Chapter 11
Zarek stood still for a few moments, his expression blank as his bright blue eyes stared back at me.
Then he turned and left, leaving me there standing with Vii.
I stared at his retreating figure as he disappeared inside a pod-shaped elevator and ascended to a higher floor without so much as looking back at me.
โWell,โ Vii said brightly beside me, โthat was a warm hello.โ
I turned to look at her. โIs that normal?โ
โFor him?โ She tilted her head and looked thoughtful for a moment. โNo.โ
โWhat do you mean, no?โ I asked.
Vii began walking further into the entrance hall, clearly expecting me to follow. I did.
โIt is highly unusual for him to personally greet anyone who enters his residence,โ she explained.
โNot even other aliens?โ I asked as I scurried to catch up to her.
She stopped mid-walk and turned to look at me. โAliens? Is that what you call us?โ
I crossed my arms. โAnd?โ
She cocked an eyebrow at me. โWe are called Valtheri. Weโre an ancient species who have been around for thousands of years-much longer than humans.โ
I laughed. โI donโt actually give a fuck.โ
I turned and spat on the ground at my feet. โIโll call you whatever the hell I want to.โ
She stared at me blankly for a few moments and then smiled brightly. โOkay then. Now, letโs find your room.โ
We began walking again, and I followed after her.
โDoes Vera live here?โ I asked. I wasnโt sure why I had, but I did.
Viiโs eyes flickered with amusement as she looked over at me. โShe has her own wing, which is part of our tradition when two Valtheri are bonding.โ
โBonding?โ I repeated. We were now entering a new wing.
โYes. You humans call it marriage. For royal Valtheri, it has less to do withโฆlove. Itโs more about political alignment. Bloodline preservation. Royal stuff.โ She waved her hand dismissively. โThey are to be bonded soon-which is probably why Zarek suddenly decided to breed with a human. Perhaps he wants a baby for him and Vera.โ
Vii was now leading me down a long corridor lined with tall windows. I could see the city below us. The curves of the buildings. Their smooth textures glinting back at me.
โYou will find this residence very safe,โ she said. โNo guard will dare touch you. In fact, I canโt believe anyone thought theyโd get away with putting their hands on you. Itโs a death sentence.โ
โThatโs reassuring,โ I sighed.
She glanced at me, her purple eyes glowing slightly. โHe was furious.โ
I looked over at her. โAbout the guard?โ
โYes,โ she said evenly.
โHow furious?โ I asked.
Vii paused, chewing at her bottom lip before speaking. โLet us just say the guard will not be stationed anywhere near the capital again.โ
My stomach turned slightly.
โHe didnโt have to move me here,โ I said. โHe couldโve just punished the guard.โ
โHe did punish the guard,โ Vii replied, her voice dropping slightly.
I blinked. โWhat did he do?โ
Vii smiled politely. โYou do not want to know.โ
She was wrong. I did want to know.
We reached a balcony that overlooked the interior of the palace. I could see multiple levels below. This place was enormous.
โHe has all of this,โ I said quietly. โAnd he still has to board breeding ships to find a human to impregnate. Because this is not enough.โ
Viiโs expression changed slightly. โHe wasnโt on that ship to find a human. He was just tagging along, as the ship was headed somewhere he needed to go.โ
โSo why the hell did he choose me, then?โ I asked.
She shrugged. โI have no idea. But it was all a coincidence.โ
โWhy am I here now?โ I asked. โIf he took care of that guard, then the problem is solved. His human is still in good condition for breeding.โ
She shrugged. โI have no idea. It is odd behavior. He does not allow variables near him.โ
โA variable?โ I squinted at her.
โYes.โ She smiled. โHe does not allow distractions around him-or anything that interferes with his work. This is out of character.โ
I sighed as we continued to walk, tears forming in my eyes.
โAre you thinking about Earth?โ she asked quietly.
I nodded.
Vii was silent for a moment.
โYou should not assume your future has been decided yet,โ she added carefully.
She stopped walking and gestured toward a door. โCome. I will show you your room.โ
The wing I had been placed in was larger than my entire home back on Earth. The floors were smooth and sleek; the veins that ran through the metal-like surface glowed a faint blue. The ceilings arched high above me, carved with intricate patterns and unfamiliar symbols.
I had been given clothing that adjusted to temperature automatically. It was meant to warm my body when I stepped outside. It was made of a black, stretchy material that molded to the shape of my body. The boots no longer required metal cuffs; they were built with anti-gravity stabilizers already integrated.
A tray of food appeared outside my door three times a day, delivered by a floating drone that couldnโt even be bothered to beep at me. Strange fruits appeared-ones I had never seen before. Even the drinks were odd. They were crystal clear but tasted sweet.
Guards were located around every corner. Servants bustled around, casting odd looks at me from time to time.
No one spoke to me.
No one stopped me from wandering either.
Why would they? I was a weak human.
I had grown restless and decided to leave my room and try to find something to entertain myself.
I walked for what felt like hours, past several guards and drones. I soon found a corridor with tall windows. I peered outside and held my breath.
It was beautiful.
I had to admit it.
The spheres built onto the tops of the buildings, the tall shining spires. The moons that seemed to hang in the sky-no matter what time of day it was.
I turned a corner I hadnโt taken before, and the hallways began to narrow. The lighting was softer now and less harsh than in the other areas.
A pair of guards stood at the end of the corridor-their bodies large and wide. They stood in perfect formation, their eyes cast forward.
I came to a stop in front of them.
One of them looked down at me. โThis wing is restricted.โ
โOh,โ I said lightly. โI didnโt know.โ
โLeave now,โ he said sternly.
That irritated me.
โSure, Iโll go back to my prison then,โ I scoffed.
Before he could respond, the doors behind him slid open.
And there he wasโฆ
Zarek.
He stepped through the threshold wearing something far more formal than I had ever seen him in before. He wore a black shirt and pants with thin glowing lines that ran from shoulder to wrist. He also wore a long black mantle with shoulders that pointed outward at the ends.
A crown rested on his head. It was made of woven silver with blue gems embedded in its grooves.
Behind him, several aliens sat around a large, oval table.
The guards moved aside immediately.
I froze.
Zarekโs eyes fell to mine. His expression was hard and serious.
โLeave us,โ he said calmly, looking over his shoulder at the aliens seated at the table.
They hesitated for a moment. Of course they did. Their king wanted alone time with a human.
But they obeyed, bowing their heads and walking from the room. As they passed me, their faces were full of hatred, confusion, or pure curiosity.
โCome,โ he waved at me.
I followed him into the room.
The doors shut behind us.
โYou are not permitted in this wing,โ he said, turning and then looking down at me, his brows scrunched together.
I folded my arms. โThen maybe your prison shouldnโt be built like a maze.โ
One of his brows lifted slightly, as if he were amused.
โYou were escorted here for your protection,โ he continued. โNot for exploration.โ
He was beautiful, with his chiselled jaw and perfect lips. I pushed the thought away. He stepped closer to me, and I felt his presence. It was overwhelming, the way he towered over me.
โYou could have just kept me in a cell,โ I muttered.
His expression grew stormy. He had not liked that.
โYou are not a prisoner,โ he said between clenched teeth.
โThen what am I?โ I asked.
The room fell silent.
His eyes flickered along the features of my face. They stopped for a few moments on my lips and then made their way back to my eyes.
โYou are under my protection,โ he said.
โAh, yes,โ I grunted. โMy kidnapper needs to keep me safe. Makes total sense.โ
He stared at me but didnโt speak.
Behind him, I could see the table that the other aliens had been sitting at. It was made of black glass with holographic projections hovering above it. I could see rotating solar system maps.
He turned to see what I was looking at.
โThis wing governs the planet,โ he said.
Then he looked back down at me. He reached out and cupped my chin in his hand. I sucked in my breath at the unexpected contact. His hand felt cold-yet comforting against my skin.
He tilted his head at me. โAre you okay here? At the palace?โ
Before I could respond, I heard footsteps approaching.
Zarekโs posture changed instantly, and he quickly pulled his hand away.
The door behind me opened again.
I turned to see a male alien appear in the doorway. โYour Majesty, the council is waiting.โ
He did not look at the alien; instead, his eyes remained on me.
โReturn to your wing, Fenn,โ he said quietly.
I tilted my chin up. โAm I free to walk there?โ
I saw the corners of his mouth twitch as he restrained a smile. โYes.โ
The advisor cleared his throat, and Zarek turned away from me.
I cast one more look in his direction, then left the room.
Chapter 12
I told myself I wouldnโt wander again. I lasted two days.
No one stopped me from walking, though. Guards stood at a distance, their expressions blank, only interfering if I got too close to the exits. They had already grown tired of reminding me that I was not permitted to wander around. Direct orders from the king.
But they never physically tried to stop me.
I was sure that they had already told Zarek I had broken his rule. Surely, heโd have me locked up soon.
It was a strange kind of captivity because everything made me curious. Everything seemed so brand-new.
The corridors curved instead of running straight, unlike my home back on Earth. The walls curved inward instead of standing flat. The floors were metallic instead of wood or tile.
I turned a new corner and saw what looked like a garden. I walked through its open archway.
The garden was full of crystalline plants, their stems partially transparent. I could see their blue veins glowing and pulsing as I wandered inside.
I stepped closer, curiosity overtaking me.
I reached out toward one of the plants.
โDonโt.โ
I jerked my hand back.
A young Valtheri girl stood several feet away, clutching a stack of boxes in her arms. She looked young-a teenager, maybe. Her ears were longer and thinner than most Iโd seen, and her eyes glowed a bright white. Her appearance was not like the other aliens.
โTheyโre reactive,โ she added quickly. โThey shock you when you touch them.โ
โThanks,โ I said.
She stared back at me.
โWhat?โ I asked.
โYouโre smaller than I expected,โ she said, eyeing me from head to toe.
I blinked. โHuh?โ
โEveryone keeps saying we need to be careful if we see you,โ she continued matter-of-factly.
I crossed my arms. โWho are you?โ
โOh!โ She shifted the boxes in her hands. โIโm Alenya. Iโm in training.โ
โTraining?โ I said. โFor what?โ
โEverything,โ she said proudly. โGovernance, diplomacy-all that boring stuff.โ
โYouโre royalty or something?โ I asked.
She shrugged. โDistant. Very distant. But enough to be allowed to live here.โ
She stepped closer to me, peering at my face like Vii did when she met me.
โYou donโt glow,โ she murmured.
โSorry to disappoint,โ I cackled.
โYou lookโฆ weird.โ She squinted at me.
She circled me. โYou stand differently, too.โ
I rolled my eyes. โBecause of my leg?โ
โYes. Itโs inefficient,โ she said flatly, as if she had not insulted me.
โUmโฆ thanks,โ I said.
