless rhythm that sends me spiraling over the edge. My body tightens around him, pleasure crashing through me so hard I scream, my nails raking down his back.

He follows me a moment later, his body tensing above mine, his cock pulsing deep inside me as he pours himself into me, marking me in every way that matters.

For a long time, neither of us moves. We are tangled together, the bond thrumming so loudly it drowns out everything else.

He doesn’t pull away. He stays buried inside me, his hands still gripping my hips, his forehead pressed against mine, breathing hard.

I lie there beneath him, shattered and remade all at once, knowing there is no part of me he doen’t own now.

And I don’t want it any other way.

I don’t remember when sleep takes me. One moment I am tangled beneath him, the bond humming low and steady between us, and the next, the world blurs into darkness, pulling me under with a warmth I have never known before.

For the first time in what feels like forever, I don’t dream. I drift weightless, wrapped in the lingering heat of him, safe in a way I don’t understand but don’t question.

A hand brushes my shoulder, firm but careful, and a voice pulls me from the edges of sleep.

“Wake up, little one,” Zyraxiel says, his tone rough but laced with something almost soft.

I blink, the room swimming back into focus. He stands over me, already dressed, the red in his eyes burning low and steady.

“I have a gift for you,” he says. The words stir something inside me, some mix of curiosity and unease, but I don’t question him. I push myself upright, my body still sore and heavy from what we shared. He hands me a simple black dress, the fabric soft against my fingers.

I dress quickly, my movements clumsy and slow, and before I can even steady myself, Zyraxiel sweeps me into his arms.

He carries me without effort, cradling me against his chest as he strides out of the room and into the cold, winding corridors beyond.

The air grows heavier the deeper we go, thick with the scent of ash and old blood. The torches flicker lower here, casting long shadows that dance across the cracked stone walls.

He stops before a heavy iron door, darker than the others, the metal twisted and blackened as if it has been scorched by something older than fire itself.

Zyraxiel pushes the door open with a thought, the hinges groaning under the weight of it.

Inside, the cells stretch into darkness. Chains dangle from the walls, and the scent of old pain clings to the air like smoke. The torches here burn low and cold, their flames barely more than dying embers.

He carries me to one cell in particular. There, shackled against the far wall, is a man.

I don’t recognize him at first. The years have been cruel, stripping him of the power he once held over me. His body is gaunt, his skin sallow, his eyes hollowed out by something more than time.

But I know him. I would know him anywhere.

My father. The man who destroyed everything. I feel the air leave my lungs, my body locking up in Zyraxiel’s arms.

He sets me down carefully, keeping one hand on my lower back as if to steady me.

“He’s yours,” Zyraxiel says, his voice low and certain. “You can spend eternity with him. You can torment him, break him, destroy him as slowly as you like.”

I can’t speak. I can barely breathe. Zyraxiel steps in closer, his lips brushing against my ear, his hand splayed wide against my spine.

“You’re linked to me now,” he says. “You can use my power. Focus on him. Feel it. If you want to hurt him, you only have to think it. You can burn him, scald him, tear him apart with nothing but your will.”

The bond between us stirs, thick and heavy, answering his words before I even try. I stare through the bars at the man who once held my life in his bloody hands, feeling the first slow curl of heat rise in my chest.

I don’t move. I don’t speak.

But the bond hums louder, alive with dark promise, and for the first time in my life, the fear in his eyes is for me.

And I’m not afraid anymore.

40 Ending Two Part Five

Haisley

Three Months Later

Things have changed a lot.

The pieces of my human side that once clung stubbornly to me have broken away, crumbling like ash under the weight of this place. I don’t mourn their loss. I welcome it. I no longer feel bad for the souls who stumble blindly into the games. They chose to walk these paths, even if they never understood the price. Their blood, their pain, their terror, none of it touches me anymore.

I do more than just watch now.

I involve myself in the selection, the structuring, the shaping of every cruel test laid before them. I don’t turn away when one of the contestants is brutally murdered. I don’t flinch when someone breaks under the pressure and turns on their own team to survive. Actually, I have changed far more than I thought I would.

Leaning over the dark table carved from living stone, I let my fingers trail across the shimmering images displayed on its surface. Each soul flickers under my touch, fragile and flickering, unaware of how easily I could decide their fate.

I point without hesitation. “Him,” I say, my voice firm as I tap on the image of a man crouching in the corner of his projected cell.

That was one of the first changes I made. I hated the old rules, hated how it had always been women forced into the games. There is more fun, more chaos, more delicious desperation when both men and women are thrown into the pit together. Of course, forcing women to fight men would have been an unfair slaughter, but that was never the point. Survival is about more than fairness here.