She continued to stare at my leg. โYou know youโve caused three council disputes already? Since you arrived?โ
My stomach dropped. โWhat do you mean?โ
She looked back at me. โVeraโs family is super angry. The king never consulted her before breeding with you. There have also been disputes about whether or not the breeding program is ethical. Now that the king has taken personal interest in breeding with you, it has been seen as a sign that the king supports the program.โ
I stared at her. โAre you saying that some aliens donโt support the breeding program?โ
She laughed. โWe are called Valtheri. Not aliens.โ
I glared at her.
Then she replied, โIt is true. Not all Valtheri support the breeding program. But I guess the king does. Itโs caused someโฆ issues.โ
Silence settled between us. It was hard to comprehend that there were aliens who thought I should be allowed to stay at home-on Earth.
โThe council,โ she said, breaking the silence, โwas also upset that he cancelled a meeting to arrange your transport here.โ
I shrugged. โWhy would that matter? People cancel meetings all the time.โ
She smiled. โBecause he doesnโt change his schedule. Ever.โ
โHe probably just doesnโt like guards hitting his livestock,โ I muttered.
She rocked back on her heels and sighed. โHe smells amazing.โ
I cocked an eyebrow at her. โWhat?โ
โValtheri scent shifts when weโre attached to something,โ she said, her eyes lighting up.
Right. She was a teenager with a crush.
Before I could answer, she looked over her shoulder. โPerfect timing.โ
I turned to see what she was looking at.
Zarek stood at the entrance of the garden. Watching. In total silence. His arms were folded across his chest.
Alenya straightened her posture. โYour Majesty!โ she said enthusiastically with a bow. โWe were just discussing the plants.โ
His eyes narrowed slightly. โWere you?โ
โYes,โ she grinned, clasping her hands together. โI was explaining that-โ
โThat will be enough, Alenya,โ he said, his voice heavy and commanding.
She immediately shut her mouth. Then she nodded at me and slipped past him, leaving us alone.
Zarekโs gaze turned to me.
โYou wandered again,โ he said.
I shrugged. โSo what?โ
A flicker of amusement crossed his face before disappearing.
โCome,โ he said.
I hesitated but then followed him.
Zarek brought me into a curved chamber lined with floating panels and holograms. It looked like it was some sort of library. He walked up to one of the panels and motioned for me to approach. When I grew near, the panels shifted, symbols rearranging until they displayed English.
A three-dimensional model of the alien planet projected between us. I could see routes and grids scattered across it.
โWhat is this about?โ I asked as I peered at it.
โYou are not forbidden from learning, Fenn,โ he said calmly.
He stood next to me, tapping at the panel.
โWhy donโt you end the breeding program?โ I asked. The words fell from my mouth before I could stop them.
โYou believe it is that simple?โ he said, not looking away from the panel.
โYouโre the king,โ I said with a shrug.
โAnd?โ
โSo, end it,โ I said flatly.
โNo,โ he replied.
I felt my stomach sink. I wasnโt sure why. Maybe, for some twisted reason, I thought he wasโฆ different. What had I been thinking?
Idiot.
โThe Valtheri population is declining,โ he continued. โBirth rates have fallen drastically.โ
โAnd humans fix that,โ I sighed.
โThey do,โ he said, now turning back to me.
โSo ,weโre stuck being incubators,โ I said, a feeling of defeat washing over me.
โThat is not how I see you.โ His voice dropped. It was softer now. Gentler.
โHow do you see me?โ I said. But my voice broke as I spoke.
He stepped closer. โYou areโฆ incredibly disruptiveโฆ and defiant.โ
I rolled my eyes at him. โThatโs not very nice.โ
โIt was not meant to be,โ he said with a small smile.
I swallowed. โWhat if Iโm not fertile after all? Those machines of yours arenโt always accurate.โ
His eyes narrowed. โIf a human is deemed incompatible, she is returned to her colony.โ
I blinked. โReturned? Like straight away?โ
โYes.โ He nodded, stepping closer toward me. His eyes travelled up and down my face. They began to glow softly-like they always did in moments like this.
โI need to go. I have a council session,โ he said.
But he didnโt move.
The holographic projection between us continued to rotate slowly. It lit up his face, casting shadows along its perfect edges. I noticed that the blue patterns along the sides of his face were now glowing too.
He was far too close.
โDid you cancel a council meeting because of me?โ I asked.
His jaw went rigid. โYou listen to palace gossip now?โ
โI listen when teenagers tell me Iโve destabilized your world,โ I shrugged.
He sighed. โYou have not destabilized anything.โ
โIs Alenya wrong?โ I said, my voice almost a whisper.
He didnโt answer. Instead, his eyes fell to my mouth.
It happened slowly.
The space between us shrank, but I wasnโt the one moving.
โYou should not concern yourself with Valtheri matters,โ he said quietly.
He moved his hand, so it came to rest against my jaw. His thumb brushed along my cheekbone, down toward the corner of my mouth.
My body betrayed me instantly. God, I was a fool. My pulse was spiking, and I felt my breathing quicken. It was like he touched me, and my body reacted by falling apart.
โWhy am I here?โ I said.
โYou think I do not ask myself the same question?โ he murmured.
He leaned closer.
Close enough that I could feel his breath against my lips. Then his fingers slid beneath my chin, tilting my face up toward his.
I should have stepped back.
But I didnโt.
His eyes changed; they were no longer glowing brightly. Instead, they dimmed to a deep, dark blue.
โIf I let you go,โ he said quietly, โwould you still hate me?โ
โI donโt hate you,โ I breathed, despite the insanity of my words.
His gaze dropped fully to my mouth as his thumb brushed across my lower lip.
My body leaned forward before my brain could stop it.
The glow beneath his skin intensified.
And then-
A sharp chime echoed through the library.
Zarekโs eyes flicked toward the door and then back to me.
He stepped back quickly, returning to his typical cold composure.
โYou have full access to the library now,โ he said quietly. โNot that it matters whether or not I give you permission.โ
I blinked, still trying to collect myself.
โIt should keep you entertained,โ he said flatly.
He walked toward the exit and disappeared.
Chapter 13
The next morning, a chime sounded, pulling me away from my dreams.
Iโd been dreaming of home.
Of my sisterโs face as I walked onto the alienโs ship.
I sighed and rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling for a moment.
Great. I was back to reality.
Back to remembering that I had been kidnapped by aliens and was now living in the alien kingโs castle.
The door slid open before I could even sit up.
Vii stepped inside, her purple eyes glowing softly. She was as beautiful as ever, dressed in her bright white lab coat, her long ears adorned with several silver charms.
โGood morning!โ she said with a wide smile.
I groaned and dragged myself upright.
She ignored my annoyed expression and clasped her hands together. โPlease follow me.โ
I sighed. โWhy?โ
โJust a routine exam,โ she said quickly-too quickly. What was she up to?
I swung my legs over the edge of the bed and stood slowly. My prosthetic landing against the floor with a heavy thud.
Viiโs eyes immediately dropped to it, and she wrinkled her nose.
โWhat?โ I snapped.
โNothing,โ she said quickly.
โIt works,โ I said, motioning towards it.
โBarely.โ She chuckled, motioning for me to follow her.
โMy dad built it,โ I said, my eyes flashing daggers at her.
She glanced up at me, clearly realizing she had said the wrong thing.
โWellโฆ he did his best with what he had,โ she said softly. โI didnโt mean to-โ
โJust stop,โ I hissed. โAlso-I need to brush my hair and teeth. And change.โ
โOh, of course,โ she said gently. โIโll wait in the hall.โ
She left, and I pulled on a long black tunic dress. I brushed my teeth and hair, styling it into two space buns. Then I met Vii in the hallway.
I followed her through the palace corridors, still half asleep as she waffled on about random things that I did not care about.
Eventually, we reached a room I had never seen before.
Inside was a medical lab of some sort. It was sleek and full of equipment that looked foreign and odd. Longer and larger than standard human medical equipment.
I stepped towards a table at the center of the room. I blinked when my eyes landed on the object that sat in the middle of it.
It wasโฆa leg.
I froze.
โWhat the hell is that?โ I asked slowly.
Vii grinned and picked it up, waving it around like a madwoman.
โThis,โ she said proudly, โis yours, Fenn.โ
I stared at her in disbelief.
โNo, it isnโt,โ I managed to croak.
It looked like a real leg.
No loose bits of metal protruding from the sides.
No rust.
It was a smooth, flesh-covered leg.
I walked closer, and she held it out towards me. I examined it more closely. Even the toes were realistic.
โWhatโฆ is it made of?โ I asked softly.
โSynthetic tissue grown over a neural network that I built underneath,โ she explained. โIt responds to nerve signals from your brain-just like a real one.โ
โYou meanโฆ it would move like a real leg?โ I gasped.
โYes.โ She smiled. โJust like your other leg. It will happen naturally, subconsciously.โ
โDoes it feel like a real one?โ I whispered.
She nodded. โTouch it.โ
I stared at it for a few moments and then reached out, my fingertips brushing against it. She was rightโฆit felt like real skin.
For a moment, I couldnโt speak.
My father had spent years trying to fix the piece of junk I wore now. It had always been too heavy and shorter than my other leg. It had felt clumsy, and it had caused me to limp.
But thisโฆ
This looked perfect.
I turned towards her.
โWhy?โ I asked.
Vii shrugged. โBecause you needed it.โ
โThatโs not true,โ I said sternly. โIโm a human. No one gives a shit about me. Why would you make a human-like leg? You help other aliens. Not us.โ
She froze in place and then sighed before gently setting it back onto the table.
โIt was a direct order,โ she said slowly.
My stomach tightened. โFrom who?โ
But I already knew the answer.
โThe king,โ she replied.
โHe arranged this?โ I whispered.
She shook her head.
โWhy?โ I said, peering over at it.
Vii shrugged. โYou would have to ask him that.โ
โBut it requires surgery,โ she said quickly. โIt will need to be connected to your nervous system. That requires a procedure.โ
โTell me more,โ I said, urgency in my voice. It was almost too good to be true. I didnโt care why it was happening-but I wanted a life-like leg.
โThe surgery itself is short, and then youโll need to recover for a few days,โ she said.
โOnly a few days?โ
โYouโll need to learn how to walk again,โ she said. โYou will need some help. But eventually your nervous system will begin to recognize it and youโll simplyโฆ walk.โ
โYou donโt have to accept it,โ she said. โZarek said I needed to make that part clear. We will-โ
โDo it,โ I cut her off. โWhen can we get started?โ
Vii squealed like a schoolgirl. โWonderful! Iโve always wanted to perform human neural integration surgery.โ
My eyes widened. โYouโve never done this before?โ
โNot on a human,โ she said brightly.
I groaned. โOh God.โ
She laughed, โRelax. I studied it extensively.โ
That didnโt make me feel better.
Vii had insisted the surgery would not take place until later that afternoon so she could prep.
โYour body will respond better if you have rested,โ she had said. โSo stay in your room until then.โ
So I left and went back to my room.
I stepped inside and smiled as the door slid shut behind me.
I walked over to the bed and sat down heavily, staring down at the metal prosthetic attached to my leg.
The old thing had been with me for years.
My father had found it in a scrap yard near the colony perimeter. It had already been broken when he brought it home.
Heโd spent months trying to fix it. None of it had ever fit quite right, but at least Iโd been able to wobble around. Just as I was beginning to picture my fatherโs face, I saw a sudden movement in the corner of my eye.
A shadow shifted near the far wall.
I shrieked. โFuck!โ
Zarek stepped out from around the corner.
โWhat the hell is wrong with you?โ I snapped, trying to catch my breath.
God, he looked perfect. His smooth skin, his perfectly chiseled jawline. His brown curls were neatly styled as always, and he wore a more casual outfit than usual-a simple black shirt and pants. He seemedโฆ almost human.
His bright blue eyes moved slowly down to my leg.
โI was told you met with Doctor Vii,โ he said flatly.
Before I could respond, he stepped closer.
โWill you proceed with the surgery?โ he asked.
I nodded, but I knew my face showed fear. I couldn’t help it.
He studied me carefully. โYou are uncertain?โ
โWell, forgive me if letting aliens rewire my nervous system isnโt exactly comforting,โ I muttered.
I saw the familiar twitch at the corners of his lips as he held back a smile. โIt will improve your quality of life.โ
Without waiting for me to respond, he knelt in front of me.
I felt my body tense instinctively. His large hands reached toward the metal brace attached to my thigh, the one that held the leg in place. I shifted away from him almost instantly, and his hands froze in mid-motion.
โRemove it,โ he said quietly.
My stomach dropped. โNo.โ
He looked up. โWhy?โ
โBecause,โ I said, eyes sharp, โI donโt exactly enjoy showing people the stump of my leg.โ
His expression didnโt change, โFenn.โ
I looked away and crossed my arms over my chest.
He reached for the straps anyway.
โWait,โ I said, turning back towards him.
But he didnโt stop. He was lifting the end of my tunic dress, slowly revealing the prosthetic. I felt warmth spread throughout my core as goosebumps littered my skin.
Why did I feel this way when an alien touched me?
His voice was gentle. โI want to see the damage it has caused.โ
His hands moved slowly to the buckles that held the prosthetic in place. I felt his fingers brush my skin as he tugged on the metal clasps. It sent a shockwave along my spine.
They clicked open one by one.
It always felt humiliating to do this in front of someone. I hated it.
When the final strap came loose, the weight of the prosthetic shifted.
Zarek caught it before it fell. He slid it gently away from my leg and set it aside.
I felt cool air brushing against my exposed skin.
I swallowed before making myself look. I hated looking. Every time I did, the damage was even worse. The area where my leg ended was covered in scar tissue.
Years of friction had left the skin rough and uneven. Fresh red marks ran along the edges where the prosthetic had rubbed against my skin over the past few days as I had wandered around the palace.
Zarek didnโt say anything. He simplyโฆ examined it. Then his hand shifted, and he was now touching the skin just above the scars.
I flinched at the contact.
โDoes it hurt?โ he asked quietly.
โSometimes.โ I shrugged. I swallowed, attempting to ignore the tingling sensation that he seemed to be sending straight to my-
Donโt go there, Fenn. He is an alien.
His fingers moved lower, tracing the edge where my skin met the scar tissue.
I winced.
His jaw tightened slightly as the glowing markings along his cheekbones brightened.
โA proper prosthetic would have never done this,โ he said softly.
โIt was that or crawling everywhere,โ I shrugged.
His hand moved again, more carefully this time, now moving to the center where the swelling and pain was the worst.
โYour father built this?โ he asked, his thumb skimming along the top as I winced again. He stopped instantly, his finger frozen in place.
โYes,โ I replied.
โHe cared for you,โ he said.
Then he pulled away and his eyes flickered up to meet mine.
โYou will not need it anymore,โ he said.
I swallowed. โThank you.โ
For a moment, the air between us went still.
Then he stood to his feet.
โYou should rest before the surgery,โ he said.
He picked up the prosthetic and placed it next to me on the bed.
He turned toward the door. Then paused.
Without looking back, he said quietly, โYou deserve better.โ
Then he left.
And for some reasonโฆ
I began to sob.
Chapter 14
Something beeped next to me. Loud and piercing.
The sound dragged me slowly out of the darkness.
I blinked, but my eyelids were heavy. I willed myself to open them. I moaned, and my lids finally separated.
I was immediately greeted by a bright light shining in my face.
What the hell was going on?
I groaned softly.
โYouโre awake!โ a voice chirped.
A pair of purple eyes were now glowing above me.
Oh, thatโs right.
My leg surgery.
Viiโs face hovered directly over mine, upside down from my perspective.
โWelcome back!โ she grinned, clasping her hands together.
I squinted at her. โPlease stop talking.โ
Vii gasped. โI just gave you a leg, and that is the first thing you say to me?โ
I coughed. My throat felt like sandpaper.
โThirsty,โ I croaked desperately. โPlease.โ
โComing right up!โ she smiled. โYou must be parched!โ
She darted away and soon returned with a glass of strange liquidโsome sort of yellow substance I had never seen before. It was thick and gel-like.
I moaned and attempted to slowly push myself up on my elbows and sit upright. But instantly the room spun, and a sharp pain radiated through my skull. I winced.
โEasy!โ Vii said quickly, gently pushing me back down. โYour nervous system is still adjusting.โ
She popped a straw into the glass and held the end of it to my lips. The liquid tasted slightly sourโnothing like water. I gagged and spat it out.
โWhat the hell is that?โ I gasped.
โItโs a solution that completely hydrates the body within a few minutes after only a few sips,โ she said, patting my head as if I were a small child.
My head was slowly beginning to clear. She held the straw back to my lips, and I winced as I took three long sips.
โYou can try to sit up again,โ Vii smiled. โLet me adjust the bed.โ
She tapped a nearby control panel, and I felt the bed shifting upward. It moved until I was sitting in a fully upright position.
I looked down immediately. My leg was covered with a thick white blanket. Vii was bouncing on her heels as she watched me.
โGo on,โ she whispered. โHave a look. Itโs already healing.โ
I swallowed and took a deep breath. Then I removed the blanket.
Two legs.
I had two legs.
I shook my head. โHowโฆ?โ
They looked identical. Same skin tone. Same shape. Same length. No more rusty jagged edges, nor any limp.
Justโฆ legs.
I stared at them in disbelief.
Vii was spinning in circles, her arms in the air. She came to a stop and looked at me.
โWell?โ she asked. โWhat do you think? Arenโt they beautiful?โ
I tried to move the legโto bend my knee and wiggle my toes.
A strange sensation shot through my body and I cried out. It felt like electricity running through my nerves.
โYouโll get accustomed to it, and the nerve sensations will go away,โ Vii said matter-of-factly. โGo on, touch it.โ
I touched it carefully with my hands, running my fingertips along the surface. The flesh felt realโand warm.
โHoly shit,โ I whispered. โI can feel it when I touch it.โ
Vii sighed. โIt works! Thank goodness!โ
Tears burned in my eyes before I could stop them.
โTry a bit of movement, but donโt push it,โ she nodded. โGo ahead.โ
I willed myself to wiggle my toes. I watched as my big toe twitched slightly.
I gasped. โI can move it.โ
I swung my legs carefully toward the edge of the bed.
Viiโs eyes widened. โOh no. Absolutely not. No standing yet!โ
She rushed to my side and carefully pulled my leg back onto the bed.
I sighed and leaned back. โFine.โ
โNow all you need to do is rest,โ she said politely. โIโll let Zarek know youโre all done.โ
She pulled the blanket back over me and then held up a small, transparent oval-shaped object with a pointed end.
โHe came and checked on you three times. It was slightly annoying.โ
โWhat?โ I asked, but my eyes were on the object in her hand.
โHe wanted to make sure it was successful,โ she said lightly, now filling the glass oval with a green, unfamiliar liquid.
โWhat is that?โ I asked.
โDonโt worry,โ she smiled. โItโs like an injectionโbut using alien tech, so itโs not painful. This is to reduce swelling and to knock you out a bit while you heal.โ
Before I could ask any questions, she was at my side, pressing the sharp end of the object into my arm.
โHeyโโ I began to protest.
โSweet dreams,โ Vii said softly.
The world went dark.
Moments later, I had drifted somewhere between sleep and consciousness.
I was half dreaming, half aware. My mind had taken me home.
The colony looked smaller in my memory than it ever had in real life. But the smell was the sameโdust, metal, and burning fuel.
I could see my sister running ahead of me, her hair whipping around her face as she ran.
โFenn! Hurry up!โ
I followed her, but it felt different.
I felt lighter.
I looked down.
Two legs.
Two real legs.
I smiled and cheered, racing after her. But then the sound of voices and machinery beeping, began to pull me from my dream, bringing me back into the present.
โโฆthe leg is stable.โ
โExcellent. I expected you to do this right. Thank you.โ
โHer body accepted the neural system better than I expected, to be honest. The damage from her old prosthetic concerned me.โ
I felt something cool press against my arm.
โWhat are you giving her?โ
โAnother dose to keep her asleep. The pain will kick in, and it wonโt be fun.โ
Darkness consumed me again.
The lights above my bed had dimmed to a soft glow. I moaned and began blinking, forcing my eyes to open. I immediately sensed a presence nearbyโand it wasnโt Vii.
A tall figure stood beside the bed. Broad shoulders. Dark clothing. Blue glowing markings along his cheekbones.
Zarek.
โH-hโฆgur,โ I mumbled something incoherent.
My voice was slow and slurred, as if it weren’t aligned to my brainwaves. Zarek edged closer and then looked down at me.
โRest,โ he said gently. Just the sight of him somehow managed to make the machines attached to me, begin beeping. Maybe it was my heart rate monitor.
I moaned again. โYouโreโฆ blurry.โ
โThat would be the medication,โ he said calmly.
I felt something on my cheek, as if he were running his finger along the side of my face.
โOh,โ I managed to croak.
He didnโt respond. He simply continued to stare down at me, his fingers caressing my face.
โWhy are you here?โ I asked between blinks.
โTo ensure the procedure was successful,โ he said evenly, as if it were normal for an alien king to check on his breeding slave after her leg surgery.
โThatโs not true,โ I murmured.