Still, they are made to play side by side. To survive, they have to obey the rules. If they falter, the consequences are absolute.

Zyraxiel leans over my shoulder, the heat of him brushing against my skin, and chuckles low in his throat.

“Good choice,” he murmurs, his breath teasing the shell of my ear. He points to another figure glowing on the table. “Her.”

The perfect pair. Or maybe the perfect disaster. It doesn’t really matter how you look at it. Either way, their suffering will feed this place, and feed us.

“Your changes are working well,” Zyraxiel whispers, his voice darker now as his teeth scrape lightly across my neck before biting down just enough to make my heart jump against my ribs.

I smile up at him, tilting my head in silent invitation. “I want to keep him,” I say, my voice softer, more dangerous now, threaded with a hunger that surprises even me.

Zyraxiel’s hand tightens around my hip, the pressure firm enough to leave bruises I will wear like trophies.

“He needs to survive first,” he growls, the sound vibrating through my skin.

I lean forward again, ignoring the way the bond between us thrums harder with every second that passes. I focus on the game below. The arena has already shifted, the stone halls stretching out into a maze that twists and reshapes itself endlessly.

All the pairs have been released now, their instructions simple and brutal. Have sex with each other and be saved, or refuse and face the horrors of the maze for twelve relentless hours.

We’re already in hell, but for them, that maze is something worse. It strips them down to the raw bone of what they are, exposing every crack, every secret fear they thought they could bury.

A lot of the other demons have gathered to watch.

They thought the old games were perfect, a system of easy cruelty. Women broken and claimed, paraded through ritual after ritual, until nothing human remained. They thought that was enough.

This way though? This way, they get more.

More terror.

More blood.

More ruin.

Including men in the games has opened a floodgate of possibilities. Loyalty shatters faster. Violence rises quicker. Love, betrayal, desperation, it all burns hotter when nothing is certain.

My eyes follow the pair Zyraxiel and I chose, watching as they stumble through the first test. It doesn’t take long. Hunger, fear, and the cold bite of survival drive them together. Their hands fumble at clothing, tearing it away as the choice is made for them.

Their clothes fall to the ground, discarded and forgotten, just like every scrap of pride they thought would save them.

I smile, sinking back against Zyraxiel’s side as the games truly begin.

The fabric of their clothing is forgotten in the dust and blood-stained stone. I watch as they hesitate, their bodies trembling with more than cold. Fear clings to them like a second skin, and desperation drives them closer, hands fumbling against each other, movements rough and graceless.

They know the rules. They know what happens if they fail.

Zyraxiel presses closer behind me, his heat seeping through the thin material of my dress, his hand trailing slowly up my side. His touch is casual, but the bond between us hums to life, sharpening every brush of his fingers into something deeper, something darker.

“They’re pathetic,” he says, his voice low against my ear. “But at least they know what they have to do.”

I hum in agreement, my eyes locked on the pair as they finally give in. The woman leans up first, her mouth catching the man’s in a kiss that is nothing more than survival. It is quick, clumsy, but it is enough. They sink to the ground together, bodies tangling, the need to survive stronger than their shame.

Zyraxiel’s hand moves lower, slipping between my thighs without warning. I stiffen for a moment, a gasp caught in my throat, but he only chuckles against my neck.

“Keep watching,” he murmurs. “I want you to see them break.”

Around us, the demons shift, growling and whispering among themselves. Their eyes are greedy, but their presence grates against me, an intrusion I no longer tolerate.

Without looking away from the scene in front of me, I raise my hand and speak, my voice cold and sharp.

“Leave.”

The demons hesitate, unused to being dismissed by this room during the trials. I feel their resentment spike through the room, thick and sour, but none dare disobey. One by one, they slip away into the shadows, their footsteps echoing down the hollow corridors until only silence remains.

Zyraxiel wastes no time.

He lifts me onto the heavy stone table that still glows faintly with the images of the struggling couple below. He pushes my dress up around my hips, baring me to the cold air, and spreads my legs with a roughness that sends heat flooding through me.

“Now,” he growls, his eyes burning into mine. “You’re going to watch them while I fuck you.”

I moan as he thrusts into me without hesitation, stretching me wide, filling me so deeply I can barely breathe. His hands grip my thighs, holding me open, forcing me to stay exposed to the flickering images of the humans desperate for a salvation that will never last.

I try to look away, but Zyraxiel growls low in his throat, his grip tightening.

“Watch,” he demands. “Watch what survival costs.”