He tilted his head slightly, a small smile at the corner of his lips. โNo?โ
I shook my head. โYou came to see me.โ
The words slipped out before my brain could filter them. But in my groggy state, I still hadnโt registered what I had said.
โGo back to sleep,โ he said finally.
My eyelids drooped again but I fought against it. I wanted to see him. To speak to him. I wanted him to stay with me.
โCome closer,โ I whispered hoarsely.
He didnโt move at first. โWhy?โ
โBecause,โ I murmured, my voice barely audible, โI need to tell you something really imโฆimโฆimportant.โ
For a moment he just watched me, one eyebrow raised in confusion. Then he leaned down slightly, bringing his face closer to mine.
โBetter?โ he asked.
โMm,โ I murmured.
I studied his face. His glowing eyes and perfect lips. The curve of his jaw. His annoyingly beautiful alien features.
Then, without thinking, I reached up and wrapped my hands around his neck. Zarek froze instantly, his skin cool beneath my warm fingers.
I tugged him closer.
He didnโt resist.
And kissed him.
Not in an elegant or graceful sort of way. Noโof course not.
No. It was uncoordinated and awkward.
My lips smashed into hisโand they stayed there.
For a moment he remained frozen. But then something changed. He shifted slightly, causing our lips to fall into perfect alignment. His mouth soon began caressing mine.
Before I knew it, our mouths were open and his tongue was exploring mine. My hands were in his hair, gently grasping onto two fistfuls as the kiss deepened. His hands were cupping the sides of my face.
It was like an explosion of electricity.
Something was happening.
I didnโt know whatโbut it was something.
A pull.
A very heavy one.
I felt my body begging for his, aching and pleading. Like an invisible thread I could now feel. A thread that I knew had always been there, but now it had awakened. He was moaning against my mouth, his hands still caressing my face.
It was perfect.
Perfect chaos.
Then it ended just as quickly as it had begun. He pulled back with my hand still resting against his cheek.
โHuh,โ I murmured sleepily. I could still feel it tugging at me. The invisible thread. The deep desire for him to stay near me.
The markings on his face were glowing brighter than ever. So bright that I squinted as I looked up at him.
โWhat was that?โ I asked, now half-conscious. “What’s happening?”
Then my eyes slid shut again.
And the world faded back into darkness.
Chapter 15
Mika was still staring at my leg like it might suddenly detach and crawl away on its own.
โI still canโt believe this,โ she muttered. โYouโre likeโฆ fixed. Iโve never seen you with anything other than that hunk of metal.โ
โNeither can I,โ I smiled, running my fingers along the top of it. It filled me with happiness when I could feel myself touching it.
She leaned back in her chair, rubbing the side of her stomach. It was beginning to protrude. She looked like she was three months pregnantโnot one month.
For a moment, neither of us spoke. But I needed to speak to someone. Anyone.
โSo,โ I said slowly. โSomething happened.โ
She tilted her head at me and cocked an eyebrow. โTell me.โ
I hesitated, but took a deep breath. โSoโฆ after the surgery, when I was half-drugged and barely awakeโฆโ
Mika leaned forward.
โI kissed Zarek,โ I said.
Silence filled the room.
Then Mikaโs eyes widened. โYou kissed the alien king?โ
โYes,โ I said quickly. โKeep your voice down.โ
โWhile you were high on alien pain meds?โ she laughed.
โYes.โ I rolled my eyes. โObviously.โ
โThat is the funniest thing Iโve heard in weeks,โ she said with a laugh.
I groaned. โBut there is more, Mika. Please listen.โ
She stopped laughing and looked at me, waiting for me to continue.
โI felt something,โ I said, my voice breaking slightly. โSomething abnormal. A pull.โ
She squinted at me. โWhat kind of something?โ
I frowned, struggling to explain it. โLikeโฆ a pull. An invisible thread of electricity. It was unworldly.โ
Mika snorted. โThatโs the drugs. You must have had a total blast.โ
โNo, it felt real,โ I hissed. โIโm serious.โ
โFenn,โ she said gently, โyou had alien anesthesia pumped into your nervous system.โ
I opened my mouth to say more-but then stopped abruptly.
Someone was standing in the doorway.
Vii.
She was leaning casually against the doorframe, arms crossed. Her bright purple eyes were locked onto me.
Had she been there the whole time?
My stomach somersaulted. Mika followed my gaze and turned around.
โOh,โ she said awkwardly, immediately standing up. โYou know what? Iโll see you later, Fenn.โ
She walked to the side of my bed and squeezed my shoulder. โI should probably get back to the maternity ward anyway. Itโs a long journey.โ
Then she left without so much as looking at Vii.
Vii walked over to the bed. Her expression was not her typical one. There was no playfulness or brightness. It was stoic-serious.
โHow are you feeling?โ she asked, her voice oddly even and medical.
โSore,โ I said honestly.
โThat is normal,โ she replied.
She glanced down at my leg, running a scanner slowly over it. She tapped something on a nearby control panel and then placed the scanner back on the tray.
Then she looked over at me again.
โYou should rest,โ she said.
โI was planning on napping,โ I said quickly.
She nodded once and left the room without looking back.
Within minutes, my eyelids grew heavy again. I turned onto my side, and drifted into sleep.
The next day, I waddled slowly through the corridor, towards the library.
Vii had insisted that waddling and limping would be normal at first, or that my leg might freeze up at times.
โYour nervous system needs time to recalibrate,โ she had explained while shooing me out of the medical ward that morning. โWalk a little. Rest a little. Repeat.โ
So here I was, in the library, trying to cure the boredom that now consumed me. I was currently leaning on a wall, waiting for the wave of pain to pass so I could keep walking.
It still amazed me.
I had two legs.
I smiled and wiggled my toes before pushing away from the wall. I did exactly what Vii had told me to do-walk a little, rest a little.
Eventually, I reached the portion of the library where I knew I would be able to find something to read. The doors to the section of the library slid open with a quiet whisper.
Just like the time Zarek had brought me here, it was empty and quiet.
I half shuffled, half walked toward one of the reading tables and sank into the nearest chair with a relieved sigh. My leg was aching.
A stack of tablets sat on the table in front of me. I had come to learn that these were considered โancientโ in the alien world. On the other hand, I had been raised on Earth, where paper books were considered โancient texts.โ It highlighted just how much more advanced the alien civilization was than the human one.
I picked one up and activated it by tapping the screen, causing it to flicker on. Alien symbols began sliding along the display. I skimmed aimlessly, not really reading anything-because I couldnโt.
I sighed. Why had he given me access to a library that-
I blinked at the screen.
The symbols.
They werenโt alien anymore.
I watched as they shifted and rearranged themselves, turning into neat rows ofโฆ
Letters.
Letters from my language.
Human language.
โWhat are you doing?โ a voice said behind me.
I jumped, the tablet falling from my hands as I turned.
I saw an unfamiliar alien staring at me. She appeared angry, her arms crossed over her chest as her eyes flashed a bright glowing green.
โIโฆ I was reading?โ I stuttered.
โGet up now,โ she said, stepping toward me.
I stood to my feet. โI was just-โ
โReading ancient Valtheri texts?โ she grunted, still stepping closer. โThatโs against the Law.โ
Oh shit.
I hadnโt even thought about it when Zarek brought me here. But the alien was correct. The Law was clear:
Humans are forbidden from accessing, translating, or studying Valtheri texts.
โIโฆ Iโฆโ I stuttered, but I had no excuse. Who would believe that I had been given special permission?
โExcuse me,โ another voice interrupted.
I turned to see a familiar face.
Alenya.
She smiled brightly at the other alien. โWhat is the issue?โ
The alien straightened her posture and turned toward her.
โGood morning, Your Majesty. I was just speaking with this human. Iโm trying to investigate why she is in our library and accessing our texts.โ
โYou may go,โ Alenya said with a dismissive wave.
The other alien hesitated-but not for long. Alenya was already walking toward me. She turned back to look at the alien who was still standing there, her mouth wide open.
โAre you stupid or something?โ Alenya said, her eyes narrowing. โGet out.โ
The alien immediately turned and left the library.
I still stood next to the chair, my hands shaking. I had taken too much advantage of the peace I had found in the castle. I was starting to feel too safe and had let my guard down. I was going to get myself into serious trouble if I wasnโt careful.
Alenya sighed and edged closer to me, glancing down at the tablets on the table.
โSo what are you doing exactly?โ
โThe king-he let me,โ I said quickly. โI swear he did.โ
She smiled. โOh, I believe you completely.โ
She pointed at the tablet I had dropped onto the table.
โThe tablet would not have worked if you did not have access. King Zarek would have authorized your fingerprint.โ
She reached for the tablet and held it gently in her hands.
โThese are from my family lineage. Only King Zarek has the ability to authorize access. Watch.โ
She tapped the screen.
It whirled and beeped.
She turned it toward me.
Access denied.
โBut why donโt you have access?โ I asked in confusion.
She shrugged. โI never asked for it.โ
As she stood there holding the tablet and staring at me with curiosity, it dawned on me.
She would be wondering why the hell Zarek had given me access.
โHe gave me access because I was wandering around the grounds too much,โ I said quickly. โHe wanted me to stay entertained so I donโt cause trouble.โ
She burst into laughter. โOh my God. That sounds very accurate.โ
When she was finally done laughing, she took a deep breath and asked, โWas there something you wanted to learn about? I can help you find it.โ
This was it. Maybe she could help. I quickly tried to string together a lie.
โYes,โ I said slowly. โThere is something I was wondering about.โ
She leaned forward, curiosity on her face.
โI heard some aliens talking about something that happens when two humans-no-two aliens touch or kiss,โ I said.
She looked confused. โYou will have to give me more details.โ
The kiss.
The pull.
The electricity that had shot through my body the moment our lips touched.
It hadnโt felt like drugs.
It had felt likeโฆ something unworldly. Unhuman.
โLike there is anโฆ invisible thread? Like a pull?โ I replied.
She would likely think I was insane. Surprisingly, realization crossed her face.
โOh, yes,โ she smiled. โI can help with that. Follow me.โ
I wobbled after her. She stopped and turned mid-walk, squinting down at my leg before looking back up at me.
โYou like the upgrade?โ I asked with a grin.
โI do,โ she winked.
Then she continued walking.
โAh, yes,โ she said, pointing at a hologram hovering next to a tall black shelf.
I waited for the symbols to rearrange themselves into my language.
Alien mating biology
I cocked an eyebrow. โSo basicallyโฆ itโs like alien sex?โ
โValtheri,โ she said sharply. โIโve told you before. Call us Valtheri.โ
My cheeks burned. โSorry.โ
โThatโs okay, but please get it right,โ she sighed. โBut it is more than just Valtheri sex. Much, much more.โ
She reached up and pulled a tablet down before handing it to me. โThis should teach you what you want to know.โ
โThanks,โ I smiled, taking it from her hands.