I do. I watch as the woman sobs against the man’s chest, as he clutches her too tightly, both of them trying to push through having sex just to survive. It’s raw, but also oddly beautiful. I feel Zyraxiel thrusting into me harder, deeper, dragging me closer to the edge with every brutal snap of his hips.

The bond between us crackles and tightens, feeding every pulse of pleasure back into me, magnifying it until it is all I can feel.

I cling to him, to the table, to the flickering images of survival and surrender, my cries swallowed by the heavy air, my body breaking apart around him.

I know, even as I fall, that I would never trade this power, this darkness, for anything I left behind.

Zyraxiel doesn’t stop when I fall apart around him. He keeps moving, driving himself deeper, pushing me higher until pleasure and pain twist together into something sharper, something heavier than anything I ever felt before.

His mouth finds my throat, biting down just hard enough to make me whimper, his hands leaving bruises against my hips that I know will linger for days. I don’t care. I want the marks. I want to be ruined by him, claimed by him, made into something these broken souls below us could never touch or understand.

When he finally shudders and spills inside me, it feels like the bond itself pulses with it, a heavy beat that drags me under again. I cling to him, panting, the stone cold beneath my back, the heat of him branding my skin.

For a moment, neither of us moves.

The maze below flickers in the low torchlight. The humans cling to each other, trembling and lost, too stupid to know their brief victory means nothing at all.

Zyraxiel pulls back, his body still pressed against mine, his hand curling around the back of my neck as he stares down at the images.

“They think they’ve won,” he murmurs, his voice thick with amusement.

I lift my head slowly, my muscles aching, but the fire inside me still burning bright. I follow his gaze to the pair huddled together on the ground, their bodies bare, their faces pressed into each other’s shoulders like they could hide from what is coming.

“They have no idea what’s next,” I whisper, a smile curving my lips.

Zyraxiel chuckles, low and satisfied, and steps back just enough to let me sit up.

I push my hair out of my face, the strands sticking to my damp skin. Zyraxiel grips my chin roughly, forcing me to meet his burning gaze. His thumb brushes across my lower lip before he leans down and bites it, hard enough to draw a gasp from me.

“You, my claim, my perfect little toy,” he says, his voice low and filled with something dangerously close to admiration, “are quite possibly worse than me.” His mouth curves into a sharp smile. “Which I do fucking love.”

I shrug slightly, not pretending to be anything other than what I have become. I lean into him, savoring the weight of his body against mine.

“I just like the game,” I say, my voice soft but certain.

His fingers tighten on my chin for a moment before he releases me, tilting his head slightly as if considering me from a new angle.

“You like making them create bonds just to tear them apart. Is that your plan this time?”

Glancing back at the images flickering across the table, I watch the pair still clinging to each other as if they can hold back the inevitable. I let the question settle between us before I nod, slow and deliberate.

“Yes,” I say. “Let them stay together. Let them believe they have found something real. Let them fall for each other, thinking they have nothing left in the world but each other. Then, when they are certain of it, when they are convinced they have won, give them a choice.” I lean closer to the glowing images, my breath fogging the surface. “Only one can survive.”

Zyraxiel throws his head back and laughs, the sound echoing off the stone walls like a promise. He grabs me and pulls me into his arms, crushing me against him.

“You are a very evil woman,” he growls against my throat before biting down, hard enough to leave a mark. “Which is exactly why I chose you. It’s how I knew you would be perfect.”

I smile against his mouth, feeling the dark heat between us crackle and hum, a living thing that feeds off every broken soul we destroy together.

“Perfection doesn’t exist,” I murmur, my voice steady. “I’m broken. I’m tormented, and I’m everything that should have been lost.” I point to where the couple glows brighter on the table, their futures tied together so tightly that the unraveling will tear them both apart. “But this is my game. And not many win.”

There have been so many games before this one, each more brutal and intricate than the last. Zyraxiel has claimed a few women along the way, and I have claimed a few men. We don’t touch them ourselves. We don’t need to. We keep them instead, like trophies, like reminders of what power truly is.

We make them act, perform, have sex with each other and fall apart for us. We make them tear themselves open while we watch from our throne above the ruins. Their bodies become instruments of survival, their wills broken without a single touch.

The demons have learned from us. They have realized that true power doesn’t come from simple violence or forced submission.

True power comes when a soul breaks itself willingly, when fear and love twist together until there is nothing left but dust and regret.

Power is something I hold now. It breathes inside me, coils through every thought, every movement, every choice I make.

And with Zyraxiel by my side, steady and unbreakable, I am turning this world into something new.

Something cruel.

Something that will never belong to the humans again.

It belongs to me.