โBe careful with these. They are antiques,โ she said.
Then she turned back towards the exit. โCatch you later, Fenn,” she said before bouncing off into the distance.
I took the tablet back to the table and tapped the screen. It came to life within seconds. Several documents appeared instantly. I opened the first one.
Most of it was scientific nonsense about reproductive compatibility between Valtheri females and males. It looked like reproductive issues had been a long-time problem for their species.
It was not helpful, so I scrolled further. Then something caught my eye. A phrase repeated several times.
Bondmate.
I blinked.
Bondmate?
I tapped the document and it generated on the screen.
My eyes moved across the text, adjusting to the momentary lag as the language translated itself.
Certain members of the royal bloodlines still possess the ability to form an instinctive biological pairing known as a bond.
I leaned forward slightly, squinting in confusion. This didnโt seem like it would help.
This bond creates a neurological and emotional link between two individuals.
I sighed but kept reading.
The initial stage of the bond is often described as an invisible pull between individuals.
Chapter 16
It couldn’t be.
I squinted at the screen and read the words again.
The initial stage of the bond is often described as an invisible pull between individuals.
“But I’m human,” I whispered to myself. I sighed and set the tablet off to the side.
I couldn’t be Zarek’s bondmate. Wouldn’t I have felt the pull to him, from the very start?
It was just the drugs. They’d made me feel odd. Surely, I wouldn’t feel it again.
I decided to leave the library after the unsuccessful research and made my way back to my bedroom. Once I was inside, the panel next to the bed chimed. A voice boomed out at me.
Please report to the medical facility immediatly.
What was that about? I shrugged and left the room, making my way back to the medical facility, where Vii had completed my surgery.
When I approached the doors, the guards gave me a nod and stepped aside, allowing me to step inside. I walked in and rounded the corner.
Vii was standing next to a medical table, a smile on her face, “Hello Fenn. How is the leg?”
I smiled back, “Sore but fine.”
“Great,” she nodded. “I just need to do a quick exam to check on everything, if that’s ok.”
“Sure,” I replied. I sat on the medical table, my legs dangling from the side.
“While I’m here,” she said, her smile vanishing, “I just need to check your fertility.”
“I-I…what?” I gasped. “What does that have to do with my leg?”
“Your old leg,” she pointed to where it sat along the top of a nearby counter. “It was made of Titanex metal…and some other random types of metal. Are you familiar with Titanex?”
“Not really,” I said with a shrug. “It’s found all over Earth though.”
She nodded, “It can interfere with the scanners that the soldiers use when they scan humans. It may give an incorrect result. When I realized your leg was made with it-I thought I should go ahead and check your fertility.”
She walked over to me and examined my leg before passing several devices over the top of it. Then she pulled out a new device.
“Lay back please,” she smiled.
I laid down and she slowly ran the scanner over my abdominal area. It beeped a few times and then she set it back down.
“You can hop off,” she said over her shoulder as she tapped at the panel.
“Anything else?” I asked.
She looked up from the screen, “You’re infertile.”
“Wh-what…?” I stuttered.
She blinked, “I said you are infertile.”
My mouth dropped open.
“Sorry-was that too blunt?” she sighed. “I’ve been working on my bedside manner.”
“So…I…?” I began.
“You can’t have offspring,” she said, looking down at her panel again. “I’ll let Zarek know. I will put the report together and send it through to him very soon.”
I felt frozen in place.
I wasn’t fertile?
So…
“So I can go back home?” I said quickly.
Her eyes flicked up from the screen, “Well, you have to. There is no option for you to stay.”
I felt a tingling sensation pass over me. Excitement. Relief. But something else washed over me too.
Something that I couldn’t put my finger on.
A few hours later, I was sitting in my room, staring at the wall.
How long until they sent me back?
My heart swelled as I thought about my family.
My mom. My dad. My sister.
My planet.
I was going home.
And just like magic-the panel next to my door chimed. The doors slid open and an alien guard stood in the opening.
“Human,” it grunted. “Come with me.”
I’d never been so happy to see an alien’s face before. I sprung from the bed, pulling on my anti-gravity boots and cape.
“You don’t need to tell me twice,” I said cheerfully.
He gave me an odd look and then turned on his heel. I followed after him. We made our way through several corridors until we reached the exit.
I stepped through the doors and away from my alien prison. Then, I turned back to peer up at it.
“At least tell me that you’ll miss that beautiful sight?” a voice said behind me. I turned to see Vii, a smile on her face. She was holding out a report.
I took it from her and read it.
Reproductive Incompatibility & Earth Reassignment Directive
I skimmed through the alien medical terminology until my eyes fell onto the last lines.
Infertile.
Non-viable for integration.
Return to Earthโrecommended and approved.
I squinted at the hand written signature sprawled at the bottom.
“Zarek signed it,” Vii said, her voice low. As if she was being careful with her words.
I turned to look back at the palace.
Why had I expected him to walk me out of here?
God, I was an idiot.
A skimmer soon appeared, hovering just a few feet away from us. Vii gestured towards it, “I’m escorting you to the ship. Zarek asked me to.”
I nodded and we slipped into the back.
The skimmer soon took off.
I was heading towards freedom.
The spherical metal and glass buildings around us began to blur together, under the three moons that still hung freely in the sky.
The environment began to change from tall, curved buildings, to rough terrain.
I sighed and smiled as we neared a tall building. A massive ship hovered in the distance behind it.
“That’s your ride,” Vii said from beside me.
The doors whizzed open and the cold air hit me like a wall of ice. I walked around the skimmer and towards Vii, pulling my cape tightly around me to shield me from the bitter wind.
“It’s even colder out this way,” she said, laughing at my facial expression. Then, she pointed at the ship in the distance.
“I can walk on with you,” she said with a smile.
We trudged up the platform. The humming of the ship was deafening but the heat that rolled off of it, offered some relief from the cold air. The doors whirled open and we stepped onto the ship with Vii close behind me.
Then she paused and turned to me. She was beautiful standing there. With her long elegant frame and glowing eyes. And for some odd reason-I felt a bit…sad.
She smiled and gestured for me to keep walking.
I hesitated for a second before stepping further inside but I took a deep breath and moved forward.
My breath caught.
The ship was…magnificent.
It had everything expected in an alien ship. Curved white walls, smooth surfaces, and soft lighting that glowed from strips along the walls. A circular table sat at the center, surrounded by curved egg-shaped chairs.
But it had elements that I had not seen before, at least not on the alien planet or in their ships. Delicate blue detailing traced along the walls, curling into intricate patterns.
I peered upwards and my eyes landed on a hand-painted blue symbol on a far-away wall.
I turned to Vii, โWhat kind of ship is this?โ
She blinked, โUmโฆjust a ship.โ
โIt looks nothing like the others,โ I said, cocking an eyebrow.
She shrugged, โItโs just a ship Fenn.โ
She led me through the vessel. We passed sleek, modern panels that had the same intricate blue designs painted throughout. Eventually, we reached a room.
“This is where you will stay,” she said with a smile. “Until you return to Earth.”
She waved her hand in front of the panel next to the door and it whirred open.
We stepped inside and I gasped.
A bed grew from the floor, like a plant. It was circular and covered in plush fabrics and pillows. The same deep blue lines that were painted on the other walls of the ship, were on these walls too.
I stepped towards one wall panel and leaned forward. I traced my finger along it. The instant my finger touched it-it glowed.
“The paint reacts to heat,” Vii said casually.
I turned towards her, “Thanks for…everything.”
Her eyes flickered down to my leg, “Of course. You deserved it.”
We stood awkwardly for a few lingering moments before she finally sighed and smiled.
“See you later Fenn,” she said sweetly.
I wrinkled my nose, “I’d rather not.”
She laughed-and it sounded like magic.
Then…she was gone.
I let out a quiet laugh and threw myself onto the bed. I took a deep breath, allowing my body to sink into the softness. I couldn’t help but grin like a mad woman.
I was going home.
And for once…it wasn’t hard to fall asleep.
A soft chime broke through my dreams and my eyelids slowly opened.
Before I had a chance to even yawn, the door slid open and an alien guard stepped into the room. I sat up immediately and I felt my body stiffen instinctively.
He stood still, his expression cool. Something about him was different than the other aliens. His clothing had blue patterns embroidered throughout it and he had a small silver pin on the front of his shirt.
I squinted at it. The pin was in the same shape as the symbol I had seen painted inside the ship.
โHuman,โ he said. โBreakfast is almost ready. You are to report to the dining hall.โ
I swung my feet over the side of the bed and rubbed at my eyes, โOhโฆokay.โ
He gave a small nod and turned toward the door, clearly expecting me to follow.
I scrambled out of bed and hurried after him, wrapping my arms around myself as we walked. Then, we reached a massive set of doors that slid open as we approached, leading to a large open space.
It looked like a dining hall, sure. But it had the same odd designs that I had seen in the other parts of the ship. The same strange mix of modern alien design and something that seemed…older.
The guard stepped aside and waved towards the room.
โYou may enter,โ he said flatly.
I glanced at him, then back inside, before stepping forward.
Something felt different about this ship.
Chapter 17
An older alien stood near one of the tables, his elongated ears protruding from behind tufts of silver hair.
He turned as I approached, his expression softening into something that almost looked like a smile.
What the hell was going on?
โAh,โ he said warmly. โYou must be the human traveller. Welcome to the Concordia X.โ
I blinked. โThe what?โ
โThe Concordia X,โ he said with a smile. โThe name of this vessel.โ
I paused. โOh. Right. Sorry. Thanks.โ
โPlease, sit,โ he said, gesturing to a seat in front of him.
I lowered myself into it slowly. I had absolutely no idea what was going on. I watched as he moved around the table, his motions slowed by a slight hunch.
โAre you hungry?โ he asked.
Before I could answer, a plate was placed in front of me. My eyes widened.
Eggs.
Bacon.
โIs thisโฆ?โ I whispered.
On Earth, food like this was a luxury. Something you only read about in books.
โPrepared to suit human dietary preferences,โ he said. He seemed oddly…pleasant. Something I was not expecting. Where was the rude, belittling tone?
I didnโt care how he had managed to make a dish from Earth. I just started eating.
It was the best food Iโd ever tasted. Perfectly seasoned. Perfectly cooked. Within moments, I had scarfed it down. Every last crumb.
The alien watched me, his brows furrowing.
โMay I ask,โ he said, โwhy you are aboard this vessel?โ
I took a sip of the water he had placed in front of me. โWhat do you mean?โ
He picked up the dirty plate from in front of me. โYour presence here isโฆ unusual.โ
I shrugged. โIโm going home. Iโm a useless, infertile human.โ
โHome?โ he repeated, confusion crossing his face.
โYeah. Earth,โ I said with a humourless laugh. โThe place where humans live.โ
There was a long, ominous pause. Then he spoke again, slower this time.
โButโฆ this vessel is not assigned to voyages to Earth.โ
I coughed, water sputtering from my mouth. I choked for a few moments, then blinked at him.
โWhat?โ I stammered. โIโm going to Earth. I was sent back.โ
He shrugged. โPerhaps we are making a side trip.โ
I let out a shaky laugh. โYou have to be joking. Are you saying this ship is going somewhere other than Earth?โ
He nodded. โWeโre going to the other side of the planet.โ
I ran my hands down the sides of my face. โWhat planet?โ
โAurelia,โ he said slowly. โA nearby sister planet.โ
โWaitโฆโ I groaned. โI know Aurelia. Itโs the tiny little planet that the Valtheri control.โ
He nodded. โYes, that is where we are going. We should land any moment now.โ
โSo then after thatโyouโll go to Earthโฆ right?โ I stood to my feet, my heart racing.
He looked uneasy for a moment, as if he had said the wrong thing. โIโm sure thatโs the plan.โ
I didnโt ask him anything else. My body tensed, and my mind fogged.
I turned and ran.
I heard him call after me, but I ignored him.
My boots pounded against the slick floor as I rushed out of the dining hall, my heart slamming against my ribcage. My breathing came fast and uneven.
No. No, no, no.
This wasnโt happening. It wasnโt real. I was meant to be free.
There had to be a mistakeโฆ right?
As smart as Vii was, she could also be a bit of an airhead. Maybe sheโd put me on the wrong ship?
I darted down the corridor, my eyes scanning desperately for a window.
โWindows,โ I hissed. โThere have to be windowsโโ
The halls twisted and curved in every direction. I was panicking, uncertain where I needed to go.
Then I saw it.
A section of the wall shimmered and turned transparent.
Thank God.
I stumbled toward it, my breath catching as the surface cleared.
Then I stopped in front of it and stared.
A planet filled my view.
I gasped.
Soft swirls of pink and white stretched across its surface like theyโd been painted on. It glowed faintly.
โWhat the fuck?โ I whispered.
That was not Earth.
That was not home.
She lied.
Vii lied to me.
And to thinkโI had started to like her.
โFucking dishonest aliens,โ I muttered, tears stinging my eyes.
Why had I thought an alien could be decent?
Especially to a human?
Surely I was being dropped off and turned into some kind of slave.
I staggered back from the window, shaking my head, my breathing coming in sharp, uneven bursts.
Then I turned and ran again.
I had no idea where I was going. I was like a caged mouse, running in circles on it’s wheel. The corridors blurred as tears spilled down my face, but I kept going, my thoughts spiralling wildly.
Why would they bring me here?
Why lie?
What was this ship really for?
I rounded a cornerโ
โand slammed straight into something solid.
Strong, large hands caught me before I could fall.
The instant those hands touched the bare skin of my arms, I knew who it was.
Because I felt it.
The invisible tug.
The pull.
Zarek.
He looked down at me as he held tightly to my arms, his unnaturally bright blue eyes glowing. His gaze travelled from my tear-streaked face, down my body, to my new prosthetic leg.
The markings along his cheekbones shimmered faintly.
I swallowed. โWhat the fuck?โ
โYouโre safe,โ he said gently, releasing his grip on me.
Before I could stop myself, my hands curled into fists. I swung as hard as I could, straight toward his perfectly chiselled jaw.
My fist connected with a loud crack.
But I quickly realised the cracking sound didn’t come from his jaw.
It was the sound my knuckles had made when they slammed into his face.
I groaned in pain and stumbled back. Looking down at my hand, I saw the skin across three knuckles split open, blood already beginning to ooze out.
โFenn,โ he said calmly, โyou shouldnโt do that. Youโll hurt yourself.โ
โNo shit!โ I screamed, continuing to back away as I sobbed and clutched my injured hand. โYou asshole! Iโm meant to go home!โ
He sighed. โI tried to find you last night. You were already asleep, and I did not want to disturb you.โ
โWhat the hell are you going to do with me?โ I shouted.
He stepped towards me, reaching for my hand.
โStop!โ I snapped, shoving at him with my good hand.
It was like pushing a brick wall.
He sighed and ran a hand through his thick mane of curls. โI am taking you to Earth.โ
I blinked through my tears. โThe chef in the kitchen told me weโre going to Aurelia. And I saw it. Outside the window. Weโre about to land.โ
โChef?โ he repeated, cocking an eyebrow. โWhat chef?โ
โThe man who made me bacon!โ I cried.
For some reason, that earned a smile. Realisation crossed his face, lighting up his eyes in a way I had never seen before.
โAh,โ he said with a quiet laugh. โThe chef. Right.โ
โYou lied to meโand so did Vii,โ I cried, my hand still throbbing. โI hate you. Youโre pathetic.โ
He raised his brows at me. โI said you are going toโโ
โDo you get off on this or something?โ I spat. โToying with weak humans? Do you have some kind of fetish? You sick bastard.โ
His smile vanished. The glow in his eyes dimmed, darkening to a deeper, stormier blue. He stepped closer, and I instinctively pressed back against the nearest wall.
Then he leaned in, his face just inches from mine.
โYou think this is entertainment for me?โ he asked, his voice low and controlled.
My breath caught. I didn’t dare speak a word.
โYou think I would bring you here, let you hate me, let you fear meโฆโ His gaze darkened even more. โFor my own amusement?โ
I swallowed hard, but remained silent and still.
His hand lifted slowly, and rested against my cheek. His thumb now tracing the curve of my lips.
I felt it again.
The undeniable pull.
The invisible string.
Something animalistic began to swell within me. Something…hungry.
I wanted to…
Oh my God.
I wanted to have sex with the alien king.
What the fuck had gotten into me?
โWe are stopping on Aurelia,โ he said quietly. โThen I am taking you to Earth.โ
I stared at him, trying to push down the sexual urge that was growing inside of me. โWhy couldn’t you just send me with other humans who were being returned to Earth?โ
โBecause once I take you back,โ he said softly, โI can’t keep you near me anymore.โ
His words. The sounded like insanity.
But I was insane too. Because I wanted him to strip me naked, right here, right now.
I wanted him to take my virginity and-
I blinked-trying to push the thoughts out of my mind.
His glowing eyes searched my face.
โAnd before I let you go home,โ he murmured, โI needed a little more time with you.โ
Just then, a voice boomed over the intercom.
Preparing for landing.
Estimated arrival time to Aurelia, five minutes.
He stepped back, pulling his hand away from my face.
“Welcome to Aurelia, Fenn,” he said, the lines of his cheekbones glowing.
“Welcome to my real home.”
Chapter 18
After our conversation, Zarek had disappeared, leaving me standing in the hallway.
Frozen in placeโmy mind still trying to make sense of what had just happened. Trying to understand why I was developing such a feral attraction to a goddamn alien.
A short while later, a guard appeared nearby. I turned towards him just as I felt the ship shudder and shake slightly.
โHuman,โ he said, โyou are required to disembark. You may follow me.โ
I nodded. โOkay.โ
Then I followed him in silence.
Light poured in, so bright that I held my hand above my eyes and squinted forward. I blinked and my vision cleared.
I stepped forward cautiously. I mean… how else was I supposed to walk off this ship? I was about to step onto yet another alien planet.
And then I stopped, my eyes wide as I peered out at the planet. It was… incredible. Unreal.
Ethereal.
The sky stretched endlessly, painted in deep blues, soft purples, and pastel pinks. The sky was dotted with distant planets, their formations clear from where I stood. The air seemed to almost… shimmer or sparkle, as if it was littered with fairy dust.
It was magical.
I stepped further off the platform.
Not far away lay a pool of water so clear it looked like glass. Iโd never seen such clear liquid. I was accustomed to Earthโs muddy, polluted water. Every few seconds, the surface rippled gently, catching and reflecting the light.
I continued to look around. There was colour everywhere.
Plants I had never seen before burst from the ground in rich shades of gold, pink, and blue. Some had thick, waxy blue or green leaves, while others curved from the earth in delicate spirals.
In the centre of this unreal place, there was a round, curved structure. I knew straight away it was an ancient alien building.
Curved stone arches rose high, weathered by time but still elegant. Vines and blooming flowers burst from the ground, wrapping themselves around it.
I continued to step forward and inhaled the sweet air.
โThis isโฆโ I whispered. โLike a fairytale.โ
โIโm glad you like it,โ a voice said behind me.
I turned to see Zarek. He must have been watching me.
He stepped forward and walked towards me, stopping just in front of me before looking down.
โThis was where I was raised,โ he said, turning to look out at the landscape. โMy motherโs favourite planet.โ
โWhy are we here?โ I said, ignoring the burning sensation that had formed within me once again.
โFollow me,โ he said.
Then he turned and walked off the platform.
I followed after him, my eyes still taking in the beautiful scene before me. I turned to see four guards already following behind us.
We moved along a twisting path that curved through the gardens.
I couldnโt stop looking around.
The plants seemed almost too pristine, their colours too vividโlike little works of art. Some of them moved and bent towards us as we walked near them.
I laughed and stepped back. โAre the plants trying to touch us?โ
He froze and turned slowly, watching me laugh as I reached towards the plants. They reacted by bending towards me, their petals brushing against my skin.
โInteresting,โ he said, his voice almost a whisper.
โWhat?โ I laughed as a flower with large pink petals leaned towards me and rubbed against my arm.
โNothing,โ he said with a faint smile. โLetโs keep going.โ
Zarek slowed beside a cluster of low, glowing flowers. Then he reached down and plucked one, the flower shimmering in his large palm.
He turned to me and held it out. โFor you.โ
I reached out, and he gently placed it in my hand.
โItโs warm,โ I said softly as the heat seeped into my skin. โWow.โ
โIt was my motherโs favourite,โ he said, staring down at the flower.
โThank you,โ I said.
He gave a small nod and continued walking until we reached the round ancient structure.
The stone was worn but still smooth. I leaned forward and noticed faint patterns that had been carved into the outside walls. They reminded me of the symbols and patterns I had seen on the ship.
Zarek turned to the guards that had been flanking us from a distance.
โLeave us,โ he ordered.
โYes, sir,โ they said in unison. They positioned themselves on either side of the exits.
Then Zarek pushed open the heavy door and slipped inside. I followed behind him.
The interior was not what I had expectedโnot if this was what he lived in as a prince.
It wasnโt over-the-top or luxurious in any way.
It was small and… simple.
Soft light crept through small openings in the walls, illuminating a space that felt more like a cottage than a home for royalty.
I turned slowly, taking it in.
โYou grew up here?โ I asked.
He nodded.
I frowned slightly. โI expected something moreโฆ royal.โ
Zarek smiled.
โI did not begin visiting the capital until I was ten,โ he said.
I raised a brow. โTen?โ
He nodded, his gaze drifting around the space. โMy mother wanted me to have a normal childhood.โ
Zarek turned toward me. โCome, I want to show you something else.โ
We stepped back outside together.
The four guards still stood stationed near the entrance, their posture straightening the moment Zarek appeared.
โRemain here,โ Zarek said firmly. โDo not follow us.โ
They stayed in their positions, allowing us to walk away without following.
Zarek didnโt look back as he started down the path. I raced to catch up to him, his long legs moving much faster than mine could manage.
We walked in silence. I looked down at the glowing flower I still held in my hands. It was losing its warmth now, but I could still feel it.
As we walked, I began to notice the way he slowed his pace to match mineโthe way he kept glancing over at me.
As if he was checking I was still there.
The pool came into view, and it was even more beautiful than what I had seen at a distance. The waterโs surface was impossibly clear, reflecting the sky above like a mirror.
Zarek stepped to the edge of the pool and peered down. Then he turned to look at me.
โYour hand,โ he said softly. โCome here.โ
I narrowed my eyes at him. โWhat?โ
He gestured toward my busted knuckles. โYou injured it.โ
I shrugged lightly. โItโs fine, really.โ
โNow, Fenn,โ he said sharply, โwhy are you always so difficult?โ
Before I could continue to argue, he stepped towards me until he was so close that I could feel the warmth from his body.
His hand hovered near mine for a moment, as if he wasnโt sure if he should touch meโas if he was hesitating. Then he gently took my wrist.
The shock was instant.
That pull.
Stronger now.
Harder to ignore.
My body raged against me. I swallowed hard, pushing down the sexual, feral urge that had reappeared.
The warm sensation that made me want to lay naked at his feet so he could have his way with me.
โCome,โ he murmured.
I noticed the patterns on his cheeks were now lighting up again.
He guided me toward the edge of the pool and we crouched down slightly, while he was still holding my hand.
โYou must place it in the water,โ he said, tugging on my wrist.
I froze for a few moments.
โThis isnโt going toโฆ burn the flesh off my hand or something, is it?โ I muttered.
He rolled his eyes, then dipped his own hand in first and retracted it to show me that it was harmless.
Then, slowly, he tugged on my wrist, lowering my hand into the water. I squealed when my hand hit the waterโit was icy cold. Yet the cold didnโt hurtโit just numbed me.
I felt the water seep into the pores of my skin, easing the sting, causing the throbbing pain to fade almost instantly.
My eyes widened and I gasped. โWhat the hellโโ
โLet it,โ Zarek said gently, still gripping my wrist.
I watched as the water shimmered around my hand. It seemed to shake slightly, sending ripples outward. Each ripple led to less pain.
The cuts began to close, the skin coming together, the blood fading until the tops of my knuckles were smooth again.
The wounds were completely healed. The skin no longer broken.
He released his grip on me, and I pulled my hand out slowly, bringing it to my face and staring at it.
โThatโsโฆโ I breathed. โThatโs not possible.โ
Zarek didnโt respond. He just smiled.
I stood to my feet, and he did the same.
He was watching me intently, as if he were studying the features of my face.
I wanted to look away, but I couldnโt. Goddamn it, the way he looked at meโit was captivating.
Then I felt it again.
The pull. The string. The connection.
And we hadnโt even touched this time.
It seemed that it was growing over timeโgetting stronger each time I was near him, each time we touched.
โWhat is that?โ I asked softly. He would probably think I was crazy. Surely, he wasnโt feeling it too.
Something changed in his expression. I didnโt see the maskโthe serious, unbothered king. I saw something else.
He stepped closer, and I did the same. Naturallyโwithout so much as a second thought.
โWhy are you asking a question,โ he said, his voice dropping low, โthat you already know the answer to?โ
โI donโt,โ I lied.
His hand lifted slowly as he cupped my chin.
โI know what you learned about in the library,โ he said evenly.
The contact of his skin against mine sent me over the edge.
I took another step closer.
Chapter 19
โYou feel it,โ he murmured. โThe more we are around one another, the more we touchโฆ the stronger it becomes.โ
I swallowed and shook my head. โI donโt think itโsโฆ that.โ
He chuckled. โThe bond? Just say it, Fenn.โ
โZarekโฆโ I said, my voice cracking.
He tilted his head at me as he scanned my face. โYou are in denial. But I understand. You are a human, after all. Youโre not meant to bond to an alien.โ
He leaned forward, so close our lips were almost touching.
โI knew it from the moment I laid eyes on you, Fenn,โ he said, his voice low.
And sexy. And deep. And fuck itโit was irresistible.
And that was it.
My body did it.
It betrayed me.
I rushed forward, the sexual drive far too much for me to control. I couldnโt contain it any longer.
Not anymore.
My lips pressed against his. It was as if a fire had been lit within me the moment we touched. The pull tugged harder than ever before.
Butโฆ his body went still, as if he was hesitating.
It only lasted for a few moments.
Then, he responded.
His hand moved to the back of my neck, pulling me closer as his other hand found my lower back. He pulled me so close that our bodies melted together.
The kiss deepened, our mouths opening and our tongues meeting. God, it was satisfying. Like finally feeding yourself after days of starvation. Drinking water after years of drought.
Like something that had been waitingโbuildingโfor far too long.
The pull between us was far too overwhelming to ignore.
I moaned against his mouth, and my fingers slipped into his thick curls. His grip on me tightened.
But realization struck.
I pulled back, breaking the kiss, gasping for air.
โWe canโtโโ I began.
โShut up for once, Fenn,โ he whispered against my lips.
Our lips met again. He turned me, pressing me against a nearby tree.
His lips were so warm. His hair so soft.
I felt his hand grip my waist, his fingers digging into my flesh through the fabric of my clothing. His other hand was now sliding down my arm.
It was all too much.
Iโd only ever stolen a few kisses behind warehouses and factories down on Earth. It wasnโt as if there were many options there.
Now I was kissing the alien king, and I wanted nothing more than for him to take my virginity.
Right here.
Right now.
If I didnโt fuck him, I might explode.
I wasnโt sure what to do with my hands. How to tell him that I wanted him.
So I decided to justโฆtry.
I moved my hand downward and felt for his penis through the fabric of his pants.
Then, I found it.
It wasโฆ rock hard.
He moaned against my lips but then pulled back. Gently, he took hold of my shoulders and pushed me, causing me to step backwards slightly.
โSorry,โ I said quickly, pulling my hands away from his body.
God, I was an idiot. What was I even doing? How embarrassing.
โDonโt be sorry,โ he said with a sigh. I looked up to see his eyes and cheekbone patterns brightly illuminated.
โIโI justโฆ I donโt know what came over me,โ I said quickly.
He stepped forward and peered down at me.
โStop,โ he said softly. โItโs not that I donโt want to. I just donโt want to overcomplicate anything, Fenn. I need to simply get you home safely. Maybe taking you here was not the best idea.โ
I nodded and swallowed. โOkay.โ
He sighed and peered up at the sky. โLetโs head to Earth.โ
He stepped back and turned, and I followed after him.
Hot water was now cascading down on me, but it did nothing to steady my racing mind.
After our kiss, Zarek hadn’t spoken to me again. We had walked back in silence. Not another word.
Now I stood in the shower, trying to wash away my feelings.
I was confused.
Utterly confused.
Was I falling for an alien?
An alien?!
This was madness. Insanity.
โWhy him?โ I groaned as I scrubbed the top of my head with shampoo.
Then I stood under the showerhead, eyes closed, allowing the hot water to beat against my skin.
It was quiet.
I stayed like that for several moments.
But thenโฆ a low rumble.
I blinked my eyes open and lifted my head.
โWhat was that?โ I said quickly.
Then I felt the ship rumbling beneath my bare feet. Something wasnโt right.
I quickly shut off the water, grabbed a towel, and wrapped it around me. My heart was thudding against my ribcage, my hands trembling as I stepped toward the door. It slid open, and I stepped out into my bedroom, near the bed.
I had no time to react.
The door to my room slid open.
My eyes widened, and my mouth fell open.
An alien stood in the doorway.
But not a Valethri.
Not even closeโno, this was some species that Iโd never seen before.
It was massive, even taller than Zarek, with broad shoulders and stark white skin stretched so tightly that I could see every muscle and vein in its body. It was shirtless, wearing only a pair of black shorts, the fabric littered with holes and rips.
Its solid black eyes locked onto me.
And I knew instantly that I was in serious danger.
โGet out!โ I screamed, backing away.
It didnโt care. Instead, its head tilted as it stared back at me. It began to step toward me, slowly, inch by inch.
โSuch a small thing,โ it growled. โSoft fleshโฆโ
It took a moment before I understood what it said. The language sounded foreignโbut then it began to shift and change in my mind.
The language translator that Zarek had given meโit must work for more than just the Valethri and human language.
โYou will be a fun toy,โ it cackled.
Just then, it opened its mouth and a long, thick tongue began to protrude out. It was purple, with small spiky bumps along the surface.
It slid its tongue back inside and grinned, its jagged yellow teeth staring back at me.
โIt has been a very long time since I have played with a human,โ it laughed. โWhat a surprise for me.โ
I barely made it two steps before it lunged.
There was no point in trying to get away. In an instant, its large, rough hand shot toward me.
I twisted away just in time, stumbling across the floor, my towel slipping as I scrambled to keep it in place.
I ran for the bathroom door. Maybe I could shut myself inside.
But this time, the alien moved even faster.
I felt it grab my arm, pain shooting through it instantly. I tried to yank free, but it was useless.
โLet go!โ I screamed.
I kicked at it, twisted, flailed. My towel fell to the ground, fully exposing my naked body. But it only laughed as it’s dark eyes stared at my naked body. I felt my stomach turn.
โI will break you in half with my dick,โ it laughed. โThen I will eat you.โ One hand reached for his shorts.
โDonโt you even think about it!โ I screamed.
The button to his shorts was now undone. He was tugging them downwards.
โDonโt be scared. Youโll enjoy it,โ he laughed. โYou might evenโโ
There was a sudden blur of movement.
The alien was ripped away from me. It flew through the air before slamming into the opposite wall. I fell backwards, losing my balance, crashing against the wall before sinking to the floor, clutching my injured arm.
I turned to see Zarek on the other side of the room, his hand wrapped around the alienโs throat as he dragged it up the wall. The alien was only half-conscious, its long arms barely moving in a pathetic attempt to stop him.
โYou touched her,โ Zarek said. His voice was like nothing I had ever heard before. Authority laced with something deadly.
โTherefore, you donโt deserve to exist,โ Zarek said, tightening his grip on the alienโs throat.
Then I heard a snap, and the alienโs neck fell loosely to the side as his eyes became lifeless. Zarek released his grip, and the alien’s body slumped to the floor.
He stared down at it for a moment before leaning forward and spitting directly onto its face.
โPathetic raider,โ Zarek laughed.
I blinked.
Had he just laughed at a dead body?
Then he turned toward me, his eyes a dark stormy blue. He was…terrifying. My eyes darted around, searching for my towel.
Where was it?
โHere,โ Zarek said softly.
I looked up to see him standing in front of me, holding it out.
โThanks,โ I said, taking the towel from his hands.
He hadnโt bothered to look away. No, of course not. His eyes travelled slowly from the top of my head to the tips of my toes.
โHey!โ I said, standing and wrapping the towel tightly around me. “I didn’t say you could look!”
โIs that how you thank someone who just saved your life?โ he asked, his eyes slowly dimming as he spoke.
Thatโs when I saw it.
The splatters of green covering the front of his shirt.
โWhat is that?โ I asked, gripping the edge of my towel.
โRaider blood,โ he said, his eyes dropping to my arm. โYouโre hurt.โ
โItโs just sore,โ I said, swallowing as he reached out and traced his fingers lightly over the red marks.
It felt like electricity-the way he skimmed the tips of his fingers along the top of my skin.
Chapter 20
โGo to the infirmary,โ he said evenly, stepping back.
โZarek,โ a voice said from my doorway. I turned to see the older alien standing there. The one who had made me breakfast.
But he didnโt look so…old anymore. He stood in all-black, a cape dangling behind him. Green alien blood soaked his clothing. He was covered in sweat, his blue face markings brightly illuminated.
โGrandfather,โ Zarek said evenly. โI am happy to see you are fine.โ
Grandfather?
Zarek walked forward, standing directly in front of me and blocking his grandfatherโs view of me.
His grandfather continued. โI am happy to report zero casualties.โ
โHow many are injured?โ Zarek asked.
โFive,โ his grandfather replied. โBut we killed all of them. Twenty to be exact. I donโt think they realised who we were when they raided us. Stupidity on their part. I will see you for a briefly later on.โ
Zarek nodded and I heard the door shut as his grandfather left.
โYour grandfather?โ I said as he turned to look at me.
He smiled, โYes. He is most certainly not the chef.โ
โThis ship,โ I said, stepping forward. โWhat type of ship is it?โ
โMine,โ he said.
โA royal ship,โ I said. โMakes sense.โ
โA royal ship that will soon land on Earth,โ he said with a small smile.
The he turned and left.
I felt my body relax as soon as he was gone. But then the sadness, the fear-all of it. It hit me.
I spent the remainder of the day, lying in bed.
Sobbing.
A few days had passed.
I hadnโt seen Zarek.
Not even in passing.
My food was delivered to my room. No more being called down to the dining hall. It was begining to feel a-lot more like the time I had first travelled to the Valethri planet.
I went through the motions. Eating, sleeping, showering and then repeating. I had decided to eat and drink as much as I could. And I was surely taking advantage of the shower while I had a chance.
Iโd soon be back on Earth with very little water and food to spare.
Now, I stood, staring out the window-looking down at Earth.
It was covered in muted colours of greenish brown, smokey white and murky blue. It no longer looked like the Earth I had seen in history books. Now it was a polluted mess.
But it was home.
This was it, he had kept his word. Zarek was really taking me home.
The ship began its descent and I smiled, letting out a deep sigh of relief. A voice boomed over the intercom.
Prepare for landing. Destination Earth.
Approximately three minutes.
I felt a tremble, and then a knock sounded behind me.
I turned to see a guard standing in the doorway.
โHuman,โ he said. โYou are required to disembark when we land.โ
I smiled.
Home.
The doors slid open and I was greeted by the familiar scent of burning metal and smoky air.
I took a few timid steps forward, my heart filled with love-yet I was nervous. I had been gone for a while, and in a colony like mine-things happened.
Death from breathing in too much polluted air.
Lost limbs when old equipment malfunctioned, which it often did.
My vision cleared, and I felt relief wash over me.
They were already there.
All of them.
Standing, crowded together as they waited for the ship to land. Not knowing that this ship-it was here to drop me off. To return me to my rightful place.
Not to punish them. Not to collect more humans for breeding.
My eyes scanned the crowds. Their bodies were stiff, their eyes lowered or filled with fear. No one spoke. No one moved.
Pure obedience. All while their hearts were likely filled with terror.
They knew what to do when a ship landed.
They always had. They knew The Law.
Humans are to be present and attentive when called upon. Any attempts to hide will result in loss to the surrounding populations.
I stepped down from the ship slowly, my eyes searching for my family.
But there was something different about them. My colony.
They werenโt asโฆthin as I remembered. Their clothes were still worn, but they were no longer falling to shreds.
I blinked in confusion and continued to peer around. I saw large metal water tanks. Dozens of them, situated at the back of the homes.
That hadnโt been there before. When I left Earth, there had been one single tank and we were forced to conserve every drop we possibly could. I squinted at the tanks.
Across each tank was a painted blue symbol.
The same oneโฆfrom Zarekโs ship.
My gaze continued to travel until they landed on the crops. They lookedโฆhealthier. Greener.
A murmur rippled amongst them-and I knew what that meant. I could feel him before I even heard him approach.
Zarek.
He was standing behind me.
Then, I saw someone break away from the crowd.
My heart fluttered.
โFenn?โ someone called.
โMom.โ I croaked under my breath.
She stepped closer, hesitation in her steps. She looked over at Zarek and then back at me. She was too scared to walk to me.
So, I ran.
Right into her open arms.
โYouโre back,โ she breathed, clinging tightly to me, sobs shaking her body.
I inhaled her familiar scent. โYeah. Iโm back.โ
She pulled back, her hands reaching for mine, her eyes travelling up and down my body. She looked much better than I remembered. Her skin had more colour and she was less frail.
โWhyโฆwhy do you look soโฆhealthy?โ I stuttered.
She glanced around, lowering her voice. โThings have changed.โ
โChanged how?โ I whispered.
โLess work,โ she said quietly. โMore water. Suppliesโฆ just turning up. We donโt know why.โ
I frowned. โWhat do you mean, turning up?โ
โNo one knows why itโs coming,โ she whispered. โThe shipments just started to appear.โ
โFenn!โ a voice called.
I turned to see my sister, making a beeline for me. My dad was right behind her. So was Blaze, my sisterโs fiancรฉ.
As she approached, tears filled my eyes.
Her abdomen was protruding, just slightly. But enough for me to notice. She was pregnant.
Soon, they surrounded me. Their arms wrapping around me in a tight hug.
โThatโs enough,โ my mom hissed. โThe aliens wonโt like us making a scene.โ
โItโs fine,โ a voice said, cutting through our warm moment. Instantly, I felt their bodies tighten. We let go of one another in an instant, stepping back and turning to look.
Zarek stood just a few feet away, watching us intently. I looked up at the ship and noticed that there were no other aliens departing.
He was the only alien. Standing in front of a sea of humans.
No guards. No menacing presence.
Just Zarek.
He glanced at my family briefly, his expression unreadable, before turning to look at me again.
โFenn,โ he said.
My name sounded different coming from him here.
โWhatโs going on?โ I heard Sola say quietly under her breath.
I stepped towards him, my family immediately stiffening behind me.
โI need to speak to you,โ he said, motioning for me to follow him.
I nodded and followed him as he walked several feet away from the crowd. I glanced back at my family. Their eyes were filled with fear and confusion.
We stepped away from the crowd, far enough that our voices could not be heard.
โSo is this our goodbye?โ I asked.
For a moment, he didnโt reply. Instead, he just looked at me.
Like he was memorising the features of my face.
But I was doing the same.
I wanted to remember the curve of his jaw. The color of his eyes. His perfectly shaped lips.
All of it.
Then, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box before holding it out to me.
It was smooth and black, so small that it could fit in the palm of my hand. I took the box and my fingers brushed against his.
I took a deep breath, trying to ignore the sensations that it sent through my body.
I looked down at the box and opened it.
A small silver device sat inside-one small red light was blinking back at me.
โWhat is this?โ I asked.
โA communication device,โ he said.
I pulled it out, turning it over slightly in my hands.
โIf you are ever in danger,โ he continued, โyou will use it.โ
I raised a brow. โHow?โ
โYou simply tap the small button on the side,โ he replied. โYou only need to do it once.โ
My fingers tightened slightly around the box as I closed it.
โAnd then what?โ I asked. โWhat happens after I tap the button on the side?โ
He leaned forward slightly, โThen I will come for you. You just need to patiently wait. Even though I know how hard it is for you to be patient.โ
I couldnโt help but smile as I tucked the device into my pocket.
Then the silence returned.
This was it. The final ending.
โI have to go,โ he said quietly.
The words hit harder than they should have.
I nodded, โYeah. You do.โ
โFenn,โ he said.
I looked up at him.
โIf things wereโฆ different,โ he said, his voice rough, โI would not be leaving you here.โ
โBut they are,โ he continued. โAnd this is where you belong.โ
I took a deep breath, โThis is my home. No matter how bad it may seem.โ
โI know,โ he said.
Still-his words stung.
Even though I had wanted this.
He stepped closer.
Close enough that I could feel the warmth of him again.
The pull. It was still there and stronger than ever.
His hand lifted slightly, like he was going to touch me…But he couldnโt. Not with a sea of humans watching our every move.
Instead, his hand dropped to his side.
โYou will be safe here,โ he said.
I let out a small, shaky laugh. โYou sure about that? Do you understand what Earth is like?โ
His eyes darkened.
Like the time he had killed that alien.
Like the time that he had found me in my room, my face beaten by a guard.
Like the time that alien made fun of my prosthetic leg.
โI will make sure of it,โ he said.
I blinked, tears stinging my eyes, โGoodbye, Zarek.โ
He looked at me for a long moment.
Then…he finally said it.
โGoodbye, Fenn.โ
He turned. I watched him walk away.
It felt like something inside of me was being pulled tighterโฆthe invisible string.
But he didnโt stop.
Didnโt turn or look back.
The distance between us continued to grow.
The string was even tighter now.
I watched until the ramp lifted.
And the door closed.
Then…it snapped.
I gasped.
My hand flew to my chest as a sharp pain tore through me.
It felt like something had been ripped out of me.
My knees nearly buckled.
The ship rose into the sky, the wind kicking up dust around me, whipping my hair across my face.
And I just stood there.
Until the ship became nothing more than a speck.
Authorโs note:
This is the end of book one.
Stay tuned for book two. ๐ค
















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